Chapter 134: Silent and selfless love

This huge bombardment simply stunned me, and the fairy sister who has always been pure as water in my heart and does not eat the fireworks of the world now not only has sorrow but also troubles. Even a son?

I even suspected that I had read or heard it wrong, so I tensed my nerves and continued to look inside the window, and found that Sister Yu's motherly love expression was completely revealed, so this little boy is really Sister Yu's son?

But how could it be? How could it be? Judging by the age of this child, he must have been at least two years old? Doesn't that mean that I was buried before the fire. Sister Yu is already pregnant? So, who is the father of this child? Zhou Xinjin?

Impossible, if Zhou Xinjin's child, Sister Yu doesn't have to hide it at all, by the way, Zhou Xinjin didn't marry Sister Yu, then it can't be Zhou Xinjin's flesh and blood, could it be that Sister Yu has been frowning every day all these years, always running to the bar to drink alone, this is all related to this child?

Isn't Sister Yu never close to men? How could she have a child with someone casually? Unless?

It occurred to me that I had an idea. That night, Sister Yu and I got drunk and had a relationship, and if you count it carefully, that night. It was the night before Tao Wanxin and I were ready to get engaged, that is, on New Year's Eve. It's been three years since today, if you want to say that Sister Yu accidentally won the bid, then from the time she was pregnant for ten months to the time she was born, and then the age, isn't the child's age just so old?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but gasp, my little heart kept pounding, in this silent night, I seemed to be able to hear my violent heartbeat clearly, I didn't dare to think about it. I really don't dare to think about it anymore.

At this time, the room in the window seemed to fall silent, I continued to peek, and found that Sister Yu had put the little boy to sleep, finally, Sister Yu's face showed a pleased and kind smile, she very gently put the little boy down on the small bed, and then stared at the sleeping little boy with very loving eyes, that kind of deep maternal love, the hearts of those who watched became soft.

After being silent for a long time, the nanny suddenly said softly: "Miss Yu, you have come to see Xiao Rui almost every night this month, and you are more diligent than before, have you encountered something?"

This nanny is about thirty years old, and her overall dress looks neat and tidy, she feels like a relatively senior nanny, or rather, a cultural nanny who takes into account her knowledge and cultivation, and her conversation and demeanor are also more considerate and elegant.

Sister Yu didn't react much to the nanny's concern, she still stared at the little boy with tender eyes, a little immersed, and after a while, she said leisurely: "I miss him!"

The word "he" she said seemed to have a deep meaning, and it sounded very charming, as if she was talking about a sleeping little boy and the person she missed.

When the nanny heard this, she just shook her head helplessly, and she gently persuaded Sister Yu: "Alas, Miss Yu, Xiao Rui is so old, have you been hiding him like this?" I think, you should find a man to live a good life, and let Xiao Rui have a name, just on your terms, even if others know that you have children, they will definitely accept it!"

Sister Yu continued to look at the little boy, and there was a hint of helplessness in her soft eyes, but she still squeezed out a smile when she was strong, and said: "No need, I can raise Xiao Rui very well by myself, I won't let him be worse than other people's children, in fact, this kind of life is very good, calm and serene!"

On the surface, Sister Yu is so stubborn, but the bitterness in her tone can be heard by anyone, and of course the nanny can feel it, she still doesn't give up, and says bitterly again: "Do you really think you're doing well?" Anyway, every time I see you, I have a sad face, I have never seen you really happy, I'm afraid now only Xiao Rui can give you some comfort, I really don't know, what are you guarding, what are you waiting for, and for what, you hide from everyone, secretly give birth to Xiao Rui, let Xiao Rui grow up in an environment without a father, do you think this is really good? When Xiao Rui is older, ask him where his father is, how do you answer?"

The nanny's words went straight to the heart, Sister Yu listened to it, she couldn't hide the fragility of her heart, her expression became more and more painful, her thoughts seemed to begin to drift, as if she had fallen into a painful memory, unconsciously, her bright eyes began to ooze tears again, the haggard face was full of sadness, it looked like an abandoned little widow, so miserable, it made people feel pity.

Seeing Sister Yu like this, the nanny couldn't help but sigh softly, and then, she said gently: "Miss Yu, you have always been such a person to bear, I'm afraid that after a long time, you can't bear it! For him, you frown every day, for him, insist on pulling Xiao Rui to grow up alone, but, is it worth it for you to pay so silently? He didn't even look at Xiao Rui, he is definitely not a good man, do you really need to wait so stupidly?"

This time, the nanny seemed to have poked Sister Yu's bottom line, the sad Sister Yu's face suddenly changed, she raised her face, looked at the nanny, and said indifferently: "You are not allowed to say that about him!"

For this, Sister Yu was angry, she is rarely angry, and now, she actually lost her temper with the nanny, perhaps, the nanny has never seen Sister Yu angry, so, seeing that Sister Yu was unhappy, she quickly closed her mouth and didn't dare to say anything more.

Judging from the nanny's helpless and regretful eyes, she is indeed really unworthy of Sister Yu, after all, the natural Sister Yu is so beautiful, has a good family background, and has a good work personality in all aspects, but she is so lonely in terms of feelings, of course the nanny will sympathize with her and feel distressed.

And Sister Yu, after finishing speaking, immediately realized her gaffe, so she changed her tone and said helplessly: "It's none of his business, he's not wrong, it's all my fault!"

When the nanny heard this, she was even more distressed, her brows were furrowed, her eyes were full of pity, she was entangled in place for a while, and then she mustered up the courage to say: "Miss Yu, there is a question, I have always wanted to know, Xiaorui and his father, is he still alive?"

These words made Sister Yu more and more sad, the tears in her eyes did not slide down freely, she stared at the sleeping little boy vigorously, while enduring the pain, her expression was so sad and aggrieved, after a long time of worry, she opened her mouth in pain, and said hoarsely: "No!"

I can't understand how strong Sister Yu is, so she swallowed all the pain in her stomach, she buried me in the deepest part of her heart, and even said that I am not alive, just not to let others criticize me, I don't want others to blame me, she is so tolerant of me, so uncomplaining and silently giving, and what have I done for her? I am really ashamed, my heart is trembling, and my eyes can't help but moisten.

There is a kind of love, called letting go, Sister Yu's love is to fulfill others and wronged herself, her love is a level higher than ordinary people, her love is too difficult and too great, she doesn't even let me, the party, know that she pays silently, just blindly bears her own forbearance, you know, a woman, in the absence of a name, gives birth to a child, how much courage does it take, but Sister Yu did it, and did it silently.

At this moment, my heart was completely melted, for this stoic love, for this silent love moved, I could no longer see Sister Yu so sad and so wronged, so, when Sister Yu and the nanny finished chatting and were about to leave, I resolutely stood up and walked towards the door of the villa.

Standing outside the door, I stood motionless, waiting for Sister Yu to come out.

The night is still very quiet, and the sound of insects is still endless, but at this moment, my mood has an indescribable meaning, a little excited, a little anticipation, and even a little heroic, but at the same time, it is also mixed with a little unease.

After a while, the door of the villa opened, and the nanny's careful voice came from inside: "Miss Yu, you must be careful when driving on the road, pay attention to safety!"

With the nanny's voice falling, she also walked out of the villa, but when she suddenly found me standing motionless at the door, her pupils immediately dilated, and she was stunned for a second, and then she suddenly screamed: "Ahhhh!!h

This nanny, in the middle of the night, saw me in the middle of the night with such a sloppy tall figure standing in the dark, scared almost did not ease up, I didn't wait for her to think, directly to her neck slashed down, instantly, she was unconscious, at the moment when her body fell to the ground, I quickly stretched out my hand, helped her, and then quickly turned around, flashed into the villa, and put her down on the sofa.

And Sister Yu in the villa, she was already frightened, she was like a puppet, standing in the living room, staring at me in a daze, perhaps, she didn't expect that in such a hidden villa, there would be uninvited guests, and it was also an uninvited guest with my dirty and unsightly image.

At this time, Sister Yu's face turned pale, her apricot eyes stared at me without blinking, her lips trembled slightly, and she was stunned for a while before she stammered: "You... You... Who is it?"

I stretched out my hand, gently brushed away my messy long bangs, and then stared at Sister Yu tenderly, and said softly, "Ge Tian!"