Every day, I am decadent, but every moment, I always have hope in my heart. Hopefully, someone who helped me will show up, so, my phone always stays on, and I hope for a miracle.

However, since the accident with the dog, my mobile phone has hardly been contacted, and now it suddenly rings coldly. The fire of hope in my heart immediately ignited, and I quickly pulled my phone out of my trouser pocket and looked at it. It was an unfamiliar number, and now, my mood is even more excited. So, I immediately pressed the connect button and said to the other end of the phone in a trembling voice, "Hey!"

And what I didn't expect. The first thing that came from the other end turned out to be a very cheap laugh, the laughter was so harsh, and after laughing for a long time, he said: "Hehe, Ge Tian, long time no see!"

I was so impressed by the sound that I could hear it at once. He is my old friend, Luan Yu.

I was full of anticipation, and suddenly fell to the bottom, slut Luanyu, it was so bad when he really appeared, he extinguished my last glimmer of hope, he really annoyed me to the extreme, I gritted my teeth, and replied coldly: "How do you know my number?"

Luan Yu laughed twice before he said angrily: "You don't need to know this, I just congratulated you, I heard that you are very miserable!"

It turned out that he was here to gloat, but at this time, I. I was really in no mood to deal with him, so I replied decisively: "Well, but it's okay, I didn't end up crippled, I think I should be at least a little luckier than you, okay, I don't want to talk nonsense with you, I'm not available!" After speaking, I immediately hung up the phone.

At this time, I don't want to listen to his nonsense, and I don't want to entangle anything with him, my phone call, there is no time to delay this kind of person, it is always reserved for the savior, and it is not strange that this slut knows my situation, after all, Xiaoyue is in the provincial capital, or with Wang Yonghong, I think, Luan Yu must still have dealings with Xiaoyue, so he should know everything that happened to me.

However, no matter what he intends to take revenge on me, I am not afraid, I am already alone, even if I die, I am not afraid. It's just that within two minutes of I just hung up the phone, the text message ringtone rang again, and it was sent from the number just now, and the content of the message was impressively displayed: Ge Tian, I'm here, don't worry, I will make you more and more miserable!

I stared at the sentence, smiled slightly, and then directly slipped the phone back into my pocket, bothering to pay attention to him.

After the rain stopped, I went to a barbecue stall near the gym, sat at a small table, I drank wine alone, ate barbecue, and continued the same life, repeating and repeating, soon, another week passed, the days were as usual, but my heart waiting for hope gradually cooled, and even despaired, in fact, I was a little sober, and I knew that after so long, Wang Yonghong didn't come forward to help me, and he definitely wouldn't help me.

And I always insist, insist on waiting, insist on languishing, depressed, I am actually just atoning for my sins, repenting, only if I don't give up, I can feel that I have done something for the dog, only by anesthetizing myself, can I insist on living this day full of worries.

It's just that I haven't asked for help, and I haven't been able to find a relationship to let him out, so I don't have the confidence to visit the dog, I promised him that I will definitely rescue him, I don't want him to see my decadence, I don't want him to lose hope.

All the pain, all the torture, let me bear it alone, I have nothing more to lose, I have lost my beloved woman, I have lost my family affection, even the best brother mute and dog egg, have also been far away from me, my life, miserable can not be more miserable, I don't know, what is it that has supported me to live until now, it's all like this, am I still making excuses for myself, waiting for rescue, waiting for a miracle to happen?

I don't know, I don't know how long my hopeless wait can last, I am even afraid that my life is here, and more people will be implicated, so I dare not approach anyone, all the suffering, I only have to bear it alone, no matter how weak the strength is, I also want to bear it with one force. Perhaps, I, a lonely star, is only suitable for a lonely person to live a lonely life.

However, God even feels that it is a luxury to give me a chance to be calm alone, I just want to be quiet alone, this will be broken, I don't know from which day, my troubles will always follow.

On a sunny afternoon, I was squatting at the door of the gym smoking a cigarette as usual, when suddenly, a group of people with sticks rushed out and beat me up without saying a word.

I was so stunned that I was so embarrassed that who would beat me when I was so hungry? My stupid brother? No, even if he didn't help me, there was no need to beat me. And Zhou Xinjin, it shouldn't be possible, now I, in his eyes, is like garbage, he doesn't need to ask a thug to beat me, if he wants to fix me, he will wait until he and Sister Yu get married.

Suddenly, I remembered the Luan Yu who sent me a text message to threaten me, yes, it must be him, only he can afford to look down on me, even if he kills me, he won't feel happy. Perhaps, it was a mistake for me to let him go at the beginning, but I don't regret it, and I don't care about his revenge, I just think it's ridiculous, laugh at his stupid behavior, if you can relieve his anger by beating me, I would rather be beaten, for me now, being beaten is nothing at all, but it hurts.

But what makes me a little annoyed is that Luan Yu beat me not once or twice, and then it became commonplace to insist on it, and three meals a day sent someone to beat me fat, and every time I was paralyzed on the ground before I stopped, the injuries on my body, the new ones covered the old ones, internal injuries and external injuries, I felt that people were really going to be wasted, and it was difficult to walk normally.

What's even worse is that Luan Yu, a slut, is still spreading some rumors against me in the provincial capital, saying that I hurt others and myself, and I am a brute who is hated by thousands of people, and he dug up some of my shameful things in the past, so that everyone who should know me knows about me, I have become a street rat, I am suspected and driven everywhere I go, and many people are very disgusted with me as a person.

In the provincial capital, I have become a waste that is hated by thousands of people, I can't fight back, I don't scold back, the beggars on the street are much better than me, at least, they can live quietly, but I can't, my spirit and body have to be tortured all the time, but, even so, I still don't have the heart to retreat, I want to continue this life, such a life of being targeted and spurned.

It's been a long time, alcohol can't anesthetize my lonely heart, only the embarrassing predicament and pain can make me forget the sad past, such days lasted for another month, such days, no matter how cruel I was, I still persevered, during this time, except for Sister Yu, I still didn't wait for a savior. I seem to have been forgotten by the world, what chief, what bullshit behind, gone, everything, as if back to the original point, back to the life of being isolated by the world when I was driven out of the village.

Sometimes, in order not to harm others and myself, I even have suicidal thoughts, but when I received Luan Yu's text message again, my idea was completely dispelled, because, Luan Yu actually told me in the text message, he was tired of playing with me, I am now like a leper dog, I can't beat away, I can't die, it's boring, he wants to play something fresh, let me taste what the real pain is like, he wants me to watch the woman he loves the most die in front of him.

It wasn't until I saw this moment that I felt fear and panic, I was never afraid of him retaliating against me, no matter how he targeted me, I didn't care, even if he killed me, I wasn't afraid, but what I was most afraid of was that it would affect others, especially the people I cared about, although the world abandoned me, but I still have the person I love the most, if I expected it to be right, the person mentioned in Luan Yu's text message must be Tao Wanxin. He knows my relationship with Tao Wanxin best, even if Tao Wanxin forgets me, he also knows that I have always cared about Tao Wanxin.

And I had a relationship with Sister Yu, Luan Yu didn't know at all, so he must have said Tao Wanxin, although Tao Wanxin was protected by Zhou Xinjin, but I think that Luan Yu, a pervert, can really do crazy things desperately in order to take revenge, and a person who has lost everything is the most terrifying. He has no family, and even Xiaoyue may lose it, after all, Xiaoyue is now with my brother, and it would be strange if he wasn't crazy.

Thinking of this, I immediately called Luan Yu's number, but the phone was turned off, and I couldn't get through.

I could only call Sister Yu and ask her about Tao Wanxin, she said that Tao Wanxin was fine at home, so I hurriedly said to her: "You must be optimistic about Tao Wanxin, she will be in danger, Luan Yu has come to the provincial capital!"

Sister Yu immediately replied: "Then you hurry up and leave the provincial capital, isn't he just here to trouble you?"

I said anxiously: "He's been making trouble for me every day during this time, I'm not afraid of him beating me or being targeted by him, but the problem is, he just sent me a message, which obviously means that he wants to find trouble with Xin'er, Sister Yu, you must protect her, oh, by the way, find Zhou Xinjin and tell him to protect Xin'er!"

At the beginning, Sister Yu still didn't believe it, he didn't believe that Luan Yu would come to trouble Tao Wanxin again, after all, Tao Wanxin had lost her memory, Tao Wanxin and I have nothing to do with each other anymore, she has her own new life, and now she has a relationship with the Zhou family, so Sister Yu doesn't think Luan Yu will attack Tao Wanxin. Hugh Gang Wai Technique.

But I repeated it to Sister Yu repeatedly, saying that Luan Yu had lost everything, and he might really be mad, and he could do anything.

Sister Yu slowly realized the seriousness of the matter, she said that she would be careful, but at the same time, she also blamed me a little, saying that I had to stay in the provincial capital, and I would not stop until I caused trouble, it didn't matter if I hurt myself, if Xin'er was involved, she really wouldn't pay attention to me anymore.

I know that even if Sister Yu is angry again, it is reasonable, she has persuaded me thousands of times, but I have never listened to her, I not only hurt the dumb person, but also hurt the dog, and now even Tao Wanxin is implicated, so it's no wonder that she is not angry.

In the end, Sister Yu began to persuade me to leave again, but I still ignored it, and only told her that she must be careful, and she must let Zhou Xinjin protect Tao Wanxin.

After telling Sister Yu, I still didn't feel at ease, so I simply went directly to Zhou's house and found Zhou Xinjin.

Zhou Xinjin saw that I took the initiative to find him, and immediately became angry, and immediately let people treat me well, and then humiliated me after the fight, and finally refused to listen to me, I immediately told him about Luan Yu, but, this Zhou Xinjin, who thinks very highly of himself, didn't put Luan Yu in his eyes at all, he told me very indifferently, saying that Luan Yu didn't dare to do anything to Tao Wanxin, saying that in the provincial capital, no one dared to touch him. He also said that if Luan Yu moved Tao Wanxin, he would completely destroy the Luan family.

Listening to his tone, he was not worried about Tao Wanxin at all, he was gambling with Tao Wanxin's life on his own prestige, I was really crazy, I couldn't care about everything, and yelled at him directly: "This is not a joke, I hurt Luan Yu very badly, he is already mad, even if it is you, he will dare to kill, let alone Tao Wanxin, his purpose is to make me suffer, you must not let Tao Wanxin have an accident, otherwise I will not let you go!"

Zhou Xinjin saw that I dared to threaten him as a waste, and immediately ordered someone to beat me again, my flesh and skin were already dead, and I couldn't feel the pain, I still had a breath, and I screamed at him with all my breath, saying that Tao Wanxin would be in danger, and I must protect it, I must.

I don't know if Zhou Xinjin cares, anyway, I didn't have the strength to scream, so they threw me to the side of the road.

I collapsed on the ground for a long time before I regained some strength, and after that, I secretly sneaked to the place where Sister Yu lived to protect Tao Wanxin.

Since arriving in the provincial capital, Tao Wanxin has been living in Sister Yu's house, and her studies have also been transferred to the university in the provincial capital, as if she plans to stay in the provincial capital for a long time in the future.

And I, from this day on, have been guarding Tao Wanxin, acting as a decadent flower messenger, I don't dare to relax for a moment, for fear that something will happen to Tao Wanxin, but I am so nervous, Zhou Xinjin and Sister Yu don't seem to expect how much of a sense of crisis there is, they still let Tao Wanxin go to school, just sent a few bodyguards to escort her.

I was about to go crazy, when I was at the door of Sister Yu's house, I didn't care about anything before Tao Wanxin got in the car, so I rushed to Tao Wanxin and said to her: "Xin'er, don't go to school, there will be danger, stay at home with peace of mind!"

I lost my mind, I forgot that I am now just a waste disliked by ten thousand people, and even said the word Xin'er smoothly, which made Tao Wanxin inexplicable for a while, she had forgotten me, and now she saw my sloppy and decadent image, she was even more speechless, she opened her eyes, and said inexplicably: "Who are you?"

Without waiting for me to answer, the bodyguards of Zhou Xinjin's family next to her beat me away, they couldn't be more familiar with me, after beating me, they directly said to Tao Wanxin: "This is a pervert, ignore him." ”

With that, they took Tao Wanxin to the car and went straight to school.

Although I heard Sister Yu say that these bodyguards are all very powerful characters of the Zhou family, and they were specially sent to Xin'er's side, I still don't feel at ease, and I will still go to school with me, but I, a sloppy beggar, will be disliked wherever I go, and as a result, I can't even enter the door of the university, I can only squat at the door, guarding Tao Wanxin, I know that even if Luan Yu wants to do it, it is impossible to do it in the university. So, I think it's enough to be at the door and see her safe at the end.

I'm like this, like a psychopath, I watched Tao Wanxin go to and from school every day for three days, during which I persuaded Tao Wanxin a few times without knowing each other, telling her not to go to school as much as possible, too many times, Tao Wanxin really regarded me as a pervert, and she didn't bother to take care of me. Even many people at the school gate saw me squatting here every day, and they were disgusted, and some even couldn't help but scold me directly.

I don't care about other people's scolding and cold eyes for a long time, but after a long time, I have also figured it out, Tao Wanxin always has to have her own life, she can't hide and hide every day, that's how she is guarded by bodyguards every day, she is not used to it, not to mention that I asked her not to go out, she must be even more unwilling. Moreover, Luan Yu's text message may just make me frightened and make me live in fear, but in fact, he cares about his own life, and he doesn't dare to mess around.

Besides, it's not a matter for me to guard Tao Wanxin every day, if even a powerful bodyguard can't protect her, I'm even more injured and waste, so after five days, in order not to hinder everyone's eyes, I took the initiative to leave Tao Wanxin and everyone's sight, and continue to live my own life, all I can do is pray, I hope Tao Wanxin is safe and sound. I hope that Luan Yu is not so capable and does not have the courage to dare to go against the Zhou family.

With this kind of uneasy heart, I spent a week, this week, the wind and waves were calm, nothing happened, which also verified Zhou Xinjin's words, Luan Yu didn't dare to provoke Zhou Xinjin at all, the provincial city is his Zhou Xinjin's territory, no one will be stupid enough to openly oppose him.

I thought that this was probably the end of the day, but, after a week of calm and calm, I suddenly received a text message that broke me down instantly!