I have an older brother, four years older than me, born with the energy of stupidity, to put it mildly, is a second fool, but my parents spoil him, and I, with a good brain, has been neglected, from childhood to adulthood, whether I wear or use, I pick up my brother's leftovers, which makes me feel very unbalanced. According to the rumors in the village, my brother was born to my parents, and I was just picked up by them from other places.

In the summer of '09, I received a college acceptance letter, which was great news, my gray heart showed a hopeful opening, but then it was a bolt from the blue, my parents said that there was no money for me to go to college, so I died of this heart, how I begged them was useless, so I had to accept my fate with tears.

A few days later, a girl suddenly appeared in my house, her skin is very white, her facial features are exquisite, she has a unique temperament, she is a girl from a big city, the first time I saw her, my heart was beating non-stop, I grew up in a ravine, I have never seen such a beautiful girl.

Later, I learned that her name is Xiaoyue, and my father spent all his savings to buy her brother as a daughter-in-law.

It turned out that my dad said that there was no money for me to go to college, and he used all the money to marry my brother's daughter-in-law, no matter how partial my parents were, I could bear it, but going to college was the only opportunity to change my fate, but they cruelly deprived me of this opportunity, I was unwilling, I hated God's unfairness. That night, I hid under the covers and cried all night, feeling abandoned by the world.

After a short time together, I found that Xiaoyue is a very quiet girl. It is estimated that she was brainwashed by human traffickers, she didn't make a lot of noise and tried to run away like other daughters-in-law who bought her, but her quiet seems to be a little too much, she never speaks, never leaves the room, like a puppet, her face is expressionless all day, and the family thinks she is overstimulated and stupid, only I can read from her eyes that she is a normal person.

Soon it was the seventh day of the seventh month of the lunar calendar, the day of my silly brother's wedding, on this day, my family was full of festive and lively atmosphere, most of the people in the village almost came to drink the wine, even some ruffians and hooligans also came to join in the fun, they even called my brother into the cave room to lend their daughter-in-law to play with them, my brother actually agreed stupidly, these words fell into my ears, stimulated my nerves, I held my breath and couldn't help but pick up the wine glass, that was the first time I drank!

I was a little dizzy from drinking, my brother suddenly got drunk and ran to my side, asking me to carry his daughter-in-law back to the cave room first, and he continued to drink, I turned my head and looked at Xiao Yue in the crowd.

At this moment, Xiao Yue is very beautiful, the blush stains her white and tender cheeks make her look more feminine, but her expression is so displeased, a group of young people are pouring her wine, and some are taking the opportunity to rub oil, seeing Xiao Yue's helpless eyes, I can't help but tighten. I didn't say a word, I stood up and rushed over to pick her up and ran to the new house, this is the first time I touched a woman, I felt the blood all over my body surged, smelling the breath of the woman's youth exuding from her, looking at her flawless face, I was more and more not calm.

When I came to the cave room, I gently put Xiaoyue on the red happy bed, thinking about turning around and leaving, but I couldn't move at all, it was very noisy outside, but the new house was very quiet, I could hear my heartbeat, with the effect of alcohol, a lot of pictures surfaced in my mind, thinking of my parents' unfairness, I was very unwilling, thinking that my brother was about to enter the cave room with such a beautiful daughter-in-law, I was very unhappy, a series of extreme ideas kept coming to my mind, and I even had the idea of getting Xiaoyue first. I don't know where I got the courage, I suddenly threw myself on the bed and threw myself on Xiaoyue's body...

I was very manic, as soon as I went up, I kissed her mouth, this was my first kiss, it was very jerky, the collision and friction of the mouth and mouth made my heart beat faster and faster, I was completely confused, and I was completely out of my mind, just as I was thinking about further action, suddenly a huge force pushed me away, and I was caught off guard and sat on the ground all of a sudden, and at this time, Xiaoyue was already standing at the head of the bed, holding a pair of scissors and aiming it at her neck, her eyes were full of tears, and her eyes were full of disappointment.

After a few seconds of silent confrontation, Xiao Yue opened her trembling lips with difficulty: "Ge Tian, I thought that you had read books and would be different from them, but I didn't expect you to be a pervert, beast, if you dare to touch me again, I will die for you immediately!"

My head suddenly exploded, it turned out that Xiaoyue was not dumb, it turned out that she had been forbearing, and I, I had shamelessly done a beastly thing, in the face of the resentful Xiaoyue, I didn't know how to refute, I was struggling for a long time, and I squeezed out three words: "I'm sorry!"

Xiao Yue's tears slid down her cheeks, and she shouted to me in pain and determination: "If you still have a little conscience, take me out of here, otherwise, I will die here immediately, I would rather die than as your family wishes, I can't live with a fool!" Looking at the bright red blood oozing from her white neck, my heart stabbed with pain, I was panicked, very afraid, I nervously opened my mouth, repeating no.

Xiaoyue is a smart girl, she saw my vacillation, she began to beg me, told her the bitterness in her heart, said a lot, and said that as long as I let her go back, her family will give me money, her words seem to have been prepared for a long time, as if she had been ready to persuade me for a long time, and I, in fact, did not listen to all her words very seriously, I just felt her pain, her difficulty, and felt that she and I had the same suffering.

I was still sitting on the ground, but my eyes began to slowly become firm, and after a long time, I raised my eyes, looked at Xiaoyue deeply, and said word by word: "Okay, I'll take you away!"

That night, while my parents were still outside entertaining guests, I took a flashlight and quietly left through the back door with Xiaoyue.

Along the way, Xiaoyue was still vigilant with scissors in one hand, and it was not until more than an hour later, when she walked to the rugged and uninhabited mountain road, that she relaxed her vigilance against me. Our village is in a very remote mountain, and ordinary people can't find a way out, especially at night, even I, a native of this village, walk very hard, the night road is very rugged, and the ground is full of thorns.

After walking for a few hours, we finally walked out of the mountain road and came to the main road, because we were afraid that someone would chase after us, so even if we arrived at the main road, we still did not dare to slack off, and still kept moving forward, until the sky began to light slightly, we finally saw hope, at the end of the road a bus was heading towards us, Xiao Yue, who was already exhausted, saw the bus, her eyes immediately lit up, she didn't think about it, and soon jumped to the center of the road, waving her hands vigorously at the car in front, the excitement was overflowing.

I don't know why, but I couldn't be happy, but I whispered to her who was excited: "The car is coming, you can go into the city by it, I don't know the road in the city, you go home by yourself, I'll go back first!" After speaking, I turned around and left. The moment I turned around, tears flashed out of my eyes.

As soon as I took two steps, Xiao Yue's crisp voice came from behind me: "Ge Tian, won't you come with me? If you go home like this, your parents will definitely beat you to death!"

I paused, looked back at her, and said, "No, this is my home, I can't leave!"

Xiaoyue's face looked very haggard in the faint light, her eyes were grateful, more dignified, she looked at me very seriously and said, "But, I promised to give you money, if you don't go with me, how can I tell my dad to give you the money!"

Hearing this, I laughed, tears fell from my eyes, I suddenly raised my voice, and shouted at her: "Listen, I let you go, not for money, I don't want anything from you." I'm the only person in my family who has ever studied, I know the law, I know that buying and selling women is illegal, I just let you go just because I don't want them to be wrong again and again, if you have the heart to repay this kindness, I only ask you, don't call the police!"

In order not to let Xiao Yue see my broken emotions, I quickened the pace of leaving, Xiao Yue's voice kept ringing behind me, but it was all muffled by the horn of the stopped bus, I couldn't hear what she said, and I didn't want to listen to it.

On the way back, I kept thinking, why did I let Xiao Yue go, was it really because I was afraid that my parents would break the law? Or was I afraid that Xiao Yue would die in front of me? Or was it because I was afraid that my stupid toad brother would defile her?

Years later, I figured it out, and it was all because of fucking love at first sight!

As soon as I walked back to the entrance of the village, I was kidnapped home by a group of menacing villagers, my house was already overcrowded at this time, my parents also quickly rushed back from outside to question me, I didn't do useless quibbles, admit everything, my parents were furious, mentioning the guy to me is a beating, even my brother is crazy and grabbed my clothes to make me compensate his daughter-in-law, even my relatives are angry, together with a resentful beating of me, that night, I was beaten by them and passed out directly, I don't seem to feel the pain of flesh blooming, I only know, when I wake up, I have a lame leg！

No one took me to the hospital, I dragged my crippled body, and I was subjected to more serious mental abuse, not only my family hated me to the core, but the people in the village couldn't get used to me, my father went to the point of no return for alcoholism since then, every time he was drunk, he took me under the knife, beating and scolding became commonplace, I was lame and endured everything, I did the work, but I didn't have enough to eat, my life fell into endless darkness, but I don't regret it, at least, Xiaoyue is free, I don't have to bear the torment in my heart, I thought that I would live in such a state for the rest of my life, but one day at the end of August, unpredictable variables suddenly came...