I said to Lin Jingshen: "It's not early, Yueyue should also eat, I'll go first." ”

After speaking, I turned around and wanted to leave, but Lin Jingshen opened his mouth and shouted to stop me: "Xiao Yan." Hearing the voice, I turned my head to look at him, Lin Jingshen said again: "Xiaoyan, since we got married, I have given you a lot of crises and grievances, I have been reflecting on myself, I know all the mistakes in my heart, but I have not corrected them in time, I have been hospitalized in the past few days, I have thought a lot, maybe it's time to give you a complete explanation." ”

Lin Jingshen's words were very serious, he stepped forward, reached out to hold my hand, and continued: "Xiao Yan, the matter between me and Jian Ran is actually very simple, but I have not been able to let go, and even buried it in my heart as a taboo. ”

"Because of my selfishness, I hurt you, I'm sorry, Xiaoyan, can you forgive me?"

"Let's resume the previous relationship, I can confess to you, no matter what, I will no longer hide it, during this time, your coldness towards me, I thought it was only temporary, but as time passed, I found that you seem to have really made up your mind, in fact, I am afraid of losing you, when I saw the text message sent to you by Lu Feng, the vinegar in my heart can be clearly smelled even by myself. It's just that my ego doesn't want to admit it. ”

"My mother once told me that a woman who truly loves you will blindly tolerate you, and when she can't tolerate it anymore, then she must have touched her bottom line. ”

"Tang Yan, this time, I touched your bottom line, right?"

"It must be, otherwise, you wouldn't have left the house with Yueyue and left me. ”

"Actually, I don't allow you to see Yueyue, I just hope you can stay by my side, I'm afraid that you will leave me with Yueyue, in fact, I have nothing but you and Yueyue. ”

"Tang Yan, in fact, I fell in love with you long before I even knew it. ”

Every word Lin Jingshen said was deeply rooted in my heart, and every word was like an undulating wave crashing on my heart, and the strength became heavier and heavier, making my whole heart tremble.

I took a deep breath and looked at Lin Jingshen's gaze, in fact, it was really not easy for him to say these words.

I smiled faintly at him, and I said, "Jing Shen, I'm glad you were able to say this to me, it's just that I hope you can finish the matter between you and Jian Ran, okay?"

If it had been before, I wouldn't have pursued it as if nothing had happened.

But this time, I won't.

Since Lin Jing has thought it through, he must deal with these things first before talking about the matter between us.

Because I hope this is the last time this happens, and I don't want to repeat it again.

As Yueyue gets older, I don't want to give her some bad pictures psychologically.

After I finished speaking, Lin Jingshen was silent for a while, I thought he would order me domineeringly, but no, he thought about it and said, "Okay, I promise you." ”

Lin Jingshen smiled and said, "Xiao Yan, after you deal with it, you go home with me, and I will pick you up." ”

"It won't be long. In the last sentence, he spoke forcefully and firmly.

I nodded, and I agreed.

Xiao Yang drove from the villa back to my apartment, on the way, I kept a calm face and didn't speak, but Xiao Yang, she took the initiative to shout: "Madam, just forgive Mr. Lin! Mr. Lin is really pitiful during this time." ”

"Xiao Yang, is it that I am like Mr. Lin and affect your relationship with Secretary Zhao?"

"Madam, you still don't forgive Mr. Lilin!"

"So you think so, too. I said solemnly.

Xiao Yang looked helpless, she could only shut up and stop talking.

......

Early the next morning, Ms. He suddenly came to the apartment.

After she came, after playing with Yueyue for a while, she asked me to sit with her for a while and chat.

She specially supported Zhou's mother and asked Zhou's mother to take Yueyue to the garden downstairs of the apartment for a walk, and only after there were only the two of us left, she sighed and said to me: "Xiaoyan, my mother came here today, in fact, I want to tell you something." ”

"Mom, what do you say?" I asked.

Ms. He's expression was solemn, and she said, "Jing Shen came to me last night. Hearing Ms. He's words, I frowned, and she continued: "He came to ask about him and Mo Nan at the beginning. ”

"I've said it all. She raised her eyes to look at me, and she said: "Xiao Yan, in fact, the original thing was caused by me, even the child in Mo Nan's belly, I forced her to beat it, because I couldn't let her drag Jing Shen down, the old man said that if Jing Shen's marriage contract was not arranged by him, then the Lin family has nothing to do with Jing Shen, so I can't, I can only force them to separate." ”

"Over the years, I have always felt very guilty, whether it is for Mo Nan or Jing Shen, but I don't regret the decision of the year, the old man is ruthless, since he can abandon me when I am pregnant with Jing Shen, then he can naturally let Jing Shen have nothing, I can't, I hope that the future master of the Lin family is Jing Shen, so that it will not be in vain for the grievances and injuries I have suffered over the years. ”

I noticed that when Ms. He said these words, her eyes were full of hatred and determination.

I don't know about Ms. He and the old man, and I haven't asked about it, because it's a matter of the previous generation and has nothing to do with our generation, so I don't want to pay attention to it.

It's just that now, since Ms. He took the initiative to talk about it, then I just listened.

Ms. He smiled, she looked at me and asked, "Xiaoyan, do you also think that your mother is very selfish?"

"Mom, I don't, I just think that everyone's position is different, so what they do is naturally different. ”

"Xiao Yan, my mother came to you today, and I also want to tell you that since Jing Shen now knows everything that happened back then, I don't think he will do anything reckless, if he really does it, my mother hopes that you can be more tolerant, I...."

"Mom, you don't need to say it, I know everything, in fact, I know everything about him and Mo Nan, Jing Shen told me something. And I heard some of it myself, but I naturally wouldn't tell Ms. He about the latter, I just said: "How he chooses, it's all his business, let's not interfere, this choice may be the best result for all of us, the time will come sooner or later, keep avoiding and being afraid to face, then it's not a thing." ”

"Mom, did you say yes?"

Ms. He's worried, why shouldn't I?

What's the use of being afraid?

I pursed my lips, a smile on my lips to hide the panic in my heart.

If the things of the year were all done by Ms. He, then it had nothing to do with Mo Nan, that is to say, Lin Jingshen's misunderstanding of Mo Nan should also be resolved.

Will they ever be reconciled with each other?

I don't know, and it's not something I think about.

Now that Lin Jingshen knows everything, let's wait for him to make a choice and decision!

I'll just wait.

Lin Jingshen didn't contact me all day, I don't know what he's doing, and I didn't go to anyone to ask.

It's just that after Ms. He came, I haven't been calm.

I kept thinking about it.

Just when I thought Lin Jingshen's silence was the answer, Mo Nan's call came.

After the phone was connected, Mo Nan's voice rang, and she said, "Tang Yan, you come to the café opposite Starbucks, I want to make an appointment with you to meet and explain to you what happened that day." ”

"I don't need to explain, after all, I have nothing to lose. "I refused because I didn't want to meet her.

But Mo Nan said: "Tang Yan, I'm really sorry for what happened that day, I sincerely want to meet you and apologize when I leave first, can you give me a chance?"

"Mo Nan, why do you bother like this?"

"I just hope you don't misunderstand because of this, in fact, I have already let go of Lin Jingshen in my heart, and I am also married, but I haven't slept well because of work during this time, and I have been taking sleeping pills, and I know about the doctor's examination, I have caused you trouble, I am sorry, I hope you can come out and meet me." ”

Mo Nan's words kept repeating this, and under her repeated invitations, I agreed to the invitation.

I made an appointment with Mo Nan to meet at the café opposite Starbucks at three o'clock in the afternoon, and I went there at 2:50, and Mo Nan hadn't come when I was there, but she should have said hello in advance, and as soon as I went, the waiter took me directly to a private room with a screen.

I sat alone in the private room, and the time passed minute by minute, but Mo Nan hadn't arrived yet.

I looked at the time, and it was already five minutes before the agreed time of three o'clock, and I said silently in my heart, and I left before she arrived for five minutes.

It's just that as soon as I had such a thought in my heart, I heard her voice coming from the side of the screen, but she shouted not me, but Lin Jingshen, Mo Nan said: "Jingshen, what are you looking for me today?"

"Sit down first!" Immediately after, it was Lin Jingshen's voice, I heard the sound of pulling the chair out, it was quiet for a few seconds, Lin Jingshen's voice continued to sound again, he said: "I know everything back then, I came to you today to say sorry to you first, I didn't know that my mother did all this." ”

"Jing Shen, don't say it. Mo Nan suddenly interrupted him, she said: "It's all over, and besides, we can only let us revisit each other's previous things, I don't want to revisit those unhappy things again, Jing Shen, since you know it when you go first, I just want to ask you, can we still start again?"

Mo Nan's words have already indicated her purpose for asking me to come here today.

It's just that since she has the heart to show me the play, then I naturally can't let her down, I crossed my legs, sat quietly on the chair, reached out and picked up the coffee cup in front of me and brought it to my mouth and sipped it.

After Mo Nan's words were finished, Lin Jingshen didn't speak.

Mo Nan should be hindered by me beside me, so she was a little anxious, she said, "Jing Shen, why don't you speak?"