Yi Jin looked at me for a long time, his gaze fell on my red eyes, I just wanted to dodge, his eyes with huge oppression, clamped my chin and asked, "Is something wrong?" He bowed his head slightly and asked, "Huh?"

I'm not a person who can hide my emotions, but I also think that I have grown so old, and I will no longer be easily seen through by Yi Jin like before, I stretched out my hand to wipe the tears on my face at some point, and I said in a hoarse voice: "No, what can happen, it's just that I've been a little sentimental lately, and I'm afraid that one day I'll be alone." ”

I wanted to put my face away again, but Yi Jin broke my face and faced him again.

He had a serious look on his face, and even a little angry, and said, "Cranky again, when will this problem be changed?"

Seeing that I was rubbing my face redder and redder, he controlled my hand with a little heavy force and said, "From today all the messy things in your head will be purified, I want to see you cry, I don't want to see you so pessimistic, I don't want to see you think wildly, do you know?"

I emphasized, "Where is pessimism, I just want to cry, I can't control myself." ”

He frowned and said, "Are you still reasonable? If you don't think nonsense, how can you cry?"

I was about to contradict him, but he glared at me, and I immediately did not dare to speak.

When he saw that I was honest, he raised his hand and pulled a tissue from the sofa, wiped my red and swollen eyes and said, "I hope you will always be happy and happy, and I am not afraid of being alone." But what I'm most afraid of is that you cry, and when you cry, I can't do anything about it, your tears will make my mood very bad, I will want to get angry, and my temper will become very irritable, you know?"

I mumbled quietly, then nodded with red eyes.

He wiped the tears from my face and said, "Okay, I won't hear these stupid words again." ”

I still nodded, but after nodding my head twice, I took the initiative to hug his waist, put my whole body close to him, and pressed my face against his heart, I could hear his heart beating steadily.

At this time, I was extremely dependent on him, in such a dangerous environment, we only had each other, we seemed to be family, as if we were not family, but I knew that he was always the brother who could do everything to shield me from the wind and rain and solve all my problems for me when I was a child.

It has never changed.

I don't know how long I stuck to Yi Jin like this, until Anne walked in from the outside and saw me being held in Yi Jin's arms, so frightened that she immediately retreated again, but I didn't rush to leave, but I was tired of being in his arms for a while, and then I let go of him, withdrew from his arms and said, "You take care of your work, I'll accompany you to read magazines next to you for a while." ”

After I finished speaking, I casually took a magazine from the side, stuffed my head directly on Yi Jin's lap, and raised my eyes and smiled at him.

Seeing that I was recovering so quickly, he straightened the hair wrapped around his leg for me to avoid being pressed, and then he bent down and slowly landed a kiss on my forehead, and he didn't leave, and another kiss he landed lightly on my eyelids, and then the tip of my nose.

I was a little nervous in my breath, my body was lying on the sofa and I was very stiff, he saw my eyes staring at him, I don't know if it was stressed, he laughed, his hand simply covered my eyes, and the last kiss fell on my upper lip.

The two of us breathed and intertwined with each other, and I heard my own heartbeat that seemed to break through my chest.

Yi Jin smiled and said, "Sleep for a while." ”

Although I couldn't see my face, I thought it must be extremely red at this time, I didn't speak, Yi Jin left from my lips, he stroked my face, and then took it back, I felt that he picked up the document on the side.

In order to avoid embarrassment, I could only close my eyes and pretend to be asleep, and then there was the occasional sound of paper turning in my ears, and I wondered if it was too comfortable to be mad in the room, and I fell asleep unconsciously.

When I woke up, I was already in the room, it was very late, I sat on the bed and looked at the sky outside, and after a while, I climbed out of bed, afraid that I would forget something, so I repeatedly squatted under the bed to check if the hidden things were there.

I breathed a sigh of relief after confirming that it was lying right there.

There was nothing special in the next two days, although I didn't feel anything uncomfortable in my body, but it was still an old problem, and I didn't remember many things very clearly, even I took the initiative to mention that I was going to the cemetery, but I forgot about it on the day I arrived, or Anne They took the initiative to mention it to me, and I just had a little memory in a trance.

But Anne, they didn't dare to show my aberration too obviously. It's like I really just have a bad memory.

After four years, after I went to the purpose with Yi Jin, the grass had grown almost one person tall, and when I first came, Yi Jin told me that he didn't want to see my tears.

I promised him, so I didn't shed a tear all the time, just stood there and watched Chen Su and Anne put the tribute on it.

Today is a little cold and a little wet, because no one has come for four years, and the photos on my parents' tombstones are covered with moss, and my face has faded.

It's just that the smiles in the photos are still there, and I can forget everything in this world, except for their faces, which are still fresh in my memory.

After Yi Jin slowly squatted down, he poured a glass of wine for my dad, he didn't say anything, just poured the glass of wine in front of my dad's tombstone slowly, and then he looked at my dad's photo and said with a smile: "Dad, we haven't seen each other for many years." ”

His words seemed to be a joke, but after this joke, he didn't say anything more, and stared silently at the photo on my father's tombstone for a long time.

Yi Jin gently held my hand, pulled me to my side, squatted down with him, and said, "Xiao Fan is also here, has nothing changed." ”

He chuckled, then turned to look at me, stroked my head and said, "I'm sorry I didn't take care of her." ”

Hearing his words, I immediately turned my head and complained to my mother: "Mom, as soon as you leave, my brother will always bully me, and there is no one to help me, when you were still in the past, you would at least help me speak, but now, he is the biggest person in the family, he bullied me even more, you must take care of him for me." ”

Yi Jin sued as soon as he saw me coming, pinched my face and said with a smile: "My mouth is not cleaned up again." ”

I didn't care about him, and after knocking his hand off my face, I said, "But don't worry, he's always taken good care of me, but I don't know if you're doing well over there." ”

I stared at my mom's smiling face and said, "We're fine with everything here, so don't worry too much, my only bad thing is that I kind of miss you guys."

Yi Jin seemed to have expected what I was going to say, he took the three sticks of incense from Chen Su's hand and handed them to me, I glanced at him.

He whispered, "Plug in." ”

I realized that I had forgotten what I was about to say, and after taking it, I carefully inserted it into the incense burner.

Yi Jin also inserted three incense sticks, because it rained lightly in the sky one after another. The mountain road will be slippery, even if I still have a thousand words to say in my heart, but Yi Jin didn't let me stay longer, after leading me up from the tombstone, he stared at the tombstone where my parents were together again and said, "Fan Fan, I will take care of it, you don't have to worry too much." ”

When he had finished speaking, I stayed quietly by his side and watched them with him.

After a while, the rain gradually increased, he took the umbrella in Chen Su's hand, held me in his arms and said, "Let's go." ”

But I don't know why, I don't want me to go too far for the time being, I just want to be able to stay with them for a while. But my body was controlled by Yi Jin, and after he hugged and left, I turned my head three times, and in the end I didn't look back.

I think that one day, the people who leave, will always get together in another way, the world is round, walking around, these people are actually there, but they have been separated from each other for a while.

After Yi Jin came down from the mountain with his arms around me, the rain gradually increased, and it was just a drizzle, but it turned into a downpour in the process of my descent. Yi Jin's left shoulder was all wet, but I didn't have a drop of water on my body, and after he sent me into the car first, Chen Su took the umbrella in his hand, and he followed and sat in.

After he sat in, the bodyguards closed the car door, and they all got into the car one after another, the rain knocked the car glass thumping, just as I was staring at the rain outside the window, Chen Su, who was sitting in the passenger seat, suddenly handed Yi Jin's mobile phone, Yi Jin glanced at him, Chen Su did not say who the caller was, and waited quietly for Yi Jin for a while.

Yi Jin glanced at the call reminder, and he saw the call on his mobile phone to remind people. There wasn't much emotion on his face, but he pressed the phone directly, and he threw his phone aside.

Then he took a blanket from behind and wrapped it around me, he tested the temperature on my forehead, and his voice was extremely low and gentle in the small space, and he said, "Is there anything uncomfortable?"

I shook my head and said, "No, I'm a little sleepy." ”

Yi Jin's hand on my forehead seemed to sense that something was wrong, but he didn't say anything, and after holding me tightly in his arms, he kissed my forehead and said, "Lie in my arms for a while." ”

I leaned against my body and didn't move again, I just felt hot all over my body. Even the bones are hot.

After returning home, I don't know why, I had a fever, and after Yi Jin put me on the bed, he said to Chen Su on the side, "Call the doctor." ”

Chen Su heard his command, and immediately held his mobile phone to go to the doctor's phone outside, after he went out, Yi Jin took the towel from his aunt's hand and put it on my forehead, at this time I was in a cold sweat all over my body, and I began to feel a headache again.

But I didn't scream, I just hugged myself tightly with my hands, and my whole body trembled under the covers.

For a long time, I grabbed Yi Jin's head and cried and said to him, "Brother, I hurt, it hurts too much." ”

Yi Jin stroked the layers of cold sweat that came out of my face, and he said, "I know, I know the pain, let's bear with it, okay?"

I wanted to scratch my head, Yi Jin seemed to have anticipated my intentions, grabbed my hand, he directly picked me up from the bed, hugged me in his arms, and whispered in my ear in a tense voice: "Don't be afraid, I'm here, my brother is here." ”

But my whole body trembled so badly that I only felt as if my whole body was being torn apart, grabbing Yi Jin's hand, almost tearing his clothes and sinking into his skin.

Yi Jin saw that Chen Su, who had gone out to call, had not come in yet, so he asked, "Chen Su?"

Anne was frightened by the situation, but she quickly replied, "Still talking to the doctor outside." ”

Yi Jin didn't speak at first, until his aunt brought a glass of water from the outside, and just handed it to him, I don't know if there was a problem with the water temperature, he touched the cup, and with a wave of his hand, the cup flew far away in an instant, making a loud noise in the room.

Yi Jin said loudly: "Warm!"

The aunt was frightened by Yi Jin, because he was at this time, his face was full of gloom, like a lion in a man, she didn't even have time to pick up the pieces of the ground, turned around and quickly walked out of the room, rushed to the kitchen and poured a glass of warm again.

After he took it from his aunt's hand again, this time it was about the right temperature, and then he carefully lifted my chin, and after handing the glass to my lips, he whispered, "Xiao Fan, open your mouth." ”

I glanced at him, only to find that the green tendons on Yi Jin's face and forehead exploded at this time, and his thin lips were tightly pursed into a straight line, I tried my best to restrain myself and opened my mouth. Yi Jin slowly fed the glass of water into my mouth.

I coughed violently and threw it all out in an instant.

Anne and Auntie on the side immediately hurriedly wiped my body with a tissue, and Yi Jin hugged me tightly in his arms.

My consciousness is a little unclear again, the world is spinning in front of me, and I don't know if it's over, it seems that the doctor hasn't come yet, Yi Jin seems to have sent me a big fire again, and I fell a lot of things in the room.

The room was full of people, all of whom stood cautiously, not daring to say a word.

Finally, I don't know how long later, it seems that the doctor came, and he injected something into my body, and the tearing pain in my head seemed to be much better.

I'm also getting a lot more sober. Looking at the bed in a daze, I saw that the doctor was frowning and saying something to Yi Jin, the voice was not loud, I didn't hear it very clearly, I only felt that Yi Jin's face had never been serious and cold.

Immediately after, after the doctor finished talking to him, the doctor changed a bottle of potion for me, and Yi Jin's body took two steps back, and seemed to shake a little unsteadily.

I didn't pay much attention to his expression at last, my head became heavier and heavier, my eyes became heavier and heavier, and I fell back into the dark dream.

There was still nothing in the dream, no screaming this time. There was no cry from anyone, and everything was calm, so calm that people wanted to sleep.

It seemed like a century, and when I opened my eyes again, Yi Jin's face appeared above me, and when he saw that I was awake, he bent down and asked me with concern: "Is it better?"

He didn't seem to have slept all night, his eyes were deep dark blue, and his eyes were red and bloodshot.

After he helped me up, I didn't have much strength in my body this time, I didn't even have the strength to lift my arms, my body was held in his arms, and he whispered in my ear, "Drink some porridge, okay?"

Even though I don't have any appetite at all. But I didn't want him to worry, so I nodded twice.

After Auntie handed over the bowl, Yi Jin took it, and after he scooped a spoonful to my mouth, I opened my mouth and took it in my mouth.

I chewed it twice, and Yi Jin smiled and asked, "Is it delicious?"

I nodded, and he scooped another spoonful to my lips, and when I took it again, I said, "Have I slept for a long time?" ”

Yi Jin wiped the corners of his mouth for me with a napkin, and he said, "Not long, as usual, I just slept normally all night." ”

I lazily leaned on Yi Jin's chest, and my eyes fell on the light and shadow shining outside the window, "I seemed to have had a dream last night. ”

He asked in a low voice, "What dream." ”

I smiled and said, "I dreamed that we went to my grandfather's house together for the summer vacation when we were kids. The summer at that time was different from the current summer, there were many cicadas at that time, although the weather was hot, but it was not stinging at all, my favorite thing was to watch you play chess with grandpa, under the plane tree in the yard, the wind in the countryside was very comfortable, blowing on the tip of the nose, with the fragrance of flowers, but unfortunately grandpa didn't like me very much at that time, maybe I am not the blood of the Yi family, so. As soon as I went to the country, I was punished by kneeling in the ancestral hall, kneeling until my knees were swollen and green, but I never blamed my grandfather, on the contrary, I still liked him very much, because sometimes he didn't seem to like me very much, but after I knelt and swollen my legs, I would always ask the kitchen to add a dish that I liked to eat, although he never said that it was he who ordered it, but I knew it was him. ”

At this point, I turned my head to look at him, and I said, "Look, I remember so many things. These things that go deep into the bone marrow will never be forgotten because of other factors. ”

When Yi Jin heard what I said, he asked with a light smile: "Summer is almost over, we can go to the countryside to live for a while while it is almost over." ”

I said, "Well, I haven't been there in a long time." ”

Yi Jin asked again: "Tomorrow?"

I shook my head and said, "Oh no, I'll think about it in a few days." ”

Yi Jin didn't ask me why it would take a few days, he handed it over again: "Okay, you can have as long as you want." ”

This time, I didn't go to pick up his spoonful of porridge, but moved my lips away from the spoon and said, "Yi Jin, am I sick, am I very sick?" ”

He seemed to have already figured out how to deal with my question sooner or later. He seemed calm, no different from his usual life, he tightened my body a little, and asked softly in my ear, "Who told you?" ”

I said, "Nobody told me, I felt that way." ”

Yi Jin pulled the quilt on my body that I didn't know when it slipped off, and he smiled and said, "Don't think nonsense, if you are sick, you will be in the hospital now, not in my arms." ”

I smiled too, raised my head again to look at him behind me and asked, "If I wasn't sick, I wouldn't need to take medicine, would I?"

Yi Jin stirred the thick porridge in the bowl twice with a spoon, and he said with a smile: "Some people seem to have itchy skin again." ”

I cut and said, "Liar." ”

He put the spoon to my mouth again and said, "Don't try to divert my attention, eat this bowl of porridge in my hand first." ”

I dodged and said I didn't want to, but who knew that he dragged it back after two or three times, and after that, I was almost half coaxed and half-coerced by him to reluctantly eat the bowl of porridge, but in the last spoonful, I didn't want to eat it, and Yi Jin didn't force me anymore.

He sat with me for a while, leaning back on the bed and flipping through the little prince with me.

I still pestered him to read it to me, and he was very helpless, because he almost didn't have to read the book, he could memorize it in its original form, and tell it for me from childhood to adulthood, but he still followed me, holding me and whispering it in my ear.

His voice is like flowing water, so comfortable that it always makes people want to sleep, and the sound of rain beating on the glass outside, and the dim lights in the house, this moment is so beautiful, so beautiful that it makes people feel unreal.

After arriving in the afternoon, my physical strength gradually recovered a little, Yi Jin met the guests in the guest room, so I got up from the bed by myself, after I arrived in the living room, I wanted to find my aunt to peel some fruit for me, I only ate a small bowl of porridge in the morning, a little hungry, but I turned around in the living room, but I didn't see any trace of my aunt, until I walked to the balcony door, I just wanted to push the door in, but my hand was on the handle of the balcony door, I immediately shrank back, and immediately stuck on the wall.

Auntie was chatting with Anne on the balcony, and Auntie Anne was sick with me.

Anne was helping my aunt dry my clothes together, "I don't know what the specific disease is, but once I heard the doctor talk to my husband that Miss Yu's memory will deteriorate little by little over time, until the day when she can't remember anything, and the doctor said that if the memory declines to that point, the next stage is brain death." ”

The aunt said loudly, "What? How can it be so serious? Isn't brain death just a vegetative state?"

Anne lowered her voice and said, "The vegetative person is better, at least he has a chance to wake up, but he is brain dead." Basically, it was assumed that the person was dead, except that the body's functions were still maintained. ”

Auntie was surprised, and then said with pity: "She is still so young, how can she be like this, no wonder Mr. has a particularly bad temper these days." ”

Anne sighed and said, "Now that Miss Yu has a problem with her memory, I think it will only slowly worsen, and it will not get better." ”

After a while, the aunt said, "I heard that Miss Yi seems to have taken one kind of medicine, and that medicine was not much, but it seems that she has taken another medicine, which caused the two drugs to clash with each other, and after taking it for more than four years, this made her body like this." ”

"Hey. Who knows if it's true or not, anyway, the world of rich people is like this, and there are all kinds of strange worlds. ”

The aunt said, "Hey, have you heard a piece of news?" ”

Anne asked, "What's the news?"

Auntie glanced around, but she didn't notice me, because I was right in the corner of her sight, and when she got close to Anne's ear, she whispered, "I heard that Miss Yu is actually my husband's sister." ”

When Anne heard her aunt's words, she suddenly stretched out her hand and immediately covered her mouth and said, "You can't talk nonsense. ”

The aunt struggled a few times and emphatically said, "I'm not talking nonsense. ”

Anne said: "Even if it is the truth, you can't tell it, this is a big taboo, if Assistant Chen hears it or Mr. hears it, you will ignore it and walk around." ”

Auntie was frightened by Anne. I didn't dare to talk about this topic anymore, and then the two of them continued to dry their clothes, and I subconsciously walked to the location of the room, and after arriving at the bedroom like a ghost, I closed the door and slowly sat down on the bed.

The words of Anne and Auntie just now are being replayed repeatedly in my mind, memory regression, brain death, two medicines.

I thought I had memory loss at best, but I didn't expect brain death to await me, and my whole body straddled the bed.

My hands began to shake again, and I immediately pressed them with my hands, and I held them down. I just happened to be unable to stimulate the beast lurking in my body, so I sat there and took a few deep breaths, and after about ten minutes, I grabbed my chest with my hands and pressed the breath back with all my might.

Two medicines, I can be very sure, Yu Zhenghe only gave me one medicine, and I did change the medicine once before, but the medicine was taken for a short time, not four years as they said, and after taking it for a short period of time, there would be absolutely no problems.

What kind of medicine do they mean by two medicines? What other medicine did I take.

Just as I was deep in thought, two words popped up in my mind, Jiang Hua.

I have taken two kinds of medicines, one is given to me by Yu Zhenghe, and the other is Jiang Hua, who said that he had to give me relief.

I have always trusted him, and if he really had any thoughts about me, he would not have stayed with me for so long, and he has always helped me.

I really don't want to doubt him, maybe I'm thinking too much about it, maybe it's too much?

But the medicine that Jiang Hua gave me, I really didn't have any effect when I took it, at that time I thought that after all, it was a relief medicine, not a miracle medicine, at most it was to reduce a little damage, so I have been taking it so far.

How so.

The more I thought about it, the more messy my head became, and I felt myself start again, so I immediately got up from the bed and banged my head hard to tell myself that I couldn't think about it anymore.

At this time, Anne pushed the door in through the door, and when she saw me standing in the middle of the bedroom, she smiled and said, "Miss Yu, Auntie lives in bird's nest, do you want to come out and taste it?"

I looked at her for a long time and didn't speak, she was a little frightened by my eyes, thinking that I was going crazy again, and her body subconsciously retreated a little, and then she whispered, "What's wrong with you?" Miss Yu?"

I shook my head and said, "Nothing." And he turned around.

(Tianjin)