003. Crowded

I knew what he was going to talk about next, so I was prepared, I sat on the bed, put the hair dryer aside, smiled and said, "What are you going to talk to me about?"

Zhao Zhou saw the smile on my face, his expression was a little evasive, and he subconsciously turned around and escaped to the dresser, took out something from the drawer and came to me, and then he handed it to me.

I glanced down and saw that he was holding a divorce agreement with four big characters on it, which was shocking.

Zhao Zhou said: "I know this is very unexpected, but Xiaofan, I don't want to continue, we have been married for five years, these five years, I have never felt that you love me, so I feel a little tired, what you want is just a home, but what I want is not as simple as a home, I don't want any property in the family, the children belong to you, and the house belongs to you." ”

This moment finally came, I thought I would go crazy, I would cry, I would question, I would be like every woman in the siege of marriage, find out the cheating husband to make a fuss, and even attack each other with vitriol, but I didn't expect that at this moment I was not only tired or tired, but I didn't even come out with a word of questioning, just looked at him numbly.

I suddenly remembered that many years ago, on the day we secretly went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a marriage certificate, he held my hand tightly, and there was cold sweat in the palms of both of us, and he said to me with a nervous face: "Xiaofan, don't worry, I will be good to you from now on, I will definitely get ahead, and I will never let you suffer any grievances." ”

At that time, he was a poor boy, I was a pampered rich lady, the two of us ignored all the opposition of our family, and got married without hesitation, I never cared if he had money or not, but naively thought that what if his family was poor, as long as we were diligent, as long as we worked hard, one day money would not be a big problem for us.

But now I have found out that there are some things that are useless for you to work hard, no matter how diligent you are, it is a difficult process for a family to change from nothing, and a family of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea has basically become a daily conversation between two people, and the original ambition is now just a sigh. And if he hadn't insisted on marrying me back then, he wouldn't have become like this and achieved nothing, and what was the point of questioning who was right and who was wrong, at this time, it was futile to say anything, and adults should accept the reality calmly.

I said, "Have you thought about it?"

Zhao Zhou didn't expect me to be so calm, this kind of calm seemed to him to be very terrible, he was a little nervous, and shrank back the divorce agreement handed over to me, and he said, "I, I'll think about it again." ”

He was about to retract the agreement completely, but I immediately pulled it back, snatched it back, and then took out a pen from the cabinet and signed my name on it very neatly.

When I wrote the last stroke of the word Fan, I said: "Zhao Zhou, you were a high-achieving student back then, and almost all your classmates in your class got ahead, only you, and you were just a small staff member in a small company, I know what the reason is, so many years of the Yi family's suppression of you openly and secretly, several times caused you to have no job, you can only go to the construction site to work to support this big family." I know you have never complained about me, but I don't want to tie you up until I am old, you are a very talented person, I know very well, so I signed this divorce agreement, when you want to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with me to go through the divorce procedures, you can notify me at any time. ”

I signed my name and forwarded the divorce agreement to him.

He looked at me with a blank gaze, I realized that he had been so anxious that his face was full of blue scum in the past few days, I didn't want to have much argument on this issue, I put the divorce agreement on the table, and then went out of the living room and carried Xiaoqi to the bedroom.

In the next few days, Zhao Zhou and I both faced each other calmly, as if nothing had happened, and after Xiaoqi was almost good, I handed over the child to my mother-in-law to take it, and then I went to work in the company.

The trivial life returned to calm again, nothing special happened, and Zhao Zhou did not mention to me the problem of going to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the formalities, because he became very busy during that time, and he rarely went home at night, I only saw him once, that time was in the shopping mall, when my colleagues and I went to the supermarket after work, I saw Zhao Zhou holding a woman in a row of red wine shelves, picking up a flower nail in the seafood area.

He also saw me at that time, and he looked back in a panic as there was a sea of people between the two of us.

I gave him face, smiled at him, and left the supermarket with my colleague.

On the way back, after my colleague stopped the taxi to go back, I was left alone to sit on the empty street, watching the first heavy snow since the new year, at this time a call came from the phone in my bag, I put down my hand full of things, and took a sip of my frozen hand.

Just fed a.

My phone suddenly fell off my fingertips, fell to my feet, and instantly fell apart.

When I turned around, under the street lamp three meters away, there was a man, who was standing.

I stood up unconsciously, staring at him as he walked towards me in a black tweed coat and holding a black umbrella.

The distance between us was not long, but it was not short, it was only three meters, and soon he stood in front of me.

At my feet were all the discounted items I had just swept through the supermarket, and the dim streetlights shone on the rough packaging, indescribably cheap and vulgar.

I looked at him with a sneering expression, and it took me a long time before I squeezed out a word from my throat: "Brother." ”