061: Revenge in person
As soon as I finished speaking, Lin Cheng appeared at the door. Or rather, he had been standing in the doorway, and I hadn't noticed.
When I turned around, I was stunned, because Lin Cheng's eyes no longer had the anger just now, replaced by helplessness and distress.
"Brother, what's wrong with you?" Lin Nan exclaimed, and then jumped to Lin Cheng's side like a rabbit, looking at the blood on Lin Cheng's clothes, as well as the blood on his hands, Lin Nan instantly began to cry wolf, greeted my ancestors thousands of times, and asked Wu's mother to hurry up and get the medicine box.
I looked at the two of them, sneered, and then turned indifferently and went upstairs.
Deserve.
The place on my forehead that was hit by Zhao Suyun with a cup hurt a little, and I looked in the mirror, and after a while, it was blue. Fortunately, the skin was not broken, otherwise there would have been another scar on the left side. Half of his face that was slapped by Lin Cheng was hot and painful, hot and ruddy on one side, and cold white on the other. Looking at myself in the mirror, I looked weak, and I felt very uncomfortable.
I originally thought that I would be happy to bully Zhao Suyun and Lin Nan and watch Lin Cheng in pain, but when I did all this, my heart was not as happy as I imagined. Even if it's a little fun.
The eyes of Lin Cheng standing at the door kept lingering in my mind.
Realizing that I was soft-hearted, I quickly pinched my arm, turned on the faucet and washed my cold face, sober and sober. Gu Wanjing, don't be soft-hearted, don't be soft-hearted.
Maybe I was too stubborn, or maybe I didn't dare to look at it, in short, I didn't listen to Qin Zeyang's words to see what Lin Cheng wrote in the contract he signed before marriage. As I said to Qin Zeyang, I don't care what Lin Cheng wrote.
Our marital relationship was nothing but mutual torment.
The day I can't hold it anymore is when we're done.
That night, I went to sleep after taking a shower, and Lin Cheng didn't go upstairs to sleep. I don't know why he went.
He wasn't there, and I couldn't sleep all night.
I thought about everything in the past, and the more I thought about it, the more entangled I became, and the more I thought about it, the more distressed I became. How can two good people gradually drift apart or even go against each other, I feel distressed.
The next morning, I got up early, and when I got up to wash up and change clothes, Lin Cheng just pushed the door in. At that time, I was wearing underwear, and my back was bare, I was quite calm, anyway, I didn't see it, what am I afraid of........?
I silently put on my underwear, put on short sleeves, folded up my pajamas, and said coldly, "It doesn't matter. ”
Skimming past Lin Cheng's side, he suddenly grabbed my arm, pulled me in front of him, and asked me, "Gu Wanjing, you say, what do you want to do." Maybe he didn't sleep all night, and he didn't look very good, with a blue stubble on his chin.
I suddenly felt that it was ridiculous for Lin Cheng to ask me such a question, oh my God, is this really good? I laughed, which made Lin Cheng anxious, he shook my shoulder and said, "Gu Wanjing, you are serious!"
"Lin Cheng, don't you think you're ridiculous? You are embarrassed to ask me this kind of question, slap me on the one hand, and give me a candy on the other, do you think I am really cheap, why do you want to do it, I have to listen to you? Before I answer you, you should think about what you did when you forced me to marry you, hehe, don't look at me with this expression, I am not a three-year-old child, nor am I a girl who is just beginning to fall in love, I can't listen to your lies, and naturally I won't fantasize that you married me because you love me. So, since we all chose to be together for the sake of torturing each other, then don't go against the original intention, just torture each other, anyway, we are all adults, there is no need to say something polite. ”
Lin Cheng tugged at my arm blankly, increasing the force little by little, and I only felt pain. "Gu Wanjing, you never thought that you wanted to live a good life with me? You never thought that the two of us could cherish each other?
He stared at me stunned, his eyes emitting an inexplicable light, faint, but profound.
It's like an untouchable, faint distant starry sky.
It's not that I'm not unmoved, it's just that my heart is bleeding when I think of him rolling the sheets with Rebecca in front of me that night. That kind of shame is not something that a man who loves me will give me, Lin Cheng will never treat me like that if he has even a little bit of my place in his heart.
"Lin Cheng, don't say such things, okay? My poor math doesn't mean that I have a low IQ, put away your sympathetic expression, I am not pitiful enough to need your charity for love. I shook my head, raised my hand, and gently poked Lin Cheng's chest with my fingers, "You ask yourself, do you love me? What is the definition of love, do you know? Do you think there is still love between us? I tell you Lin Cheng, even if I can forget what you did to me, I can't forgive your mother for what she did to my sister." There is no love without a reason in this world, and there is no hate without a reason. Ask yourself whether you love me or torture me. ”
With that, I pulled my hand away and walked to the door.
Lin Cheng turned around and asked me, "Gu Wanjing, then do you love me?" As if it was a pitiful feeling, Lin Cheng added a sentence at the end, "Even a little bit." Since the time I brought you back, you haven't thought about living a good life with me, and your life is not short or long, you haven't thought about it?
I asked myself in my heart, Gu Wanjing, have you thought about it?
I thought about it, of course I thought about it. That night at the hotel, I thought that maybe this man really loved me, he was just too strong to admit that he loved me. I also thought that there would be room for maneuver between us.
However, everything was broken by him.
"Nope. Lin Cheng, you don't have to ask me, I haven't thought about it once. I have said a long time ago that my marriage to you is just a simple torture of each other. Why do you deceive yourself and pretend to love me, and if you really love me, how can you bring a prostitute back to bed on your wedding night, or in front of me? I turned around and looked at Lin Cheng, without a trace of emotion in my eyes.
"But, I'm ........," Lin Cheng opened his mouth to explain, but in the end he didn't say it.
"Lin Cheng, that's enough. All of them will pay off one day, and there is no need to rush. There's no need for the two of us to act, you can't get used to me, and I don't want to see you, so be it. ”
As I descended the stairs, my heart trembled. The feeling of heartbreak, as if it had been crushed, was densely packed. I have nowhere to hide.
I felt like I was going to suffocate. I looked up at the snow-white ceiling and held back my tears.
Some things are not destined to belong to you, so you should not have extravagant hopes at the beginning, and if there is no hope, you will not be disappointed.
Since that morning, Lin Cheng and I have not had such an in-depth discussion. Every day at home, I sleep, read and surf the Internet, he doesn't talk to me much when he comes back from work, although we sleep in the same bed, but there is no touch at all. The two of us are the most familiar strangers in the lyrics.
Lin Nan and Zhao Suyun naturally don't treat me all day long, I'm used to it. The best response I can have to them is to ignore them, ignore them, and end up making them bored and shutting up. Mother Wu seems to be a little afraid of me, probably because she saw that I was too fierce to Zhao Suyun, the mother-in-law, and Lin Cheng didn't dare to do anything to me, every time Mother Wu looked at me, her eyes were dodgy, and she spoke cautiously.
At first, I thought about talking to her, but then I thought about it, and I forgot about it.
The day I was really forced to do something to Lin Nan was Friday, Lin Nan's birthday. She got a bunch of friends to go home and play, and told everyone how I was shitty, how I seduced his brother to marry me, and then how my sister seduced her dad, and finally killed her dad in a car accident on the elevated road.
Say that I forget it, I can bear it, after all, I didn't know that she was cheap for the first day, but when it came to my sister, my heart hurt, and the whole person was not good.
So, when Lin Nan sat on the sofa in the living room and talked to her friend about how my sister was cheap, I couldn't help it and went to the kitchen to pour a basin of boiling water. Mother Wu probably realized what I wanted to do, came up and took my hand, was glared at by me and then took it back stupidly. I took it to the living room and splashed it on Lin Nan, but the basin of water was not too hot, and Lin Nan's body was only slightly red.
was splashed down by me with a basin of water, Lin Nan's whole body jumped up, and her friends around her immediately avoided and stood aside, looking at me cautiously, watching Lin Nan scold me.
"Gu Wanjing, are you insane? Are you okay when you're full? Be careful that my brother comes back and beats you!" After speaking, he cried, and the sound of the ghost crying wolf howled loudly throughout the living room. Then Zhao Suyun rolled out in a wheelchair.
Pointing at me, she naturally scolded, and all kinds of unbearable words popped out of her mouth, and she was in a hurry.
"Lin Nan, I've been putting up with you for your sake, don't be ashamed of your young age. You should ask your mom how your dad died, or you should tell your friends directly that your dad was hit and killed by your mom. As for why your mother is still sitting here unharmed, you should tell everyone that because your mother is mentally ill, she doesn't have to accept legal sanctions. ”
Lin Nan's trembling appearance fell into my eyes, she trembled and looked at the eyes around her, her lips trembled and she didn't dare to scold me back.
Zhao Suyun, in front of so many people, lost face, slowly slid the wheelchair to Lin Nan's side, and said comfortingly, "Nan Nan, don't be like a crazy woman, have fun with your friends." ”
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"Mom........ She's just too much!" Lin Nan cried, "Look at how my brother will clean you up when he comes back!"
"Lin Nan, don't be so brainless, I warned you last time, don't play yin with me. It doesn't matter how you mother and daughter slander me, if you dare to say my sister, I'm not polite to you! This time the water is not enough to boil, and next time I promise to let you lose a layer of skin. I glared at Lin Nan fiercely, threw the basin to Wu's mother, and went upstairs by myself.
I only heard Zhao Suyun comforting Lin Nan on the one hand, and reassuring her friend on the other, saying that I am like this, so that everyone can see the joke.
Jokes? Who exactly is a joke?