Chapter 218: Confidence
After buying a few small clothes, Canghai took Meng Meng back to the village, and when he arrived in the town, he replaced the Buick business with a clown donkey, and just out of the town, Canghai heard Meng Meng speak.
"Brother, why don't we drive that car back?"
Canghai laughed when he heard this, stretched out his hand and stroked his little head, and the little short head he just managed was still a little prickly: "The car is too big to drive in, how comfortable it is for us to ride an ugly donkey, and besides, you should be angry when you say this about an ugly donkey."
The ugly donkey is also spiritual, and at this time, he suddenly pulled his throat and said a whine!
"I don't dislike you, ugly, it's me who is wrong, the big girl likes you" Meng Meng immediately stretched out her little hand and stroked the mane of the ugly donkey, and couldn't help but say angrily to the ugly donkey.
Mengmeng, this little girl is kind-hearted, she originally liked to ride the beautiful big car driven by her brother, she had not made a car a few times before, and children were greedy for freshness, but when she said it, she found that she had hurt the ugly donkey, so she comforted the ugly donkey with a guilty heart.
"It's not a big girl, you're Meng Meng now" Cang Hai hugged Meng Meng and stroked her little head with a light hand.
"I'm Mengmeng".
"Yes!"
Now Canghai's heart is very calm, for Meng Meng to keep it at the beginning because of pity, and at the same time with the heart of returning the favor, now he really regards Meng Meng as his own sister.
Canghai has lived alone for a long time, although the villagers are good to him, and godmothers, teachers and friends have also brought a lot of warmth to Canghai, but the thing of blood kinship is not so easy to replace.
Sometimes, for example, during the New Year's holiday, when others have a family reunion, Canghai always feels a sense of powerless loneliness, this loneliness is not something that can be erased by going to someone's house for a night or a few days, even if it is good for Canghai who is alone, it is also someone else's home, whether it is the teacher's house or the godmother's house, they will say that they regard this place as their home, but it can never become yes.
Now Mengmeng, this little girl, seems to have made up for the regrets that Canghai has always had in her heart. In addition, Canghai is an open-minded person, as long as he accepts Meng Meng, he must treat Meng Meng as his own sister.
And for Mengmeng's love that is growing up more and more, it can be said that it is also complicated, the two are so different, there is not only the love of the elder brother for the younger sister, but also the meaning of the father's love for the daughter.
Meng Meng now also began to like Canghai more and more like her brother, she feels that she is a good day by her brother's side, she doesn't have to get up in the morning to work, let alone be beaten, there are delicious and beautiful clothes, in short, her brother's family is all good people, no one beats herself, and no one kills herself.
It's just that now Mengmeng still has a little shadow of his previous life in his heart, and he has not fully shown the nature of a child, which is very quiet, and Canghai doesn't know how to treat a child now, so the brother and sister ride an ugly donkey, and they are a little cold from time to time.
But both Canghai and Mengmeng like the feeling now, Canghai is enjoying family affection and feels that there is one more blood relative in her future life, and Mengmeng is enjoying the love she has never had, from the favor from her brother that she has never enjoyed.
What Canghai didn't know was that now in Sijiaping Village, there were also two people who were chatting very awkwardly together.
Shi Wei and Lu Shu are sitting in the kiln peeling peanuts, fresh peanuts do not need to be added, after peeling off the shell, they naturally have a kind of earthy sweetness in their mouths, and they taste very delicious. But now the two women don't seem to be in the mood to enjoy the taste of the newly fallen peanuts, and the two have a chat with each other.
The questions we talked about were also quite awkward.
"Do you like Canghai?" Lu Shu asked Shi Wei.
Shi Wei nodded directly without hesitation and said: "Yes, I have liked him since I was in high school, and there were a few years when I wanted to surpass him in all aspects, but then I realized that I was just angry, and he never moved away from my heart, even for a second!"
"You're really quite direct! There is no quibble," Lu Shu didn't expect Shi Wei to admit this matter without any hesitation. It's not like Xiao San's attitude when he sees Zhenggong at all, and he doesn't mean the slightest embarrassment.
"I will naturally say this when I think so, and there is nothing between us at the moment, now his attention is on you, there is no extra heart to pay attention to me, even if you are not there, we have always maintained a classmate relationship, whether you believe it or not" Shi Wei said.
Shi Wei said this not to explain, let alone explain, to say that it was just a narrative for her, as for Lu Shu's belief or not, Shi Wei didn't care.
If it was an ordinary woman, it would be angry to hear that a woman was actually thinking about her boyfriend, but Lu Shu is not such a woman, she has been engaged in economic investigation work, and she is not lacking in calmness.
"Do you think you can snatch him away from me?" Lu Shu thought for a moment, looked up at Shi Wei and asked softly.
Shi Wei's answer made Lu Shu stunned directly.
Shi Wei looked up at Lu Shu: "I didn't snatch him from your side, but waited for him to understand that you are not the woman he wants, or you find that he is stumbling on your career!"
"How do you know I'll let go?" Lu Shu was surprised.
Shi Wei smiled slightly when she heard this: "You actually know why in your heart, you and him can only be lovers, and you can't marry him, because you love him more than your pursuit and your job." You're not the kind of woman who spends all day around a three-foot pot and a man, you're ambitious and always want to make a career. If Canghai is the kind of little man, willing to silently support a family behind you, then maybe you can have results, and live happily all the time, but unfortunately Canghai is not such a little man, although he has a gentle personality, but in his bones he is still a man here, machismo, he just wants a simple mother-in-law, husband and children three points of land, and does not need a strong woman who pounces on a career all day long."
"So you're waiting? Do you know how long you're going to wait?"
Lu Shu couldn't help but think about it after listening to it, and after thinking about it, she had to find that the woman in front of her had analyzed it very well. It is true that he will not give up his work and take care of his children at home, if Canghai is willing to give up, then he will not return here, but stay in the magic capital and stay with him all the time.
"I don't think it will be too long, there will be results in three years, five years at most, six or seven years!" Shi Wei was quite confident.
Lu Shu looked at Shi Wei and asked, "You didn't think about speeding up, letting him know that you like him and are more willing to pay for him than me?"
Shi Wei shook her head: "I know what you want to say, other women may do it stupidly, tie up a child with a child, but I won't, because once I do it, even if you and him are separated, he will still have you in his heart, and he will always feel that he owes you something." Even if you are with me, married and have children, you will still feel guilty in your heart, and this guilt may give you a chance to turn the tables again in the future, and I don't want a man who has other women in his heart, which is unfair to me."
"Why do you think I'm willing to have such an opportunity?"
Lu Shu was very uncomfortable listening to Shi Wei's words, for Lu Shu, whether it was family background or appearance, she had been receiving love letters from boys since she was a teenager, and she felt that as long as she was a little bit, countless men who coveted her seemed to be like winning the jackpot.
"How do you know you won't?" Shi Wei asked rhetorically.
"Are you afraid that in the future, he will understand, and I can provide him with far more help than you, and then snatch him back from your side?" Lu Shu asked.
"Hahaha!"
Hearing Lu Shu's words, Shi Wei suddenly laughed, and Lu Shu, who was laughing, was suddenly at a loss.
"Now I realize that you know far less about him than I thought!" Shi Wei said this with a smug and a slight mockery.
"How?"
Shi Wei said: "I believe that many men revolve around you and give you such confidence, because you feel that both your identity and appearance are first-class, and countless men want to work hard for 20 years after marrying you." But your identity is useless to put on Canghai's body, not only useless but a burden, think about it, if someone always whispers in Canghai's ear that he has found a woman who makes him work for less than 20 years, what will he think in his heart? He has no intention of pursuing a career, and the money seems to be enough, you tell me what help your identity can give him? Besides, beauty, women can attract men with their beauty, but if they want to keep a man with their beauty alone, this idea is ridiculous! Isn't there a saying on the Internet, behind every goddess there is a man who sleeps with her until she wants to vomit, and it is advantageous for a woman to keep a man's beauty, but like-mindedness will be the foundation of keeping a man like Canghai."
Lu Shu sighed when she heard this: "You are more shrewd than I thought."
"So I'm waiting, and I can't do what a stupid woman thinks about getting started first, I just have to wait, until he understands one day that you won't give up a lot of things for him, and it's not suitable for him, then he can be mine, complete, both physically and mentally," Shi Wei said.
"What if I don't let go?" Lu Shu said again.
"If you are willing to give up your current job and move here to live like this with him, I will leave here tomorrow and go back to the county seat. It's a pity that you know that your heart is unwilling, and you don't want to give up your ideals for anyone, and you don't want to regret today's decision when you get old. A woman like you doesn't want to rely on a man to live, you are the new woman in society now, independent and self-reliant, am I right?" Shi Wei said.
Lu Shu felt speechless for a while, and was stunned for a while before sighing: "No wonder people say that it is your enemy who really understands you, it seems that this sentence is also common to love enemies."
Shi Wei smiled.
Lu Shu thought for a while, clapped her hands and stood up: "If it weren't for Canghai, we might become friends."
"Yes, maybe you have a lot of things like me, but I made a different choice" Shi Wei thought for a while and sighed: "It's a pity that we won't be friends in this life."
"Then in the next life, but I won't let go of you after a few words, I like Canghai very much" Lu Shu smiled.
Shi Wei shrugged her shoulders with a smile: "Enjoy this kind of time, I always think you will regret it when you are older in the future."
"You're confident".
"It's normal for people to always want what they've lost," Shi Wei replied.