When he had said this, his hand was taken back from my face, and I was pulled up from the ground instead, and I didn't know what he was going to do, but I just looked at him with a blank expression.

Lin Rongshen tidied up my clothes and hair for me, wiped my tears for me and said, "Okay, don't cry, there are so many people around you, even if you don't care about your image, you have to take into account that this is a public place, right?"

A smile curled up at the corner of his mouth, this smile was very different from the past, and when he looked closely, it seemed to bring a hint of relief and a hint of sadness.

He said: "We have all grown up, as you said you just want to live your own life, things have come to this point, it's just that I don't want to let go of the obsession in my heart, if you really don't want me to appear in front of you, I will do what you want, and I will go back in a week, and this will be about the last time we will see each other, so you have to take care of yourself, Lailai." ”

He didn't say anything superfluous, just shoved a key into my hand, picked up the bag from the ground for me, put it in my hand, and then glanced at my stunned face, he raised his hand and rubbed my head, and then smiled at me, as gentle as when we first met.

Finally, his hand finally came from the top of my head, he didn't say a word, turned around and left in front of me, after entering the elevator, he looked at me through the gap in the elevator door for the last time, that last look, the emotions in his eyes were very complicated, I couldn't understand, I couldn't even guess, and my heart even hurt ridiculously.

When the elevator doors were completely closed, his face disappeared without a trace.

As a result, I was left alone, standing like a fool.

The people around me left and came again, and I realized that I should have gone home too.

I left the hotel in despair, then mechanically stopped a car, and when the taxi took me to the way home, I hid behind and covered my face and cried quietly, crying so that my eyes were red and swollen.

I don't know why, I don't know if it's because of Zhan Dong's abnormal appearance during the day, or because of Lin Rongshen's words just now.

I just felt a choke in my chest, and I was very, very sad, as if I would die if I didn't cry.

There is no doubt that I cried all the way home, but instead of going back to my house with Zhan Dong, I went back to my mother's house, and I felt that my current mood was not suitable for meeting Zhan Dong again.

We all need space for both sides to breathe.

When I knocked on my door, my mother came to open the door, and when she saw my red and swollen eyes and a embarrassed look, she was so shocked that she asked me what had happened and how I looked like I had quarreled with everyone.

I ignored my mother, just took off my shoes in silence and walked upstairs alone, not even seeing the babysitter with the fruit greeting me.

My mother found out about my abnormality and asked me what was going on, and when I didn't answer her, she became more and more anxious and tried to take my hand, but as soon as her fingers touched me, I immediately turned around and said with a pleading face, "Mom, don't ask me what happened, okay?" ”

My mom had never seen me lose control of my emotions like this, and she knew me well, and I had to be like this because something had happened, and even if she forced me to give a result now, I might not tell her.

She didn't insist on asking, but asked me in a soft tone if I had eaten and if I wanted to drink some juice.

I shook my head and said, "No, I just want to sleep." ”

After I said this, I turned and walked away, and she didn't seem to have any intention of catching up again, and stood behind me and looked at me without saying anything.

But when she watched me enter a room that I shouldn't have entered, my mother suddenly exploded, and she quickly chased after me and said, "Charlais, which room are you in? Your room is not here!"

But as soon as she arrived, I threw her back and shut her out, and my mother knocked on the door like crazy, and I threw myself into a dusty bed, covering my ears and trying to ignore her high-pitched, shrill voice.

In the back, I don't know what's wrong, it's probably because my mother is also tired, and I knocked on the door for a long time, and after the last shout disappeared, this room was finally quiet.

I moved my hard body, got up from the bed, sat on the edge of the bed in confusion, looked at the dark blue quilt cover covered with dust on the bed, was stupid for a long time, and stiffened my neck to look around the rest of the room, and suddenly wanted to cry again.

It turned out that I entered Lin Rongshen's room, no wonder my mother was so furious, if this door could be opened by her, I believe she would definitely want to kill me.

But I didn't plan to go out, and suddenly I felt extremely relieved to stay in this room, and the discomfort was not so obvious.

I went into his bathroom to wash my face, but when I saw his dusty household items on the sink, I picked it up and turned on the water, and washed everything in the bathroom clean, so that everything seemed to have never been traced by time.

It seems that he is still the same Lin Rongshen as before, and I am still the same as before, I deceived myself for a while, and when I saw my face in the mirror, I suddenly sobered up again.

Many things have been revealed, and even if you try your best to deceive yourself, the facts are still in everyone's eyes, and you are powerless to change anything.

After I got out of the bathroom, I lay down on the bed again, buried my face in the futon, took a deep breath for a long time, and suddenly found that they all still had the smell of Lin Rongshen's body.

Although the dust choked my nose and suffocated me, I was reluctant to leave.

The next morning, as soon as I walked out of Lin Rongshen's room, my mother was already waiting for me at the door, her face was very bad, and she had not slept all night.

She clasped her hands, looked at me with a gloomy face, and asked, "Are you comfortable sleeping in there?"

I said, "It's okay." ”

She said, "You come with me." ”

She shook off this sentence and walked downstairs, and I followed her helplessly, knowing that it would inevitably be another interrogation later.

Sure enough, when I arrived at my mother's room, the first thing she said was, "I need your explanation of what happened yesterday." ”

I said, "I don't want to explain. ”

"If you don't want to explain, then get out of here for me and never come here," she said. ”

My mother knows where my weakness is, and now that I am arguing with Zhan Dong, there is no place for me to go.

I was really stunned by her words, so I could only say, "I quarreled with Zhan Dong, didn't you guess?"

My mom sneered and said, "Quarrel?

I said, "Can you ask so much?"

She ignored my nonsense and continued to ask fiercely: "Is it because of Lin Rongshen?"

I said, "Mom, can you please stop ......."

Before I could finish my sentence, she slapped me in the face and stunned me.

This was the first time she had ever hit me as an adult, and I couldn't shake my head with this slap.

I asked her what she meant.

My mom sneered and said, "What do you mean? I'm waking you up, do you know?"

I covered my face and said, "I don't need you to wake me up, there are some things I know very well." ”

I got up and wanted to leave, but my mom grabbed me from behind and said, "Where are you going?"

I said, "Didn't you tell me to get out?"

My mother knew that this slap made me take it seriously, she was a little panicked, and immediately dragged my hand and said: "Lailai, you know I don't mean that, I'm too anxious today, I'm doing it for the sake of it, you don't know what kind of person Lin Rongshen is, and it's for your own good that I asked you not to have any contact with him." ”

I suddenly felt extremely annoyed, and shook my mother's hand hard, I said: "You say everything is for my good! At the beginning, you had to marry Lin Haixin for my good despite my wishes, and Lin Haixin had his last breath left, I wanted to call the doctor to save him, but you stopped me, and you were also saying a word for our future good! Now let me stay away from Lin Rongshen, you are still for my ......"

My mom rushed up and slapped me again, and she blushed and warned angrily, "Charles, stop talking nonsense!"

Another slap, as long as it comes to these things, my mother is like a different person, this slap is even heavier than the previous slap, and her emotions are getting more and more excited.

She trembled with anger, and after a long time asked me, "Do you want me to die in front of you, so that you know what it means to be sensible?"

I covered my face and sneered and said, "No, Mom, you don't have to die in front of me, I will never mention this matter again, and you don't have to worry about anything, Lin Rongshen will not take revenge on our mother and daughter as you imagined, because he will go back abroad in a week, and he will never come back." ”

I shook it off, turned around and ran out, my mom screaming at Lyle from behind, and I ignored it.

After running out, I realized that it was raining heavily outside, and I couldn't care about it anymore, and now I just want to get out of this place where people are suffocating.

But where can I go? I don't seem to have anywhere to go. I suddenly remembered that Lin Rongshen stuffed a key into my hand yesterday, I rummaged through my pocket in a panic, and after looking for a long time, the key was finally found by me, I took a closer look, and suddenly I couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears in my eyes.

I clutched the rusty key and clung to it like a madman on the side of the road.

I was pitiful about a driver's room, and finally a car stopped in front of me and asked me where I was going, I touched a handful of tears, opened the car door and sat in the car, and whispered: "Over there on Jianxin Road."