098.

Yu Manting finally left the company under the persuasion of her mother, and not long after they left, my colleagues dared to surround me and ask me if I was okay.

I cleaned up my mood and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm fine." ”

My colleagues didn't dare to ask anything, so they comforted me a few words before they left in front of me.

The office was calm again, but I wasn't much calmer, and I was like a pool of muddy water, so mixed that I didn't know where to start cleaning.

After I stabilized my mood, I insisted on finishing this class, and when I arrived in the afternoon, when I was about to get off work, Yi Jin gave me a call and asked me when I would get off work.

I glanced at the time, there was still half an hour, and I whispered, "I have half an hour left before I can get off work." ”

After Yi Jin snorted, he said, "Then I'll come to the company to pick you up in half an hour." ”

I said, "Okay." ”

After we hung up, I continued to work on my phone, but I wasn't really busy, and when it was about to leave work, everyone was there chatting, and I was the only one holding the computer and pretending to be busy.

Until the time is getting closer. When it was finally time to get off work, my colleagues began to pack their things, and I was the only one sitting there.

When my colleague saw that I wasn't moving, he came over and asked me why I hadn't left work yet, I looked around and said with a smile, "I still have something to do." ”

A colleague replied strangely: "Isn't there nothing to do?

One of them saw that he was a little tired, and immediately said to his chattering colleague: "Let's go, Xiaofan has some personal matters, why do you ask so clearly." ”

After they left, I was left to sit there alone, watching the time on the table in a daze.

More than half an hour had passed since I got off work, and I was still sitting there without moving, when Yi Jin's phone came up again.

I took a look, looked at it for a long time, and thought for a long time, and then pressed the answer button, and Yi Jin asked on the phone: "Haven't you gotten off work yet?"

I said, "It's almost there." ”

Yi Jin said: "Well, don't worry, take care of the things at hand first." ”

I said, "Okay, I'll take care of it and call you." ”

After hanging up the phone, I didn't breathe a sigh of relief, but pressed on me like a mountain, I had a hunch that Yi Jin came to pick me up today for something, and our conversation after that should be extremely serious.

And those topics are obviously something I don't want to touch.

After walking around the office a few times, watching the sky get darker and darker, I glanced at the time, and two hours had passed.

But Yi Jin didn't call me again, and it is estimated that he was also giving me time to think about it.

I stood there for a long time, but finally I walked out of the office, turned off all the lights inside, and got on the elevator and went straight down.

After the elevator arrived directly downstairs, it quickly opened, and I walked out, directly out of the hall, and saw Yi Jin's car parked at the door at a glance.

I walked over and he was sitting in the car waiting, and when I arrived, he got out of the car and pulled the door open for me.

I glanced at him, and he looked at me, pretending not to know anything, just smiled and asked, "Are you tired?"

I said, "Have you been waiting for a long time?"

"Not long," he said. ”

After he finished speaking, he opened the car door and arranged me into the car, and he said, "What do you want to eat?"

I got into the car and said, "Whatever." ”

I felt a faint smell of smoke in the car, but it was not pungent, it seemed that Yi Jin had been smoking all the time when he was waiting for me just now.

I looked at him quietly, and there were only two of us in the car, and neither the secretary nor the driver had followed.

After Yi Jin fastened his seat belt for me, he also sat down, he has always driven not fast or slow, better than the driver, but he doesn't drive often, I sat in the car and watched quietly.

Yi Jin didn't ask me what to eat, but made his own decision to park the car in front of a restaurant I frequented, the manager already knew our car, and after seeing our car stopped, he quickly walked over.

Yi Jin parked the car, pulled the door for me, and pulled me out of the car.

The manager followed us and called, Mr. Yi, Miss Yi, hello.

Yi Jin glanced at him and asked, "How are the truffles lately?"

The manager followed behind us and walked step by step and said, "It was just airlifted over, it is very fresh, and I have prepared one for you." ”

Yi Jin snorted and nodded, and when he led me into the restaurant, he glanced at me and said with a smile: "There is your favorite rosemary-flavored dessert here recently, do you want to try it?"

I followed him and said absentmindedly, "I'm casual, I don't have much of a requirement for any of this anyway." ”

Yi Jin said with a smile: "If you are not familiar with people, going out to eat with you should feel very difficult." ”

I said, "Why?"

Yi Jin said with a low smile: "Because people who are too casual are often not very suitable for casual in the real sense. ”

After he said this, the manager had already led us to a place with the best scenery upstairs, and as soon as I sat down, Yi Jin asked me a question again, and he said, "Did Yu Manting go to the company to find you today." ”

I just took the napkin in my hand, and then looked at him, but Yi Jin sat in front of me as if he asked casually, then raised a glass of red wine on the table, poured me a sip and said, "I heard that the trouble is not very pleasant." ”

I just put down the napkin and said, "I don't want to talk about it." ”

Yi Jin poured himself a glass of wine in another goblet, and said, "Fan Fan, I think we should have a good chat." ”

I picked up the wine glass on the table, took a sip of red wine and said, "What are you talking about, talking about the fact that I am not the biological son of the Yi family, am I Yu Manting's sister?"

Yi Jin said: "I don't mean anything else, Fan Fan, I just want to have a good talk with you and talk about your thoughts." ”

I sneered and said, "My thoughts, do you want to know what I think?" Yi Jin? Do you think I will believe this? Before I was six years old, since I can remember, I have always told myself that I am an orphan, and I keep letting myself accept and adapt to the fact that I have no parents, okay, I finally accepted it, I adapted, and I was taken back to the Yi family by your parents. At that time, I told myself that I must accept this sudden home, I want to accept the fact that I suddenly have parents, okay, I accepted it, just half a year ago, your mother and your father told me that I was the product left by your aunt and your father's cheating, I still forced myself, I must accept it. And accept this matter well, I don't blame anyone, but now, there has been no half a year, and you tell me that I am a child who was abandoned at the age of three, and I am the sister of Yu Manting your secretary, Yi Jin, how do you let me accept it, even if this is a bloody TV series, the audience may not have such adaptability, right?"

Yi Jin said, "I know. ”

I interrupted him and said, "You don't know! Never, I was forced by you step by step to get to the present, who am I, who are my parents, all of them are you saying, so who am I?"

I laughed out loud and wanted to drink, but I found that the wine in the wine glass was empty, and I wanted to pick up the bottle of red wine from the table that was in Yi Jin's hand, but when my hand touched it, I was held back by Yi Jin.

I said, "You let me drink." ”

Yi Jin looked at me for a long time, and I ignored him. After I drank it in one gulp, I said, "A child who was abandoned by his family because of poverty, why did they abandon me only because of so many people in their family? How do you ask me to recognize them? A few kind words make me grateful to them?" I sneered twice: "Since you have abandoned it, don't come back to look for it, I planned not to do it at the beginning, but now I regret it, what's the matter? I think they are great? Reluctance is a very great act, why don't they ask me if I want to recognize them?" They can admit it if they want to admit it, and they can throw it away if they want to, who am they to me!"

I cried and said, "Yi Jin, why should I, why am I the one who deserves to be abandoned, I am only three years old, they threw me on the street, how frightened I was at that moment, the street was full of strangers, I was like an abandoned pug, waiting there day by day, I thought that my family had just forgotten me there, I thought they would remember me and take me home, but it has been so long, more than 20 years, they are only here now, why don't I die?" I cried and laughed and said, "You're going to believe their?"

Speaking of this, I poured myself another glass, Yi Jin pressed my hand, and he increased his voice and said, "Fan Fan, you are drunk." ”

I sat there and staggered to look at Yi Jin, I sneered and said, "I'm not drunk, I'm very sober." ”

Again, he stressed: "You're drunk. ”

I opened his hand directly again and said, "I'm not drunk!

At this time, the manager came over with the waiter, and when he saw my drunkenness, he came over and asked Yi Jin: "Mr. Yi, do you need us to help Miss Yi to rest first?"

The manager's words just fell. I staggered out of my chair and I said, "I'm going home!"

I pointed to the manager and said, "Who's going to rest here." ”

I grabbed the bag behind me and stumbled to leave, Yi Jin immediately hugged me from behind, I grabbed his hand holding my waist, and said loudly, "You let go of me!"

Yi Jin frowned and said, "Fan Fan, you're drunk." ”

I pushed him and said, "I'm not drunk, you let me go!"

Yi Jin hugged me and buckled me to the chair, and when I wanted to get up, he pressed me, and he increased his voice and said, "Fan Fan!"

I looked at him, and Yi Jin said, "No matter who you are, no matter who your parents are, no matter what your surname is, I always care about you as a person, do you know?"

I sat there and shook my head, I didn't know why I was shaking my head, I didn't know, I just didn't believe it, and without warning, I had a sister and a mother, and an older brother.

Am I not the product of cheating? Am I not an orphan? Who am I?

Is Yi Jin admitting this? But I also looked at our DNA a long time ago, and it was obviously related to each other.

Yi Jin held my hand and was still talking. He said: "Fan Fan, no matter who you are, what you have has always been me, do you understand? If you don't want to recognize them, if you don't want to contact them, I can help you." ”

Yi Jin saw that my tears were flowing even more fiercely, he hugged me in his arms, and I cried out in his arms.

I said: "Yi Jin, each of you is lying to me, your parents are lying to me, you are also lying to me, why are you doing this, what did I do wrong, I didn't say it earlier." Why did you make up those lies to deceive me, why, why?"

Yi Jin held me in his arms and comforted me over and over again: "Don't cry, you didn't do anything wrong." ”

The manager and the waiter didn't know what was going on, and they all stood and watched.

I'm still drunk, just like Yi Jin said, people like me get drunk when they get drunk, it's really not suitable for drinking, this meal just started and ended, Yi Jin could only carry me out of the Western restaurant, help me to the car and take me home.

When the servants saw him helping me out of the car, they were all startled and came around me, seeing that I was drunk, crying and making trouble in Yi Jin's arms.

I wanted to quickly come to help me with Yi Jin, but I shook off their hands and didn't let them touch me.

Yi Jin could only hug me and say to the servants around me, "Go and put hot water in the bathroom." ”

The servant was instructed, said yes, and went upstairs to the bedroom.

After Yi Jin carried me upstairs, the servant had just put the water away, and after he put me on the bed, he took off my clothes for me.

I was lying there crying all the time, Yi Jin didn't care, he took me off for me and went directly to the bathroom.

The moment I entered the water, my whole body sank towards me, everything in my ears seemed to be cut off, and all my worries disappeared in an instant.

When I felt that the real world was getting farther and farther away from me, Yi Jin pulled me out of the water and held me in his arms, and I gasped in his arms, panting with all my strength.

I don't know how long it took, but he stroked my back and said, "Fan Fan, don't torture yourself. ”

I didn't answer him, just leaned on his shoulders tiredly.

Later, I took a hot bath, drank a bowl of sobering soup, and fell asleep.

This sleep, not even a nightmare.

When I opened my eyes again, it was already dawn, I was the only one in the room, I sat there for a while, I took a piece of clothing and put it on myself, and was about to go downstairs, but when I came to the stairs, I heard the sound of Yu Manting and Yi Jin talking.

Yu Manting said that she wanted to meet me and have a good talk with me.

Yi Jin sat on the sofa, closed the newspaper in his hand, looked at Yu Manting and said, "It's not that I won't let you see you, but Xiao Fan doesn't want to see you." ”

I subconsciously paused, Yu Manting was upstairs

Yu Manting was silent for a while, and she said, "Can you help me talk about it, just say that I just want to see her." ”

Yi Jin instantly laughed when he heard Yu Manting's words, I don't know if he was stupid or naΓ―ve about Yu Manting.

He said: "You know, I hope more than anyone else that Xiao Fan has nothing to do with your Yu family, do you think this matter is useful to me?"

Yu Manting fell silent again, and downstairs was the servant who placed the breakfast on the table in an orderly manner.

The atmosphere froze like this, Yu Manting bit her lip, she said: "Mr. Yi, I said something that shouldn't be said, Xiaofan is not happy living here, the reason why he doesn't want to see me now is just that he can't accept it for a while, I came back this time, I just want to take her away, I hope you give me this opportunity, a fair and reasonable opportunity." ”

When Yi Jin heard Yu Manting's words, he suddenly shivered and asked, "You talk to me about fairness?"

He probably thought this was a little funny, he said: "Fairness is that what you threw out at the beginning is picked up by others, and this ownership no longer belongs to your family." ”

Yu Manting explained excitedly: "At that time, the family was bankrupt, we were too poor at that time, and it was a helpless move to give up Xiaofan, not out of intention, but forced by the situation. ”

Yi Jin said: "I understand your situation at that time, it is true that the Yu family was embattled at that time, but as a mother. As long as she does not dislike a three-year-old child is a burden, and the child will naturally not dislike suffering with her mother, this kind of thing is always mutual, and the moment you leave her on the street, you should think that one day, she will not even see you. ”

Speaking of this, Yi Jin's words stopped for a few seconds, and he said again: "When she was three years old, she went to an orphanage, stayed in that place for three whole years, and when she was brought back, you don't know how terrible she was so thin, and she was trembling all over. So young, she knows that she has to please everyone, hoping not to be sent away by her new family, but you can imagine how much she has suffered in such a place, she doesn't want to see you, and I will never force you to see you. ”

When Yu Manting heard those words, she didn't say much again.

I stood there and watched for a while, and when I turned around to leave, the people downstairs probably heard the movement upstairs, Yu Manting immediately looked up, she saw that it was me, and when she chased after me from downstairs, she said: "Xiao Fan! Xiao Fan! I'm done talking to you, you give me a chance to talk to you." ”

I ignored her, I turned around and left, she chased after her, but she was faster than me, and when he reached behind me, he grabbed me, and she said, "Xiaofan, let's talk." ”

I know that Yu Manting will talk about this matter no matter what, I just mean that no matter how much I hide, how useless it is, I don't want to have any escape, and I don't plan to go out, I just stood there and said, "Okay, you can talk about it." ”

Yu Manting breathed a sigh of relief, she looked around, and said, "Okay, can we find a place to talk alone?"

I said, "Go to the room." ”

After I finished speaking, I turned around and left, and Yu Manting looked at me for a while and followed behind me.

After I entered the room, Yu Manting also walked in, and when she came in, she closed the door by the way.

When there were only two of us in it. Yu Manting walked over to me, and when she arrived in front of me, she whispered, "Xiao Fan." ”

I sat on the couch, not moving, and I said, "Whatever you want to talk about, you can say it." ”

She didn't want to talk nonsense when she saw me, and she sat down in front of me and said, "I know you won't believe me whatever I say now, but I'm here today to show you something." ”

She took out a copy of the genetic test results from her bag and said, "This is the result of me and you, and my mother, you can take a look." ”

I sat there indifferent, and I said, "Don't show it to me, I've seen too much of this kind of thing, and who knows if it's true or not." ”

Yu Manting was stunned for a few years, she didn't expect me to have such an attitude, she took the thing back, and said: "I know, you have always been very concerned about being abandoned, but Xiao Fan, there were too many things in the family back then that could not be explained clearly in words, if there was a choice at that time, the family would not have made such a decision back then." ”

I said, "You don't have to explain why you lost me back then, I don't want to know, and you don't tell me." The reason why I agreed to talk to you is that I want to tell you, don't come to me again, I won't recognize anyone in your family, whether we have a relationship or not. ”

Yu Manting didn't expect me to say such a thing so categorically, she asked with a puzzled face: "Don't you want to leave?" Xiaofan, now is your best chance, you can take this opportunity to leave openly, don't be angry!"

Yu Manting's words made me instantly silent.

Seeing that I didn't speak, she held my hand and said again: "Xiaofan, as long as you leave the Yi family, you will be truly free, this is your only chance." ”

I withdrew my hand from Yu Manting's palm, and said expressionlessly: "Even if I leave the Yi family, I won't go back to Yu's house, I have nothing to do with you, you can go." ”

Yu Manting looked at me for a long time, she didn't expect me to answer like this.

I said, "You go." ”

I turned my back to her.

What else did Yu Manting want to say.

Again, I said, "That's enough for now, let's not talk about it any more." ”

Just as there was a knock from the servant outside, asking if he needed fruit.

I replied no, then looked at Yu Manting and said, "You can go." ”

A few traces of entanglement flashed on Yu Manting's face, and she said: "Xiao Fan, you think clearly before answering me, I won't force you." ”

With that, she got up from her chair and looked at me one last time before turning and walking out the door.

Not long after she left, I was the only one left in the room, and after a while, Yi Jin walked up, he stood at the door and looked at me for a few seconds, and then he came up and asked, "How was the chat?"

I moved my stiff neck to look at him, and he slowly crouched down in front of me.

(Tianjin)