Beautiful Chinese New Year's Eve

Chen Yali was helped into the bedroom by Shen Man to sleep first, the love of keeping the year has not changed much every year, it is all Shen Man who keeps it by himself, but this year is slightly different in that there is one more I accompany her

Shen Man sat curled up on the sofa and watched the sketches of the Spring Festival Gala, and I was also staring at the TV on her plump laps, but there was no smile on the faces of the two of them, but they seemed to frown slightly with their own hearts

Until the end of the sketch show, Shen Man and I didn't laugh

"It's not funny," Shen Man suddenly sighed faintly

"It's not funny," I said with a wry smile, "Lao Zhao's team, coming and going is just these roads, some people like it and some people don't like it anymore."

Shen Man lowered his head and looked at me, his eyes were full of complicated emotions, and he smiled bitterly: "Lin Xiu, you know that what I am talking about is not a sketch, but the love between me and you."

"Ah" I was stunned for a moment, raised my head and stared at Shen Man's eyes and couldn't help but sigh, "What are you talking about?"

"Yali likes you first, is it true" Shen Man looked down at me, and said with a bitter face, "I only found out when she was drunk tonight, if that's really the case, wouldn't I be the man who robbed her?"

I sat up, stretched out my hand and pulled Shen Man into my arms, and sighed softly: "It's probably true, but that's not important, no one can force the affection, right, she may have liked me, but I only like you."

"Why is it really because Yali is no longer a virgin?" Shen Man bit his lip, his eyes full of complexity

I shook my head: "It has nothing to do with this, it's better like you said, I prefer"

"Lie," Shen Man bit her lip and snorted, "Yali has developed more maturely very early, her figure is no different from mine, and even her breasts are actually bigger than me, you obviously liked that Wen Xiaomo girl again in school, you can't be a mature woman type, right?"

"Poof" I couldn't help laughing, looking down at Shen Man, who was as weak as a cat in my arms, and smiled, "So, Manman, you're still very jealous of this."

"Who can not be jealous and not angry" Shen Man stared at me, his expression always complicated

I looked at Shen Man's eyes, and suddenly sighed: "Manman, in fact, do you know that when I was very young, my mother was kicked out of the village, because she was unmarried and pregnant, and her bones have the kind of stubbornness that will not turn back if she hits the south wall, from the moment I was born and saw the world, she was very clumsy and took me to stumble in this world."

"I know earlier than the average child, about two or three years old to know inferiority, I found myself different from other children, no matter where my mother goes, she always keeps her head down, unwilling to say a word to others, there are always countless eyes and discussions behind her"

"She found a man, even if that man treated her very badly, but in order to support me, she endured all kinds of humiliation and beatings, or gritted her teeth and stubbornly did not leave such a not good man"

"Seriously, I've hated her a little since I was nine years old, hated why she brought me into this world, why she was so cheap, so useless"

"But I hate and hate, and I often feel that she is very pitiful, and every time I am beaten, I am very sad to watch her hide from herself and wipe the wounds on her body."

"It may be the reason why she is stubborn, so I was stubborn when I was a child, others bullied me or scolded me, I didn't fight back, I just sweared"

"I swear that when I grow up, I will trample all the bullies of my mother and the people who bully me under my feet"