I don't know what Lin Rongshen meant by that smiling but not smiling, whether I think it's not a fact, or whether I think I shouldn't lie.

I originally wanted to sit next to Millie, but just after I passed, Jian Ting happily came over, I could only stop and stand there, a little tangled, and finally planned to sit not far from Lin Rongshen.

There was still a short distance between us, and maybe Millie and the others didn't notice the subtle atmosphere between me and Lin Rongshen, so this small distance didn't attract his attention.

Lin Rongshen didn't sit down as usual, just glanced at me from a distance, and then if I had anything I wanted to eat, I replied no, and there was nothing superfluous to say between us.

In this way, Millie and Jian Ting chattered there, and Lin Rongshen and I had no communication, and finally the first to notice was Millie, when she found that only she and Jian Ting were chatting in the living room, she raised her face to look at us who were silent, and asked a little strangely: "Why don't you two couples speak?" Why are you all sitting there silently?"

Regarding Millie's words, Jian Ting accosted and said: "My cousin has never been a talkative person, and Lailai has not been here for a long time, so he must have something to say if he is not familiar with it, what is strange about this." ”

Jian Ting's explanation, Millie really thought that I didn't speak because I was unfamiliar, she immediately got up and sat down beside me, took my hand and said: "Sister Lailai, don't be restrained, just treat this place as your own home, and this is your home, you must not let go, in fact, grandpa is very good, although he is sometimes very strict, but people don't have any bad intentions at all, and it will be good if you are familiar with it in the future." ”

As soon as Millie finished speaking, Jian Lihua came out of the study with a cane in hand, and just heard what Millie said to me, so she pretended to be displeased and said: "I just came out and heard someone talking bad about me, who did I say, it turned out to be Millie from our family." ”

As soon as Millie heard Jian Lihua's voice, she immediately got up from the sofa and walked towards Jian Lihua, and when she reached him, she held him with her hand, and said with a flattering smile on her face: "I didn't say anything bad about you, I was saying good things about you, who called you such a good grandfather." ”

When Jian Lihua heard this, he was naturally overjoyed, and he said, "Just your sweet mouth." ”

Millie smiled flatteringly, and then came to the end of the sofa with the old man and sat down, Jian Lihua glanced at Lin Rongshen, and then at me, and I shouted at the right time: "Grandpa." ”

Jian Lihua snorted, then looked at Lin Rongshen and asked, "Are you back today?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Well, I have come back from his mother's house. ”

The old man asked, "How was the chat?" ”

Lin Rongshen said: "It's good. ”

The old man said: "Since the marriage has been settled, let's live a good life after that." ”

The old man said to me: "You are married, I naturally don't have to say anything, since you have come to my Jane's house, you have to abide by the rules of my Jane's family, I hope your temper is retracted, don't be rude to the elders like last time, no one in my Jane's family is so rampant and ignorant as you." ”

Millie felt a little embarrassed when she listened to it, she probably didn't expect that Jian Lihua, who was very kind and kind in her impression, would be so harsh and mean to me, she interjected in a low voice: "Grandpa, Sister Lailai is very good, you will know if you get along with her more in the future." ”

Jian Lihua said to Millie: "Millie, Grandpa has known her for a longer time than you, I have long known and understood what kind of person she is, so you don't need to say anything." ”

But Millie was still a little unconvinced and said: "Sister Lailai is very good, grandpa, you can really get to know her well, although I don't know her before, and I don't know what conflicts happened between you, but I believe that as long as you get to know her carefully, you will definitely know her good." ”

Millie has been trying to speak for me, but she found that the person who should speak for me the most has always remained silent, she looked at Lin Rongshen anxiously and said, "Why don't you speak? You are Sister Lailai's husband, shouldn't you say something at this time?"

Lin Rongshen put down the teacup in his hand, he didn't give Millie any response, but said to Jian Lihua: "Grandpa, since the matter has passed, then neither of us will mention it again." ”

He didn't seem to be speaking for me, but rather calming things down.

Jian Lihua said: "Since you have said so, then I will not repeat it, Rong Shen, I hope that in the future, you can tell her how to respect the old and love the young, as well as the company's affairs, I don't care, I have asked the secretary to sort out all the projects in my hands, and she will hand them over to you this Monday, as for Jian Ting's ......"

When Jian Ting heard Jian Lihua call his name, he immediately sat up straight and said, "Grandpa, I'm here." ”

Jian Lihua said: "You still have a lot to learn from Rong Shen at work, and grandpa won't say much about you here, you have to get started quickly." ”

Jian Ting listened and replied in a low voice: "I will." ”

Jian Lihua turned to ask him about his marriage to Millie, and when asked about this question, Jian Ting was a little silent, as if he didn't know how to answer, he glanced at Millie who pretended not to hear it, and finally, he could only reply to Jian Lihua's words: "I will work hard." ”

Needless to say, this situation was told to him on the side that Millie did not agree.

Jian Lihua smiled and said to Millie: "Millie, although you and my family Rongshen have not blossomed, but Jian Ting's kid is not bad, don't look at me I usually dislike him and dislike him, in fact, his biggest point is that he is responsible, and he is willing to work hard for things that do not admit defeat, you think about it, grandpa is waiting for your good news, so that I can also explain to your parents." ”

Millie twisted a little and said, "Grandpa, these eight characters haven't been skimmed yet, don't worry." ”

Jian Lihua laughed and said, "Do you know how much grandpa likes you? I can't wait to treat you like my own granddaughter, you don't want to live up to grandpa's expectations of you." ”

Millie blushed and didn't speak, while Jian Ting on the side looked expectant.

Under Millie's comparison, you can see how much Jian Lihua doesn't like me, he sat here and chatted with us for a while, but because there was a business call that he needed to answer, he didn't stay long, got up and went back to the study.

As soon as the old man left, Millie asked Lin Rongshen what was going on just now, why didn't he help me speak and let the old man talk about me like this.

Lin Rongshen listened, but responded lightly: "You should know better than me what kind of character he is, and it will be counterproductive to refute him." ”

Millie said, "But why don't you mediate between her and Grandpa, don't you think it's sad to be told that?"

Jian Ting probably felt that it was not good for Millie to intervene in the matter between us, so he pulled her and motioned for her to stop talking, but Millie didn't pay attention to her at all, she said: "Sister Lailai said just now that you are very good to her, and you don't protect him in such a situation, why is this happening?"

Lin Rongshen put down the teacup in his hand, and said to Jian Ting with a cold look in his eyes: "Take care of your people, I don't really like people meddling in my family." ”

Millie was even more angry when she heard this, and when she was about to say something, Jian Ting covered his mouth.

I just sat there in silence the whole time, and Lin Rongshen got up indifferently and passed in front of me and went to the balcony.

I suddenly found that my marriage seemed to be wrong, and I suddenly found that the cold war between us didn't seem to be because of the things at the wedding banquet, but what was it? Why did Lin Rongshen seem to be a lot indifferent to me, I thought he was a little weird since I got married, and I thought the cold war after that was because of the unhappiness at the last wedding banquet, but today, it doesn't seem to be the case.

He was a little too aloof.

In the past, he would have protected me in the face of such a thing, but although he spoke out today, he didn't mean to protect me, but seemed to admit my mistakes from the side.

After Lin Rongshen went to the balcony, he looked at the lawn downstairs and stared, as if he felt a little bored, he also unbuttoned two shirts, and stood there alone to breathe.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little awkward.

Millie realized that Lin Rongshen seemed to be a little angry, she took away Jian Ting's hand covering her mouth, glanced at Lin Rongshen who was standing outside the balcony, and then turned her face to Jian Ting and asked, "What the hell is going on?" Could it be that I offended him by what I just said?"

Jian Ting frowned and said: "I said that you should not intervene, this kind of thing is originally a matter of their husband and wife, what are you doing here as an outsider who is indignant?"

Millie said: "But Sister Lailai was taught by her grandfather like this, I can't look past it, and how can Rong Shen be silent at this time? Although it is said that it is not good to protect the shortcomings, at least it is necessary to come out to mediate the atmosphere, just let Sister Lailai be taught by her grandfather like this, this is too unlike a man, right?"

Jian Ting said, "Didn't my cousin speak at the end?"

Millie said, "But those words obviously didn't mean to protect Sister Lylai." ”

Jian Ting seemed to feel that he and Millie couldn't continue the conversation at all, so he immediately changed the topic and said, "Didn't you just say that you wanted to drink milk tea?" I'll go talk to my aunt at home. ”

Jian Ting immediately got up and tried to leave with Millie, wanting to leave this place with me and Lin Rongshen, but Millie refused to live or die, and directly knocked Jian Ting's hand off, she found out that something was wrong between me and Lin Rongshen, so she immediately sat down next to me and asked, "Sister Lailai, did you quarrel with him?"

I don't want to answer questions like Millie, because I'm still in a period of confusion now, is Lin Rongshen and I a quarrel?

I still haven't figured it out yet, so I got up from the couch and said to Millie, "I'll go for a walk." ”

Millie wanted to follow, but was dragged by Jian Ting.

In order to get rid of Millie's questioning, I walked alone in the garden outside, but as soon as I looked up, I happened to see Lin Rongshen standing on the balcony, the two of us glanced at each other, and then looked away from each other, Lin Rongshen turned from the balcony and entered the hall.

I was left standing there alone, staring at the empty balcony in a daze.

It dawned on me that it wasn't me who was really angry, it was him.

After dinner at Jane's house, Lin Rongshen and I were still silent on the way back, this silence always made people feel suffocated, I wanted to keep my silence, but in the end I didn't hold back, I tried to soften my voice and asked tentatively: "Are you still angry about the things at the wedding banquet?"

Lin Rongshen held his chin in his hand, looked out the window with a faint expression, and did not turn his head to look at me, he said, "Is there one?"

I said, "Then why are you so cold these days?"

When Lin Rongshen heard my words, he finally looked at me sideways, he frowned and asked lightly, "Haven't you been making trouble about this matter?"

I said, "What do you mean I'm messing around with this?"

Lin Rongshen saw that I was a little emotional, and I didn't seem to want to continue talking about this issue with me, so he turned his face and said in a somewhat indifferent tone: "I'm tired, and I don't want to talk about this issue now." ”

But I didn't want to stop there, and I said, "How many days have we been married? You're tired, and you don't want to talk to me about it?"

Lin Rongshen always looked at the lights outside the car window, it was the wet season, it was not long ago that it was raining not too big and not too small, and the ground reflected the cold light under the light of the neon lights in the dark night, Lin Rongshen opened the closed window a little crack.

There was a cold wind wafting in, and it didn't calm me down much, and I continued to ask, "Why didn't you answer me?"

He didn't answer me, he directly reached out and dragged him, raised his voice and said, "You answer me!"

The sudden increase in my volume made the already bad atmosphere in the car suddenly become extremely tense.

Lin Rong pursed his lips deeply, looked at me and asked, "What do you want me to answer you?" ”

I said, "I want you to answer me, what are you angry with me? I want you to answer me, what did I do wrong? Isn't it normal for me to defend my mother at the wedding banquet that day? Is this kind of thing about making you and me cold war for so long? You didn't have such an attitude before you got married, don't you think you are indifferent to me now? Don't you think that your attitude before marriage is a little different from your attitude now?"

Lin Rongshen was excited about me, he looked at me for a long time, and finally gave me a sentence: "Charlelai, I find that you have become a little unreasonable." ”

I said, "You say I'm unreasonable?"

Lin Rongshen said: "You didn't do anything wrong, you did always defend it that day, but don't you think that such an unreasonable confrontation with an old man is your own low emotional intelligence? Don't you think you're to blame for all this?"

I pointed my finger at myself and asked, "Am I to blame?

Lin Rongshen asked, "Isn't it?"

I said, "In that case, how politely can you expect me to talk to your grandfather? Obviously, he is prickly and aggressive first, Lin Rongshen, you have long known that my temper is not suitable for being embarrassed by others, do you know how many grievances I endured in front of your grandfather for you? Do you know how much he insulted me because of you? You are now accusing me of being unreasonable and not being angry with him? Will you be too unreasonable?"

Lin Rongshen sneered and said: "This is all for me? Charlelai, I started to tell you early in the morning that you will need to bear a lot of things when you choose to be with me, I thought you would understand my words, but until now, it seems that you still don't understand, you are still the same as before, or you are careful who pays more and who pays less, if you don't want to suffer these grievances, you don't have to bear it, I didn't ask you to accept it." ”

After he finished speaking, he sneered and said: "That's right, what kind of person you are, I should know better than anyone else, I still think in my heart that you should be a lot more sensible than before, right? He laughed at himself and said, "I'm still as naïve and ignorant as before." ”

As soon as Lin Rongshen's words fell, the car happened to stop downstairs, and the driver saw that the two of us were arguing as if no one was around, and after turning off the car, he cautiously said to Lin Rongshen: "Manager Lin, I have arrived downstairs for you." ”

Lin Rongshen was the first to get out of the car and leave and walked upstairs, not caring about me in the car at all.

I was left alone in the car and looked at him as his stomach left outside the car, and the driver was a little embarrassed and asked me if I needed to take me upstairs.

I looked at him silently, then didn't say anything, pushed the door open, and left in the opposite direction.

The driver chased after me and shouted, "Ma'am, ma'am!"

This sentence made Lin Rongshen, who had already walked to the entrance of the building, stop, he looked sideways at me who was walking towards the outside of the community, standing there and never moving, or the driver found that something was wrong, and quickly ran towards him, and after arriving in front of him, he panted and said: "Manager Lin, you should go over and persuade it, this is still pregnant, what if you fall down in this black and black water?"

There was something surging in Lin Rongshen's eyes, and after a while, he took a deep breath and chased after me.

Before I could completely walk out of the community, Lin Rongshen grabbed me from behind, he had a calm face, frowned and asked me, "It's so late, where are you going?"

I shook off his hand and said, "Leave me alone." ”

Lin Rongshen grabbed my hand again, his voice softened a little, not as stiff as before, he said, "Don't make trouble, go back immediately." ”

But now I don't want to face him at all, and I don't want to be in the same room with him at all, it's about the temper of a pregnant woman who is more irritable than usual, when Lin Rongshen grabbed my hand again, I suddenly shook his hand with all my strength, and he roared directly and said, "You let go of me!"

I used too much strength to say this, it was almost midnight, and the community was basically quiet, and my excited roar could be heard hundreds of meters away.

Lin Rongshen didn't know if he was frightened by my excitement, or if he was worried about my pregnancy, he didn't pull me again, but looked at me very silently.

After saying this for a long time, I gasped for breath as hard as I could, and the two of us just looked at each other without speaking.

When I was gasping evenly, I didn't say a word, wiped away the tears that slipped from my eyes, turned around and walked forward without looking back, I didn't know where I was going, I just kept moving forward quickly, I wanted to go as far as possible, escape from this terrible moment.

Lin Rongshen didn't catch up, and his figure was thrown farther and farther away by me, so far that it became a black spot and could no longer be seen.

I don't know how long I walked, until I couldn't walk anymore, so I stopped under a bus stop sign and sat down, the wind at night was extremely cold, blowing on people and a little biting, plus mixed with drizzle, after floating on the body, wet and cold, people couldn't help but shiver.

The road was empty, but from time to time there were private cars speeding in front of me, I sat there and looked at the cold night for a long time, then I sniffed and wanted to drive away the cold, I rummaged through my pocket and found my mobile phone, and my fingers stiffly dialed Zhang Xiaoya.

The phone rang for a long time, but no one answered, I called several times, still no one answered, I could only give up, and call Sister Tan instead, this time the call was quickly answered, but the phone came from Sister Tan's drunken voice, she didn't seem to know that this call was from me, so she said with a big tongue: "Who? Sister just came back from entertainment, I didn't have time to talk to you on the phone, and hung up." ”

Immediately after that, there was a beep on the other end of the phone, I looked at the phone silently, and suddenly felt a sense of helplessness, so I leaned back weakly, looking at the drizzle under the street lamp and my eyes were empty in a daze.

After sitting for about ten minutes, just as I was thinking about whether I should make the last call to Zhang Xiaoya, suddenly a white sedan slowly drove towards me, just stopped in front of me, I thought it was this sedan someone who wanted to get off, I didn't think much about it, let alone look at it, just sat there with my hair on my back in a daze.

But when someone got out of the car, he shouted at me, "Lailai!"

When I heard this familiar voice, my body suddenly stiffened for two or three seconds, and then I slowly raised my face to look, only to realize that the person who called me was Zhan Dong.

Compared with my thinness, he was wrapped in an overcoat, and the wind was too cold, and his brows were furrowed, and he couldn't believe it was me and asked, "Why are you here?"

I looked at him for a long time and asked, "Why are you here?"

Zhan Dong explained: "I just came back from the company, and this is the only way for me to go home, when I drove over just now, I thought I was wrong, but I didn't expect it to be you? What are you doing sitting here alone in the middle of the night? Didn't you go home? Or did you have no car?"

In the face of Zhan Dong's inquiry, I just sat there in silence, not knowing how to reply to him.

Zhan Dong also seemed to see something, and he asked me tentatively: "You and ...... Lin Rongshen quarreled?"

I originally wanted to deny it, but when I said it, I found that now this ghost has become a fact at all, what is the use of denial?

I sneered and said, "I guess." ”

Seeing that I admitted it calmly, Zhan Dong asked again: "He didn't care about you, let you sit here alone, such a cold day?"

I rubbed my sore eyes and said, "I'm a big living person, what do you want him to do, it's not like I can't live without him." ”

Zhan Dong said: "But you have only been married for a few days and you quarreled like this, what should you do in the future?"

I didn't answer him this question, because I was also confused about what to do in the future, and this was the first time that Lin Rongshen and I had quarreled like this.

Zhan Dong saw that I was so cold that the tip of his nose was red, he immediately took off his clothes and covered me, he frowned and said, "Let's go, let's get out of here first." ”

I said, "Where to go?"

Zhan Dong said: "Looking at you like this, I know that there is no place to stay, I must find a way to let you survive tonight safely, right? ”

I said, "You don't have to worry about me. ”

Zhan Dong and I have divorced, I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore, the last glass of water has completely ended our relationship, and now that he is married, it is even more impossible for me to trouble him without knowing the rules.

I said, "You don't need to go first, Zhang Xiaoya will come to pick me up later." ”

Zhan Dong said, "You think I will believe it?" He suddenly took out his mobile phone and said, "If you do this again, I will call your mother." ”

I was a little irritated and said, "Zhan Dong, can you leave me alone?"

He made a gesture to make a phone call, of course I can't afford to gamble, how can I let my mother know about such a thing? It was also my own choice to marry Lin Rongshen at the beginning, but after getting married, I found that there was no happiness as I imagined, which was also what I should bear, and I didn't want to bother him.

People like Zhan Dong do what they say, and I can only say, "You put down the phone first." ”

Zhan Dong said, "Have you thought about it?"

I said, "You put it down." ”

Zhan Dong saw that I said this twice, so he put the phone in his pocket according to my words, and I frowned and said, "Where are you going?"

Zhan Dong said: "I have to find a place for you." ”

I said, "Tell me where to go." ”

Zhan Dong said, "You come with me." He turned around and walked in the direction of the car, and seeing that I had not followed, he knew what I was worried about, so he said, "Don't worry, I myself have a family, and I naturally can't take you home to make my wife misunderstand anything." ”

Hearing him say this, I was a little relieved, got up from my chair, and got into the car with Zhan Dong.

I didn't know where he was going to take me, he didn't ask anything, just drove seriously, when I found that the roadside environment was becoming more and more familiar, I sat down from the chair and looked straight at Zhan Dong and asked, "Where are you taking me?"

Because it was a foggy light rain, the windshield in front of him was already covered with dense rainwater, he hooked the wipers and said to me: "My new house is useless, I bought it again, don't worry." ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that Zhan Dong would die.