I paid the money and got out of the car, because it was too late, I was embarrassed to go up, for fear of waking up my grandmother, Ye Shengyin was not at ease to let me be alone downstairs, so we sat side by side on the green belt on the side of the road and waited for Lu Xudong.

It is only half a month away from New Year's Day, H City has entered the late autumn, the autumn wind is so cool in the middle of the night that people shiver, not to mention pedestrians on the road, even passing vehicles are few.

I kept staring in the direction where Lu Xudong would come in a while, Ye Shengyin leaned on my shoulder and sighed faintly: "Cersei, he called me last night......"

"Who?" I snorted, looked back at Ye Shengyin, and soon realized who the "he" in her mouth was, no wonder she was so noisy today, and suddenly felt a little angry, "What else is he calling you for?"

Ye Shengyin laughed a few times, and said a little bitterly: "He asked me if I would like to be with him......"

My jaw almost dropped, "Did he figure it out?"

Ye Shengyin didn't say anything, I took a deep breath, shook her shoulder, and asked her in a low voice: "Then what do you think?" Since he can't let go, he is willing to come out of the past, why don't you try?"

Ye Shengyin was silent for a while before he slowly spoke, "I rejected him!"

...... "I really want to do what she did every time she taught me, and scolded her with hatred, but thinking about how she looked at night, I couldn't be ruthless."

I thought about it for a while, and persuaded her bitterly: "It's okay to refuse, you should have been sober a long time ago, don't you often say that the living are destined to fight the dead? Just like him, even if he is willing to accept you, there must be a large place in his heart reserved for his wife and children, you are still young, there is no need to hang yourself on this tree!"

Ye Shengyin said "um", rubbed his head on my shoulder, and said again after a while: "I thought I loved him very deeply, but when he asked me on the phone last night if I was still willing to be with him, I felt in a trance that I had really let go, Cersei, maybe you won't believe it, I cried at night not because he was sad, but when I thought that I had let go of such an unforgettable relationship, I felt as if I was old all of a sudden, and I was very emotional and embarrassed in an instant!"

I think I can probably understand Ye Shengyin's feelings, just like when I look back at my relationship with Lian Jincheng now, at that time, I didn't love him to live or die, and I wanted to lose my head overnight, but now that it's less than a year, I have completely regarded him as a stranger.

The so-called deep love, or it was just a thought of attachment at the time.

I stretched out my hand to hug Ye Shengyin's shoulder, and said with a little emotion: "No matter what, it's a good thing that you are willing to figure it out yourself, there are still many good men in this world, if Sun Jiaqi can't make you tempted, let's change another one, anyway, there are thousands of Chinese children, don't worry about not enough to change!"

"you!" Ye Shengyin bumped his head on my shoulder, and his tone was obviously much more relaxed.

After Lu Xudong arrived, we sent Ye Shengyin upstairs together, and then walked back hand in hand.

I felt a lot of feelings in my heart, but I didn't know where to start, I just firmly held Lu Xudong and followed him step by step.

On the contrary, he was a little unnatural, and waited for the car to ask me a little cautiously: "I didn't come to pick you up on time, did you disappoint you?"

I was wearing a seatbelt, and when he said this, I glanced at him with some amusement, and said seriously: "I am not disappointed, but I am a little worried, not only afraid that something happened to you on the road, but also afraid that you have forgotten and fallen asleep!"

Lu Xudong's expression softened slightly, and he reached out and shook my hand, "It's me who is not good, I should have told you in advance." ”

"Oh, don't blame yourself so much, I don't blame you!" I interrupted him coquettishly, yawned a little, and then continued: "Besides, you are also a temporary company matter, and you didn't mean to...... Hurry up and go home, I'm going to die, and I'm going to get up early to go to work tomorrow......"

I went to bed late last night, and today it's so late, I can't wake up when I think about the sleepiness of going to work tomorrow.

Lu Xudong pinched my palm, let go of his hand and pinched my face dotingly, and then said, "I'll take you home to sleep right away!"

He bit the word sleep so hard that I turned my head and looked out of the car window without speaking, but within a few minutes of watching, I fell asleep in a daze.

I slept home this night, Lu Xudong called me to get out of the car, I was still in a daze, and in the end, he carried me home directly.

In fact, I woke up when he picked me out of the car, but because I enjoyed the feeling of being held in his arms and swaying, I was really sleepy, so I just dumped a scoundrel and let him carry me all the way home.

Lu Xudong opened the door and entered the house, put me on the bed, and patted my face again, "Do you want to wash and sleep again?"

As soon as I came into contact with the warm bed, I felt even more comfortable, and I was willing to get up again, turned over and found a very comfortable position, and muttered vaguely: "Don't!"

I vaguely heard Lu Xudong smile helplessly and scolded me: "Sloppy ghost!"

I don't know if I have pushed it back, my consciousness is ups and downs, and I feel that my face is wet and itchy, and there is a warm breath rubbing back and forth a few times, and finally I seem to hear Lu Xudong say "I'm sorry" again, and then I don't know anything.

When I got up the next day, there were two panda eyes, I was so sleepy that I didn't want to open my eyes when I ate breakfast, and I was knocked by Lu Xudong, "Eat well, if you are still sleepy, ask for leave after eating, and make up for sleep at home!"

I touched the forehead that had been knocked by him with a bitter face, barely cheered up, and muttered: "How can there be a ...... to ask for leave to make up for sleep"

"Then why don't you resign?" Lu Xudong put a pancake on the plate in front of me, and said casually: "I can afford to raise you anyway!"

I glanced at Lu Xudong suspiciously, I didn't understand why he couldn't tell me to resign in the past two days, I thought about it, and still looked at him very seriously and said: "Actually, I'm not very tired, it's just that I slept late in the past two days, so I'm sleepy, just pay attention to not staying up late next time, don't worry......"

Lu Xudong raised the corners of his mouth and smiled slightly, but didn't say anything.

I saw that he still didn't seem to be at ease, bit his lip, and said tentatively, "Why don't I find a time and I'll go to the hospital for a check-up?"

Lu Xudong glanced at me puzzled, my cheeks were slightly hot, I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him, and said in a low voice: "I heard that I have to go for some routine examinations before I have a child, which can be regarded as eugenics......"

Lu Xudong's somewhat forbearant laughter sounded in my ears, I looked up and glared at him, he flew his eyebrows at me innocently, and said very gently and longingly for a while: "I really want to know what our children will be like!"

So all day long, my head was full of Lu Xudong's fascination when he said this, and I couldn't help but secretly think in my heart, if I had a child, what would the baby be like, male or female, would it be more like him or more like me......

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that my heart was full of softness, and it was so soft that it seemed to melt away. No wonder the mother-in-law is looking forward to holding her grandson, and there is a soft little baby, which is cute when she thinks about it.

In my spare time from work, I can't help but look for photos of the baby on the Internet, one by one, I really wish I had a child to hug now, and I can't help but feel a little stunned, these days I have a little backache and chest swelling, I'm afraid that the aunt will come again soon!

The softness just now suddenly became full of sadness, and I turned off the web page and sent the form on the computer in a daze, I didn't even pay attention to the phone ringing, or Xiao Qin on the other side called me in a suppressed voice, "Cersei, what are you busy with, answer the phone!"

I came back to my senses, smiled at her gratefully, hurriedly picked up the mobile phone and pressed it to answer, and at the same time subconsciously glanced at the cubicle of the finance department, which was the office of our host accountant Sister Gu, when she was there, she annoyed that our mobile phone rang for a long time without answering.

"Why did it take so long to answer the phone, are you busy?" Lu Xudong's voice came from the phone very gently.

I got up and walked to the pantry, and replied to him in a low voice: "What are you doing just now? Didn't you call at noon?"

Lu Xudong was silent for a moment before he said, "That...... The company is in a bit of a hurry, and I want to go to City A. ”

"Huh?" I asked, "When are you going?"

"Let's go now...... Lu Xudong's voice was a little low, "How long will it take...... I can't be sure for the time being, but if it goes well, I may be back in two or three days!"

I didn't speak, he used to say that he was on a business trip, basically making excuses to avoid me, and he didn't develop with him to the current point at that time, and now I think that I won't see him for a few days in a row, and the whole person's strength seems to be drained.

"It happened ......suddenly," Lu Xudong tried to explain to me: "A partner who had a good negotiation over there temporarily repented, and the list was very large, and the company didn't want to miss this customer, so I had to make a ......trip myself."

I still didn't say anything, even though I knew that he was really working, but thinking that he was in such a hurry, I didn't even have time to get tired of him, and my heart was jammed.

Lu Xudong sighed: "Cersei, I will come back as soon as possible, you are obedient at home, remember to eat three meals on time, you have to go to class tomorrow, don't get up early to squeeze the bus in order to save a little fare, just take a taxi, go to bed early at night, I am not here on the weekend, if you want to go to your mother's side, you can go to rest at home if you don't want to go, haven't you kept saying that you haven't slept enough these days, just to rest......"

"Got it!" I interrupted his chatter, feeling his nose pantothenic, "be careful yourself...... Have a safe journey, remember to call me when you get to the place......"