Lin Jingshen's words made me speechless, and the smile on my face froze suddenly.

I looked at him, and he looked at me, but I didn't see any warmth in his eyes, as if he really didn't know me at all, as he said.

I pursed my lips and softened the expression on my face, I smiled and said, "Mr. Lin, you are a noble person who forgets things, of course you won't remember me, but I have a deep memory of Mr. Lin." ”

"Oh, is it?" Lin Jingshen chuckled, and he said, "This young lady, are you talking to me?"

"Originally, yes, but Mr. Lin is so cold, I'm a little scared, so forget it!" I said lightly: "Since Mr. Lin is busy, then I won't bother." ”

After saying that, I turned around and wanted to leave, but as soon as I turned around, I heard Lin Jingshen order: "Tang Yan, you dare to go and try it!"

Lin Jingshen's words were full of sternness and threats, and I turned my head to look at him and smiled: "Why don't you dare?"

My character is like this, the more I don't want to do things, the more I dare to do them.

I really don't like being threatened or ordered.

I looked at Lin Jingshen, took a step forward, just took a few steps, and suddenly crashed into a strong chest, I subconsciously looked over, it was Lu Feng, when did he come over?

I immediately took a step back, keeping a distance from Lu Feng, his hand still holding my shoulder, and asked softly, "Are you okay?"

I shook my head and didn't speak.

Lu Feng let go of me and looked at Lin Jingshen, he said, "Mr. Lin is so coincidental!"

"What a coincidence!" Lin Jingshen also replied lightly.

Lu Feng walked past me to Lin Jingshen, and he said, "Mr. Lin, are you here to inspect the work?"

"What about you, Mr. Lu, what are you here for?" Lin Jingshen did not respond to Lu Feng's words, but asked him rhetorically, Lu Feng smiled slightly, turned his head to look at me, and then said, "I came over with Xiao Yan to see the ring." ”

I blinked, standing still in place, I always felt that Lu Feng felt a little awkward no matter how he heard this.

I raised my eyes to look at Lin Jingshen, but found that his expression was very ugly, but there was still a smile on his lips, and he said lukewarmly: "Oh? Mr. Lu is getting married?"

"I thought, but the beauty didn't want to. ”

"I heard Tang Yan say that Mr. Lu's girlfriend is her cousin, if Mr. Lu can't wait to get married, you can let Tang Yan help you, I think with Tang Yan's ability, I will be able to do things perfectly, or does Mr. Lu actually have another purpose?"

Lin Jingshen pressed forward step by step, making Lu Feng a little at a loss for a while, Lu Feng was stunned, and only after half a second did Shanshan smile, he said: "What Mr. Lin said is, but Xiaoyan and I are just here to work today." ”

"Work? Lu has also changed his career to public relations?"

"Not really. Lu Feng looked directly at Lin Jingshen and replied lightly: "But Xiao Yan is working in the Lu family for the time being." ”

"Really, congratulations to Mr. Lu. Lin Jingshen said lukewarmly, his cold eyes swept over me, making me feel like I had been whipped.

At this time, Secretary Zhao urged Lin Jingshen on the side, but Lin Jingshen did not move, but Lu Feng took the initiative to speak: "Since Mr. Lin still has a job, then we won't bother." ”

Lu Feng stepped aside and made way for Lin Jingshen, Lin Jingshen took a slender step and walked forward, when he passed by me, his eyes seemed to devour me, I could only purse my lips and not look at him.

Looking at Lin Jingshen's back as he gradually walked away, I was fascinated for a while, Lu Feng walked to my side at some point, and he said softly: "Xiao Yan, he has already gone away." ”

I vaguely hummed lightly, and then I realized that it was Lu Feng's voice, I turned my head to look at Lu Feng, took a deep breath and approached the a&n counter first.

After that, I was a little distracted, and I didn't listen to a lot of words, and Lu Feng also saw that I was not in a state, so I ended my work early.

After finishing work, Lu Feng asked Wu Yan to go first, and then he drove me back to the apartment.

I didn't refuse, I just didn't think it was necessary, after all, we are now required by work, and if I blindly avoid it, it will only affect myself.

On the way back, Lu Feng took the initiative to ask me, "Xiao Yan, do you like Lin Jingshen?"

I was silent, silently asked myself twice about Lu Feng's words in my heart, and then replied to Lu Feng: "Yes, I like him." ”

Lu Feng suddenly pulled over the car, he turned sideways, looked at me, and asked tentatively: "Xiaoyan, like and love are two nature issues, you ask yourself, do you like or love?"

I also looked at Lu Feng, and after a few seconds, I responded: "I like him, I haven't reached the point of love yet." "I know very well how I feel about other people, like is like, dislike is dislike, and love is the same.

I took a deep breath and said, "Lu Feng, I just love myself. ”

My words, think of a selfish person.

But who knows why I'm doing this?

Because no one loves me, only I love myself, and of course all my love must be stingy.

After I finished speaking, the car suddenly became quiet, and Lu Feng may not have spoken for a long time, until I reminded him: "You can't park here for too long, let's drive quickly!"

"Tang Yan, do you really only love yourself?" Lu Feng ignored it, but asked me seriously.

I looked at him and smiled: "Of course, Lu Feng, you know me, I won't lie." ”

Lu Feng didn't speak, he looked back and looked forward, I don't know what he was thinking, and only after a few minutes, he stepped on the accelerator and started.

Lu Feng sent me back to the apartment, not as before, but waited for me to get out of the car and left.

Back to the apartment, I took a shower and lay down on the bed to rest, just when I wanted to fall asleep, the phone rang, it was Cen Xi calling.

I immediately pressed the answer button, and Cen Xi's voice came from the other end.

"Xiaoyan, where are you?

"Cen Xi, where have you disappeared for so long?" I didn't respond to Cen Xi's words, but asked her anxiously, and the whole person sat up from the bed.

Cen Xi said unhurriedly: "Come on, I'll tell you slowly, by the way, you bring me a set of clothes, I want a high-necked one." ”

After saying that, she reported the room number again, and then urged me to hurry up, and hung up the phone.

I felt inexplicable, but I immediately changed my clothes and found her an unworn dress to bring over.

I rushed to the Yucheng Hotel and took the elevator to the room number that Cen Xi said on the phone, and when she opened the door, a sentence came to my mind, she was raped.

I stared at Cen Xi, Cen Xi reached out very calmly and pulled me in, and then closed the door, she snatched the clothes from my hand, took off the bath towel on her body in front of me and began to wear it slowly, although I have also experienced things between men and women, but Cen Xi's body really made my eyes refreshed, all of them were large and small traces, and between the legs were even more unbearable.

While she was changing, I swept around the bedroom, and it was a mess.

The sofa on the side was also messy, I frowned, and simply sat down on the coffee table, I clasped my hands around my chest, frowning and looking directly at Cen Xi.

When she was dressed, she lit a cigarette from her bag and sat down on the couch across from me, and she said, "Okay, you can ask whatever you want!"

I nodded, and I asked, "What's the matter with you and Han Yicheng?"

"He's just a slut, no, say he's a slut, slut has to protest with both words, Han Yicheng is not a person, he split his legs, it's still my cousin Cai Wenli's second-hand flower, this pair of dogs and men have been carrying me behind my back for months, if I hadn't come home last week and suddenly came back early, I'm afraid I still don't know that they have already secretly Chen Cang. ”

Cen Xi said, taking a sharp puff of his cigarette.

What she said was exactly what I saw that day, but I didn't expect that Cai Wenli and Han Yicheng had been together for so long.

I asked Cen Xi, "What about your cousin-in-law? Does he know? You didn't just get out with your cousin-in-law, did you?"

"Cai Wenli hid that we had divorced a long time ago, and now I only feel disgusting, they sleep in my bed, and they are still doing that kind of thing in the bed I sleep in, I feel sick to my stomach when I think about it. ”

Cen Xi smoked as she spoke, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I reached out and grabbed the cigarette in her hand and threw it into the ashtray to extinguish it.

I stood up and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window of the room, and I said, "It's good that you two are not married, otherwise you would be married for the second time." I smiled lightly and teased, before Cen Xi and I, we didn't need comfort, but the comfort seemed to be alienated between us.

Cen Xi has disappeared for so long, and since she can appear now, then I think she must have come out.

Cen Xi walked behind me, she stretched out her hand to hug me, and said ambiguously: "It's better for the two of us to make do together." ”

"No, I like men, I don't like women, thank you!" I pushed her away, keeping my distance from her.

She snorted lightly: "Ruthless, I'm all green, can't you sacrifice yourself to comfort me?"

"It's better for you to be green now than to be green after you get married, right?"

"Tang Yan, do you know? When I first found out, I didn't sleep all day and night, and I drank every day, and when I saw that I was haggard like a fifty-year-old woman, I began to realize that if I continued like this, I was afraid that I would really be ruined. ”

"I went out to travel alone, and I walked a lot of places alone, and I suddenly thought clearly, who wouldn't meet so many scum in their life? I just thought I was bitten by a dog, and I have been bitten for so many years, I have to leave when there is no rabies attack, I can live better, I even feel that I have to thank Han Yicheng and Cai Wenli, I really understand why you said to me, no one is reliable, no one is anyone's lifelong dependence, only yourself is your own support and dependence, except for yourself, no one will love yourself more than yourself. ”

After Cen Xi's words were finished, we looked at each other in silence, her eyes were filled with tears, and her eyes were red.

I walked over and took her hand, and I said, "I'm sorry, I should have found out earlier, blame me for not being with you when you needed it most, and I won't be there anymore." ”

"Don't say that, I know you're worried about me, but I want to be in front of you in the best possible shape. ”

"And when did you come back?"

"Last night. ”

"Last night?" I let go of Cen Xi and stretched out my hand to point at the mess behind me, and I said, "You won't be .....?"

"Tang Yan, can you look forward to me?" Cen Xi saw through what I wanted to say, she said: "Sister, I met an uncle in the bar last night, who looked like he should be in his thirties, and he was quite manly, so I took the initiative to talk to him, and finally succeeded in sleeping with him." ”

"Why do I think you're being slept with?"

"Don't you debunk me?" Cen Xi glanced at me and refused to admit it, she said, "Actually, I had an affair." ”

"Who is the other party?"

"Man. ”

Cen Xi refused to say too much, and said that the two of them left a contact, and after it was confirmed in the future, they would introduce us to each other, looking at her mysterious and mysterious appearance, I guess it should be the second spring opened.

.....

In the evening, I went to the Glow Bar with Cen Xi, and since I have rarely come to the bar except for Song Zhe's affairs.

When we arrived at the bar, we all ordered a cocktail and sat at the bar to tease the bartender, who was new to the bartender, a very young little fresh meat, who was blushing and heartbeat from being ridiculed by me and Cen Xi.

Just as we were having fun, someone behind me suddenly tapped me on the shoulder, and I turned my head to look at Ruan Yingying.

I was stunned and asked, "Why are you here?"

"Do you have time to talk?"

"What is there to talk about between us?" I said lightly, Cen Xi on the side also noticed Ruan Yingying, she had seen it, so she also knew it, Cen Xi said: "I said Ruan Yingying, why are you still ghosted?"

"Tang Yan, I won't do anything to you, I just want to talk to you, what? do you dare?" Ruan Yingying frowned and looked at Cen Xi, then looked at me and smiled.

I stood up, stretched out my hand and took a sip of wine, I said, "Ruan Yingying, we have known each other for a long time, you should know that if I don't want to, no matter what you say, you won't be able to provoke me." ”

"Tang Yan, I want to talk to you about Lin Jingshen, you should be interested, don't you want to know how I met Lin Jingshen? And the money Song Zhe gave me, don't you want to know where to go?"

"What do you mean?"

"My meaning is very clear, Tang Yan, are you afraid, afraid to see Lin Jingshen's true face?"

"Ruan Yingying, some words are wrong, and there is a price to pay. ”

"The price?" Ruan Yingying chuckled: "My price has already been paid, what am I afraid of?"

I frowned and looked at Ruan Yingying, and then said, "Okay, I'm willing to talk to you, let's go!" I put down my wine glass and said to Cen Xi: "You go back first, and I'll take a taxi by myself in a while." ”

"Xiao Yan, are you really going with her?"

"It's okay, she's not afraid of what I'm afraid of, I haven't called you for an hour, you call the police. ”

I followed Ruan Yingying out of the bar, she took me to a café, after sitting down, she asked me what I was drinking, I shook my head: "No, if you want to talk to me, just say it!" I smiled faintly: "An hour passed quickly." ”