188 Maybe giving up will bring you closer
Wu Shan went to the company with a deep sense of loss, and he didn't even find the wrong button on the whole side of the suit shirt, which is a unique mistake for him.
Usually on the way to the company, I clearly figure out what time and what time I want to do today, but today my brain is a mess, except for the three words "looking for Xiaobai", I can't think of anything.
And when I think of Xiaobai, the first thing that comes to mind is a red bean, a bright red red bean that means lovesickness.
Now the vinegar has been filtered, and only acacia remains.
Xiao Mi happily followed the footsteps of his boss into the office: "Mr. Wu, the agreement yesterday was finally finalized......
Wu Shan slowly half-turned his head: "Go out first, I want to be quiet." ”
Shomi was poured cold water on his head. But she could see that the boss was in a very bad mood today, and she didn't know who provoked him.
To be precise, in addition to his bad temper, there was also an unprecedented look of despair in his prosperous beauty, which made Xiao Mi very worried.
She staggered towards the door, not at all like her usual vigorous appearance, and finally mustered up the courage to turn around and ask, "Mr. Wu, if you are in a bad mood, it may be more comfortable to say it." ”
She really wanted to be the one who listened to him, and she was willing to do everything in her power to give him advice. Just, does he need it?
Wu Shan: "You don't need to be so mother-in-law. ”
Does he call his mother-in-law and mother to share his troubles?
Shomi was frustrated.
He was such a failure, he worked closely with his boss for a few years, but he didn't understand himself, and he didn't seem to understand him very well. Except for work matters, there is no chance to talk about anything else, let alone "flirtatious".
Are you so unattractive? But what's the matter with your own platoon of suitors?
Wu Shan looked up and saw Xiao Mi's face, and his tone softened a little: "Thank you, you can get busy first." ”
Shomi was surprised again, as if this was the first time the boss had said "thank you" to her.
Strange to say, Xiao Mi is also a sophisticated and arrogant woman. I have worked hard for several years and made countless meritorious contributions, but the boss has never said thank you to herself, and she has no opinion, she admires herself.
Probably because after falling in love with someone, you ask for less and less, and you are willing to give more and more. However, in the end, everyone has a different bottom line, like spring mud, which is almost "no bottom line".
"Continue to find" or "not to find", Wushan's built-in program is faced with such two grim choices.
To be honest, straight men can't tell whether Xiaobai is serious when he says "don't look for me", because sometimes women say the right thing, and sometimes they say the opposite, like the four words "don't look for me", it is very likely that the real meaning is "If you dare not come to me, you will die!"
There is a similar example, the girl smiled and looked at the boy and said, "It's okay, let's talk about communicating well", but what she thought to herself was, "Say one more word, see how I clean you up when I go back!"
After hesitating, Wushan took out the mobile phone left by Xiaobai, and was very curious about what was inside.
There is no password set on the mobile phone, as if Wushan was specially invited to click in to see it.
But the contact is empty, the album is empty, the notepad is empty, and the only useful information is a harmonica song, which is the one that Xiaobai took the U disk in the Wushan office and took the initiative to play in order to avoid his "attack", tactful, melodious, and has a long aftertaste.
Wu Shan listened to it over and over again, and his thoughts about Xiaobai permeated the entire president's office, filling his entire chest, and gathering more and more, if he didn't find a place to release it, it would explode sooner or later.
He made up his mind - woman, no matter what you say right or not, anyway, even if the world is turned upside down, I will get you back!
At this moment, on a bus to neighboring L City, Qiu Lin muttered unhappily to Xiaobai: "It's over, Mr. Wu must think that I have defected, and the bodyguards should have kept in touch 24 hours a day! You said that it is inappropriate for me not to go with you, I have to protect you; it is even more inappropriate to go with you, Mr. Wu is so worried now!"
Xiaobai didn't say a word in the position of leaning on the window, and the discomfort in her heart was no less than that of Wushan, but she didn't think that she was so important that she could compete with his relationship with his parents, who were the most important and should care about in Wushan.
Qiu Lin looked at Xiaobai's dejected appearance, and stopped complaining: "Okay, okay, don't talk about you, I'll go with you wherever you go, even if Mr. Wu doesn't pay me, I have to protect your safety, it's my duty." ”
Xiaobai said gratefully: "Thank you, Qiulin." You can go back to Wu whenever you want, just don't tell him my whereabouts. But after leaving Wushan, I'm afraid I won't need bodyguards. ”
Qiulin: "No, I have to watch you, what if you can't think about it for a while, what stupid thing are you going to do?"
Xiaobai: "I don't know, maybe he'll forget me soon." ”
Qiulin: "Alas, Xiaobai, you are good at everything, but it is not good that you are not confident emotionally, and not only have no confidence in yourself, but also have no confidence in Mr. Wu." ”
Xiaobai thought to himself, sometimes, where can self-confidence be against fate?
A dark cloud drifted by, the sky darkened, and the rain fell.
Qiulin said again: "You said that it would rain, and you would dodge the rain for a while and it would pass, but when you encounter a problem, it can't be solved by dodging." ”
But apart from leaving, Xiaobai has no other good way.
The bus driver roared loudly along with the music as if no one was around, roaring so loudly that the muscles on his neck burst out, and a carload of people listened to him, but his expression was very happy, and he was so happy that he deviated from the original tone of the song: "Maybe I can give up to get closer to you/I will remember me when I don't see you again/I want to try to leave you and don't think about you anymore/Although this is not my intention......"
Pierced in the heart. Xiaobai fell into a deep silence.
Another reason why she chose L City to hide is that the night school she studied has a branch here, and classes can continue here. Even if you leave Wushan, you can't stop enriching yourself.
On the streets of the unfamiliar L city, Xiaobai and Qiulin inquired for a long time before finding a rental house that could be used in cash after contacting in advance.
After settling in briefly, I immediately went to look for a job.
But I hit a wall everywhere because ID cards are required everywhere.
Especially for the job of a kindergarten teacher, let alone without showing an ID card, you can't know the bottom line, and it is impossible for outsiders to be easily employed.
Xiaobai thought about it, if he provided his ID card, the whole country would be networked, and if Wushan wanted to find it, it would be easy to find himself, and he would dare to love himself now that he has become a black household.
You won't be able to find a job that doesn't require an ID unless you get out and grab a broken bowl and crouch on the side of the road......
Qiu Lin had expected this to be the case, she thought, maybe let Xiaobai touch the wall, and then she would take the initiative to go back to Mr. Wu.
But seeing that Xiaobai didn't look back after hitting the south wall, it was not good to rub salt on her wounds again, so he took out his savings.
Qiulin: "Xiaobai, my salary is much higher than yours, except for the one sent to my family, it is more than enough to maintain the lives of the two of us for a few months, I have prepared cash, so don't look for black workers everywhere." ”
Xiaobai realized that he had thought too much about everything, but he had already dragged Qiu Lin down, how could he still rely on her to feed?
That's when she thought of the showmen.
How about singing in the streets?
No, no, Chun Ni said before: "Xiaobai, people want money for singing, and you sing to death!"
This road doesn't work either...... "Qiulin, I came up with a good idea, it's definitely better than squatting on the side of the road with a broken bowl!"
Qiulin: "What's a good idea?"
Xiaobai took her harmonica out of her bag and shook it.
Soon, she was blowing on the side of the road, with a big-brimmed hat at her feet.
Some people say that when you put down your money to make money, it means that you are already sensible, and when you use money to earn face, it means that you have succeeded.
Anyway, Xiaobai is a more casual person who has no lofty ideals at present, and he does not have high requirements for living conditions, so he can live no matter what.
And although Qiulin has worked in a wealthy family for a period of time and has seen a lot of luxurious things, after all, he is also from a poor background, not a fake high-ranking person. She even considered whether to set up a stall next to her to perform martial arts.
Although Xiaobai plays well, everyone is very busy, but if you simply play the harmonica, even if you blow out a flower, few people pay for it.
However, one person expressed interest, and he asked Xiaobai if he would like to work in the circus, but Xiaobai refused without hesitation.
Both girls were a little depressed.
They knew that it might be better to make up a gimmick, such as making up a touching story or something to stand next to, but it would be too hurtful to lie and cheat well-wishers out of their money, and they couldn't do such a thing.
Ding Dong *** A light bulb popped out of the top of the little white head, which read, "I have a new idea." ”
She went back to the rental house to pack up, and came out again with a drawing board, charcoal, and a maza, ready to earn money by going out on the street to paint people.
Her art teacher is not an ordinary person, it is the talented Meng Junyao, it stands to reason that a famous teacher is a high apprentice, but Xiaobai has learned everything well, but the sketch portrait is much inferior to her teacher.
Meng Junyao once tactfully commented that she belongs to the "soul painter" in terms of sketching, that is, although she is almost hard at painting, she can grasp the most important characteristics of the characters, and the speed at which a portrait is completed is super fast.
In the age of fast food, such painters are very suitable for interacting with customers on the street.
Xiaobai chose a place that was not too sunny, and just set up the drawing board, a strong man with his hands in his trouser pockets came over from a cooked food stall next to him, looking them up and down: "Who are you, this is my family's territory, hurry up and go." ”
Xiaobai and Qiulin saw that his stall was quite large, and there were quite a few people watching the stall at his house, all of whom were busy wearing sleeves, and he was an idle person, who seemed to be in charge of the security of his stall.
Qiu Lin asked unhurriedly, "Is your name written on the ground?"
When the man heard this, he became angry, pointed to the ground and said, "How can you talk about this yellow-haired girl?
Qiu Lin and Xiaobai stared hard, only to find that the word "someone" was written crookedly with a * pen on the sandy land, and they couldn't see it at all if they didn't look carefully.
The two girls were amused, Qiu Lin was still angry at each other for calling him a yellow-haired girl, but he couldn't get angry after reading the ground.
You say that there are seats in the library, there are seats in the buses, and even in this kind of sandy land, there are people who occupy seats in this way!