I put on my pajamas, my hair was not dry, I was not ready to sleep, I took a book and sat at the head of the bed and turned on the lamp to read. The table lamp on the bedside table is that kind of orange warm light, which looks very soft, and the thick light shines on the pages, dusk and yellow, which looks particularly meaningful.

I ignored Lin Cheng, he sat on the sofa and smoked for a while, one after another, the smoke gradually increased, I smelled itchy, but I didn't dare to smoke, otherwise my stomach hurt for a while, and I wouldn't want to sleep all night.

Lin Cheng may be thinking about the child, he asked Zhou Cheng and Zhao Wei about it when he was in Nanxian, maybe he had doubts in his heart at that time, but tonight my words have already revealed the facts and plates, and he is already convinced that the child was his. Otherwise, he wouldn't have such an expression on his face now.

I flipped through a few pages, but I couldn't read it. I glanced at him sitting on the sofa, his messy hair, crumpled shirt, and he looked lonely. I sneered in my heart, heh, weren't you still arrogant just now?

"Snap" closed the book, Lin Cheng looked up and looked at me apologetically, and stopped talking. I threw my book on the couch and slipped into the covers and fell asleep.

I was so upset that I panicked.

That night, Lin Cheng sat on the sofa all night and did not go to bed. As for me, tossing and turning in the quilt, pretending to be asleep with my back to him, but I also had no sleep all night. In the second half of the night, I couldn't hold it back, and when I closed my eyes and felt like it was quiet in the dead of night, I felt that Lin Cheng was sitting on the edge of my bed, and his hand was gently on my arm and stroked. It was very light and light, but I was very sleepy and would wake up at the slightest movement. But I pretended not to know anything, closed my eyes, and heard Lin Cheng's soft sigh helplessly.

It must be too lonely at night, the moment Lin Cheng put his hand on it and gently stroked and sighed, my nose was sour, and then tears flowed down the corners of my eyes. I could clearly feel a wet tear slipping down the corner of my eye.

That night, I couldn't help but wonder, what was Lin Cheng and I for? The two of us tortured each other, both defeated, in order to be unforgettable?

He sat quietly on the edge of the bed and watched me for a while, I turned my back to him, plus the light was turned off, and there was no sound when I cried, and he wouldn't notice it at all.

The night was long, and there was no sleep. After about half an hour, Lin Cheng slowly got up, walked gently to the bathroom, and closed the door. He didn't turn on the light, and then, I heard his low crying in the bathroom.

Like a wronged child, he wept lowly, and then gradually turned into sobs. I looked at the dark night with my eyes wide open, and I knew that Lin Cheng was sad.

I asked myself, wasn't my purpose to make him sad and remorseful, but why wasn't I as happy as I thought I was when he was hiding in the bathroom and crying sadly?

I don't know how long Lin Cheng cried. Finally I was so tired that I burst into tears and fell asleep.

But this night, after all, it was over.

When I woke up the next morning, Lin Cheng and I were still sleeping on the sofa. I got up gently and opened the window a little, and the cool breeze of the early morning blew in and instantly blew away my remaining tiredness. The sun hadn't come out yet, the morning air was fresh and clean, and I greedily took a few more breaths.

Turning his head slightly, looking at Lin Cheng's haggard face, his heart suddenly sank. He didn't even take off his clothes, he was still wearing the clothes he had worn last night, his shirt was crumpled and looked very decadent.

He breathed slightly, his chest rising and falling slightly.

At that moment, I was moved. Quietly walked to the foot of the bed and took a blanket to cover him. I thought I was moving lightly enough, but the moment I put it on, Lin Cheng woke up immediately. He looked at me with wistful eyes, one hand still tugging at my hand that was covering him with a blanket. I immediately bounced away, threw down the blanket and threw it on him, then turned to go to the bathroom to wash up.

While brushing my teeth, looking at the drip in the bathroom, the sound of Lin Cheng sobbing last night echoed in my mind.

He's sad.

Did he regret it?

Did he resent God?

Thinking about it, I was distracted, and then the toothpaste spread to the whole mouth, and I quickly threw up, then quickly closed the door, turned on the faucet and hugged the sink to vomit, trying to cover up the sound of my vomiting with the sound of running water.

Every time I vomited, I felt like my stomach was a scourge. When I vomited in the dark, I always wished I would die immediately, so that I could live and accept the torture of illness in addition to the torture of Lin Cheng. I think enough is enough.

During that time, I increased the dosage of the medicine, and the medicine was supposed to be soothing for a while before I could accept it. I thought it was because of my aggravation of my condition, so I vomited a lot, however, I didn't know that I was pregnant.

It was the night when he was in the hotel with Lin Cheng before returning to Nanjing. He didn't wear a condom and I didn't take any medicine.

Before I was pregnant, because of my poor physique, and overwork, the child was also a kind of harm to me, my aunt was often not allowed, many times once in more than two months, so I didn't pay attention to my aunt not coming this month. That's it, I didn't know that I was unexpectedly pregnant.

I kept the medicine I bought online and ate it, and I threw away the original bottle and threw it all into the vitamin bottle, and no one would find out. I didn't hide either, I just put it on the bedside table. No one will move.

I went downstairs after washing, Lin Cheng went in to take a bath, I ignored him, I guess I was going to take a bath and sleep. I went downstairs for breakfast, and I couldn't bear it, so I asked Wu's mother to bring him a breakfast upstairs.

Mother Wu looked at me stunned, Xu thought to herself that she had a big fight last night, and it would be fine today.

I said lightly, "Mother Wu, what are you watching me do?"

Mother Wu immediately shook her head and said, "It's okay, I'll send it right away." Mother Wu looked at the unfinished milk in front of me and said, "You drink the milk first, and I'll clean it up later." ”

I glanced at the remaining half of the glass, picked it up and drank it down. I didn't notice anything unusual about what I drank every day.

Lin Nan and Zhao Suyun got up early, but Wu's mother said that they were both eating breakfast in the room, and Wu's mother didn't say that the reason why they wanted to eat breakfast in the room was because they didn't want to see me.

It doesn't matter, I don't want to affect my appetite.

After eating, I had nothing to do, so I went online and watched TV. It turned out that there was nothing to see, so I snuggled up on the couch and read a book for a while.

When I'm bored, Jiajia calls me. Jiajia on the other end of the phone couldn't hear what the tone was, compassion or ridicule, "Sister Lan, let me tell you, Zhou Wei has a miscarriage." ”

My heart sank and I asked, "What's the matter? Isn't she fine? It's long past the danger period, and the child should be four or five months old." ”

"Who knows? Zhao Wei was drinking in the field last night, and then Zhou Wei came to him with his stomach up, and Dasheng was also there at that time, as if Zhao Wei was looking for Dasheng to say something, Zhou Wei came up and splashed a glass of wine on Dasheng's face. Da Sheng didn't say anything, but Zhao Wei was very angry at that time, and when he raised his hand, he slapped Zhou Wei over. You know, men have a lot of strength, especially Zhao Wei's hands. Zhou Wei had so many miscarriages, and she must have been in a bad body, so she fell down on the sofa next to her without standing firmly, and then hugged her stomach and shouted pain. Send it to the hospital and see, heh, the child is gone. ”

"How can you fight? Zhou Wei is not so unreasonable. "I questioned.

Jiajia sneered and said, "I don't know about the between them, it's vaguely the last time Zhao Wei was hunted down, Zhou Wei has always said that Dasheng is not enough friends, and if something happens, it doesn't matter if Zhao Wei lives or dies, Zhao Wei is still desperate to help him watch the scene, oops, you don't know when you leave, Zhao Wei often comes to the venue to drink, and Zhou Wei grabs and scolds every time he comes." No man can stand such a crazy woman. ”

In that case, I probably understand. But in the face of Zhou Wei and Zhao Wei's affairs, I don't want to say a word. Jiajia saw that I didn't speak on the other end of the phone, and asked anxiously, "Sister Lan, are you listening?"

"Well, yes. How is Zhou Wei doing now?"I know the pain of losing a child, not to mention that this is the third time for her.

"Hey, don't mention it, I'm crying wolf in the hospital room right now. Zhao Wei was smoking in the room, she kept crying, and I asked Zhou Cheng to pay the money. Jiajia's voice suddenly became smaller, as if she was holding the phone, "Let me tell you, after the operation last night, the doctor said that there are no children in this life." ”

I sighed and muttered, "She's pitiful........ "I think of the time when I was childless, it was so dark. Zhao Wei was originally a prodigal son, and finally thought about getting married, Zhou Wei could tie him up with the child, but now it's all gone. In the end, the bamboo basket was empty, and he lost his wife and soldiers, and he didn't want to get pregnant again in this life.

"I think so, too. I couldn't stand it, so I hurried out and gave you a call. You take care of yourself in Nanjing. I'm going to see Zhou Cheng, damn, I haven't come back after going out for so long, that idiot doesn't know if he's lost. By the way, Sister Lan, I didn't keep your phone number, but I always felt that I didn't feel at ease if I didn't save it, so I ....... I saved it anyway. ”

"It's okay........" I didn't pay much attention to it.

"Well, that's good. With that, Jiajia hung up the phone.

I didn't know that when Jiajia brought me a phone, Zhao Wei was standing not far behind him. Even, even Jiajia herself doesn't know.

Later, Zhao Wei asked Jiajia to borrow a mobile phone and wrote down my number.

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That's it, when Zhou Wei later chased me to Nanjing, Zhao Wei had the opportunity to inform me.

After hanging up the phone, I lay on the couch and stretched. Then Zhao Suyun rolled out of the room in a wheelchair, as if he was looking for water to drink.

"Mother Wu, I'll let you pour the water!"

I saw that she was inconvenient and was about to help go to the kitchen to get water, but she looked at me coldly and snorted coldly, "No need! I can't drink your water! Hmph, who knows if you poisoned me in it?"