183. Sincerity
After Lin Rongshen hung up the phone, I asked him, "Are you going to find Chen Zhongsheng?"
Lin Rongshen handed the phone to the assistant, looked at me and said, "It's time to look for him." ”
I said, "I'm going." ”
Lin Rongshen patted me on the head and said, "I'll send you home to rest first." ”
I wanted to say something, but I felt that I was indeed a little tired, so I didn't speak, but nodded.
After Lin Rongshen sent me home, he went to find Chen Zhongsheng, I don't know what he was doing with him, I probably went to him to talk about the recent turmoil that he fabricated.
I didn't pay much attention to it, so I lay down on the bed in the morning, and after just a few minutes of lying down, I fell into a deep sleep.
This sleep went straight to the next morning, and when I opened my eyes, I was in Lin Rongshen's arms, I thought it was my hallucination, because the surrounding environment was no longer a cold prison, but a warm room, Lin Rongshen rolled his eyes to me, and asked lightly: "Did you sleep well yesterday?"
I looked at Lin Rongshen's handsome face, and I didn't know how to express the joy in my heart, and after a long time, I asked, "When did you come back yesterday?"
Although Lin Rongshen held me in his arms, he was still reading a document in his hand, and after he turned the page on his fingertips, he said, "Eight o'clock in the evening." ”
I said, "So late?"
Lin Rongshen said: "Well, I originally wanted to call you to get up and finish dinner before continuing to sleep, but who knew that someone slept like a pig." ”
He pulled a hand from the file and twisted it lightly on the tip of my nose.
I made a gesture to bite him, but Lin Rongshen didn't hide, let my teeth bite his fingertips, of course I didn't bite ruthlessly, after all, tiger poison does not eat children.
I stopped the movement of my mouth, and got up instead, held his face and kissed him fiercely on his thin lips, Lin Rongshen didn't open his lips, just laughed, and others were easily pushed down on the bed by me, but he didn't resist, and let me be like a stunned young man, making a presumptuous attack on his lips.
I saw that he didn't open his teeth all the time, he became more and more anxious, and his lips became more and more disorganized, Lin Rongshen laughed under me, and when he saw my appearance, he suddenly turned over and pressed on top of me, so frightened that I immediately pulled the collar of his shirt.
I stared at Lin Rongshen with wide eyes, but before I could see his face clearly, his lips pressed down.
I didn't struggle, I just closed my eyes and felt his kiss and touch, this short half a month of thinking about him has made my thoughts about him have accumulated to an extreme.
After that, Lin Rongshen and I struggled until ten o'clock before getting up, and after breakfast, I rushed to the hospital to visit Jian Lihua, after all, after Lin Rongshen came back from a business trip, the first thing he did was to go to the prison to get me out, and he had a meal with Chen Zhongsheng last night, and he didn't have time to see Jian Lihua, who was seriously ill.
Now that everything has been calculated, he, as a grandson, naturally has to rush over.
But when he got there, Jian Ting also rushed back from Italy, he and Millie stood in front of Jian Lihua's hospital bed together, and they all looked at Jian Lihua on the hospital bed, and Jian Lihua was rarely awake at this time.
The room was silent, save for Millie's occasional sobs.
After Lin Rongshen and I arrived inside, the old man seemed to have a sense, his head moved slightly, but halfway through the movement, it seemed that he didn't have much strength, so he could only look at us with his eyes.
The doctor whispered in our ear, "The old man is looking forward to your passing." ”
Lin Rongshen led me slowly and walked over, standing beside the old man's bed, Jian Lihua's eyes kept falling on me and Lin Rongshen, his hand under the quilt was constantly squirming, as a doctor, Lin Rongshen had seen a lot of such scenes, so he naturally knew what the old man was going to do, so he stretched out his hand and gently held his hand that was a little good in the quilt.
After Jian Lihua felt Lin Rongshen's hand, she grabbed him tightly, repeatedly afraid that he would slip away.
With all my strength, I said with difficulty, "You...... Finally...... I'm back. ”
Lin Rongshen looked at the person on the hospital bed who was once in his impression, and became an old man who even had some difficulty speaking, he was not half sad, the expression on his face was always numb, he shook him back and said, "Grandpa, the matter has been dealt with almost well, so I came back early." ”
Jian Lihua shook his head and said, "Official, I'm not worried about your ......"
Jian Lihua licked his dry lips to make the tip of his tongue less numb and stiff, and said, "Yesterday...... Yesterday I dreamed of your mother. ”
When Lin Rongshen heard this, there was a subtle change in his face, but he didn't speak, just quietly waited for Jian Lihua's next words.
Jian Lihua's next words were very neat, as if people had recovered a little bit of vitality, he said: "She asked me to tell you in her dream, live well, she is very good, let you not let go of yourself, people, all grievances and grievances at this time are clouds of the past, and said that she is very pleased to see you grow into such an excellent person now." ”
Jian Lihua smiled slightly when he said the three words of relief, and from his eyes, it could be seen that he was actually the more relieved person, who was full of pride, but inexplicably made people feel sour.
But Lin Rongshen always looked at him numbly.
The old man took a breath and continued: "Your mother said that you are good at everything, but your temperament is too heavy, you don't seem to care about anything, you don't seem to pursue anything, and sometimes you don't seem to have feelings for anything, but your mother knows what kind of person you are, so the only thing she worries about is your temperament, and she ...... deeply."
When the old man said this, he coughed slightly, he gasped and said, "Letting go is the right way, she has never blamed you, you didn't save her, you know?"
Lin Rongshen looked at Jian Lihua's face for a long time and didn't move, always maintaining the posture of holding his hand, although I couldn't understand what they were saying, but I still stretched out my hand and gently pushed Lin Rongshen, and then he said lightly: "I know." ”
The old man smiled slightly, then let go of his hand and patted the back of his hand and said, "Some things have been picked up for too long, they need to be put down, you are very smart, but you just don't know how to let go of yourself." ”
After he finished saying this meaningful sentence, he looked at Jian Ting, who was standing behind us.
Jian Ting was much more emotional than Lin Rongshen, his eyes were red and swollen, and he seemed to have cried early in the morning, Jian Lihua looked at Jian Ting like this, and after a long time, he opened his voice and said, "Come here." ”
The voice carried the disgust for Jian Ting's exclusive use as usual, but this time Jian Ting didn't have any plans, but honestly walked to Jian Lihua's bedside.
Jian Lihua shook Lin Rongshen's hand as if he were holding him, and he said, "What about you...... I don't have anything to explain to you, you kid, although not as smart as Rong Shen, but in fact, my favorite is you, love and righteousness, will not hold grudges, no matter how much I value Rong Shen, how much I ignore you, you will never hold a grudge for half a point, although sometimes you will hide in the corner and cry in tears, thinking that grandpa does not like you enough, very sad and aggrieved, but as long as I call you, you will fly happily. ”
Jian Lihua seemed to think of something, he looked at the light above his head, sighed and said: "I still remember when you were a child, you were very naughty, and you didn't study well, compared with Rong Shenyi, you were a naughty child, which made me very annoyed, every time I beat you, I don't know why, grandpa himself felt a lot of pain in his heart." ”
He said, " Jian Ting, you are not worse than Rong Shen, compared to Rong Shen's grandfather, I like you more than Rong Shen's grandfather, because you have a true temperament, you have always had one to say, two to say, unlike Rong Shen's kid, since he was a child, he only knew how to play scheming with his grandfather, and he always talked around the bush, sometimes he had to talk to him for a long time, how could he talk to you easily and happily, you don't know that when you make grandpa laugh, grandpa can laugh for a long time, but you are naughty, if I don't force you, don't spur you, it is estimated that you are still no different from those second ancestors outside, grandpa is most pleased that you not only have a sincere heart, but also very kind, you are greatI'm so proud of you. ”
As soon as Jian Lihua finished saying these words, Jian Ting burst into tears.