My grandfather half-hugged me and couldn't help but say to her, "It's not your fault? In order to make room for you, I moved with a big belly. Now that I'm going to marry that bastard again, can my granddaughter not be afraid! You really have the ability to scare my granddaughter into premature birth! I tell you, if my granddaughter is okay, forget it, if something big happens, I will never let you go!"

My mother-in-law was said to be standing there, her face was wide, and it seemed to be like a rebuttal, but she was shocked by my grandfather's anger and didn't dare to speak.

I grabbed my grandfather: "Forget grandpa, it's okay, don't be angry." Stop arguing, let's go!"

"Okay, let's go. Hold on, don't be afraid!"

I smiled: "I'm not afraid, grandpa has been on the battlefield, I'm not afraid, what am I doing, I'm not afraid." "Actually, I'm really scared, I haven't had a child in my previous life, but I've heard a lot of accidents when I have children, and I also met a woman who worked part-time, she gave birth to a second child when she was forty years old, and she died in the hospital.

I haven't seen her miserable situation at that time, but thinking about a good person, I went to give birth to a child and couldn't live again. I'm afraid, there is any amniotic fluid embolism, which is almost 100% as soon as it happens. I'm really scared, I won't die in the delivery room, what will happen to my child then, will Zhao Yunhai soon find a stepmother for the child to bully him?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help crying, crying as I walked.

My grandfather was even more anxious: "Don't cry, it's okay! Don't be afraid, grandpa is here!"

I wiped my eyes and smiled, "Grandpa, I'm not afraid, I'm happy, I'm going to be a mother." ”

At this time, my mother-in-law came over and looked at me, and then at my belly, "Now my belly is not big, seven months, how hard it can be, what a hypocrisy." I don't know how a daughter-in-law in the countryside is more squeamish than a girl in the city. ”

I was already in pain to death, but when I heard her say this, of course I was even more angry, and shouted loudly: "What kind of nonsense are you talking about? It's not that you haven't given birth to a child, don't you know how much it hurts? Is it because I'm from the countryside, so I can't show even the pain? I don't need you to take care of it, I don't need you to take care of it, do you say this is interesting? It's not early, you just go home!"

My grandfather was also very angry: "What kind of person is this? I don't care at all, I know that I say these sarcastic things, I really doubt whether I have a conscience, and I know that I am talking nonsense!"

She stomped her feet angrily and shouted loudly: "Zhao Yunhai, look at your daughter-in-law, what is she talking about, she is really unfilial!

Zhao Yunhai rushed out at this time, didn't pay attention to his mother, and directly hugged me and got up. We left in a hurry, and no one paid any attention to her. My mother-in-law was even angrier and shouted loudly behind us.

"You're a dragon, aren't you? Why don't you speak?"

"Mom, you want to be reasonable, argue for the long and the bad, can you wait for my daughter-in-law to give birth to the child? Do you think now is the time to quarrel? Go back and rest, we are going to the hospital." When he had finished speaking, he ignored him and strode away.

"You bastards! I'm feeding you for nothing, and I don't care about my mother at all! I'm going to marry that guy, and I'm going to get married right away! What do I think you'll do?"

We still turned a deaf ear, if she just wanted to add to the blockage, she would have put her whole life into it, there would be nothing to say, let her be.

I was shaking in pain, as if I had been run over by a lot of cars, Zhao Yunhai hugged me every step I took, I felt that I might have bitten to death here, my breathing was hurting, my mother was the same when she gave birth to me, how painful it was, my father couldn't understand it, so he didn't like me at all.

All my mixed feelings came together, and I started crying again.

"This won't work, I'll go find a car!" he put me down, let the master watch, and ran ahead, he blocked the middle of the road, stretched out his hand and kept waving, now it's only the seventies, the people don't have any cars, the bicycle can't sit, and the bus can't stop him.

I'll just tell him to forget about it, don't be busy.

But he didn't listen at all, after a while, he successfully stopped a tricycle that was transporting vegetables, what did he say to that person, the person first showed an unhappy look and frowned, but Zhao Yunhai stuffed a piece of money for the person, looking like five yuan, and the other party nodded and agreed.

"Come here!"

Grandpa hugged me over, such a cold day in this will definitely not be comfortable, I saw that there are still vegetable leaves in the car, but I can't take care of it, I just lie in it, looking at the white clouds in the sky, I think, today I must not die, I don't want to die, there are still many good days to live, I have not been good to my children.

The driver went to the front. My grandfather and Zhao Yunhai held the car and kept looking at me

I looked at my grandfather's worried look and comforted, "I'm fine, don't worry, I'm fine." ”

"Hmm. Got it, I'm not worried. I know, we're all right. We're all going to have a good life in the future. Grandpa said calmly. But when I saw that his hands were shaking, I knew he was just comforting me.

I looked at Zhao Yunhai's side face, and he kept urging the cyclist to hurry up.

"Let's just run, hurry up, my daughter-in-law hurts a lot." ”

"Don't worry, no problem, my daughter-in-law has given birth to four, and every time she shouts that she is going to die, she is going to die, but she is still alive. Your daughter-in-law and I look and listen calmly, I don't want to be fine. ”

"I've borrowed your good words, hurry up. My daughter-in-law is in too much pain, just give birth soon. ”

The speed of the car increased, and I closed my eyes and touched my stomach, although it hurt. But thinking that Zhao Yunhai really cares about me, I am very happy. The two people who care about me in the world are right next to me, and I'm content.

When I arrived at the hospital, I was already in pain and numb, my grandfather hurried to pay the fee and go through the formalities, Zhao Yunhai hugged me and shouted loudly to the doctor, looking for someone to arrange a ward for me. I've never seen Zhao Yunhai so anxious.

When I was pushed into the operating room, Zhao Yunhai grabbed my hand vigorously, put it on my lips and kissed it, then touched my hair and said seriously, "I'll wait for you to come out, daughter-in-law." ”

I nodded, and at this moment, I wanted to tell him that I really loved him, but I always felt embarrassed, so I smiled and waved my hand, and was pushed away.

That night, I gave birth to our first child, six and a half pounds, a boy.

The moment I saw this child, I sighed, it was over, all the little dresses I had prepared were in vain. It's not spicy, it's a girl, it's really a mistake. But the child is very much like me. The eyes are slender, not Zhao Yunhai's big round eyes, which do not conform to the aesthetics of boys in that era, I am a little regretful.

Zhao Yunhai didn't like it, hugged the child and smiled: "It's really similar to my daughter-in-law!"

My grandfather looked at the child with his hands behind his back and nodded with a smile: "It's really good, it's good to be born." Just give birth to this child, don't have it again in the future, I have to worry about death when I am born. ”

I was a little weak, I couldn't say anything, and when I moved a little, the wound hurt, and I just nodded.

Zhao Yunhai said, "We discussed, that's it." It's enough to have a good education, and you can't take care of it if you have so many children. ”

"Okay, this one. My grandfather looked at the child with a smile: "Why does this child sleep all the time, isn't he hungry?"

"When I'm hungry, I cry by myself, it's fine. Zhao Yunhai said with a smile: "This child must be good-looking when he grows up." Better looking than me, a father. But daughter-in-law, are you hungry?"

I shook my head, I was really not hungry at all, and the moment I gave birth, I really thought I was going to die. But fortunately, he persevered, and then there was a void, and no senses were gone except pain.

My grandfather said, "I'm not hungry, I've got something to eat, I'll go back and get something to eat now." Eat noodles, make chicken soup for you at noon, during this time, you can't eat salt, I've wronged you. ”

I said yes, and my grandfather went away.

Zhao Yunhai sat next to me, showing me the child and talking to me, but my eyelids were getting heavier and heavier, and I didn't know when I would fall asleep. I really like the feeling.

My confinement was in a bungalow, and my grandfather burned the kang very hot every day, the windows were sealed several layers, and several layers of plastic sheeting were put on, even if he was wearing single clothes, it was like taking a sauna in the house.

Because it was very hot, I was able to wipe my body with hot water, lay on the kang, and asked Zhao Yunhai to wash my hair with hot water a few times. It's refreshing, except for the fat on the stomach, and a little boring, there is nothing particularly painful.

With a baby, the atmosphere in the house is lively. Grandpa named the child An An. I hope you are all safe. I think it's a bit feminine and wants a very manly name, but Zhao Yunhai said it's good. He named it Zhao An.