Chapter 4, Transition Period

You walk down the road and everything around you doesn't change. You unintentionally notice that the sunflowers on the road are blooming in late summer.

You are afraid to communicate with people, afraid of people prying inside you. You are afraid of the night and more afraid of the day, struggling with reluctance and longing.

Sometimes sobbing suddenly, but more often in a person reminiscing.

You learn to smoke, and torturing your lungs seems to relieve pain.

Sometimes you're crazy, sometimes you're silent, sometimes it's like you're slowly rotting. Sometimes they merry into the crowd.

You become suspicious, you become restless, you become unconfident, you become a shackle to yourself.

It all starts with love and ends with love.

You laugh and grieve and punish yourself thinking you can punish others.

You wish you could hate, but you miss it even more.

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The final exam came at a very good time, and Xia Meng threw himself into it. Even in the eyes of the teacher, there is a bit of a masochistic view. Every day in the library until late at night, Gao Qi accompanied her, and her mother was worried about her. But people are like that, the more you want to forget, the more you remember. Every day, as soon as the bell rang at the end of class, I ran to the corridor and looked at the stairs, hoping to see him, but I didn't want him to see me.

"Wow. ”

"Hmm. ”

"You run to the library every night, and my aunt and I text every day. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Forget it, okay?"

In a word, tears rained down.

"Stop torturing yourself. Auntie is worried about you. "I'm also worried...

"Leave me alone. ”

"Is it worth it?"

Light a cigarette and "don't ask." "The eyes are confused.

"Don't smoke it. "Grab it and throw it away.

"I'm leaving. ”

From this day on, Xia Meng never came again. Whenever she was out of school, she would go to the school rehearsal room or piano room. Gao Qi looked for her everywhere, but found that he could only sit on the side and listen to those sad tunes. On the upside, though, she took her piano to the next level and learned a few other instruments.

After the final exam, Xia Meng surpassed Feng Bo and won the first place in the whole school year. Xue Fei fell from the first to the last in the whole school year, probably because he didn't plan to take the exam. Of course, Gao Qide's name can never be found. After the parent-teacher conference, the summer vacation arrived. Xia Meng still goes to the school piano room every day in addition to part-time work. On this day, Liu Wei came to her and came up with a very interesting idea, forming a band and participating in the competition.

In fact, Xia Meng is not very interested, but I heard that if you win, you can go to Germany to perform, and the most important thing is to eat, drink and have fun, and you will also have room and board tickets. It's okay to go out for a walk.

There are a few more people in the rehearsal room during the holidays, and the whole school recruits teammates. The final ones are (Xia Meng's lead singer + bass or guitar, Liu Wei guitar, Lu Yao keyboard, Gao Qi drummer + all-round substitute... The name of the band is Rainbow. Choose five songs for backup, and Xia Meng is responsible for producing an original title song. After working every day, I go to the school to rehearse, and everyone is very happy together. At night, Gao Qi took Xia Meng to find inspiration, and he lived a fulfilling life.

Gradually, Xia Meng began to like this kind of life, and the time when she was crying and lonely slowly decreased. Half a month later, a new song was written, which was out of reach. Revised and modified, and came to the audition venue on this day.

"You're going to be nervous, you're going to be excited. Come, 1.2.3. Come on! (Come on, come on)" each ready to take the stage.

"The name of the next band is Rainbow, everyone applauds and encourages~!"

Applause was pouring ......

After the four of them took the stage, the captain Liu Wei said, "Hello everyone, we are the Rainbow band, and we bring an original song "Unreachable", I hope you like it!"

The music sounded~