He turned his face back and continued to look at me, I didn't speak, he didn't speak, he kept looking at each other in an eye-to-eye posture, and even the air froze around him.

I don't understand what the situation is now, Lin Rongshen is about the same, the emotions in his eyes went from stunned to confused, and then confused to emotional surge, and it took a long time to regain calm.

He seemed to be afraid of scaring me, and finally straightened up and looked down at me who was stupid on the spot, and wanted to touch my head with his hand as usual, but it seemed that it was still wrong at this time, so he changed my collar instead, and he didn't do anything, and said with a smile: "I'm going to be late, let's go." ”

This time he didn't hold me anymore, he walked in front alone, and I followed him, looking at his tall back in front of me, and my head was in chaos.

What the hell just happened?

After dropping me off at the school gate, he handed me my schoolbag and told me softly, "Remember to eat lunch, I will be at school these days, if something comes to me, come to the apartment." ”

Seeing that I was still stunned, he finally raised his hand and rubbed my head, smiled like a puppy and said, "Okay, fool, don't think nonsense, go to class with peace of mind." ”

I nodded solemnly, and the moment I snatched the schoolbag in his hand, I ran towards the school gate like crazy, and Lin Rongshen stood in place and looked at my back in a hurry and laughed.

The laughter wasn't loud, but it wasn't laughing either, and it was blowing right down my ears with the wind.

I'm done with this day, what to watch, what to listen to, what to eat are absent-minded, at that time Zhao Xiaoya and I were classmates, and it was the kind that played well, it was the kind that talked about everything, we were closest to her and found out that I was absent-minded all day, so when I went to the bathroom after class, I asked what happened.

I couldn't say anything, and I didn't know how to tell her what happened today, so I could only shake my head and say, perfunctorily, "Nothing." ”

I put my hand under the cold water and washed it, but at that momentary change, I asked Zhao Xiaoya, who was also washing her hands on the side, "Xiaoya, have you ever kissed?"

When Zhao Xiaoya heard my words, she immediately turned her face to look at me, and leaned over with a suspicious look and asked, "Did you take it?"

I was so frightened that I immediately pushed her away from me, and said in a panic, "What the hell are you talking about? You see that the boys in my school look like dinosaurs, who would like it?"

Zhao Xiaoya smiled and retreated, carefully smeared her mouth with lipstick, and said, "Yes, the boys in our school are not good-looking, good-looking, they are all in Chongzhou." ”

She looked at me ambiguously and said, "Lailai, they all say that fertilizer and water don't flow into outsiders' fields, why don't you introduce your brother to me?"

I immediately refused without even thinking about it, saying, "No way." ”

Her expression instantly became complaining, and she grabbed my hand and asked, "Why is it impossible?"

I said, "Impossible is impossible." ”

I turned my back.

Zhao Xiaoya asked reluctantly: "Why is it impossible, are we still friends?"

I don't know how to answer Zhao Xiaoya, but it's even more impossible to agree to Zhao Xiaoya, so I can only casually lie that Lin Rongshen has a girlfriend.

After Zhao Xiaoya heard this answer, she whimpered and wailed, with a look of pity.

This kiss is destined to make me confused, after this day finally passed, because my grandmother died, Lin Haixin and my mother were about to stay in the countryside for a while, so after coming back from Lin Rongshen, I was still alone at home, how can I say it, I'm not afraid of fake, the Lin family is already big, even if there is a nanny at home, there is not much sense of security.

After I lived alone at home for two days, Lin Rongshen suddenly appeared at Lin's house, I just came back from school, I saw him sitting on the sofa looking through the newspaper, the nanny just came out with tea and put it in front of him, he still said thank you politely as usual.

The nanny said enthusiastically: "Rong Shen, you haven't come back to see it for a long time, why do you have time today, are you busy studying?"

Lin Rongshen folded the newspaper, put it on the coffee table, looked at the nanny and said, "Aunt Ping, tonight I will prepare a tamale, plus chestnut stewed chicken, and a serving, you don't need to prepare too rich." ”

The nanny asked unexpectedly, "Aren't these all the dishes that Lai likes to eat?"

As soon as the nanny's words fell, she saw me standing at the door at a glance, and she smiled and said, "Speaking of Lailai, Lailai is back from school." ”

Lin Rongshen also followed the nanny's words, but the moment I touched his eyes, I immediately lowered my head, pretending that I was busy, busy changing shoes and putting my schoolbag.

After everything was almost put away, when I passed by Lin Rongshen's side, I obediently said hello to Sister Ping, I originally wanted to ignore Lin Rongshen, after all, what happened that day made me unable to face him with a normal mentality, but if I skipped him and it seemed too deliberate, I thought about it for a long time, and I still lowered my head and asked Lin Rongshen: "Brother Rongshen is good." ”

He sat on the couch and listened, and just as he wanted to ask me something, I didn't give him a chance to speak, turned around and immediately walked upstairs.

After walking a long way, I still heard Sister Ping talking to Lin Rongshen: "Lailai doesn't know what's going on during this time, she always looks preoccupied, probably her grandmother died, which has a little impact on her." ”

What Lin Rongshen said, I don't know, I locked myself in the room after I went upstairs.

It wasn't until dinner came down, and only Lin Rongshen and I were left at the table, and we didn't speak, eating our own food quietly.

But this kind of time was too difficult for me, and after I ate a few bites, I immediately put down the bowl in my hand and said, "I'm full, you can use it slowly." ”

Just as he was about to leave the table, Lin Rongshen also put down the dishes and chopsticks in his hand and said, "Wait." ”

I immediately stood still, not daring to move again.

Lin Rongshen looked at the rice in my bowl that hadn't moved much at all, and he frowned and said, "Sit down." ”

I whispered emphasis, "I'm full." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "You have only eaten three mouthfuls of rice, how are you full, huh?

I didn't expect him to even notice that I had eaten a few bites of rice, so I could only re-table, pick up chopsticks and pull the bowl of rice, he gave me a bowl of soup and said: "Now you are still growing your body, you can't be too willful in terms of eating nutrition, after eating this bowl of rice, you will drink the bowl of soup." ”

He doesn't seem to be particularly gentle, and sometimes his attitude can become tough, and as long as he is tough, I am basically powerless to resist at all.

I sat down as he said and ate the bowl of rice and the bowl of soup.

After eating, I couldn't wait to go upstairs, Lin Rongshen sat at the dining table and looked at my fleeing back for a long time.

As soon as I came out of the bathroom at night, there was a knock on the door, and I just wanted to ask who it was, when Lin Rongshen's voice came from the other end of the door, and he said, "Lailai is me." ”

What was he doing here so late, I was a little flustered and pinched my nose and said, "I'm already asleep." ”

He continued to knock on the door and said, "Open the door." ”

I can't see him yet, I can't, especially at this time, but then Lin Rongshen said again: "I have the key, if you don't open the door, then I will open it myself." ”

I was so frightened that I immediately went to the closet to look for clothes, until I wrapped myself tightly in a down jacket, I opened the door and pretended to be sleepy-eyed, and whispered, "It's so late, you haven't slept yet?"

Lin Rongshen saw me like this, and asked with a smile, "Is it convenient for me to go in?"

Seeing him standing at the door, I could only nod my head and walk in with him, I didn't close the door, but let the door open.

Lin Rongshen also discovered this small detail of me, he saw through my thoughts, and asked me: "Are you sure that our future conversation can be heard by someone other than the third person?"

Of course not, certainly not, I turned around and closed the door again.

I looked a little nervous in the closed room and whispered to him what was going on with me.

Lin Rongshen stood at the door, his expression suddenly became a little serious, the signature smile on his face was gone, and he said, "Lailai, you come first." ”

I pinched the corner of my shirt and said, "Say something." ”

He continued: "Come here." ”

I don't know what to do, but I know that if I refuse again, then we will definitely get along very awkwardly in the future, so let's pass, anyway, there will be no less meat. Eventually, I walked over as he said, and when I got to him, I felt that I could not be so timid anymore, that some things had to be made clear, and that I did not want to live such a frightened life, and as soon as I raised my face to look at him, my chin was grabbed, and then my lips were gently held.

I stared at Lin Rongshen who was closing my eyes with wide eyes, my heart was beating wildly, and I didn't even know where to put my hands and feet.

I wanted to push him away, but I felt that it was wrong, and it seemed even more wrong not to push him away, and I was so anxious that I was about to cry.

Lin Rongshen sensed my anxiety, he still didn't open his eyes, but gently buckled my body in a down jacket in his arms, the back of my head was held by him, his voice was a little different from usual, and he reminded me a little hoarsely: "Good, close your eyes." ”

I was so nervous that I couldn't even breathe, let alone close my eyes, Lin Rongshen suddenly put the hat of my down jacket on my head, he bent his body to accommodate my height, kissed me little by little, and it was dark in front of my eyes.

I only felt the warmth on my lips, and every now and then something pressed against my teeth, and my body throbbed like I had never felt before, as if I had been electrocuted.

I was a little ridiculously jerky, and after getting used to his kiss little by little, my whole body was already hanging on him, but I felt as if I was still not satisfied, this dissatisfaction made me confused, I only felt that my body was so hot that I wanted to burn myself to death, and the person in front of me was the antidote to prevent myself from becoming a pile of ashes.

This feeling of sweetness and excitement, excitement and trepidation is like a poppy with poison, which makes people indulge in obsession and have no power to struggle.

His kiss, really...... It's so sweet, so sweet.