Chapter 68: As You Wish

"Su Tang. ”

When she heard the voice, Su Tang's footsteps paused, but soon, as if she hadn't heard anything, she continued to walk forward.

"Su Tang!"

This time, she grabbed Su Tang's hand from behind!

Su Tang had to stop.

Yuan Qianqian was frowning and looking at her, "Why are you avoiding me?"

Her words made Su Tang stunned, and soon, she said, "No, how could I avoid you? By the way, why are you here?"

"I'm coming for you. ”

Yuan Qianqian's appearance was very serious.

Su Tang looked at it, and the expression on his face disappeared little by little.

After a long while, she laughed again, "Are you looking for me......?

"I'm much better, I'm looking for you today, I want to talk to you about something. ”

Yuan Qianqian's appearance was very serious.

After Su Tang was silent for a while, he didn't say anything, and he agreed.

Yuan Qianqian originally wanted to find a café, but after the two got into the taxi, Su Tang suddenly said, "Let's go back to Qicheng and have a look." ”

Su Tang's words made Yuan Qianqian a little surprised.

Su Tang looked at her, "You haven't been back to see it for a long time, don't you? “

Yuan Qianqian's face was a little hesitant.

Su Tang didn't speak, just waited for her answer.

Yuan Qianqian finally agreed.

When Su Tang said that she wanted to go back, her hesitation, Su Tang didn't know, she wasn't afraid, she was afraid that she would ...... Hurt her.

It seems that there is only one possibility.

But when this idea just came up, it was still cut off by Su Tang.

She didn't want to think about Yuan Qianqian like this.

She lowered her eyes, and what she saw was Yuan Qianqian's hand on her knee, because she was emaciated, it was full of blood vessels, but the tattoo was gone.

Su Tang asked directly, "What about the tattoo on your hand before?"

After Su Tang's words were finished, Yuan Qianqian's face changed significantly, and then, she pulled her sleeve down a little, "Wash it off." ”

"You're not going to tell me what you've been through for such a long time, are you?"

"Su Tang ......"

"It's fine. Su Tang said this, and he smiled lightly, "It's really okay, you don't need to report anything to me, for me, it's good that you can live now." ”

Inside Su Tang's eyes, there was a piece of sincerity.

Yuan Qianqian's hand slowly clenched, "You...... Why?"

"Huh?"

"Why do you want to divorce Wei Jingcun?" Yuan Qianqian finally spoke, "It's because of sympathy for me, that's why you ......"

"I don't have that in mind. Su Tang said directly, "You should know why I married him, the reason why I married him is no longer necessary, and it will naturally end." ”

Her voice was calm and relaxed.

It's as if you're talking about something very ordinary.

Yuan Qianqian listened, but his brows furrowed tightly.

However, she didn't expose it directly, but turned her head to look out the window and said, "Su Tang, do you think I know you?"

"It may have been understood before, but now, not necessarily. Su Tang smiled and said, "It's like before, I thought I knew you very well, but now I realize that it's not." ”

Yuan Qianqian was silent again.

The smile on the corner of Su Tang's mouth became deeper and deeper, but in his eyes, there was no trace of a smile.

None of them spoke the rest of the way.

The car drove directly to the cemetery.

When he saw the place in front of him, Yuan Qianqian's face changed significantly.

Su Tang got out of the car first, and regardless of whether Yuan Qianqian followed or not, he walked forward.

Just in front of Yuan Qianqian's "grave", her footsteps stopped.

There were footsteps behind him, and Su Tang knew that it was Yuan Qianqian's.

She didn't look back, only said, "At that time, when I heard your news, I just felt as if the whole sky was about to fall, and I was a ...... I didn't feel much kindness, so at that time, you were the most important person to me. ”

After saying that, Su Tang turned around and looked at Yuan Qianqian, "And you, if you still have a little bit of our previous relationship in your heart, shouldn't you tell me something about you?"

Yuan Qianqian was still silent.

Su Tang looked at it and smiled lightly, "It's okay, it's okay if you don't want to tell me, anyway...... We probably won't see each other again in the future. ”

"If you really don't have feelings for Wei Jingcun, why do you have to leave the border city?" Yuan Qianqian said, "If you like it, why should you give it up?" Su Tang, I don't want you to give up! That's obviously ......."

"You like Wei Jingcun, don't you?" Su Tang interrupted her.

Yuan Qianqian was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Su Tang, what I'm telling you now is not about me, I'm talking about yours!"

"You must like it, because I've seen it before......" Su Tang muttered to himself as if he didn't understand her words.

"I said that this has nothing to do with me, what we are talking about now is the problem between you and him!"

"And I also know that you are the one who needs him more than me. Su Tang still ignored her words.

Yuan Qianqian's face tightened, "So what? That's why you divorced him?"

"It's not. ”

"What's that!?"

"I said it, there is no need to continue. Su Tang said this, squatted down, and uncovered a stone slab in front of the tombstone.

There, is a box.

Yuan Qianqian looked at it, and his pupils couldn't help shrinking slightly.

Su Tang took out the box and opened it.

In it was a head rope, a diary, and a piece of paper.

"These are the things you gave me earlier. Su Tang looked at Yuan Qianqian, "The head rope you used to tie my hair, the diary you gave me when I was admitted to college, and your suicide note." ”

Yuan Qianqian's hand clenched tightly.

"What happened to you before, you don't want to say, I don't want to know, from now on, take care. ”

Su Tang said as he handed her the box in his hand, "Now, I will return everything to you." ”

"Including Wei Jingcun?"

Yuan Qianqian's words made Su Tang pause for a moment, and then she said, "No." ”

"Is it because of my appearance that you ......?"

"It's not. Su Tang directly interrupted her words and said simply, "This matter has nothing to do with you." ”

"If I don't show up, will you leave?"

Yuan Qianqian's words made Su Tang suddenly unable to answer.

Yuan Qianqian threw the box in his hand directly to the ground!

The sudden action made Su Tang stunned for a moment, and then, she raised her head to look at her, "What do you mean?"

"I don't need you to sympathize with me like that. Yuan Qianqian gritted his teeth and said, "You don't owe me anything, you think that if you do this, I will be happy and happy, right? Why did you do this? Why did you make a good decision for me?!"

"What I do is just about myself, after I divorce Wei Jingcun, do you want to be with him or something else, it's your own business, I don't care. ”

After saying that, Su Tang bent down and picked up the box on the ground, she originally wanted to hand it over to Yuan Qianqian again, but after thinking about it, she still put the box aside, turned around and left.

Yuan Qianqian's voice came, "Su Tang, I haven't finished my words yet!"

Su Tang's footsteps stopped, but he didn't look back, "What else is going on?"

"Even if it is...... Even if you want to divorce him, why do you have to draw a line with me?"

"I originally went to the border city because of you, but now that reason is gone, and I don't like that city, so naturally I won't stay, as for you...... I don't want to embarrass you, so for the good of both of us, this is the best option. ”

Yuan Qianqian looked at Su Tang's back, and his brows furrowed tightly.

She can be said to have grown up watching Su Tang since she was a child, and she knows Su Tang's temper very well, and knows that in such a situation, no matter how much she says, Su Tang will not change her mind.

Though...... Although after she came to her senses, when she heard that Su Tang and Wei Jingcun were married, she also had a trace of ...... in her heart Surprised and unwilling.

But as long as Su Tang can be happy, she will not have half a point of resentment.

Albeit...... It hurts.

And now, Su Tang has given up.

Yuan Qianqian knew that Su Tang could not have no feelings for Wei Jingcun.

Because she knew Su Tang, maybe at the beginning, Su Tang really approached Wei Jingcun for some reason, but Yuan Qianqian knew Su Tang well enough.

She had already given Wei Jing everything she had.

If Su Tang didn't have half of his liking and affection for Wei Jingcun, he would definitely not ...... Such.

Yuan Qianqian wanted to say it, but when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed it back.

When Wei Jingcun found her, Su Tang had already left, and Yuan Qianqian was sitting next to his tombstone alone.

Wei Jingcun looked around first.

Yuan Qianqian didn't have to think about it to know what he was looking for.

She pursed her lips and said, "She's gone." ”

"I'm not looking for her, what are you doing here?"

"Nothing. Yuan Qianqian wanted to stand up, but maybe she had been sitting there for too long, her legs were a little numb, and she almost knelt down directly.

Wei Jingcun immediately stretched out his hand and hugged her!

Yuan Qianqian was also conscious, and grabbed his hand.

"Can you stand firm?"

Hearing his voice, Yuan Qianqian let go of his hand as if he had just reacted.

"I'll send you back. Wei Jingcun said, turned around and left.

Looking at his back, Yuan Qianqian still opened his mouth in the end, "You, do you really want to divorce Su Tang?"

Wei Jingcun's footsteps paused, and then replied, "I will deal with this matter, don't worry, no matter what, I will definitely settle you, and what happened back then will never happen again." ”

"Do you want to know ......" Yuan Qianqian bit his lip, "Su Tang, what do you think?"

……

Su Tang did not return to the border city.

She took a taxi back to her former home.

After his adoptive father died, Su Tang never came back, even if he came to sweep the grave, he never returned to this home.

Come to think of it, she is really unfilial.

The adoptive father is not particularly good to her, but he is also responsible enough, he has never been married in his life, and he has few friends, and his daily life is work and this family, two points and one line, boring and monotonous to the extreme.

Su Tang also knows very little about him.

Their home is not particularly spacious, just in the long alley of Qicheng, an ordinary building, an ordinary two-bedroom and a living room.

Because I didn't come back for too long, the floor and table were all dusty, I didn't pay the bill, and the water and electricity were all stopped.

Su Tang was hesitating to clean up and stay here at night when a voice came from next door, "Is Su Tang back?"

Su Tang opened the door and found that it was an aunt next door.

Su Tang's relationship with her is average, and it can even be said that it is bad.

Because she always likes to tease Tian Tian and often gossip, Su Tang also quarreled with her twice.

After discovering that it was really Su Tang, her eyes suddenly lit up, "Alas, it's really you Su Tang, I haven't seen you for a long time, I heard them say, you married a very rich husband, right?"

Su Tang didn't answer, just looked at her calmly.

The aunt was stared at by her like this, and her heart was a little empty, but she still said strongly, "That, I told people before, you, you must be a blessed person! It's a pity, Lao Su is not as blessed as you, if you get married earlier, maybe he will be cured at that time?"

Su Tang didn't want to talk nonsense with her, and after smiling at her, he closed the door and was about to go out, but the aunt hurriedly stopped her, "That, Su Tang, it may have been something I didn't do quite right before, you see, we have been neighbors for so many years, can you do me a favor?"

"I can't help much. Su Tang said directly, "I'm just coming back today." ”

"No, no, no, you can definitely help, just take it as an aunt, I beg you?"

Su Tang's brows suddenly furrowed.

The aunt stuffed a photo in her hand, "This one, it's your sister, it's my daughter, you see, can you find her a partner? Of course, you don't need to find someone like your husband, just find a good one." ”

Su Tang didn't answer, "I really can't help." ”

"No, I know I may have done something wrong before, but isn't it all in the past?

Su Tang didn't speak again, smiled at her and nodded, then turned around to leave.

She had barely taken two steps when the aunt's voice came again, "If you do that, I won't tell you about that person." ”

Su Tang's footsteps suddenly stopped, "That person?"

"No, I just met the day before yesterday, the person who came to look for you. ”

Su Tang's brows furrowed.

She came here with Yuan Qianqian on a whim today, who knows?

Wei Jingcun?

No way.

Since that day, he has not appeared again, and even if Su Tang has moved to the villa, he still hasn't appeared once.

How could you come to Qicheng?

Or is it ......

Su Tang's face changed suddenly, and he stepped forward in two or three steps, "Who is that?"

The aunt didn't expect her reaction to be so big, she was stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile, "That, it's not impossible for me to tell you, but your sister ...... about this matter."

Su Tang immediately took the photo in her hand, "Say, who is that?"

"I don't know, but she left a phone call and said I'll give it to you if I see you coming back. ”

……

Su Tang looked at the number on the note.

Arabic numerals, but it can still be seen that the font is beautiful, it should be a, woman.

Who could it be?

Su Tang stared at the note for a long time, and then took out his mobile phone.

The phone went through, but no one answered.

Su Tang didn't know why, at that time, her heartbeat suddenly beat very strongly, and a faint voice in her heart told herself that it might be someone who was very important to her.

"Hello?"

A voice came from the other side of the phone.

Just like Su Tang thought, it was a, a woman.

The voice was unfamiliar, but Su Tang was sure that she had heard it somewhere.

As she could tell, the voice of the man over there came again, "Hey, who are you?"

"Su Tang, who are you?"

After Su Tang's words were finished, the people over there were obviously silent for a moment, and then, Su Tang seemed to hear the sound of something hitting the ground.

The people over there seemed to be very excited.

"Su ...... Is it really you Su Tang, I, I'm ......"

Before she finished her words, Su Tang had already hung up the phone directly!

Her face turned pale at that moment.

It's her......

It had to be her!

No wonder, she just felt that the voice was familiar, it turned out to be ...... It's her!

When Su Tang was thinking about it, the phone call came again.

Su Tang hung up directly, and then turned off the mobile phone.

Her movements are crisp and neat.

Cheng Yunxi told herself before that she was still alive.

But Su Tang didn't care at all, didn't want to know any news about her, and never thought of going to her.

Tonight, it was nothing more than an accident.

Thinking about it, Su Tang stood up, and when he turned around to leave, he happened to collide with the housekeeper.

"I'm sorry, Miss Su, are you okay?"

Su Tang didn't even answer him, and went upstairs directly.

The housekeeper looked at it and stepped forward in two steps, "Miss Su, are you okay?" Your face is ugly, is there something uncomfortable?"

"I'm fine. ”

Su Tang said and closed the door directly.

The housekeeper stood in place, and after thinking about it, he still called Wei Jingcun, "Young Captain, Miss Su seems to be ...... Very bad. ”

……

Su Tang had a dream.

She dreamed that day, she threw herself at the door of Cheng's house.

Then the scene changed, and it turned into the Cheng family throwing themselves in a strange place.

In the dream, she kept screaming, tears wet her face, and her hands clenched to grasp something, but she couldn't catch anything.

Suddenly, a man slowly appeared in front of her.

When he saw him, Su Tang stretched out his hand without thinking, as if he was going to grasp his own life-saving straw.

However, he shook her hand away.

"Don't leave me alone, don't. ”

Hearing Su Tang's words, he just sneered.

"In this life, you are destined to be abandoned. ”

"Don't ...... Don't!"

Su Tang opened her eyes suddenly, the dazzling sunlight made her quickly close her eyes again, and after getting used to the light, she slowly opened her eyes again.

She was in her room.

There is no woman, no Cheng family, and no ...... Wei Jingcun.

Only, herself.

His forehead and back were covered in cold sweat, and his heartbeat was almost at the limit.

Su Tang's hand was on her eyes, although there was no one here, she still subconsciously didn't want to let herself be seen by anyone like this.

"Miss Su, Miss Yuan is here. ”

The butler's voice came.

Su Tang's brows furrowed.

didn't hear her answer, the housekeeper could only knock on the door again, "Miss Su......"

"I know, I'll get out right away. ”

Su Tang got up from the bed, and when she saw her face in the mirror, she was startled by herself.

Cold sweat stuck her bangs on her forehead, her face was pale, her lips were dry and there was no blood.

Not only did his face look like this, but at this time, Su Tang still felt a burst of cold sweat on his body.

She tried hard to prop up her body, washed her face and put on makeup, and then opened the door and went out.

Yuan Qianqian sat on the sofa.

Hearing the voice, she immediately got up from the sofa and looked at Su Tang, "Su Tang." ”

"Why are you here?"

In Su Tang's voice, there seemed to be some displeasure.

Su Tang didn't feel it himself, but the butler on the opposite side quietly took a few steps back, ready to inform Wei Jingcun.

"We haven't finished talking about yesterday. Yuan Qianqian said.

Su Tang's mood and body were uncomfortable, and he didn't want to say more, so he just said, "I'm very tired now, and I don't want to say anything more, you, go back." ”

After saying that, Su Tang turned around and was about to leave, but Yuan Qianqian pulled her back, "Do you want to know? I can tell you everything." ”

Su Tang's footsteps suddenly stopped.

She turned her head slowly, and Yuan Qianqian's face was serious, "If my confession can make you feel a little more comfortable." ”

Su Tang's hand was clenched tightly, "Is it for me?"

"Yes, because I don't want to remember it at all, but if you want to know, I can tell you. ”

Su Tang stopped talking.

Yuan Qianqian looked at her cautiously, "What if...... If I tell you about this, will you be able to dispel the idea of divorce?"

"No, it won't. Su Tang said without thinking.

"You really ...... Don't you love Wei Jingcun?"

Su Tang took a deep breath, "Yes, I don't love it." ”

"Even if I tell you that I don't love Wei Jingcun, and Tian Tian has nothing to do with Wei Jingcun, you won't change your mind, right?"

"Yes. ”

Su Tang replied neatly, without a trace of hesitation.

It was only after she answered that she felt that something was wrong with the atmosphere around her.

She chuckled in her heart, and when she looked up slowly, she happened to see the person standing at the door.

His face was against the light, so Su Tang couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.

But the only thing that can be felt is the ...... in him A cold breath.

Su Tang's hand slowly let go.

At that moment, he walked over to her, step by step.

While standing still in front of her, he also threw the papers in his hand in front of her, "As you wish." ”