Chapter 138: Just Delusion
The conversation progressed to this point, and naturally went into the cold.
Zhong Ziyi knew Su Yiyang's good intentions, but he didn't mean to listen to persuasion, if these things were mentioned by others in a few words, they could think clearly, and then completely solve them, it would not be as simple as dragging Zhong Ziyi down for so many years.
Knowing that he couldn't talk about it if he continued to dwell on these things, Zhong Ziyi quickly found another topic to divert from these unpleasant things, and talked about many reasons for the spring garden.
But Su Dashao didn't let go of his own hair, after that time, he was like a magic switch was suddenly turned on, but whenever he encountered the situation where Zhong Ziyi and Chu Youyou's relationship grew by leaps and bounds, he had to squeeze his own hair a few words, and by the way, he would be emotionally counseled and strategically mentioned.
According to Su Dashao's words, this is to help Zhong Ziyi find his true heart.
After all, he is the most particular about his buddy's spirit, and he always doesn't have the reason to live a peaceful and beautiful life on his side, but he sees his brother suffering and suffering. Therefore, those emotional analyses are also known as the profound experience of Su Da Shaomei, who often uses the successful cases of himself and Xiao Nanqiao to inspire his own family, so he is not less complained by Zhong Ziyi, it is completely because the emperor is not in a hurry and the eunuch is in a hurry, without any substantial help.
However, Su Yiyang was very dissatisfied with such an evaluation.
He said in his heart that he was very busy with work every day, and he needed to worry about the big and small things in the spring garden, and the Ji family, which was eyeing him, also needed him to carry it. As for showing affection with Gu Nanqiao, this has become a part of life habits like eating and sleeping, and it is something that is carried out all the time and does not care about the eyes of others, of course, there is no need to deliberately scream in front of Zhong Ziyi and stimulate his poor single hair.
Therefore, Su Yiyang's various abnormal performances, in the final analysis, are just because he sees that Zhong Ziyi treats Chu Youyou very differently, but Zhong Ziyi usually talks a lot, and sultry little tricks emerge in endlessly, like a hidden love master. But when he really met the person he liked, he directly changed from the king rank to the primary school student rank, and he couldn't even understand the true thoughts in his heart, let alone find a suitable way to reveal it to others.
Su Yiyang was a bystander, and he was really anxious for Zhong Ziyi, who couldn't make it, so he could only reluctantly assist a wave.
For Zhong Ziyi and Chu Youyou's ambiguity, it is an open secret in the spring garden, Chu Youyou's good impression of Zhong Ziyi can no longer be called a secret love, it can't be clearer, and the distance is just a clear relationship is just a positive thing given by Zhong Ziyi.
It's a pity that the party concerned was carried away by extremely rare feelings, and it was clear that his heart had completely softened, but he never refused to admit it in person, but he just took up the ambiguous name and couldn't figure it out, but he didn't give the girl a quasi-letter, and it was also embarrassing Chu Youyou was dragged down for half a year and didn't give up completely.
Probably both sides feel that it is a pity to break up, and there is no reason to go further.
is different from the previous indifference to those dewy girls, opening and closing their mouths are sweet words without distraction, and there is no sloppiness in the later text after a period of time. It's not like I just met a girl who fits my eyes, and the few seconds of ambiguity are like love in a trance, but the relationship after that is enough to consume the sugar squeezed out of many small things, and in the end there is nothing left.
Zhong Ziyi's preference for Chu Youyou is obvious.
In all fairness, Zhong Ziyi is a man with quite good conditions, a young talent with outstanding family background, amorous and golden, such hard conditions are destined to never lack girls around him, and the most important thing is that he is not ready to put anyone in his heart, which means that everyone has a chance, and it is naturally indispensable to attract girls who are trying to climb high branches and become rich second generations.
But Zhong Shao has experienced countless passers-by who have come and gone, and they are all just some lace news, which he really put in his heart with caution, and he is just Li Xuanci alone from beginning to end.
Miss Li left too deep an impression on him and too stubborn, as long as she didn't abdicate for a day, other girls would not be able to live in Zhong Ziyi's heart. Su Yiyang saw it in his eyes, and he was really worried about his buddies, but the feelings have always been the only ones who know best, and the temptation and death are things that no matter how much others persuade them, they will not be helpful, so they can only wait for Zhong Ziyi to think about it himself, and then completely let it go.
So Su Yiyang has never been too lazy to care about these things, and rarely mentions Li Xuanci.
But only when he met Chu Youyou, Zhong Ziyi's position in his heart was shaken, his preference was obvious, but anyone with a discerning eye could see that he was really tempted.
Those feelings that were originally a mess became even more chaotic.
At the beginning, Zhong Ziyi didn't feel that Chu Youyou was any different from others, at most, he just felt that this smart little Tsing Yi was very eccentric, and his big cunning eyes seemed to be pure stars, like an elf who had fallen into the mortal dust, and it seemed unpretentious, so that Zhong Shao, who was used to seeing beauties from all walks of life, was dazzled.
is different from those aggressive beauties, who are surrounded by exquisite and decent makeup and expensive outfits, Chu Youyou's beauty is very down-to-earth, just like the refreshing fragrance of flowers that drifts far away with the wind in summer, or the lemonade that is drunk in one gulp when you are extremely thirsty, which makes people feel indescribably comfortable.
When I first met, Chu Youyou was the peerless Yu Ji on stage, she was wearing a phoenix veil with gold tassels around her cloud hands, and she was clearly amorous between her gestures, and she was a rare beauty. just got off the stage and took off the outfit, but she instantly became a child who hadn't grown up yet, a good pair of sharp teeth, words and words, words came as soon as she opened her mouth, and every word poked people's hearts, and inexplicably made people angry, or no one was willing to be really angry with her.
At least Zhong Ziyi can't bear it.
From the very beginning, Zhong Ziyi was a little interested in Chu Youyou, at first it was just you talking to each other, but then I didn't know how to come up with feelings, and only the two parties knew best.
The specific performance is that Chu Youyou shouted "Zhong Da Silly" one by one, but in private, he took care of Zhong Ziyi for three points. When the big guy has a meeting to talk about opinions, she will subconsciously stand on Zhong Ziyi's side, and when she works overtime endlessly, even if she doesn't remember to eat, she will remember to order one for someone Zhong, and even sing those tactful words on the stage, singing the most tender and sweet sentence, which must be sung by beautiful eyes and bending her eyes to Zhong Ziyi
Counting many small feelings, it is clear that it is to treat your sweetheart.
Zhong Ziyi is not a wooden person, the big guys in the troupe can see that Chu Youyou is interesting to him, how can he, a swinger brother who has been in love for many years, not know that he didn't want to keep his distance at the beginning, but Chu Youyou's feelings are too simple and too hot, she puts her preferences on the bright side, and she has not left any hole cards from the very beginning, so she directly skipped to let Zhong Ziyi test the sincerity of each other and give a few points at this stage, it doesn't matter to compete with each other.
Of course, Zhong Ziyi also thought about accepting this relationship, after all, love is nothing more than a matter of getting together or not getting together, everyone is an adult, no one can't see it thoroughly, and he has to ask for something entangledly, but he clearly thinks about it thoroughly, but he can't cope with it.
Zhong Dashao, who has been in the midst of thousands of flowers and does not stick to the leaves, feels hesitant when dealing with feelings for the first time, for those girls who meet at the night of the wine bureau, but just a few meals of friendship, he can shout baby without changing his face, and give some valuable gifts that girls like, in exchange for an ambiguous dinner that is quite affectionate and sweet on the surface.
Zhong Ziyi is good at dealing with the calculation of male and female love, and is also willing to use other factors such as money and material things to fill what he can't give, but he doesn't know how to express his true feelings and be good to a person seriously, so deep down in his heart, he obviously has a good impression of Chu Youyou, but he doesn't dare to confirm the relationship.
probably thinks that feelings are the simplest but also the rarest.
You don't have to take any responsibility when you're ambiguous, but once you confirm the relationship, you must be responsible for the girl. Especially Chu Youyou's sincerity, but if there is a little bit of insincerity, it is a kind of bastard scumbag behavior, and it is quite easy to give feelings, once it is consumed and then wants to get it back, it is difficult to reach the sky.
For many reasons, to put it bluntly, Zhong Ziyi is afraid that he will disappoint Chu Youyou, and if he misses it, he will never come back.
It is precisely because he is in this mountain that he can't see what a mountain is and what a sea of clouds is, Zhong Ziyi was affected by many unfamiliar emotions, and the restraint and hesitation in his bones involved his feelings, but Su Yiyang, as an insider and a bystander, saw everything clearly.
The fate of the world may not be too deep, and it may not be too shallow, and the left and right are nothing more than instant decisions. Zhong Ziyi and Chu Youyou's affairs have been delayed again and again, and even a good marriage will be consumed.
After all, good fate never waits for anyone.
So after seeing Zhong Ziyi's hesitation, Su Yiyang, as the only person around him who understood, didn't care whether he would be disgusted by telling the truth, and deliberately mentioned these things several times, which was to remind him not to cherish it in disguise.
When I was young and ignorant, I didn't catch up with the girl I liked because I started too slowly, so that now Miss Li has a good relationship with her son-in-law, and she can't even say a word of confession. Now when I meet someone who is moved by my heart, there is no reason to miss it because of indecision, and if I miss it once, it is inexperienced, if it is a few times, it is purely a suicide of my own death.
Maybe it was Su Dashao's empathy and reasonableness that had a certain effect, and after listening to a lot of those words, he gradually turned to his heart, Zhong Ziyi was no longer so shy about mentioning Li Xuanci's related topics, and even began to reflect on what he thought in his heart.
For example, what he really cares about is whether the old love is still alive or the new future
In fact, in all fairness, Zhong Ziyi always talks about the aftermath, and it is nothing more than him Zhong Ziyi unilaterally thinking about Miss Li, and now Li Xuanci and Shen You are living a good life, and the left and right are not about him Zhong Ziyi's business, thinking like this, it seems very meaningless to draw a clear line.
After all, this relationship has only been a one-sided attrition from the beginning to the present, and it doesn't matter where it started, it comes to an end.
It's nothing more than delusion.