He Silang stared at Tian Xiaonuan, the person he loved the most, the person he hurt unconsciously, he regretted his toughness, regretted his momentary irritability.

"I need you, don't leave me, if you don't want to see my family, then don't see me, I'll be careful, no more women will come into contact with me, just ...... Please, don't leave me, now I really ...... I'm scared!"

Tian Xiaonuan's calm appearance without love and hatred made He Silang afraid, and finally didn't want any male dignity, just begged her not to leave.

Tian Xiaonuan's eyes flickered, she hesitated, she had a deep relationship with He Silang, she hesitated whether she needed love, this kind of thing that made her happy and sad, this kind of emotion that seemed useless in human nature.

It was this look, this one was so cold that he didn't even have popularity, only a calm look, He Silang was shocked in his heart, and hurriedly grabbed Tian Xiaonuan's hand.

"Si Lang, to be honest, I'm thinking, I have become this emotional, cowardly appearance, is what I hate and spurn the most, after being reborn, my goal in life, there is no love, I just want to be single, but I went against my goal, tasted the pain now, you are sad, my heart hurts, everything seems to be me going to see your parents, but the essence of the matter is that I am afraid in my heart, all this is not your fault, it is me, I am afraid. ”

Tian Xiaonuan suddenly saw his heart, he was afraid of being hurt, so he would rather give up the beauty of love, and being with He Silang was like smoking opium, but in the end, when he needed to see it, he didn't dare.

"No, if you're afraid, it must be my fault, it's me who hasn't done well enough to make you worried, don't be like this, what should I do without you?"

He Silang was anxious, pulled Tian Xiaonuan into his arms, and hugged him tightly, thinking that as long as he let go, he would lose her, and the more he smelled the fragrance in her hair, the more he hated his impulsiveness.

"You're right, I don't dare to put my happiness on others, I don't dare to entrust my fate to you, I'm sorry for you, we still ......"

"No, I don't want you to say it, I don't want it. He Silang was crazy, kissing Tian Xiaonuan's lips tightly and blocking her next words.

This kiss was quick and fast, making Tian Xiaonuan powerless to parry, but this time she didn't respond, just looked at He Silang sadly, watching him go crazy.

This look made He Silang crazy, he couldn't stand her calmly as if she was out of the matter, as if she was a stranger.

"Xiao Nuan, please, don't be like this, I need you, don't mention those two words to me, can we start over?"

Tian Xiaonuan's heart hurt even more, as if she was ruthlessly torn into pieces, and it hurt with blood, she didn't want to break up easily, but if it was like this, even if they were together, could they go back to the past?

Can we go back to the time when we had no worries?

"Silang, I'm tired, you let me think about it, when the New Year is over, I'll look for you again?" Tian Xiaonuan knew that she was a pessimistic person, she really couldn't think about it anymore today, He Silang had already become a part of her body, and if she really wanted to give it up, it would be a pain in her heart and lungs!

Tian Xiaonuan gently took He Silang's hand, left his warm embrace, looked at him deeply, and turned to leave.

He Silang watched Tian Xiaonuan leave, feeling that his heart was also taken away by her, and his bright eyes were gradually enveloped by water vapor.

Tian's mother didn't know what was wrong with the eldest girl, so she went to lie down when she got home, saying that she was tired, and Tian's mother saw that the girl's face was really tired and she didn't look energetic, so she didn't quarrel with her.

Tian Xiaonuan fell asleep, and when he woke up, it was dark, and the time was four o'clock in the middle of the night.

She thought about her relationship, everyone really loves each other, why is it like this, she still can't face marriage, she admits that she has a problem in her heart, and can't help but smile self-deprecatingly, she is studying psychology, and her heart disease seems to be very serious.

Today, she has to face up to this problem, and if she continues to walk with He Silang, will it be too unfair to him.

In the second half of the night, Tian Xiaonuan didn't fall asleep at all, and He Silang did the same, and when he came back, his mother asked him if he had quarreled with Xiaonuan, and it seemed that Sasha had already told his mother.

He Silang didn't want to say anything, locked himself in the house and didn't come out, thinking back to the bits and pieces of himself and Tian Xiaonuan, he found out that he was wrong, how could he arrange Tian Xiaonuan's life, even if it was intimate, he should respect her opinion.

Early in the morning of the second day of junior high school, Tian's mother asked the two girls to get up, and today they want to go home to see their parents.

Tian's mother bought her mother's favorite chicken cakes, fruit candy, hawthorn soup, and also bought two starry yellow crane towers for her father, a famous local cigarette in Nanshi, my father was a good smoker in his life, and he was reluctant to buy expensive cigarettes on weekdays, and most of the time he smoked dry tobacco, and he could buy a big pack for three yuan and smoke for a few months.

Occasionally, I bought a two-dollar cigarette like Daqianmen or Hardman, which I kept for the guests at home to smoke, and even so, my father gave others a good cigarette, and continued to smoke dry tobacco himself, occasionally picking up a good cigarette and smelling the aroma.

Tian's mother is very sad every time she sees this scene, and she must let her father smoke a good cigarette too.

Tian Fengying also bought some New Year's goods, and went home with them, and when they arrived in the town, Tian Fengying got off the bus first, Tian Xiaonuan and they drove forward for more than ten minutes, and arrived at Zhangjia Village.

After Tian's mother arrived, she found that her little sister's family had already arrived, and she was earlier than herself, and her brother-in-law Wu Guozhong stood at the door, smiling and helping to take things.

Wu Guozhong cut his hair short and turned it into an inch head, which made him look a lot of spirit, and he had a spiritual head all over his body, and his eyes were shining.

Seeing her brother-in-law, Tian Xiaonuan thought of He Silang's goodness again, she immediately lowered her head and hid the sadness in her eyes, how could she break up with him because of her own problems with her conscience.

When Zhang Laohan saw the two cigarettes, he was so distressed that he smashed his mouth and said: "Why are you buying this thing, there are several yuan in a box, and these two are not more than 100 yuan, why don't you live here." ”

Tian's mother knew that her father was worried about her money, so she didn't speak, for fear that her father would be reluctant to smoke, so she simply opened a pack and gave her father and little brother-in-law one each.

Zhang Laohan nodded it with distress and joy, took a big puff happily, squinted his eyes comfortably, good smoke is incense.

When it was almost noon, Zhang Guilan's family arrived, the meal was ready, and Tian's mother beckoned everyone to eat.

The calculating light in Zheng Yunsheng's eyes flashed.