Chapter 725: It's Good to Be Alive
Today is also the right time for Li Jia and the others to come, it just so happens that there are some things at the Tang Zhinian construction site, so I went to deal with them, and Gu's mother also has some things, as for Gu's father, it happens to be fine, otherwise, how can there be their time.
Li Jia and Lin Yile hurriedly ran in, and sure enough, the two little milk bags were lying there, gnawing on their little hands and feet, white and tender, and they felt a lot fatter and whiter than when they were discharged from the hospital.
The newborn is small and thin, but now it has grown, but it grows when it sees the wind, and it eats a lot, and it is a good baby who loves long meat, although it is white, but it is white and red, and it is indeed very cute and beautiful.
Li Jia sighed, ran over directly, and went to play with the little bun.
When the two of them were in the hospital, they often went to peek at the milk buns, so the milk buns still have some memories, they are not strangers to them, and I don't know what Li Jia and these two little milk buns are communicating, you are one, I am one,
It's good to play with the big and the small.
Lin Yile was so literate that she just held the little hand of another small milk bag, looking at this white and tender child who was raised.
It was fine, but suddenly, I don't know why, her eyes were also red, and then she stood up, and then straightened her clothes, "I'll go out to the bathroom." ”
"Come on, you can stay a little longer," Li Jia held the two small meat hands on the small milk bag tightly in her hands, so that both of them are hers, one is quite rare, and the two are even rarer, and then they look exactly the same, she likes both of them, both of them are love, and both of them don't want to give them to others.
Lin Yile walked out, but instead of going to the bathroom, she found a place where no one was around, and secretly wiped her tears, every time she saw the two children born to Tang Yuxin, her heart was uncomfortable.
These two children have been loved by thousands of people since they were born, but her children, she doesn't even dare to see the children, and even now she doesn't know how tall her children are, what they have become, will they be called mothers?
"Won't your mother let you see Kiki?"
Tang Yuxin walked over and sat on the rest chair on the side, on weekdays, this is also her favorite place, listen to the wind for a while, watch the scenery for a while, sometimes a book, a cup of tea, you can spend an afternoon, it is also a good place to take a leisure.
"En," Lin Yile hurriedly wiped away his tears, and also walked over and sat down.
"I haven't seen Kiki in more than two years, and I don't dare to ask, for fear that they will send Kiki away," that is her parents, and she naturally knows their temper.
They do what they say.
Maybe they will tolerate anything she does, even if she becomes bad, but they can't tolerate it, she suddenly has an extra child, if she really wants to go back desperately, if she wants to see her daughter, maybe she sees her first time today, tomorrow they will send Kiki away, and she will never see her daughter again.
Although she still can't see it now, although she has her own children, she doesn't dare to mention it, but at the very least, she knows that her little Qiqi is still there, she lives very well, she has relatives, she will always persevere, as long as she insists, as long as Qiqi is still there, their mother and daughter will definitely see each other again, and they will definitely live together, so she endured it, she didn't go home for two years, she didn't see her daughter for two years, and she didn't mention her daughter for two years.
But she is a mother, she is a mother, she thinks about her daughter, she thinks very much, every time she goes shopping, she will buy a lot of clothes, and then send them to the family, but she never dares to admit that this is for her daughter.
Thinking about it, she couldn't help covering her face, she didn't dare to cry out loud, only the tears between her fingers seemed to flow down her chin.
Tang Yuxin stretched out her hand and patted Lin Yile's shoulder gently, she is also a mother now, she didn't understand Lin Yile before, but now she understands, she can't see her little milk bag for a day, and she can't even sleep well, no matter how late it is, she has to see them, even if they are asleep, but as long as she sees them, her heart will be relaxed, she really can't imagine that if anyone wants to take her little milk bag away, or if she takes it away for two years, she doesn't know if she will go crazy directly.
How cruel it is for a mother to take a child away from a mother.
But what can't she complain about?
Lin Yile is Kiki's mother, but Lin's mother is Lin Xinle's mother.
For a person who is a mother, there is nothing wrong with Mother Lin doing this, she is not at all wrong, she just doesn't want this child to ruin Lin Yile, how hard a single mother will have to live in the future, so they take this responsibility on their back, just hope that Lin Yile is still the same as Lin Yile before, can have a stable job, and can have a man who really loves him, and may be a normal home.
She stretched out her hand and patted Lin Yile on the shoulder, but there was one thing, she kept thinking about it, but she never dared to ask.
"Lele, is that man still there?"
She wouldn't have asked who the man was, if she could ask, she would have asked back then, if she could know, Lin Yile would not have hid in that place alone, almost because the child starved to death.
It's been two years, and Lin Yile has kept silent about her daughter, and she has never mentioned that man.
It's just that whether the man is dead or alive, Tang Yuxin wants to know.
"He ......" Lin Yile lowered his head, and his hands gently twisted the corners of his clothes, "He is still alive, but he doesn't know me, I think maybe he forgot about me, but I have never regretted it, let alone giving birth to Kiki." ”
This is the least regrettable thing she has done in her life, maybe she didn't meet that man, her life will be like others, graduate, work, and then find a suitable man, get married, have children, and then live this life.
However, she has a person she can miss, and a child with his blood, her life is not smooth, and even full of all kinds of unevenness and thorns, but from beginning to end, she has never regretted it.
She'll keep going, keep going, maybe one day, she'll forget about him.
"It's good to be alive," Tang Yuxin didn't ask, that's it, as long as Lin Yile knew that people were still alive, even if they weren't together, they could still look up at the same sky and breathe the same air.