"Leaders, teachers, good afternoon. ”

Hey, why are you doing that?

Xiaobai subconsciously stretched the corners of his clothes, raised his head slightly and glanced at the dozens of pairs of eyes staring at him below, and his voice trembled a little: "As the saying goes, in its position, in its position, Sisi Si ......"

What are you thinking? Oh, I memorized it so well last night, why did I forget it all in front of everyone?

Xiaobai froze on the stage with an embarrassed face, his mind blank.

At this time, an older teacher Liu reminded her: "Is it 'thinking about politics'?"

Xiaobai was grateful: "Yes, yes, think about it." As Dean of Students, I, I ......"

Why do your legs tremble a little?

Everyone's eyes stayed on her face, and they could all see that the teaching director was having stage fright.

It shouldn't be! It's not a big deal if you're a little introverted in your daily life, but now that you're the director, standing in front of all the teachers, how can you have stage fright as a director? The director is born to make a generous statement in public, leading everyone to fight heroically together and go to the advanced unit!

Someone was whispering and talking to each other below.

Xiaobai swallowed his saliva and said very truthfully: "I'm sorry, I'm a little nervous." ”

There was laughter from below, some well-meaning and some not-so-kind.

As far as the position of the teaching director is concerned, Bai Yunnuan is relatively young, so naturally some people will be dissatisfied -- why can she sit in this chair at a young age? We who are older than her and have seniority than her have not gone up yet, why did she go up? Is she hard backstage? Is she climbing up by unspoken rules?

These remarks are usually heard by Bai Yunnuan occasionally, some are overheard, and some are deliberately said next to her in a louder voice, just hoping that she can hear them.

At first, she felt uncomfortable when she heard it, but then she had antibodies. It's not unreasonable for people to say, if you think about it from another perspective, you may have to mumble.

As for the best way to stop the gossip, it is undoubtedly to speak with strength.

In the past few days as the director of education, Xiaobai has learned more practical knowledge than he has learned in several years in school. In addition, she has a big brain, and some ideas can be unexpected, but she actually does a good job.

However, when I applied for the job, I didn't take the test of speaking in public, and maybe the personnel acquiescence is not a big deal for most people.

After Xiaobai said that he was nervous on the spot, it was still Mr. Liu, who usually had no sense of presence in the unit, and comforted him: "Don't be nervous, say it slowly, everyone is here like this." ”

At this time, the person who can stand up and comfort himself is simply a benefactor.

Finally, I remembered what I was going to say: "As the director of education, I ask myself to establish three consciousnesses: the consciousness of cooperation, the consciousness of service, and the consciousness of quality......

Quiescence.

When practicing at home, Xiaobai expanded each one and elaborated vividly, but now in front of so many faces, he can't even remember it!

She was sweating in a hurry.

At this time, Teacher Liu stepped forward for the third time: "Director Xiaobai is not feeling well today, why don't we let her talk about it at the next meeting?"

Xiaobai felt extremely ashamed, and his face turned purple.

No one here wanted to offend anyone, and it was inconvenient to embarrass Bai Yunuan even more, so they all agreed with a smile.

Some people really think it's nothing, and some people secretly think, look, she is so capable, what kind of teaching director is she, isn't this ridiculous and generous!

It was supposed to be a gathering of unity, a meeting of victory, a meeting of the past and a meeting of forging ahead into the future, but it failed to achieve the expected effect because of the failure of the teaching director's speech.

After getting off work that day, the grizzled Xiaobai did not go home or go on a date, but took the map and went straight to a certain office building, because there is a speech training center with a good reputation, which can be trained by everyone from children to adults.

She had wanted to come for a long time, but she had never made up her mind.

Because during the training, she naturally had to speak in front of many people, which was as scary to her as it was to bungee jumping people who were afraid of heights.

But after being stimulated by the unit today, she no longer hesitated, and her self-esteem and sense of responsibility did not allow her to hesitate any longer.

Weakness is weakness, there is no other way than to try to overcome it and defeat it, and there is no way to escape it, otherwise sooner or later you will meet it again on a narrow road, and be trampled on the soles of its feet even more tragically.

There are many elementary school students who signed up with her, and they are all accompanied by their parents.

Squeezed among these children who are about to win at the starting line, Xiaobai feels even more embarrassed. I wanted to back down, but I forced myself to stay.

If I hadn't flinched before, I would have overcome the psychological barrier of speaking in public.

The training center was very efficient, and the next night the class began, more than 200 students were crowded in a large auditorium, and Xiaobai felt weak in his legs and feet as soon as he walked in, wondering if he had a phobia of intensity.

The teacher is very passionate, and he is impassioned and foaming at the mouth, full of righteous indignation, how can people not have stage fright at all?

The teacher said that orators are not born.

George Bernard Shaw was too ashamed to ring the doorbell when he was a young man, Mark Twain's first speech was said to be a mouth full of cotton, and Mrs. Gandhi's first speech was ridiculed as "screaming."

But they practiced hundreds of times hard to become successful orators.

After the teacher has finished talking about some practical knowledge points, he will take a random person out of the student number to give an impromptu speech, which is said to be a tradition here.

At that time, Xiaobai was so nervous that he didn't dare to breathe, lowered his head, and slipped half of his whole body, begging heaven and earth to ask the Bodhisattva to bless him with such good luck, more than 200 people drew themselves, which was even more powerful than winning the lottery.

As a result, the teacher closed his eyes, put his little hands on the computer casually, and then said with a smile: "That's it, oops, the name is pretty good." Today's lucky winner is...... No. 239, Bai Yunnuan. Where are you, please come up to the stage and give us a round of applause!"

Everyone's applause was surging, and more than half of the people were so happy that they slapped the "ghost for the dead" because they were lucky not to draw themselves. If they go up, their legs and stomachs will be like tendons.

Xiaobai's ears "buzzed", and the whole person was stunned. Is this called "luck"?!

Originally, I came here because I didn't dare to speak in public, but I dared to come to find abuse! I had no choice but to be dragged to the stage like a rain of sweat.

The trainer passionately asked her to improvise a speech on the topic of "My Hobby", and she also used the main points of the class she had just emphasized.

However, at this time, in front of the more than 200 people in the audience, they have been scared into Pipi shrimp Xiaobai, how can they still remember those key points? It is very difficult to say a word, but it is also difficult to ride a tiger.

Fortunately, it's about "my hobbies" instead of "my family" or "my childhood", and it's still something that makes people happy and can share.

Xiaobai didn't dare to look at the audience, so he had to look up at the ceiling at a 45-degree angle, pretending that he was the only one here, trying his best to think about his passion for ballet, and then squeezed out without saying a word: "My biggest hobby is to dance ballet, because it is beautiful because of it......"

Someone shouted below: "Talking about gods, can't you hear me!"

Xiaobai felt that her voice was already very loud, but it was really like a mosquito calling, and people didn't lie to her.

The training teacher on the side sympathized with her nervousness and kindly provided a few steps to go down: "What are the most basic movements of your ballet? Do your feet have to be like this? Do your hands have to be like this? Oh, how can I do it?"

And then deliberately ridiculously wrong, hilariously wrong.

The atmosphere of the scene became lively all of a sudden, Xiaobai was not so nervous, and demonstrated a few actions on the spot, which also invisibly added points to the vividness of the speech, and finally stumbled and finally completed the drudgery.

The moment the applause rang out again, Xiaobai felt as tired as if he had just climbed a mountain, and it seemed that the most difficult thing in the world to defeat was himself.

However, after having the most terrifying experience of being invincible in the universe, and then letting her come to power, the situation is getting better and better......

On this day, Xiaobai came out of Wu's private hospital with the kind of "Red Second Regiment" of Tibetan compatriots on his face.

However, her red second regiment is neither sun-dried nor wind-blown, but ashamed.

The words of the old grandmother just now are still in my ears: "Girl, everything else is normal for you, but there is some endocrine imbalance and you need to recuperate." ”

Xiaobai is not surprised, because although his work and rest are quite regular, he doesn't stay up many times, and his aunt also visits on time every month, and she also has a lot of exercise, but it is common for her to be busy with work and not be able to eat on time, and the food she eats is not too healthy.

On top of that, the doctor also hinted meaningfully to her that endocrine disorders can easily lead to infertility, so don't be too surprised if you haven't moved for a long time after marriage.

Xiaobai was sent for a premarital check-up, and Wushan could only arrive later because of something, and she was not busy in the morning, so they decided to go their separate ways.

Of course, the hospital was explained, and did not mention this to the old lady Shen Changge.

But Xiaobai didn't take this too seriously, because there were still many things she wanted to do, and she didn't want to teach her husband and children at home early, and she didn't think that there would be any big problems with her body, and besides, didn't Wushan agree with her to jump for a few more years?

The wedding was scheduled for a month later, but it was kept secret from the public for the time being.

Shen Changge is the happiest and busiest person, Xiaobai is still business as usual, she feels that as long as she can be with Wushan, a marriage contract is actually not much different.

Although in the eyes of outsiders, the difference is too big - the proprietress of the Wu family, my God, Edi Niang, oh buy cakes, how many women dream of the identity!

These days, Wushan's mood is inexplicably good, and there is a faint smile on the corner of his mouth every day.

"Mr. Wu, who walks with brisk steps and humming a song, who of you have seen it, who has seen it?"

Colleagues rushed to each other and asked.

"Bang Bang Bang. ”