Chapter 1489: Different
Kim Lian Zhu Empire, somewhere, warehouse.
After watching the video of the two marines, Chi and Brother Dao began to discuss why the two marines were hallucinating, but Lin suddenly felt a wave of nausea.
It was disgusting again, and Lynn herself felt inexplicable.
Is it this kind of disgusting that comes when you want to come and go?
Or is it that in the rest of my life, I still resist this kind of nausea, and then I keep shifting my attention and continue to have nausea at the same time. Or, do you have to go downstream?
Hell, does this Nima still have a choice?
Isn't this bundled disgusting more hateful than distorted?
Lin knew that she was just throwing tantrums indiscriminately, that she had experienced the flow of the river, that she had experienced bathing in divine grace, and that Lin knew very well that the reason for her disgust was that she was still grasping and twisting.
But it's one thing to know intellectually, and it's another thing to actually do it.
Perhaps, it is this disgusting, this constant squeezing, that makes people have to kill those twists. Like gravity, this nausea keeps appearing, all the time. As long as Lynn doesn't distract herself, she feels this nausea.
At this moment, the nausea reappeared, and Lynn had no idea why she had to endure it.
It's tempting to throw away sanity completely and drive yourself crazy, but sanity has been dissuading this from happening. Reason is like the last warning, constantly letting Lin continue to grasp the twist, constantly telling Lin that it is a bad thing to go crazy.
Drive me crazy, make me kill, let me destroy the twist in my head.
Lynn felt the nausea inside her heart gradually expanding, like an angry volcano about to erupt, turning into a raging flow of magma and spreading. Everywhere it went, it was burned down, and nothing would survive.
But reason always persuades all this to happen.
Why believe in reason!
Lynn screamed loudly in her heart, this nausea kept squeezing, and Lynn didn't even know why she was suddenly feeling nauseous.
Just because I watched the video of two Marines?
It's as if nausea can come at any time, but it just happened to be at this moment.
"Ahh
Lynn screamed, not only inwardly, but also out loud.
Ridiculous, ridiculous everywhere, Lynn suddenly felt that the world had nothing to do with her.
It's not the "I'm not here" that comes from that trance, it's a disgusting squeeze that makes me completely unaware of why I'm here. I don't know what the meaning of those so-called bullshit is.
I don't understand why others aren't crazy, I don't understand why others are still alive while grasping the twist.
The point is that I am getting more and more uncomfortable, and I am getting more and more disgusted.
Something was holding her back, something was pulling at herself, and Lynn felt it very obviously, and at this moment, this pull was the object of disgust. Lynn felt the urge to vomit, and the nausea seemed to bring about a physiological response.
Chi Zheng wanted to speak, but was stopped by Brother Dao.
Maybe Chi is not clear as a new spiritual master, but Brother Dao and Ah Yue are very aware of the state at this moment, which is the precursor to stepping into the spiritual master. Some people are easy, some people are not.
Even, some people have to go through this nausea many times before they can finally destroy their sanity and step into the flow.
After a while, Lynn gradually quieted down, and the feeling of nausea was still there, but not so strong.
It's a pity that he still hasn't stepped into the spiritual master.
However, this is everyone's chance, and it is not good or bad. There is no reason to think that the sooner you become a spiritual master, the better it is. That's how it happened, superfluous words, superfluous explanations and judgments, which in itself are a kind of nonsense.
The real masters don't say that, or rather, those words are just to make you throw away the twist, just to show you how ridiculous the twist you grab is.
Brother Dao stretched out his hand and put it on Lin's shoulder, although he didn't take off the mask, Lin knew that Brother Dao should be smiling at the moment and should be comforting himself.
Lynn: "I'm so scared, at that moment, I want to throw myself away, like ruining myself with a vengeance. I felt the anger, I felt the burn, I felt as if I had no escape. There was chaos everywhere and I had no idea what I was supposed to do......"
As she spoke, Lin cried, lying on Brother Dao's shoulder, and cried.
Ah Yue squeezed away Brother Dao and pulled Lin into his arms.
Seeing this scene, Chi quietly gave Brother Dao a thumbs up.
Lin didn't think too much, her voice was in a state of sobbing: "Ah Yue, am I useless? Adults have taught me so much, and you are telling me along the way, but I still don't dare to throw myself away." ”
Ah Yue: "It's human instinct, and when you encounter an uncomfortable state, you want to try to escape from it. Very few people would allow themselves to enter such an uncomfortable state that they could see that it all came from a distortion in their minds. Next time, there's no need to chase away the nausea and confusion and let yourself drift in the unknown. ”
Lin nodded, knowing that these things were easy to say, but in fact, it was like Lin's state just now, and she didn't think about anything at all. The occurrence of these things was not under Lynn's control at all, not that Lynn found a feng shui treasure, set up the futon, and sat there ready to face the disgusting.
Everything came so suddenly, like driving on the road and suddenly someone reached out from the back seat and killed the steering wheel. Without warning, without preparation, Lynn had no idea why she was suddenly nauseous.
Perhaps, it is this kind of suddenness that can knock down one's defenses and allow oneself to face those distortions.
Lynn felt very uncomfortable, and it was torture to have to keep doing this to get into the flow. There is no end in sight to this road, at least that's how Lynn feels now, and it would be terrible if she really had to face this discomfort and nausea all the time.
Boom!
Lin left Ah Yue's embrace, angry and resentful, and smashed her fists on the stage.
This table, which happens to be a cube in the middle of the room, is particularly suitable for Lynn to vent in height and position.
Also, the table is empty.
Ah Yue: "Uh...... The pair of wings were there. ”
Chi looked around: "Where?"
Ah Yue: "You can't see those wings with your eyes." You have to feel it with mental power, and then the pair of wings will appear in front of your eyes. ”
Neither Chi nor Brother Dao saw the pair of wings, but since there was a way, it was very simple.
Unleash the psychic power and envelop the position of that pair of wings.
Obviously, when the spiritual power was released, a pair of wings gradually appeared on the cube, which was originally nothing, as if the pair of wings were rendered by the spiritual power.
Chi: "I'll go!
Brother Dao: "I didn't expect this pair of wings to look like this. ”
Ah Yue looked at Chi and Brother Dao with a shocked look, but there was no surprise, as if anyone who saw it would be surprised.
"Even more surprised in the back, Chi said about the appearance of the wings you saw, and then Brother Dao said again. ”
Chi Bu answered, but still described what he saw: "This pair of wings, completely devoid of any feathers, purple skeleton, exudes an incomparably bewitching and weird aura. ”
Brother Dao looked at the pool, looked at the pair of wings, confirmed that he was not mistaken, and said: "This pair of wings is about two meters long, with green feathers and small pink light clusters floating around the wings. ”