093. I can't afford to provoke and can't hide
I was a little surprised, Lu Xi's shock was not fake, she really shouldn't have been unaware. ¤八¤八¤Read¤Book,.☆.←o No wonder, I said how could she accept and acquiesce to such a thing happening to Lu Xudong.
"What good is it for me to talk nonsense about this kind of thing?" I looked at Lu Xi, and the sourness in my heart quietly came out again, "He is my husband!"
"Impossible!" Lu Xi still didn't want to believe it, "He clearly told me that he wants to try to open his heart to accept you, he can't be a gay/sexual/lover, there must be a misunderstanding here!"
Huh? Lu Xudong told Lu Xi that he would try to open his heart and accept me.
This news was a little shocking, and I accepted the incompetence for a while, and looked at Lu Xi in a daze.
But she was obviously confused by the fact that Lu Xudong was gay/sexual/love, picked up the coffee cup in front of her and poured it violently, and then suddenly remembered something, took out her mobile phone and pressed it a few times and put it to her ear.
I guess she must have been in a hurry to call Lu Xudong for verification, but she dialed for a long time, but she didn't get through.
I originally wanted to kindly remind her, didn't she specifically remind me just now, don't tell Lu Xudong that she came to me, this phone call passed, and it was her self-exposure.
But she was so anxious that she couldn't get through the phone, so she just threw down the sentence: "I still have to leave beforehand!" and then ran away in a hurry!
When I went downstairs, I was stopped by the waiter, and many eyes swept over, making me seem to be a person who escaped the bill, and I was embarrassed as much as I wanted!
When I bought the bill and went out with the cashier, I almost gritted my teeth, the two sisters and brothers of the Lu family are two big pits!
I returned home angrily, brought the dry food I bought to the master bedroom and put it away, and specially filled a thermos pot of boiling water and put it in the master bedroom, and then went to the small study to get a computer.
There is still no movement on the talent network, but there is an interview invitation lying in the mailbox.
I was a little excited, clicked on the details of the other company, and found that the other conditions basically met the requirements except for academic qualifications, and I almost jumped with joy.
I took a piece of paper and made notes about the location and time of the interview, and I refreshed my resume, but no one cared, so I had to turn off the computer and leave.
Before going back to the room, I went to the TV cabinet in the living room to find the spare key in the master bedroom, removed it and kept it myself, and then happily went back to the master bedroom.
Lu Xudong wants to use a gentle policy on me, can't I hide if I can't afford to provoke me?
After Lu Xudong came back from work, he really came to knock on the door, knocked a few times and didn't wait for me to respond, so he twisted the doorknob and wanted to push the door in by himself, but unfortunately the door was locked by me, and he couldn't push it.
At that time, I was chatting with Ye Shengyin in bed without a word, complaining that it was difficult to find a job, and I felt a little relieved when I thought that he couldn't get in.
Who would have thought that Lu Xudong would change from knocking to beating after a while, slapping the door panel with a "bang", and then called me: "Cersei, open the door!"
Open your sister, just ignore you!
In WeChat, Ye Shengyin said that he was going to have dinner with customers, and I turned off WeChat, planning to find a look at hypnosis.
Lu Xudong patted the door, and gradually stopped moving, I listened with my ears pricked up, and I didn't seem to hear his footsteps walking away, and I was holding my breath to listen carefully, but the phone suddenly rang, so scared that I almost threw it out.
Lu Xudong's name floated on the screen, I pouted, and neatly threw the phone to the side, and was happy to hear from it.
As soon as the mobile phone quieted down, the knock on the door rang again, with Lu Xudong's patiently lost voice: "Di Sese!"
To be honest, I was a little apprehensive, but probably because the spare key had been put away by me, I was a little bit fearless, so I was still very determined to implement the decision to hide from him to the end!
Lu Xudong spent about twenty minutes with me, and finally the footsteps moved, as if he was leaving.
I felt like I had won a little time, so I rolled around on the bed in a special way, and I picked up my phone again and started looking for it.
However, Xiaosheng's joy didn't last long, and as soon as I unlocked the screen on my phone, the sound of clanging keys suddenly sounded outside the door.
What's going on?
I was so frightened that I jumped up directly from the bed, and glanced at the spare key I had just brought in with a confused face, and a thunderbolt flashed in my head, and then I remembered Nima, you idiot, you know how to take the spare key, why didn't you think where the original key was!!
Almost as soon as Lu Xudong pushed the door in, I withdrew and ran to the bathroom.
It's a pity that even though I used the fastest speed in my life, Lu Xudong still stretched out one leg in the crack of the door to block my movements a second before I was about to close the door, "What's wrong with you?"
Without the gritted teeth I expected, Lu Xudong was even a little nervous, "My sister is ...... Did she do something to you at noon?"
Hey, it seems that Lu Xi really ran to play self-exposure?
I looked at Lu Xudong vigilantly, as if I didn't seem to have the intention of asking Xingshi to ask for guilt, so I felt a little relieved, bit my lower lip and shook my head, "It's nothing!"
Lu Xudong didn't believe it at all, "Then why are you hiding from me?"
"Is there one?" I pretended to be stupid and glared at him deliberately defiantly: "I just want to go to bed early, and I need to report to you first?"
"I didn't mean that!" Lu Xudong really frowned, "I just thought my sister was ......" He paused, and suddenly changed the topic: "Is it that if I refuse to divorce, you plan to tell everyone that I am a ......"
Lu Xudong swallowed his saliva, his brows tightened a little tighter, and then he slowly spit out the word: "Same/sexual/love?"
I almost want to sneer, hehe, since you can't face this word so much, why do you have to develop the foundation!
But his expression looked as if he was very worried, probably worried that he would be discriminated against if his sexual orientation was known.
I understand this feeling very well, when I was a child, I was afraid that people would know that I didn't have a father, because I was always ridiculed for being a child with a mother and no father. Because I understood, I was quite kind and didn't snort.
The acceptance of homosexuality/love in China is so low, Lu Xudong's worry is not unreasonable, otherwise why would he marry a wife and put it at home as a shield! Besides, even if he is not worried, maybe his good friend is worried!
Thinking of this, my heart was a little sour for a while, I opened my eyes, stared at his hand that grabbed the door panel, and asked him a little faintly: "What do you think?"
"You ......" he took a deep breath and reached out to pull my wrist while leaning against the door, "You come out, let's have a good talk!"
"Don't!" I slammed against the door, feeling inexplicably sad, "Lu Xudong, let me go, didn't you already make it clear on the day you should have said it......?"
He interrupted me, his eyes slightly pleading, and his tone softened: "I didn't tell you, those were all angry words that night, and I didn't ...... it"
"Then how can you guarantee that you are not impulsive again?" I was not so easy to fool, and glared at him without showing weakness: "Anyway, I have nothing to say to you, I am not capable of fulfilling your divorce conditions, so I can only compromise, but don't think that I can still be coaxed by you like before!"
Lu Xudong looked at me with a dejected expression, and only after a while did he pull the corners of his mouth a little bitterly, "What do you want me to do so that you can trust me?"
This tone seems to be really heartbroken. I was almost fooled by success, I was stunned for a moment, and I felt that he was really good at acting recently.
I was about to open my mouth to taunt, but I didn't pay attention to Lu Xudong's hand, and the door of the bathroom was completely pushed open by him, and I was caught off guard and stumbled, and almost hit the washstand behind me directly, and was quickly pulled by him, and hugged him directly into his arms.
The familiar man's breath filled the tip of my nose, and my head went blank for half a second with a "boom", and the next moment I immediately reached out to push him, "Let go of me!"
"Don't let it go!" Lu Xudong's somewhat unnatural voice sounded above my head, "Cersei, what happened that night was my bastard, it was my careful eyes, and the divorce was just angry and nonsense, can you forgive me?"
It was the first time for him to breathe in such a low voice, my heart was in turmoil, my head was in chaos, and it was so difficult to pull out a touch of sobriety from the chaos: "Lu Xudong, you let go of me!"
Before the words fell, I only felt that Lu Xudong's arm around me was tighter, and he was almost cheating, "Don't let it go, unless you forgive me!"
Although the bathroom is not small, but two people are crowded inside, it is a bit weird, not to mention that he is still like this.
I was held in his arms, and I could clearly hear his powerful heartbeat, so "dong dong" that I couldn't help but think of Lu Xi's words.
If I hadn't seen it myself, I'd have believed it. Although I don't know what Lu Xudong's heart will be, I know that it will never be as he explained.
If he really wants to live a good life with me, he'll give me money to taunt me? If I believe him, I'll be a real idiot!
Lu Xudong hugged me and acted extraordinarily into the play, which was simply emotional: "Can I apologize? You can do whatever you want me to do, as long as you give me a chance, okay?"
This stinky gay/sexual/lover who cheated on my feelings still wants a chance! I really want to kick him...... In the end, I really twitched my head and stepped on his feet......
Lu Xudong was caught off guard by a kick, one was in pain, and he let go of his hand and looked at me in disbelief.
Look at it, of course I want to run away.
His tall body was blocked in the doorway, and I tried to squeeze past him in a hurry, but he easily stopped me and pulled him into my arms.
I was almost crazy, but Lu Xudong actually teased me in a very casual manner: "Why didn't I find out before, it turns out that you still have a biting side?"
It was as if I had forgiven him.