I said, "It's not that I don't believe you, but I don't want to let Wu Yan go, no matter what the situation is this time, you can't miss the opportunity and don't come again, and I don't want you to be threatened." ”

I added another sentence at the end: "If you fish out Wu Yan, I will die to show you, anyway, the left and right are just the same." ”

I looked at Yi Jin.

He just sneered at my words and didn't answer me anything.

Yi Jin's concepts and I seem to be always opposed, he has his ideas, and I follow my thoughts, the two of us are always like water and fire, and it will never be difficult to integrate.

After the car drove for a while, I glanced at the road and said to Yi Jin, "Stop, I want to get out of the car." ”

Yi Jin glanced at me, the car didn't stop, I raised my hand and knocked on the window door a few times, and said loudly: "Stop!"

Chen Su glanced at Yi Jin, Yi Jin raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows, it seemed that he was a little impatient, Chen Su saw that Yi Jin did not answer, thinking that he was admitted, and just wanted to park the car aside, but before he could step on the brakes, Yi Jin coldly ordered Chen Su: "Keep driving." ”

I turned my head to look at Yi Jin and asked, "What do you mean?"

Yi Jin ignored me, and the car drove back to the middle of the road from the side of the road.

His car drove all the way to Tan Yun's downstairs, he sat in the car and looked at the building for a long time, and then said, "I'll send you up." ”

When he was about to make a move, I immediately said, "No, I'll just go up by myself." ”

I directly pushed open the car door and walked down, but after walking a few steps, Yi Jin still followed me out of the car, I glanced back at him, ignored him, and just walked on my own.

After walking for a while, I stood in front of the elevator and waited for the elevator, Yi Jin followed behind me, and the two of us were silent for a while. I looked at the reflection of our shadows on the elevator door.

Yi Jin was looking directly at the elevator door, but he suddenly moved his gaze to me, and the two of us glanced at each other on the elevator door, and I just wanted to move away, Yi Jin suddenly stretched out his hand and clasped my hands hanging by my side.

I wanted to struggle, but after two struggles, I couldn't get out, so I gave up and looked at the elevator door with a blank face.

Yi Jin said: "I'm sorry, the reason why I have been scared for you during this time, and I haven't called you to contact you because I don't want to ensure your safety." ”

I said, "You don't have to explain, I'm used to it anyway." You say you can go, and you will come back. ”

The elevator door just opened, and I stepped in, and Yi Jin followed me, this time my hand was directly withdrawn from his palm.

Yi Jin didn't force it anymore, he seemed to know how many floors I lived in, and he didn't ask me, so he stretched out his hand and pressed the floor number.

I glanced at him, and he said, "Tan Wan has moved away, right?" ”

I didn't answer him, but after a moment of silence and said, "She's coming home because she's pregnant and wants to raise a baby." ”

Yi Jin said: "I know this. After a while he asked, "Do you want to change places?"

The elevator door opened and I said, "No." ”

I got out of the elevator. I took the key and went to open the door, and when the door opened, I turned back to him and said, "Okay, just send me here, you can go and get busy first." ”

Yi Jin, who was standing outside the door, glanced at me, and I also glanced at him, I didn't plan to invite him in, so I closed the door directly.

The moment it closed, I wanted to go to the bedroom to change clothes, but after only a few steps, I stopped and walked backwards.

I stood at the door and looked into the cat's eyes, and Yi Jin was still standing outside and didn't leave. But no sooner had I glanced at it than he turned away from my sight and walked to the elevator door, where he lit a cigarette and leaned against the wall and smoked slowly.

The elevator door opened, and he ignored it, leaning there and lowering his head and continuing to smoke, halfway through the cigarette, he snuffed out the cigarette and looked up in the direction of the door.

When he looked at me, even though I knew he couldn't have seen me from the door, my heart was still subconsciously startled.

I told myself in my heart that he couldn't see me, so I boldly looked back again, we looked at each other through the door for a few seconds, and I subconsciously took a few steps back, because I felt that Yi Jin seemed to have found me standing at the door, I don't know if it was my delusion.

After I took a few steps back, I leaned forward again, and found that Yi Jin was no longer at the door, it seemed that he had left, and when I opened the door, he was really gone, I don't know why, at that moment my heart was empty, there was only one voice in my heart, and he left again.

I went back to the room full of loss, and then closed the door, and sat there stupidly, sat there for about ten minutes, and suddenly there was a knock on the door again, I thought it was the cleaning aunt or the courier, so I got up and went to the door, when I just wanted to put my hand on the doorknob, I found that the person standing outside the door was not the cleaning aunt, nor the courier, and the person standing outside the door was actually Yi Jin who went and returned.

He was also standing in the doorway waiting, as if waiting for me to open the door.

I didn't know if I was open or not for a while, I stood at the door and was stunned for a while, at this time, Yi Jin said outside: "Open the door." ”

I still didn't move, and I didn't speak.

Yi Jin sank outside the door for a while and said, "If you don't open the door again, I'll kick it." ”

He said, "One." ”

"II. ”

"Three ......"

Halfway through his third day, I rushed over and pulled the door open and looked at him.

This kind of thing Yi Jin can do, I always knew that he could do it, I stood at the door and asked, "Is there anything else?"

Yi Jin stood there and didn't speak, his coat had been taken off and was wrapped around his arm, he looked at me and I didn't speak, I looked at him and didn't speak, we were in a stalemate like this for a few seconds, I was a little impatient, I said, "Since it's okay, then I'll close the door." ”

I wanted to close the door with my backhand, but as soon as the words fell, Yi Jin suddenly rushed over, and before I could understand what was going on, I had already been pushed against the wall, and he caught my chin and kissed me on the lips.

I stared at him with wide eyes, and for a moment, I couldn't come back to my senses, and I didn't even know what he was doing. Just stared in amazement.

He also opened his eyes for a few seconds, and suddenly reached out to cover my eyes, and the slightly cool thing covering my lips in front of my eyes was gently inhaled.

I stood there straight, not daring to move, not even breathing.

His hand slowly fell on my waist, and he gently hugged me into his arms, which was soft and slow, for fear of stimulating me, he suddenly picked my teeth and kissed me hard.

I felt the pain in my lips, I struggled a few times, but after a few strokes, Yi Jin suddenly picked me up horizontally and carried me to the sofa, I just wanted to get up from the sofa, but my hand was holding the sofa cushion, and others fell heavily on me, plundering all my breath.

At that moment I was in his arms, my breath and my heartbeat, and all the senses that came together, and I forgot about the struggle, I just felt like it was all spinning.

When I woke up, the first thing I did was to get up from the bed and look for something in the room in a panic, but after looking around, I found that I was now in Tan Yun's house, and Tan Yun's house didn't have that thing at all, and I stood there a little stunned for a while.

I didn't think it worked, so I turned around and grabbed a piece of clothing and put it on, got up and wanted to leave, but before I could leave, there was a sentence from behind: "Where to go." ”

My steps immediately stopped, I stiffened my body and slowly looked behind me, Yi Jin was sitting on the bed looking at me.

I was a little flustered, I didn't know why it was like this, it was a completely subconscious reaction, I didn't speak, I didn't know what I was going to say for a long time.

After Yi Jin got up from the bed, he was wearing a pair of cotton trousers, after he got off the bed, he picked up the shirt on the ground and put it on, he walked up to me, raised my chin slightly with his hand and asked, "I ask you." ”

I stammered, "I, I, I want to go downstairs and buy some medicine." ”

He asked, "What medicine." ”

I said, "Have you forgotten, have you forgotten? We ...... yesterday Didn't do anything to protect it, I'm afraid. ”

Yi Jin said: "Afraid of pregnancy?"

He voiced my concerns, and I nodded.

Yi Jin suddenly asked faintly, "How about giving birth to a child for me?"

As soon as he mentioned it, I blurted out, "No!"

I just said it, I felt that I was a little out of shape, and my emotions could even be regarded as excited, I glanced at him slightly embarrassed, and Yi Jin's eyes were a little cold.

I was afraid that he would misunderstand something, so I said, "It's not that I don't want to give you a child, but now my body doesn't allow it at all, and I can't protect him from such a thing, so it's better not to let him come to this world again." ”

I said, "I don't really mean anything else. ”

I wanted to leave after speaking, but Yi Jin suddenly hugged me from behind, and after a pause, I slowly raised my eyes to look at him.

He didn't let go of me, but hugged me tighter and tighter, his hand moved to the position of my lower abdomen, and he whispered next to my ear: "Fan Fan, give me another chance to have a child between us." When everything is stable, we will have a family, a family of three, and we will go to a place where no one knows me, and live happily together, isn't it?"

He removed his hand from my lower abdomen, and then he slowly turned me around to face him, his hands held my face, and with an expectation in his eyes that he had never seen before, he was seducing me, seducing me and asking, "Isn't this life bad?"

The kind of life he said was like saying it into my heart, and I was shaken for a moment, but after a moment, I said to Yi Jin: "It's not good." ”

I took his hand off my face, I turned my back to him and said, "No one can replace Xiaoqi in my heart, I can only have Xiaoqi as a child in my life, I don't want anyone to be his substitute, no one is qualified to do this." After I finished speaking, I turned to look at him and said: "If you want a child so much, you can go to any woman to give birth, I will not disagree, and I will never be able to have another child, although Xiaoqi is dead, but in my heart, he is alive." ”

After I finished speaking, I didn't look at Yi Jin's face again, I quickly walked out of the bedroom, put on my shoes from the entrance, and wanted to go out to find a pharmacy downstairs, but I just walked to the elevator door, and the elevator door clanged, and Tan Yun walked out of the elevator with Shi Jie.

I immediately froze, stiffened and looked at them, and they looked at me too.

Tan Wan gained a lot of weight, she was carrying some fruits in her hand, as soon as she saw me coming out of the room, she came over with joy, took my hand and said with a smile: "Xiaofan! We were about to see you! Why did you come out so coincidentally?!"

I was stiff all over, I didn't expect it to be such a coincidence, they would suddenly appear here?, I subconsciously glanced at the door behind me, and then I came back to my senses and smiled at Tan Yun and said, "I was just thinking about going down to buy something, why are you here?"

I looked at Tan Yun's stomach again and said, "I've gained a lot of weight." ”

She laughed and said, "I was still nagging with Shi Jie yesterday that I haven't seen you for a long time, and I just have time today, so Shi Jie and I went to the vegetable market to buy a lot of vegetables and fruits, and we were planning to come here to cook a meal for you." ”

After Tan Wan finished speaking, he urged Shi Jie, who was standing on the side, and said, "Hurry up, Shi Jie, bring the things in." We tried to make lunch before 12 o'clock. ”

Shi Jie always knew that Tan Yun was an impatient, so he laughed twice, and was very obedient to carry something and was about to walk towards the house, when he was about to climb the doorknob to open the door, I just wanted to rush over to stop him, but before I could act, the door was suddenly opened from the inside, and Yi Jin was standing in the door wearing a simple shirt.

Shi Jie and Tan Yun stared at him with petrified expressions at that time, neither of them expected that Yi Jin would suddenly appear here.

Tan Wan looked at me for a while, and then at Yi Jin, staring at me and stammering and trying to say something, but he didn't seem to be able to say a word.

Yi Jin seemed a lot calmer, after his eyes fell on Tan Yun's lower abdomen, he glanced at Shi Jie again, and said very casually: "Come in." ”

Completely like a man, he got out of the way of the door and walked towards the living room.

Not long after he left, even if Tan Yundang moved her eyes to me, she still couldn't come back to her senses and asked me, "When did Yi Jin come back?"

I didn't know how to explain it to her, and I was a little annoyed at this time, so I casually replied to him: "I don't know either." I changed the subject again and said, "Let's go in." ”

I didn't care about Tan Yun anymore, and walked in first.

After a long time, Tan Yun and Shi Jie walked in from outside, the atmosphere in the room was a little awkward, Yi Jin sat on the sofa with a cup of coffee and long legs folded.

And Tan Yun and Shi Jie were like guests, sitting in their rooms, extremely restrained.

Yi Jin didn't seem to feel anything wrong, and he also said to Shi Jie: "It's all old acquaintances, don't be too polite." ”

Shi Jie had a little conflict with Yi Jin because of Tan Yun's incident last time, and finally after Tan Yun woke up, he naturally explained the last injury to Shi Jie, but now Shi Jie has let go of his prejudices against Yi Jin, and men's emotions always come and go quickly.

Shi Jie smiled back at him, and chatted with Yi Jin. But it's all a topic between some men.

Tan Yun listened for a while, and saw that the two of them were chatting very harmoniously, so she immediately took me to the kitchen, and the two of them prepared lunch together.

I didn't want to do it, and I wasn't in the mood to do it now, so I told Tan Yun to just eat or order takeout.

Tan Wan immediately retorted: "How can this be done! Yi Jin finally came back, how can he be casual?"

I didn't speak, but I didn't sit idle, and though I was extremely reluctant to cook the meal, I washed the food on my hands.

Outside, the men were chatting about the past and the present, while Tan Yun and I were busy in the kitchen, and the room was full of the smell of vegetables.

Not sure why. At this moment, there was an incomparably peaceful illusion, as if the world was finally windless and rainless, close to calm, Tan Yun was also in a good mood, washing the dishes while humming a song.

Later, after the dishes were almost ready, Tan Yun and I brought the prepared meals to the living room, Tan Wan took a plate of dishes, and said loudly to the men who were still chatting: "It's time to eat!"

At this time, Shi Jie stood up from the sofa, he walked over, walked to the table, and saw the dishes on the table. So he smiled and asked, "It's quite hearty, who makes Po Tofu?"

Tan Yun immediately replied happily: "Of course it's me!" She casually pointed to the two dishes on the table and said, "These are made by Xiaofan." ”

Yi Jin, who was sitting on the sofa, also got up and stood up, walked to the table and took a look, his eyes fell on the two dishes I fried on the table, those two dishes are what Yi Jin likes to eat, but it is not what I want to cook, but Tan Yun happened to buy these dishes today.

I immediately took the bowl and pretended to have the food on the side, and after Yi Jin sat down, I put the food in front of him.

Tan Yun immediately handed him a pair of chopsticks, and said instigatingly: "Yi Jin, how about you try those dishes made by Xiao Fan." ”

Yi Jin took the chopsticks. After a few bites, he gave a rare comment and said, "Not bad." I didn't feel any honor, but after the meal was served, I also sat down next, Tan Yun and Shi Jie frowned, not knowing what they were communicating.

Not long after I sat down, Yi Jin put a small piece of loofah in my bowl, and he said, "I've lost a lot of weight recently, eat more." ”

I was silent, and after taking a bite of white rice, I took out the small piece of loofah that Yi Jin gave me.

Tan Yun and Shi Jie thought that he would be angry, and looked at him nervously, but who knows, when he saw my action, he just smiled lightly, didn't say anything, and sandwiched a piece of meat in my bowl, so he changed the topic and changed his gaze, looked at Tan Yun and asked, "How many months has the child been now?"

Regarding Yi Jin's question about the child, Tan Yundang said with a smile: "It's only three months, it's very early." ”

I really suspect that Tan Yun is the one Yi Jin invited over today, Yi Jin and I just talked about the child's problem before, and the next second, she asked Yi Jin with a smile: "That's right." Have you ever thought about having another child? Now that Xiaofan and you are still very young, we have to have children as soon as possible, maybe we will be able to get married by then. ”

As soon as Tan Yun finished speaking, I motioned with my eyes and asked her not to mention this topic again, but who knew that Tan Yun's eyes were all on Yi Jin, and she didn't look at me at all, not so much that she didn't look at me, it was better to say that she selectively blocked me.

As for Tan Yun's words, he was naturally in the middle of Yi Jin's arms, and he said with a smile: "We talked to Fan Fan about this topic just now. ”

Tan Wan asked curiously, "What about the discussion?"

Yi Jin glanced at me, and he said helplessly: "Xiao Fan doesn't want to give birth, of course, I can only follow her for this kind of thing, after all, her body has just recovered a little now, and it is indeed not suitable for having children." ”

Tan Wan looked at me and asked, "Is it Xiaofan?"

I felt a little embarrassed, but I didn't know how to cut off the topic, so I could only hum in an extremely low voice.

When Tan Wan heard this, he immediately put down the bowl in his hand, took my hand and said: "It can't be like this, you are still young now, you may not think it yet, when you reach our age, you will know the importance of children, I know that you have not forgotten Xiaoqi until now, but Xiaofan, you must understand one thing." Xiao Qi is already in the past tense, do you want to live like this for the rest of your life? Even if you don't want to be yourself, you should also think about Yi Jin, after all, he is not young, and now is indeed the time to have a child, whether it is good for you or for him, having a child is like a home, isn't it?"

Yi Jin believed in Tan Yun's eloquence very much, so he sat there, looking at us with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and watched quietly without interjecting.

Just when I didn't know what to say, Tan Yun suddenly put my hand on her lower abdomen. She said: "You feel it carefully, do you think it's amazing, there is a life here, this life is formed by the blood of two people, it is the best proof and incarnation of everything, after he is born, he will grow up, he will scream, he will call his father, he will call his mother, you chase you coquettishly, crying, don't you think it is beautiful to think about it like this?"

Tan Yun thought for a moment. He also said: "He will also look like Xiaoqi, beautiful and cute, like a doll, don't you want it?"

As soon as she talked about Xiaoqi, it was like stepping on my sore spot again, my heart was a little shaken, and immediately stabilized again, I took my hand from Tan Yun's lower abdomen, I sat with my back to Tan Yun and said: "Tan Yun, now is not a question of whether I want to have children or not, first, I don't have children, second." Even if you have a child, whether you want it or not, you should wait until later, third, no one can replace Xiaoqi's status in my heart, I hope you understand. ”

I got up from my chair and said, "You don't have to persuade me anymore, I have a sense of proportion, even if I want a child, it's not this time." ”

I glanced back at Yi Jin, I knew what he was thinking, he just wanted to drag me down with the child, as long as I was pregnant, then I definitely didn't have time to think too much. Then Wu Jin's matter is up to Yi Jin to deal with.

I absolutely can't let him release Wu Yan from the police station, even if he is for me, I don't allow it, let the tiger return to the mountain, if you want to take the tiger in again, it is not a difficult word to describe clearly.

Even if it's in exchange for my life, I think it's worth it.