When he said this, Su Yiyang's tone was almost determined.

An undetectable chuckle overflowed from the corner of his lips, and between the turns of his thoughts, he seemed to think of the courtyard full of spring and no one around, the cold moonlight was plastered all over the place, and the stars in the sky were precipitated in Gu Nanqiao's clear and moving eyes, revealing an indescribable good-looking, and then the warmth in his heart could not be hidden.

"For, in the darkest of days, you are my light. ”

At that time, during the rare showdown, Su Yiyang replied to Gu Nanqiao like this.

Gu Nanqiao may regard this as a love sentence, or a heart-warming word from Su Da Shao's blessing to his heart, but he doesn't know that this is indeed Su Yiyang's true words, and the haze in his heart is indeed dispelled because of Gu Nanqiao.

Su Yiyang saw Gu Nanqiao's love for Peking Opera, the aura and tenacity, the persistence of not giving up, the self-confidence and arrogance of arrogance, the stubbornness that will not admit defeat no matter how hard she endures, and the infinite possibilities of the future.

So as early as when he was in the Children's Palace, Su Yiyang felt that Gu Nanqiao was different.

There was light in her eyes—the kind of positive, sunny, one might even call it the light of hope.

Sun Jing's incident brought too much blow to Su Yiyang, so that his first reaction to love was doubt. Su Yiyang yearns for brightness, but he doesn't believe in the existence of brightness, and questioning what he wants is almost an instinctive reflex.

Adhering to the principle of "preparing for the worst, so as not to feel disappointed", he often thinks of the worst side of things, and sees far more evil than good.

It wasn't until Gu Nanqiao's body that Su Yiyang saw all the brightness he wanted, and finally began to believe in the so-called other possibility.

So in the summer when he met Gu Nanqiao, he would carefully entrust the bag of jasmine tablets. That was the first time that the young Su Yiyang took the initiative to untie his heart knot, he no longer regarded everything as implicated, and finally tried to let go of himself and say goodbye to those bleak years.

He found a reason to reconcile, and finally got a moment of respite.

The stone pavement outside the Children's Palace, the cicadas of the whole tree and the summer of jasmine fragrance are all in the depths of memory. The girl only thinks that this is a gift chosen by a boy who does not want to be named, and even the way he chooses the gift is very low-level, and he doesn't know how to please the girl at all.

But at that time, what Su Yiyang entrusted to Gu Nanqiao was a chance.

This kind of relief planted a seed full of hope in Su Yiyang's heart. Before the seed broke through the ground and took root, the prejudice in his heart was not completely let go. Whether it is the burden of painting the ground for himself, or the many incomprehensions of his mother Sun Jing, they are still buried in Su Yiyang's heart.

It wasn't until he met Gu Nanqiao again that all this was finally completely redeemed.

Su Yiyang saw that the little goddess of the year was the same as before, she grew from the little beauty of the year to the aura of the little flower, over the years she has indigestible suffering, and has also reached a height that is difficult for her peers to reach, she has unlimited scenery on the stage, looking forward to brilliance, and has a style that is a hundred times better than when she was young.

Everyone has their own life experience, the more things they have experienced, the more choices and temptations they encounter, and it is inevitable that they will lose their nature for various reasons, especially for ethereal things like dreams, most of the time they are put behind the interests of reality, and it is normal to be abandoned.

But how commendable it is, Gu Nanqiao has not changed.

What made Su Yiyang feel bright back then, Gu Nanqiao is still insisting to this day, just the reunion was a short meeting in the spring garden, Su Yiyang felt that the traits that attracted him were back.

Just as the orb does not tarnish its value because of dust, as long as it is slightly washed with water, those rays of light will come back immediately. No matter how much disguise and disguise there is, nothing in a person's eyes can deceive people.

The fire in Gu Nanqiao's eyes is all about pursuit, and it cannot be extinguished.

Maybe that's it, Su Yiyang saw Gu Nanqiao again, and finally decided something. The hole in his heart was filled by those qualities in Gu Nanqiao's body, and then he used all his love and dedication to melt the growth of years, Gu Nanqiao's heart wrapped in layers warmed all the way to the depths of her soul and won her most valuable trust.

They have a similar soul, the same pride, too similar and too understanding of each other.

Both people who find it difficult to open their hearts to others are unwilling to deliver their true feelings, but when they meet each other, this attraction in their bones makes everything possible. Gu Nanqiao and Su Yiyang are like two beasts who have let down their guard together, after countless trade-offs with each other, they finally chose to be honest with each other, and each took a step forward.

And when these choices go smoothly, this relationship is really sweet and sweet.

Along the way, Su Yiyang and Gu Nanqiao have fulfilled each other and redeemed each other, they have experienced many hardships and setbacks together, and faced countless difficulties and challenges. In all fairness, there are many practical problems between them, and there are far from being suspicious and suspicious, especially in addition to the identity of a couple, they are also partners in their careers, which also makes this relationship more acute.

In the troupe of Spring Garden, Gu Nanqiao represents artistry, Su Yiyang grasps commerciality, and the most difficult thing to achieve in any work of art is the integration of artistry and commerciality, the two seem to promote each other, but they also twist each other, there are too few successful cases that can go hand in hand, no less than a special case in ten thousand.

Many issues will face completely different situations if there is a bias between the thoughts.

However, the trust between Su Yiyang and Gu Nanqiao has never been eroded, and when they encounter difficulties, they all die in spring. Whether it is in career or emotional, that's why they have been together all the way, and they have become the consummation they are today.

Such a change has affected Su Yiyang's views on many things, and the most intuitive thing is that on Sun Jing's issue, his understanding is very different from before. Perhaps because of his prejudice, Su Yiyang never understood what his mother left, and when he had a new understanding of all this, he finally understood another layer of possibility.

- Why does it have to be bondage?

Maybe Sun Jing didn't retreat at all, and she didn't want to force anything, she was just worried that there was not enough time, so she would say those instructions one by one, and she didn't have time to find out whether Su Yiyang understood it.

The situation at the Jingyao Grand Theater was also worse, whether it was Mei Hanqiu's self-reliance or Feng Sunan's sudden accident, the situation took a sharp turn for the worse. What happened in it, Su Yiyang has not found out yet, but no matter how you look at it, you can guess that Sun Jing's situation was very poor at that time, close to the level of internal and external troubles.

Maybe Sun Jing at that time was really desperate to be so anxious.

No mother in this world can ruthlessly abandon her child, even if she goes to a strange road, Sun Jing also wants to arrange everything for Su Yiyang, at least not let these unsolvable things become stumbling blocks for the child, bring him unnecessary burden, and even affect his future life.

Sun Jing didn't have time to tell all the details to Su Yiyang, who was still young, and he didn't know how many meanings he could understand, not to mention that Sun Jing had fallen into a dead end during that time, and he couldn't even solve it himself, so where did he get the experience and mind to explain his young child?

Su Yiyang was only seven or eight years old at the time, and he still didn't know anything, Sun Jing couldn't see the child's preferences, and was worried that his smart and clever mind was uncertain when he was a child. The Su family gave Su Yiyang a good platform and broadened his horizons, but it also made it easier for him to get lost in these choices and not find what he really wanted.

Sun Jing also wanted to know more about the child, but time did not allow it.

She wanted to hand over the responsibilities and authority of the Sun family, but she couldn't see what the child wanted to do, and she couldn't make decisions for him on her own. In terms of the development of Peking Opera reform, she is just a blind man touching an elephant, with empty ideas but not knowing how to implement them, from beginning to end she is just an explorer on this road.

At that time, the Jingyao Grand Theater was indeed working in the best direction, and the descendants of several major Peking Opera families got together, but it was also to open up a new world in the Peking Opera market, but all this came with the death of Old Man Ji, and after Ji Guangfan took over the Grand Theater, everything was going downhill, and he didn't really make any achievements.

Su Yiyang was too young and too extreme, he didn't listen to the words thoroughly, but delved into more things. In fact, Sun Jing's words are just the simplest instructions, without any deep meaning and no persecution.

Of course, she hopes that her children can achieve a balance between business and art, and can even integrate the resources of the Su family and the Sun family to make a big deal, but what the heirs of several major Peking Opera families have not done, how can Sun Jing bear to impose too much pressure on his young children.

Sun Jing had expectations, but she couldn't do anything about it, she wanted to give Su Yiyang guidance, but she was also in the fog...... So she could only express her most straightforward meaning, put the decision in Su Yiyang's hands, and didn't interfere with him too much.

This is something that Su Yiyang realized after a long time.

........

Speaking of Gu Nanqiao, Su Yiyang's expression was a little gentle, so much so that when he talked about Sun Jing, his words were much softer than usual, as if he was relieved that he had passed a thousand sails.

"In fact, if you think about it carefully, how could my mother put so many calculations on her biological child, that sentence is just the most literal meaning - she is afraid that I will not be able to handle the balance between the Su family and the Sun family, and she doesn't want me to be affected by the swings in business and art, so she will say that I can afford to bear the position of the head of the Sun family...... To put it bluntly, she didn't force me to do anything, these are things that look at the mountains and the water is water, I look at it with prejudice, how can I understand what she really means?"

Removing those over-interpretations, discarding colored glasses and heavy suspicions, Su Yiyang now re-tastes Sun Jing's words back then, and it is clear that every word is a mother's concern, and what is revealed between the words is not a little fake.

How can you not afford a word of love, and what can't you let go?