Yi Jin didn't speak, but checked my wound, and quickly took out the first aid kit from the side to treat the wound on my forehead, I didn't dare to move, I could only sit there as straight as possible, let him deal with the wound, my forehead has been knocked unconscious, Yi Jin has been tense from beginning to end, has not relaxed, and after the injury on my forehead is almost treated, I looked at him carefully.

At this time, I found that Yi Jin didn't even have time to put on his shoes, and the nightgown on his body was also hanging loosely, I had never seen him like this, so it can be seen that I was really scared of him just now.

I wanted to tell him I'm sorry, but I didn't know where to start, so I peeked at him twice, and I thought about it, so I gave up.

After he took care of the wound on my forehead, I thought he was angry, after all, he didn't talk to me during the process, and after he put down the first aid kit, he squatted in front of me again, looked at me coldly, and after a glance, he directly grabbed my chin with his hand, and said with an extremely tough attitude: "Listen, whatever you want to do in the future." Tell me that you are not allowed to do anything or make any decision without permission, and I will not bother you. He said this. After a pause, he said in an accentuated tone, "I am even more unqualified to be troublesome." ”

I wanted to say something, but I slid it to my mouth and swallowed it again, I felt that it was better not to collide with Yi Jin at this time, I thought about it for a few seconds, and finally I lowered my head and replied: "I know, I won't next time." ”

Yi Jin saw that I had admitted my mistake, and his calm face eased a little, and after a while, I still couldn't help but say: "I really didn't mean to, I just don't want to add burden and trouble to you, if I can't even do this kind of thing myself, then won't I be a waste person in the future?" I just want to do what I can, at least you won't be so tired, and you also have your own things, if one day you are no longer by my side, then what should I do?"

As soon as Yi Jin finished speaking, he directly denied my words and said: "There will be no such possibility, I will always be by your side until you are completely well." I tilted my head to look at him and asked, "Will there be a good day?"

He looked at me, his hand caressed me, there was an emotion in his eyes that I couldn't understand, and he said, "Yes, as long as you take your medicine well and rest well, it's just a matter of time." ”

I said, "How long, a year or two years?"

"It won't be that long," he said. ”

I said, "But I've been almost three months now." ”

After Yi Jin picked me up from the bed, he went directly to the bathroom to wash, he put it on the sink, and then handed me toothpaste and toothbrush, I sat there while brushing my teeth, while looking at him and said, "Why don't you answer this question to me." ”

"It could be five or six months," he said. ”

When I wanted to say something, he handed me a glass of water, and I couldn't continue to ask, so I could only brush my teeth quickly, and then Yi Jin handed me a towel, after I wiped my face, he helped me down from the sink, and then took me to the living room step by step, in fact, I can walk a few steps, without the help of others, and the reason why I fell down one after another this morning may be the reason why I just woke up and had no strength in my body, after all, a month after I woke up, I can still walk back and forth in the corridor of the hospital, back and forth。

It doesn't make sense that I can't walk a few steps now, I didn't think much about it, just because of this reason, Yi Jin took me to the living room to eat, Anne saw the huge patch on my forehead at a glance, she just wanted to ask something, I immediately made a look at her, signaling her not to open which pot to mention which pot, Anne is very interesting, she didn't dare to ask more, completely as if she was a blind man, so she and the maid at home spread the tableware around the table, ten o'clock in the morning is the time for Yi Jin to meet guests, after we finished eating, he met in the study on time, there was no time to accompany me, I asked Anne to push me out for a walk。

The air in the countryside is fresher than in the city, and Sanbanli is a small town, and there are other village names on the town. When Anne pushed me out to play, there were always village names I didn't know looking at me, I didn't know them, but they seemed to know me, and people kept coming up and asking me very pleasantly surprised to ask me if I was the little granddaughter of the Yi family, Xiao Fan.

Of course, I responded to them by saying yes, but when they saw me in a wheelchair, they were all sympathetic, as if I was a cripple at this time, and I couldn't stand this kind of look, so I let Anne push me around and walked around, and then didn't continue, and went back directly.

I sat on the edge of the pond and fed the fish in the pond, every guest who came out of Yi Jin's study, would look at me sideways, that look, I don't know what it meant, I can only try not to see, almost close to twelve o'clock, Yi Jin walked out of the study, seeing that I was about to feed the fish in the pond to death, he came over and squatted in front of me, looked at me and asked, "What's wrong, pouting." He raised his hand and wiped a drop of rain from the eaves of my forehead and asked, "Who upset you again?" ”

I didn't speak, I continued to throw fish food into the pond, and after a long time, I suddenly remembered something, I said, "By the way, what about Zhao Xiaowen? Why can't I find her contact information now? We are best friends, why don't I have any news from her after ten years?"

When Yi Jin heard my words, he didn't answer me for the time being, but folded the blanket for me, got up from in front of me, and after taking Anne's wheelchair, he pushed me forward and said, "She got married five years ago, married to Asnata and is doing well, has a son and a daughter, and you often have email contacts." ”

From the moment I lost my memory, Yi Jin was trying to weave a beautiful lie for me, and at that time I believed it to be true, I never doubted him, so when everything was revealed in front of me like bloody cruelty, my unacceptability was so hysterical.

It's just that it all happened later.

Hearing Yi Jin say this, I am really happy, although my best friend is married abroad, but he has a pair of children, this is the happiest thing in my opinion.

My depressed mood suddenly improved, so I let Yi Jin push me, and I was full of excitement and couldn't help but raise my face to look at him behind me and asked: "Did you have a photo of her child that day? Did she send it to me? Did I go to her wedding? Xinlang is not handsome? She is very handsome, she likes you at the beginning, I didn't expect her to marry someone else, it's really incredible that she is not righteous enough." ”

Yi Jin laughed and didn't say anything.

Seeing that he didn't answer my question, I looked up at him again and said, "You haven't told me yet?"

Yi Jin pushed from the garden to the back of his study. He gave me a computer, and he said, "I don't know if she gave you the photo, because you have been contacting her by email, you can log in to your email to find it." ”

I don't know why, I'm very curious about myself in the past ten years, because after waking up, I felt like I had a dream, and this dream directly brought me from ten years ago to ten years later, ten years later, we have all grown up, time is really magical, is everyone very happy, all mature. All had a good time.

I couldn't wait to log in to my mailbox, I quickly rummaged in it, and sure enough, I found my email exchange with Zhao Xiaowen, we didn't communicate much, but Zhao Xiaowen would occasionally send me an email every six months or five months, telling me about her life and everything on her side.

It's all about her husband, her son, her daughter, and the words are full of happiness, and when I flipped through a photo of her and a foreign man hugging each other and looking at the camera, I even said with a little envy: "It's so good." ”

I said to Yi Jin, who was walking towards me: "Yi Jin, you don't know, Zhao Xiaowen has matured a lot now. I remember that we used to be naïve, the two of us often skipped class to play together, and their grades were not good, they were both people who were not afraid of heaven and earth, but I didn't expect that ten years later, she would become a good wife and mother. ”

Yi Jin handed me a glass of water, and then gave me the medicine I was going to take today, and he said with a light smile: "Everyone will grow up with me, and you are naturally her." ”

I took the pills, put them in my mouth, and then took the water he handed me, and after I drank them in one gulp, I replied with a little disappointment, "But only I seem to be alive in the past." ”

After I finished speaking, I moved on to take another medicine. After a dozen pills were in my stomach, I gave the cup to Yi Jin, he took it, and still stuffed a fruit hard candy into my mouth as usual and said, "You're also fine now, aren't you?"

How am I?

I thought about it and asked, "What about Zhaozhou? Also, am I married? Do I have children?"

I blurted out these questions, and I regretted it as soon as I asked, because Yi Jin and my parents didn't like Zhaozhou, when we were together, our family was almost a world war, and my last memory is that I only remember that I took Zhaozhou home to see my parents, but my parents didn't give me face, after Zhaozhou left. My family and I had a big fight, and then I left in a bad mood.

As for whether there will be reconciliation in the future, and whether Zhao Zhou and I are married, I don't know very well.

Yi Jin didn't answer me, and I didn't feel strange, but I hurriedly took the initiative to change the topic and said, "Oops, I'm a little tired and want to rest." ”

I pushed the wheelchair and wanted to get out of Yi Jin's study, this is a sensitive issue between us, it can be seen from our relationship during this time, the strange relationship between us, it seems that it has not been broken, ten years, I don't know what's going on, whether he is not married yet.

Did his parents let him do this?

Based on what I know of them, they won't allow Yi Jin to do that.

Yi Jin didn't follow, but stood behind and looked at me from afar.

After a few days, I really adapted to the rural environment, but I didn't let Anne push me out, but preferred to sit alone in the garden to feed the fish, I mentioned to Yi Jin to feed a cat, but as soon as the words came out, he directly vetoed, he said that the hair of cats and dogs is carrying bacteria, and it is not suitable for raising now.

If he says that, then I can only do it.

I lived here like this for more than ten days, during these ten days, everything was very calm and nothing special happened, Yi Jin was also very busy, most of the time was in the study to meet guests, of course, he will come over to accompany me as soon as he is busy, the life is very comfortable, the body seems to be really better, but I still can't get out of the wheelchair to walk, I don't know what the reason is.

In the past ten days, I have sent three emails to Zhao Xiaowen, and she replied to me in the early morning of one day, and told me on the phone that she was doing well, let me not read it, and also let me take care of my body and actively recover.

I don't know why, I was a little relieved to see this reply she gave me, and I also said that when I got better, I would go to Asnatan to find her. But she didn't reply to me later, thinking that she was probably busy, after all, she had two children.

Everyone is busy, as if I am the most idle in the whole world, and this leisure makes me panic for no reason.

Sometimes I still lose my temper for some reason, but in fact, even I don't know why I am angry, probably because one person is incompetent, I have to rely on another person to survive, and there are a lot of pills and Chinese medicine every day, so my mood is always gray.

But sometimes the people in the family are silent about my temper, even Yi Jin's temper towards me is indescribably good, last time I didn't know if I had a headache or a convulsion, and I didn't say a word to Yi Jin. Tearing up a document in his study, Yi Jin didn't speak at the time, let me tear up the document, and then continued to ask me patiently: "Are you happy?"

At that moment, I clearly knew that I was guilty in my heart, if Yi Jin beat me and scolded me at this time, I thought it would be more comfortable, but he didn't do anything, not even angry, let me lose my temper unreasonably, and there was no sign of anger afterwards, and asked me if I was happy.

But I'm still not happy, I want to be free, I don't want to be stuck in a wheelchair. I cried completely that day, the most devastating cry in the past two months, Yi Jin was not allowed to get close to me, and kept pushing him to let him go, so that he would not touch me.

I got up from the chair in a fit of rage, fell and walked, walked and fell, and fell many times, and I even smashed the things on the ground at Yi Jin and said: "You said I would be fine, but I couldn't even walk a few steps first, I was paralyzed! I just gave it to the waste! You liar! You big liar who can only tell lies and deceive people!"

I don't know what I'm holding in my hand, I just want to vent myself, and I will smash it at him if I grab something, and Yi Jin doesn't dare to get close. Because I was so hysterical, he only dared to watch from afar.

Outside the door were all onlookers, and even Anne didn't dare come near me.

I smashed everything I could get around me, then wiped a handful of tears, and crawled hard from the ground with my hands, I wanted to climb out of the study, but I crawled to the door of the study, I felt embarrassed and powerless, I lay on the ground and cried hard.

I cried for a long time, and at last Anne came out, lifted me up from the ground, and said to me, "I'll take you back to your room." ”

At this moment, I couldn't find anyone to help me, and I didn't want Yi Jin to touch me and see me embarrassed like this. I could only hold Anne's hand, and she lifted me up from the ground, and she helped me back to my room, and I cried almost all day in it, crying until the back, and I grabbed the phone and called my mother, but when the phone came, no one answered there.

I had no idea what I was calling and no one would ever answer.

After the phone couldn't get through, I cried even harder, crying until I almost lost my breath in the back, until I had no more strength and tossed myself to the point of exhaustion, and I curled up in the quilt and fell asleep.

When I woke up, Yi Jin sat next to me. I glanced at him sideways, and after one look, I turned around to avoid his touch, but who knew that he clamped my hand, and I said in a hoarse voice, "You let go of me, don't touch me." ”

Yi Jin didn't speak, just put my hand on his face, I wanted to lose my temper again, he suddenly hugged me from the bed, I looked at him, and he looked at me.

I didn't dare to move, I didn't have the strength to struggle, I just looked at his face above.

His slightly cool lips suddenly fell on the tip of his nose, and I subconsciously wanted to hide. He grabbed the back of my head and then took my lips.

I wanted to struggle, I wanted to dodge, I wanted to scream, but his kiss was soft, more like a comfort, he controlled my head, kissing me little by little.

I don't know why, I was a little manic, and I calmed down a lot, I just shrunk in his arms and shivered, and he kissed me for a long time, and the kiss made me almost sweat and tremble even more. I felt Yi Jin's sliding hand.

I resisted immediately, shaking my head anxiously at him, I didn't want to, I didn't want him to see my pale, thin and scarred body.

Even if he has seen it countless times every time he takes a bath, but this kind of thing is different, Yi Jin held my hand, and kissed me without half resistance, I almost cried, I said: "I don't have the strength, I'm not feeling well, I don't want to." ”

Yi Jin stopped moving, but he didn't leave my body, he was still half pressed on me, and said with burning heat between his snorts: "But what do I want to do." "He raised the treble slightly. In my ear: "Huh?"

I don't know why the clothes on my upper body slipped off my shoulders, I didn't expect me to be like this, he still wanted this kind of thing, I almost scolded him for being a beast, pushing him with my hands, holding my breath and saying with difficulty: "Don't take off my clothes, bastard"

But when I finished saying this, my lips were kissed by him again, and the strength of my body was not comparable to his strength at all, and later, later in this kind of thing, except for a few cries that occasionally came out and was kissed by him, my consciousness was basically free.

This is the first time we have been like this since I woke up, there are strangeness and resistance, but basically I don't have a chance to say no in the process, my physical strength is not as good as before, Yi Jin didn't dare to go too far, and kissed me until he was satisfied, he hugged me, and after his hand fell on the scar on my chest, he whispered in my ear: "I love you." ”

He said these three words so softly that he seemed to think he had fallen asleep, and then dropped a kiss lightly on the edge of the contour of my ear, and then tightened my body into his arms.

Now that I am only eighty pounds, I have almost only a lump in his arms, and I didn't react anymore, so I fell asleep in a daze.

My hand never left Yi Jin's placket.

After I woke up in the morning, when I opened my eyes, I was looking at Yi Jin's face when I opened my eyes, he woke up and was looking at me, I was a little afraid to look at him, and hid in his arms, Yi Jin laughed twice, he stroked the long hair that had reached his waist unconsciously, and said, "Do you want to lose your temper?"

I knew that the time had come for him to educate me again, and I even less looked at him, pretending not to hear anything.

But where would he let me go, he still reprimanded me in my ear for all the words he wanted to reprimand, even if the atmosphere was so inappropriate at this time.

He said, "If I do this again, I'm going to be really angry, you know?"

I didn't answer him, because I knew he wasn't going to do anything to me right now, and he was just scaring me.

I ignored him, just clasped him tightly with both hands, and pretended I was sleeping.

He didn't force me anymore, just hugged me, his arms were warm, and he was always full of security, even if he was working time, I pulled him and didn't let him go.

Yi Jin smiled a little helplessly and said, "It's not a big problem to let those people wait outside, but you should eat on time and can't sleep anymore." ”

After he finished speaking, he didn't dare to let me go, so he picked me up from the bed and dressed me for me. Took me to the bathroom to wash up.

I was in a much better mood, so after he pushed me out, Anne greeted me, and I greeted her with a smile, and there were many people waiting for Yi Jin in the reception room, Yi Jin took me out, and Chen Su immediately walked up and whispered: "Mr. Yi, Mr. Chen, they are all waiting." ”

Yi Jin didn't react when he heard this, but continued to push me to the restaurant, and after pushing me to the table and sitting down, he poured me a glass of milk before saying to Chen Su: "Just say I'll come right away." ”

When Chen Su heard his words, he walked towards the reception room again, and Yi Jin had been accompanying me for breakfast after that. I ate very slowly, he didn't seem to be in a hurry, watching me eat quite happily, and the mood was good, and when I finished eating the last bit of food in the bowl, he wiped my hands with a disinfected wet tissue and asked, "Do you want to accompany me to the study?"

I immediately said, "I don't want to go, I might as well let Anne take me out." ”

Yi Jin smiled, he carefully wiped it for me and said, "That medicine must be taken on time, I can't cheat on me without staring." ”

I immediately pulled my hand out of his palm and urged him to say, "I know, I'm not a child, you can go quickly." ”

It wasn't until Chen Su walked out again that he stood up. He glanced at me, said a few more words to Anne, and then went to the reception room in the study.

After leaving me and Anne and the maid in the living room, after about half an hour, Anne brought the important over, she was sincerely afraid every time she took the medicine, as if she was afraid that I would be unhappy again and smash the medicine and drop the bowl, but I was in a good mood today, so I drank the unpleasant Chinese medicine very refreshingly and on time.

After taking Western medicine, Anne pushed me to the garden, and just as I was looking at the big goldfish in the garden with a happy face, a strange woman's voice suddenly came from behind us, she was a meter away. With a smile on his face, he looked at us and asked, "Is this the back garden?" I looked at Anne at the same time, and I didn't know the woman, so I just replied lightly, "This is the front garden." ”

The woman looked at my face, and suddenly walked towards me as if she remembered something, and even asked very familiarly, "Are you Mr. Yi's wife, Miss Fu?"

When she asked me this, I turned my head to look at Annie, and there was a flash of panic in Annie's eyes, and I frowned and asked, "Who is Miss Fu?

The woman asked, "Aren't you his wife?" as if she realized something, and immediately covered her lips with her hand.

Anne didn't know why she was so flustered, and immediately said to the woman who was talking nonsense: "What are you talking nonsense here, this lady, our young lady is not very well, so there is not much entertainment." ”

She pushed me and wanted to leave. Pushing me into the living room, I kept asking Anne repeatedly, "Is Yi Jin married?"

"Who is Miss Fu?"

"Annie, why didn't you answer me?"

"Is there something wrong? What she just said is true?"

I asked a lot of questions over and over again, but Anne was sweating all over her face.

My face changed, and I looked at her coldly.

As soon as she saw my expression, she was so anxious that she almost cried, and she said incoherently: "Yi, Miss Yi, I really don't know anything, I really don't know anything, I, I don't know who this Miss Fu is." ”

My first feeling is that she is lying, I don't have any impression of this Anne, I only heard Yi Jin say that I used to like her, so she has been taking care of me, but I think she is always a liar, especially at this time, she and Yi Jin are on the same side.

She didn't say anything, so I sneered and said, "Then I'll go find Yi Jin." ”

When I was about to push my wheelchair in the direction of Yi Jin's study, Anne immediately grabbed my wheelchair from behind and said, "Miss Yi, you can't go over now, Mr. Yi is having something, if you have anything, you can wait for him to finish his work and ask again." ”

I said coldly, "Let go of me!"

But she, who had always been very timid, was very persistent at this time, and did not dare to back down, which made me feel more and more that something was wrong, and if there was no such thing, Anne would deny it and say no, not that I didn't know.

(Tianjin)