106 Battlefield
Wang Mengmeng was only brought to the Holy Land by Long Thirteen and Nie Zihan this morning, she didn't come with her because of any danger, she would honestly follow Long Thirteen to the Holy Land, the reason is very simple, because Yan Ruyu is here, then Wang Mengmeng can't find any reason to refuse.
She met Yan Ruyu when she first opened her love, and since then she has seen Yang Guo for life, whether Yan Ruyu is by his side or not, she is full of him, Wang Gege in the past will feel that the word "lovesickness" sounds too hypocritical, she may not be like this in her life, but when she really likes someone, she knows what is the most bitter is lovesickness.
She begged Wang Miaoren for a day, and Wang Miaocai told him where Yan Ruyu was, but she ran here with great interest, and saw such a scene, the man she liked was holding another woman's hand and talking about love, and she was like a bystander, and all the grievances came to her heart for a while.
For a young girl with a spring, the pain of not being able to find someone she likes is far more painful than the destruction of the world.
With Yan Ruyu's cultivation, how could he not notice Wang Mengmeng's arrival, so he didn't look back and said: "Since you're here, come in, don't be stupid and stand at the door." ”
Hearing Yan Ruyu's words, Wang Mengmeng forcibly held back the grievances in her heart and walked in, of course she knew who the woman who was in a coma on the hospital bed was, because she had lived in Yan Ruyu's manor for a while, so she also knew the relationship between Lin Qinger and Yan Ruyu.
Wang Mengmeng smiled and said, "Brother Ruyu, I haven't seen you for a long time, do you miss me?"
This approach is very humble, obviously aggrieved in his heart, and he has to say this kind of thing with a smile, which can be the biggest concession for Wang Mengmeng, who has always been proud.
Sure enough, in front of the people he likes, no matter how lawless the demon king of the mixed world is, he will become a good little white rabbit.
Yan Ruyu didn't answer, and didn't even look back at Wang Mengmeng, it seemed that in his eyes, there was only Lin Qing'er's existence, and others couldn't enter his and her world at all.
Wang Mengmeng is not discouraged, anyway, she is used to Yan Ruyu's cold attitude, as long as he doesn't open his mouth to catch himself, then Wang Mengmeng doesn't think he hates himself, girls in love always like reverse rationalization, although they know that the reality is not the case, but they still choose to believe it wishfully.
"I heard my sister talk about Sister Lin, and I feel sorry for it, she is a good person and is willing to sacrifice herself for the world, and I respect her very much. Wang Mengmeng provoked the topic.
As soon as Lin Qing'er was mentioned, Yan Ruyu's face was no longer cold, but said with a smile: "She is such a woman, selfless, powerful, and full of charm, just like protecting me when I was a child." ”
Every little boy has a red heart that is coquettish in his sister's arms, she will have a warm and beautiful smiling face, a mature body, and a charming voice full of temptation, she can shelter the boy from the wind and rain, guide him, and let the children eat soft rice in a grand manner.
This is the root of all men's royal sister control, children are eager to grow, but they are afraid of responsibility, so they all hope that there will be a graceful but strong sister in their lives.
And for Yan Ruyu, who has been scolded as a mongrel in the Holy Land since she was a child, Lin Qing'er is playing such a role, so that many years later, he still can't forget her.
Wang Mengmeng is very envious of Lin Qing'er, because she can easily get Yan Ruyu's love, unlike herself, who has worked hard for so long, but the other party doesn't even owe a smile.
Seeing the tired look on Yan Ruyu's face, Wang Mengmeng said understandingly: "Brother Ruyu, you go back to rest, I can take care of Sister Qing'er here." ”
"I'm not tired. Yan Ruyu shook her head and said.
In Yan Ruyu's more than 20 years of life, in addition to studying medical skills, his only hobby is to stay next to Lin Qing'er, even if Lin Qing'er is in a coma, he is still willing to accompany each other like this, because when he was a child, Lin Qing'er accompanied him and protected her like this, so he absolutely couldn't let Lin Qing'er fall asleep alone, even if she no longer had any feelings for her surroundings now.
Wang Mengmeng sat on the side obediently, didn't dare to disturb Yan Ruyu, during the days when she lived in Yan Ruyu's manor, Wang Mengmeng was used to this, Yan Ruyu accompanied Lin Qing'er, she accompanied Yan Ruyu, these are two unrelated things, the only thing in common may be that they all like the person they accompany very much.
Yan Ruyu was silent for a while before she spoke: "Actually, you don't need to be like this, you are so good-looking, and you are in your youth, there is no need to waste time on me." ”
Yan Ruyu was afraid of hurting Wang Mengmeng in the past, so he has always taken an inactive attitude, but he found that this practice was extremely selfish, he enjoyed the company of the other party, but he couldn't give the other party something equivalent to exchange, which was a waste of other people's youth, so it was time to make something clear and let Wang Mengmeng stop the loss in time.
Wang Mengmeng understood the meaning of Yan Ruyu's words, and she said in a panic: "I won't quarrel with you, I just want to accompany you here." ”
Yan Ruyu raised her head at this time, and looked at her face for the first time after Wang Mengmeng entered the door, she was indeed very good-looking, with a girl's youthful atmosphere, which has this fatal attraction for men of any age, even an ascetic man like Yan Ruyu sometimes can't help but be moved by her, although the frequency is a little less, but he has to deny that deep down in his heart he cares about the other party.
But this kind of thing that has no return, it is enough to experience it alone, and there is no need to pull others into the water.
So Yan Ruyu said seriously: "This is the problem, I can't be so selfish and enjoy your company without responding to anything, I can't, Mengmeng, although I know you already understand in your heart, I still feel that I need to say it, I love her, I also need your company, but I can't accept it anymore, can you understand?"
"You love her, so I can't love you, your words are simple and clear, and stupid people can understand them. Wang Mengmeng smiled bitterly and said: "But everyone is an independent individual, no one has stipulated that if you have loved her, I can't love you, right, it's not fair." ”
Yan Ruyu shook her head and said: "It is the most unfair thing to let you repay hope again, listen, this sentence may sound difficult for you to accept, but I still have to say, I ......"
Before Yan Ruyu finished speaking, Wang Mengmeng covered her ears and said, "Don't listen, don't listen, Wang Ba recites the scriptures!"
Yan Ruyu stretched out her hand and forcibly broke Wang Mengmeng's hand, then looked directly into his eyes and said: "I don't love you, I admit that I have liked you, and I have been tempted, and I even want to be with you a little bit, but I can't do it, everything has to be on a first-come, first-served basis."
, Qing'er was the first woman I fell in love with, and now too, I can't give up on her. ”
Wang Mengmeng shook her head frantically, stroked Yan Ruyu's face with her hand and said, "You can not give up on her, I won't mind, I just hope you don't drive me away, it's the first time I like someone so seriously." ”
Yan Ruyu said categorically: "So you shouldn't have such an ending, you should find someone who is suitable to fall in love with you, instead of someone like me who admits death to torture each other, Meng Meng, if you really love me, I need you to do this, you have to let go of me, you have to make me forget you, I need you to do it for me." ”
Wang Mengmeng's tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes anymore, and she said with red eyes: "I can't do it!"
Yan Ruyu looked at her calmly and said, "What you can do, you are Wang Gege, there is nothing you can't do, let it go, and then leave here, never appear in front of me again." ”
Wang Mengmeng also wanted to hug Yan Ruyu, hoping that the other party could change his mind, but Yan Ruyu avoided his embrace, and his vision returned to Lin Qing'er's body, Wang Mengmeng could be sure at this moment that he would never look at himself with such affectionate eyes in his life.
She lost, and the long-held belief crumbled at this moment.
She stood up like a corpse, and then left the ward, not even knowing how to say goodbye to Yan Ruyu, because she was afraid that if the word "goodbye" was spoken, she would never see each other again.
After Wang Mengmeng left, Yan Ruyu covered her forehead, lowered her head and said to herself: "If you wake up now, you will definitely scold me for being a bastard, so the good girl let him slip away like this, right, but I have to do this, I have to make her die, so that she can look forward and will not be trapped in my world again." ”
"Hell, I swear I'll never have a girl so tempted to me but you. ”
“……”
Wang Mengmeng left the medical hospital in despair, her heart was empty, as if she had finished a matter, but she didn't feel relaxed at all.
Like is like, if you want to stay with each other, you have to stay with each other, what Wang Mengmeng wants has always been so simple, so why such a simple thing will always become inexplicably responsible.
All the while, it seems like a joke now.
Unconsciously, she walked to the door of Wang Miaoren's room, she needed comfort, or she needed a place to cry and vent her emotions, so she subconsciously came here, just like she was wronged when she was a child, her first reaction was not to find her parents to explain, but to find her sister.
Wang Mengmeng knocked on the door, and soon, Wang Miaoren, who was wearing pajamas, opened the door, and after seeing her soulless sister, Wang Miaoren couldn't help but feel a little distressed, she stretched out her hand and said, "Come here, you need a hug." ”
Wang Mengmeng couldn't hold it anymore at this moment, and rushed into Wang Miaoren's arms and cried: "He doesn't want me anymore, sister, he doesn't want me anymore!"
Every girl will taste the bitterness of love, sooner or later, Wang Miaoren herself has gone through that stage, so all she can do is comfort and show a clear path to the lovelorn little girl, Wang Miaoren asked: "You like him very much, right?"
Wang Mengmeng nodded and said: "Yes, I like him very much, because as long as I am free, he will appear in my mind, even when I don't want him to appear, Xiao Pepper told me that boys are very stupid, and she looks very disgusted with them, but I have never felt this way, I even want to protect him, this is strange, right?"
"No, dear, that's how anyone who falls in love feels. Wang Miaoren smiled.
Wang Mengmeng wondered: "But shouldn't falling in love feel wonderful?"
Wang Miaoren said helplessly: "Yes, but you have to remember one thing, pain and pleasure are always half-opened, and sometimes because this feeling is so beautiful, you will be willing to go through incredible pain for it, just to taste this feeling, and once a woman does this, it proves that she is finished." ”
Wang Mengmeng then asked: "When will that wonderful feeling come, I only feel uncomfortable now." ”
"It's hard right now because he dumped you and changed the rules, so the best thing you can do now is to pretend you don't care. ”
"How?"
"Play with him, dress up nicely, give him a chance to think about what kind of stunner he has given up, women deal with problems like this. ”
"Then he's going to take a liking to me and chase me back?"
Wang Miaoren helped Wang Mengmeng wipe away her tears, and said seriously: "You have to be patient, my dear, this is a long-term battle, you have to have the determination to win, persistence is victory, feelings are like a battlefield, if you want to love, you have to rob!"