038. Fools
"I ......"
Under his gaze, I still couldn't open it, Lin Rongshen said: "Tomorrow I hope to see the result, if there is no result, Charlelai, what will happen to the consequences, I will not promise you, you think about it yourself." ”
My first love died in the hands of Lin Rongshen, I still didn't have the courage to fight hard, and the next afternoon I broke up with my early love, and the other party cried and asked me why, and asked him if he didn't do well enough?
I die of guilt, I deserve to die of guilt to make a big boy cry, I really stink and shameless, I blame myself in my heart, but what can I do, in fact, I don't want to lose his friend, but there are people above who suppress it, I don't want to be full of ignorant fear of my future.
gritted his teeth ruthlessly and cut off this hazy first love that was too late to hold a little hand.
On the way out of school, I was also very depressed, very depressed, although I didn't like him, but how to say, I felt like I had lost a friend, he was really, really good to me, but I made him cry.
After breaking up, I didn't go back to Lin's house, but went to Lin Rongshen's apartment, he was already waiting for me there, waiting for me to give him the result, because of a heavy rain in the process of coming, when I arrived in front of him, I was already soaking wet.
Lin Rongshen saw my embarrassed appearance, calmly took a bath towel to wipe the water droplets on my body, and said casually: "Why didn't you take a taxi." ”
I let him wipe me wet, and he said, "Take a shower first, or you'll catch a cold." ”
But I didn't move, but raised my face and asked him with red eyes, "What do you mean?"
Lin Rongshen looked at me and didn't speak.
I took the bath towel in my hand and slammed it on him and said, "What the hell do you think of me?!"
After smashing, I didn't even want to look at him for a second, I turned around and wanted to run, but after only a few steps, my body was hugged by Lin Rongshen from behind, and I couldn't move.
I struggled desperately, I couldn't get out, and I cried out more and more, I said: "Why do you ask me to do this, I have nothing to do with you, why do you want to do it, my mother doesn't care about me, why should I listen to you like this, who are you!"
I cried and shouted, Lin Rongshen's hand holding my waist became tighter and tighter, so that I couldn't move at all, his chin rested on my shoulder, and he responded to me softly: "What do you want me to treat you for." ”
I cried and shook my head and said, "I don't know, I don't know anyway, I don't know what I'm yours, you obviously have a girlfriend, but you still do that to me, Lin Rongshen, you're a villain at all!"
I was crying, but he laughed and laughed happily, as if what I had just said was so funny.
His laughter made me even more angry, as if he was treated as a joke like a clown, and I pushed him desperately to let him let go of me, but Lin Rongshen smiled even more happily at my actions, and laughed to the back, he knew that I was really angry, and finally stopped being so hateful, pinched my chin, and prevented my face from shaking, and forced me to look at him.
Lin Rongshen lowered his head and looked at me, and said word by word: "I...... No girlfriend. ”
I didn't believe his nonsense at all, and I asked loudly, "Who was the girl on the rooftop that day, and why did you hug him?"
Lin Rongshen stared at my puffed face, and said with a smile: "It turns out that you are here for the Tiantai day." ”
I pounded him on the chest and said, "You answer me seriously." ”
Lin Rongshen laughed twice and said, "What identity do you want to use to ask me this question." ”
This led me to the question, in what capacity should I question him, and what is my relationship with him......
I couldn't answer, Lin Rongshen gently wiped the drops of water on my face and asked, "Hmm? Answer me Lailai." ”
I lowered my head in frustration and didn't speak, Lin Rongshen waited for a long time and didn't wait for me to answer, he raised my face with his hand and asked me again, he looked at my eyes and asked me softly: "My girlfriend's position has been empty, it is waiting for a little girl named Charlele, do you want to try?"
I was stupid and didn't understand what he was talking about.
Lin Rongshen smiled even more happily, he brushed away the wet hair on my forehead and said: "The girl who hugged me on the rooftop that day was just confessing to me, but unfortunately, I already have a heart, so I rejected her a little ruthlessly, she was very sad, so she hugged me a little excitedly, but I was afraid that my favorite girl would misunderstand, of course I pushed her away." Lin Rongshen said with some pity: "Unexpectedly, she still misunderstood, and made a boyfriend behind my back, and angrily asked me why I came to meddle in her affairs, you said, I like her so much, but she doesn't like me, so should I agree to the girl who confessed to me before." ”
Hearing his words, no matter how stupid I was, I knew what it meant, and immediately I didn't even have time to cry, so I jumped on him excitedly, grabbed his neck with my hand and said loudly: "I don't allow you to accept her confession, no, no, no!"
Lin Rongshen held my body steadily, his laughter was extremely hearty, he saw that I was in such a hurry, so he hugged me and walked in the direction of the bathroom, and said, "Okay, change your wet clothes, and I will promise you." ”
After he put me on the sink, he gave me a set of clean clothes, and after giving it, he kissed me lightly on the forehead, and did not leave prematurely, his lips still pressed to my forehead and whispered: "You are not allowed to fall in love behind my back in the future, I will be angry, Lailai." ”
He lowered his eyes and kissed the bridge of my nose, and asked in a low voice, "Lyle, do you remember what I said?"
I sat on the cold sink, wrapped my legs around Lin Rongshen's waist, and hummed lowly.
The atmosphere suddenly became a little delicate, because Lin Rongshen's kiss didn't know when it had reached the side of my neck, I didn't flinch, I didn't hide, I just sat there stunned and enjoyed the special intimacy that only belonged to us.
He kissed and kissed, and the wet clothes on my body had already faded, Lin Rongshen gently lifted my long hair for me, lowered his head and kissed my left shoulder.
The last kiss landed on my left atrium, and he was breathing heavily, and he said, "Leylai, I'm going to do something bad, if you don't want to, you can stop." ”
My body was trembling, and the throbbing began again.
I really want to see how bad he is saying and why I am so excited, so excited that it seems to be so sacred in the next second.
Without the slightest hesitation, I hugged him back with my immature body, Lin Rongshen's tall body pressed me against the washstand, and his kiss no longer stopped at my lips, but all over my body.
That day, he turned me into his woman, without struggle, without entanglement, without guilt.
Because guilt is so small in the face of great sweetness, I just want to seize this moment and bring us closer together.
But I didn't expect that what awaited me at the most intimate end was the most cruel revenge, the farthest distance, the farthest alienation, the farthest hate.
Intimacy and distantness turned out to be just a love affair, but that night, even my dreams were sweet.
The place he took me to was so wonderful, so wonderful that I was reluctant to leave, and I just wanted to obsessively linger with him for a while, and for a while, even if only for a moment.
My relationship with Lin Rongshen began to change from that night, at that time I didn't even know what the protective measures were, it was when I woke up during the day, Lin Rongshen handed something to my mouth, I asked him with a smile: "Is it cold medicine?"
Lin Rongshen opened my lips with his fingertips and handed the medicine into my lips, and he smiled and said, "It's something that protects you." ”
I said, "What does it protect me?"
Lin Rongshen put on the school uniform for me, and his voice was more gentle and delicate, he said, "You will know in the future." ”
I said, "Can we still do something like that in the future?"
Lin Rongshen looked at me with a smile and asked, "Doesn't it hurt?"
I said, "Of course it hurts, but you seem to be happy." ”
Lin Rongshen rubbed my head and said with a smile: "Fool." ”