Chapter 523: Psychological Shadow
I don't know why, Jiang Nike feels that her eyes always seem to unconsciously appear in front of her that time a long time ago.
At that time, she had just possessed Gu Yanran's body, everything in front of her was magical and alienating and terrifying to her, and she was almost helpless at the beginning and was forced to accept this reality.
Subsequently, because of a series of things she encountered, mainly to make money for living expenses, she started a live broadcast, and then through her unremitting efforts and the support of fans, she came to this day step by step.
Jiang Nicole couldn't help but close her eyes and smiled bitterly, at that time, her newborn calf was not afraid of tigers, and since she had decided to start a live broadcast, she went all the way to the end, and then she had today's achievements.
"In this way, it all started because of live streaming, and if I hadn't embarked on the path of live streaming, I wouldn't have encountered anything else later. Jiang Nike muttered to herself.
Now it seems that the importance of live streaming to her is self-evident, otherwise she doesn't know how long she will have to worry about living expenses, and it is impossible for her to join CL again.
Thinking of this, Jiang Nicole took a deep breath, she felt the need to pick up the live broadcast that had been lost for a while.
She held the mouse, clicked on her live broadcast homepage, and looked at everything familiar in front of her, Jiang Nicole couldn't help but feel a sour nose, and it was a while since she left the live broadcast.
She sorted out her mood again and made herself look a little sunny, and then officially started the live broadcast. Unsurprisingly, a large group of fans soon arrived.
These days, fans are also very anxious, for them, not only has they not seen Jiang Nicole for a while, but they have also heard that something happened to her!
At first, fans didn't want to believe it, and they thought that other people were talking about it, but the reality told them that Jiang Nicole had indeed not appeared in the public eye for a while.
Subsequently, the outflow of those pictures made fans feel distressed and unacceptable, so the things for Jiang Nicole became even more serious.
"Niko, you've finally appeared, I miss you!"
"I thought something was wrong with you...... Niko, you're fine. ”
"I'm relieved that I'm sure Niko is safe and sound now, and the photos before were really scary. ”
"By the way, Niko, what's going on with those pictures, is something really wrong?"
Looking at the various words on the barrage, Jiang Nicole still tried her best to keep a smile, in fact, before the live broadcast started, she had already roughly guessed what the fans would ask her.
is nothing more than her recent situation, of course, it is very likely that someone will mention that kidnapping, after all, Jiang Nicole knows by thinking casually that the photos must be everywhere now.
So she pretended to blink her eyes relaxedly: "Those photos actually have something to do with me." I was kidnapped and tried my best to escape, so I was very embarrassed. ”
As soon as these words came out, the barrage immediately fried again, everyone didn't expect that Jiang Nicole would directly admit this matter, and second, they now know that she actually suffered so much.
"Oh my God, those scars hurt when I look at them, and it's not easy for Niko. ”
"How could Niko have been kidnapped all of a sudden?
"Niko tell us and we'll help you. ”
Seeing that fans have already started to discuss how to seek justice for themselves, Jiang Nicole can't help but feel a little moved, for so long, fans have always been trying to find ways to help themselves.
But the fans' excitement did not lessen, after all, they finally waited for Jiang Nicole to appear, and they knew that she was really in danger, so they were a little emotional for a while.
"Those kidnappers are too much, why did they come to kidnap our Niko when they were full of food and had nothing to do?"
"Anyway, we can't let them go easily, otherwise everyone will think that we are all good bullies, and if we do this again, I will definitely have to worry to death." ”
"Yes, we must all work together this time to find out the mastermind behind it. ”
Jiang Nicole smiled, but her eyes looked at a spot on the table without focus, it seemed that she was distracted, and it took a while for her to come to her senses.
Fortunately, fans are still discussing the previous things, and even if they accidentally found out that they saw Nicole Jiang's eyes, they didn't pay attention to it for too long, but continued to discuss it hotly.
"Okay, let's talk about that later, I'm going to start streaming the game. Jiang Nicole pursed her lips and smiled, there was no trance on her face at this time, but her eyes couldn't help but dim a little now.
I don't know when she started, she always fell into a state of empty thoughts, and time seemed to have a tendency to be extended, but seeing that the game had begun to match, Jiang Nicole quickly shook her head and expelled that thought.
Speaking of which, she actually hasn't played e-sports for a while, Jiang Nicole originally thought that she should have a feeling of reunion after a long absence, but looking at the game on the screen, she suddenly felt very irritated for no reason.
Originally, when she played the game before, Jiang Nicole still paid great attention to cooperating with her teammates, because she knew that only when all aspects were coordinated with each other, she could win the best results with the least effort.
It's just that this kidnapping incident almost completely disrupted her style, and when she saw the enemy, her first thought was no longer to find other teammates to cooperate, but chose to go up and fight alone.
For example, now, seeing the two people who were alone opposite, Jiang Nike hesitated for a moment, and decided to touch it herself, the situation was relatively good at the beginning, after all, her level was good, and those people were caught off guard again, so they could only respond in a hurry.
It was only soon that the other party's reinforcements arrived, but Jiang Nicole did not inform her teammates, and in the end she was directly surrounded by those people.
Although Jiang Nicole is very powerful, in this situation, after holding on for a while, she finally lost.
Although fans were a little surprised, at the first time, they agreed that Jiang Nicole was just a little rusty because she hadn't played a game for a long time.
It's just that when it was the second time, Jiang Nicole still didn't get rid of this bad habit, and when she saw the enemy, she couldn't help but shoot alone.
As a result, Jiang Nicole, who originally had a good winning rate, suddenly lost several times this time, and the defeat increased significantly, which made fans can't help but worry.
"Niko, what's wrong, I don't seem to be in a very good state today, how can I lose so much. ”
"I don't think Niko has completely changed the way I play the game, but it doesn't work at all to play alone. ”
"Can Niko change back to the way he used to play, don't do it again, I'm worried. ”
Jiang Nicole sighed secretly, what even fans can see, how could she not feel it, she is indeed as they said, she has changed a little bit.
She tried to control her slightly trembling hands, and said casually, "Okay, I'll try to correct it." And then the match continued.
It's just that although Jiang Nicole admitted, when she really met her, she still went her own way, and no matter how she was, she couldn't correct it.
After coming to this realization, Jiang Nicole suddenly felt very frustrated, she forced herself to appease the fans a few words, and then hurriedly ended the live broadcast.
Looking at the quiet room, Jiang Nicole couldn't help but feel a sense of loss in her heart, she realized that she seemed to be too impetuous, and her current state was not suitable for e-sports at all!
Thinking of this, she suddenly stood up, kicked the chair away, and paced around the room irritably, constantly thinking about the previous events.
"Am I no longer suitable for the life of the team, can I continue to play e-sports?" Jiang Nicole thought with a wry smile, only to feel that her thoughts were messed up.
At this time, Jin Han suddenly opened the door, and looking at Jin Han who suddenly appeared in front of her, Jiang Nicole couldn't help but be taken aback.
"Why are you here? I don't think there's anything I want to look for you. After Jiang Nike was surprised, she asked calmly, it seemed that she didn't want to have too much contact with Jin Han.
And Jin Han has been frowning since he came in, he has been watching Jiang Nicole's live broadcast just now, maybe the other viewers haven't thought it through for the time being, but Jin Han can see at a glance that Jiang Nicole's current state is very bad.
"I just watched your livestream. After Jin Han hesitated for a moment, he still truthfully stated his purpose, and as he spoke, he also tapped the computer on the table with his chin.
But Jiang Nicole was embarrassed for a moment, so she looked embarrassed just now, this person should have waited to see it, so she turned her head directly, unwilling to look at Jin Han.
It's just that Jin Han didn't care about these at all, after all, he was still thinking about the previous events, so he directly stepped forward and grabbed Jiang Nicole's wrist and pulled her outside.
"Hey, where are you going to take me, I don't want to go out!" Jiang Nicole kept resisting, but Jin Han's attitude was very tough.
In this way, she was taken back to the old mansion directly by Jin Han, and when she realized that it was useless to resist, Jiang Nicole directly chose to ignore Jin Han, and just walked in with him silently.
"Jin Han, why are you back, is there something going on?" Grandma Jin said in surprise, after all, the atmosphere between the two of them is really not harmonious.
Jin Han didn't answer, but directly told Jiang Nicole about her current situation, while Grandpa Jin and Grandma Jin were listening carefully.
After being silent for a while, Grandma Jin directly said that she wanted to talk to Jiang Nicole alone.
"Actually, I've also experienced your state. ”