Chapter 108: No Forgiveness
As night fell, the Milky Way was shrouded in black, with only a few faint stars flickering, and the half-crescent moon slowly hung in the treetops, bringing a faint glow to the dim courtyard.
Mo Lao was happy that Yun Ze was back, he drank a lot of wine, and he was a little drunk, so Lin Xia helped him to rest.
After settling him, Yun Ze walked to the courtyard and looked at the silent night sky, feeling lonely for a while.
Lin Xia walked out of the door and saw him standing in the courtyard, the dim moonlight shining on him, it seemed that his back was very lonely, and his heart ached slightly, since he came back, she had never deliberately asked what he had experienced over the years, she knew that he didn't want to say.
But now, she suddenly wondered what had happened to him.
Why did the person who was once familiar with him feel extremely strange now, his hesitation, the occasional pain in his expression, all made her heart ache.
In her eyes, he was a sunny and warm big boy, and he shouldn't have such a look.
Frowning slightly, he hesitated for a long time, and walked towards him, "What are you thinking?"
Yun Ze turned his head and smiled gently, "It's nothing, I just feel that when I come back this time, everything around me is different." ”
"Senior brother, you ......"
"You want to ask me what I've been through all these years, right?"
Lin Xia was dumbfounded, she found that the people around her were hopelessly smart, whether it was Gu Xiaoyun or Yun Ze, as long as she thought in her heart, she could easily guess it.
Her silence was enough to answer his question.
Yun Ze shook his head and sighed, hooked the tip of her nose, and said helplessly, "I've been with you for several years, can I not know what you're thinking?"
Lin Xia smiled awkwardly.
"Come with me!"
"Good. ”
Behind Mo Lao's residence is a big mountain, in the past, Lin Xia and Yun Ze went to play on it when they were fine, and when he walked to this place again, Lin Xia felt a lot of emotion in his heart.
People are still the same people they were then, but they have all changed.
Walking to the top of the mountain and sitting down, Yun Ze put his coat on Lin Xia and said softly, "It's cold at night, don't catch a cold." ”
"Thank you. ”
After sitting for more than half an hour, Yun Ze suddenly said slowly, "Xiao Xia, if you find out that I deceived you one day, will you blame me?"
Lin Xia was stunned, and did not answer his question, but asked rhetorically, "Will you deceive me?"
Yun Ze laughed at himself, "Maybe it will." ”
After a pause, he continued, "Don't trust anyone, including me. ”
Lin Xia glanced back at him, bowed her head and remained silent, she didn't know how to answer his words.
If you want to say that the friend she believes in the most, except for Xiaoxiao, it is him, but he suddenly told himself not to trust anyone, including him.
"I forgot to tell you that my mom died. ”
Lin Xia's face changed, and he said in surprise, "When?"
Yun Ze's mother passed away, she didn't know anything about it, and she never heard her master mention it.
"Before I left Jincheng, it had been five years. ”
Taking a deep breath, Lin Xia was a little panicked in his heart, and at the same time a little angry, "Yun Ze, what are Master and I in your eyes?"
"Master knows. Yun Ze understood the meaning of her words and said lightly.
"He knows?" asked Lin Xia in surprise.
"Yes. Yun Ze nodded, and then looked at her with a serious face, "If one day I hurt you, please forgive me, I was forced." ”
"If you really hurt me, I won't forgive you, I can't convince me for any reason, the person I care about the most will hurt me, whether it's my lover or friend, Yun Ze, you are a senior brother and a close brother to me, and you are the person I care about, so whether you have a hard time or not, I will not forgive. ”
Yun Ze was slightly stunned, the emotion in her eyes was unclear, she was still as smart as before, he obviously didn't say it very clearly, but she had already guessed it.
Lin Xia stood up and patted the dust off his body, "It's not too early, I'll go back first." ”
Watching her gradually disappear into the back of the night, Yun Ze's heart sank, and he whispered, "I'm sorry Xiao Xia, there are some things I have to do." ”
On the way back, Lin Xia leaned against the window of the taxi, and the scenery outside the window flashed, but her heart became heavy, and her mind kept recalling what he had just said.
She is not a fool, she can naturally hear the meaning of his words, and always feels that what he wants to do has something to do with herself, she can't help but think to herself, if one day he really hurts her, will he really not forgive?
Although she said so just now, the answer is unknown, she doesn't know if she will forgive, there is still a long way to go, and she will make a decision when something happens.
Merely......
She always felt that something was wrong, as if it had something to do with Yun Ze's mother's death.
A flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, thinking of his wrongness when he mentioned Yufei in front of him, could it be that Gu Yufei was really his ex-girlfriend?
I heard Gu Xiaoyun mention that person before, as if Gu Zhentian caused that person's mother to die.
If this is the case, then what Yun Ze said today makes sense, but can she ask Gu Xiaoyun? It seems that they are not willing to mention this matter.
In the middle of his thoughts, the car stopped at Tsinghua Garden, and Lin Xia paid the fare and got off.
Gu Xiaoyun arrived home and saw that she hadn't come back yet, and was about to call her when the door opened.
Looking back at her, I noticed that her face was not quite right, so I put my arms around her waist and asked softly, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Facing his deep eyes, Lin Xia opened his mouth, but still didn't ask, "It's okay, it's just that my senior brother hasn't come back for many years, and I met my master with him today, and I was a little emotional." ”
"What do you feel?"
He had heard Lin Xia mention her senior brother, who was also Mo Lao's apprentice, but he had never cared about these things, and he hadn't asked too much.
"I was impressed by the changes in him. Leaning into his arms, Lin Xia didn't continue to talk about Yun Ze.
Rubbing her head and dropping a kiss between her foreheads, Gu Xiaoyun whispered, "Tomorrow my dad will go to your house to propose." ”
"Tomorrow?" Lin Xia raised his head in surprise.
"Yes. Gu Xiaoyun nodded, "He called me in the evening and said that he wanted to take Aunt Liu on a trip before our wedding, so he set the time for our wedding first." ”
Although she knew before that Gu Zhentian no longer objected to her marrying Gu Xiaoyun, when it really came to the step of proposing, she still couldn't believe it, happiness came too suddenly, and she was almost dizzy.
Now I found out that people are really angry compared to people, Zhou Zixuan is like a heaven and an underground compared to Gu Xiaoyun, but when she married Zhou Zixuan, Zhang Qiaohui said that she didn't agree to anything, and she has been against it since she got married.
Gu Zhentian was quite opposed at first, but later he treated her as the daughter-in-law of the Gu family, and if something happened to her, he would always come forward to solve it for her.
He smiled and stood on tiptoe to kiss him on the lips, "I'll call my mom later." ”
"It's our mother!"
"Yes, it's our mother!"