"Whatever you want. I was a little annoyed, I dropped a sentence in a cold voice, and turned around to leave, but Lin Jingshen reached out and grabbed my wrist tightly in the next second after I turned around.

I struggled hard, and I said, "Let go of me Lin Jingshen." ”

"Do you have to do this?" he asked, frowning, coldly.

I chuckled, "How am I? Do you care?"

"I said, since you don't want to go back to Yucheng, then stay here, but you are not allowed to go to the mountains. "Lin Jingshen is still so domineering, I know very well what he thinks in his heart, but I can't accept what he does.

I smiled: "Lin Jingshen, you are so selfish. We looked at each other, my words made Lin Jingshen's eyes very ugly, I ignored all this, I said: "Lin Jingshen, why do you want to arrange everyone around you? Can't you give people a little choice?"

He's too egoistic.

I thought he would reflect on himself after listening to my words, but he didn't, but said very decisively: "Tang Yan, anyone can do it, but you don't believe it, since you are married to me, you are my person, you should be a little self-aware and cut off contact with the men you knew before you got married." ”

"Hahaha, Lin Jingshen, I'm marrying you, not selling it to you. "His words really made me very gnawed, I don't know what he was thinking, or I should say that I never knew him as a person.

I said, "I'm a human being, I have my own freedom, and if I have to ask your permission to be friends with anyone, then what's the difference between me and a disability?"

"I said, he is friends with you for a purpose, and you would rather trust others than me?"

"According to what you said, can I also order you not to associate with Gu Zhizhi?" Lin Jingshen was really stubborn.

"It's not like him. ”

"Oh, what's the difference?"

Lin Jingshen frowned, his face was very ugly, and he said: "Gu Zhizhi is just a sister in my eyes, and Xiang Zicheng has been in love with you from the beginning, even if he knows that we have obtained the certificate, he still does not repent." ”

"Lin Jingshen, it's you who don't repent. I became angry, and my voice increased, and I said, "Gu Zhizhi is a sister in your opinion, but what about her? She may not be your brother." If you are really a pure brother and sister relationship, then why did the scene just happened again? Lin Jingshen, you are already married to me, and I also hope that you will control the lace news around you when you control others to make friends, otherwise you are not qualified to come to me. ”

With that, I shook off his hand and left the room without looking back.

I went back to my room and began to pack my clothes, I went to the mountainous area, if he Lin Jingshen had to stop me, unless he cut off my feet, otherwise I would climb and climb.

......

The next day, I woke up early in the morning.

I went straight to the restaurant with my luggage, since I fell out with Lin Jingshen yesterday, I have been staying in the room, lunch and dinner are called by the waiter to bring it up, I really don't want to face Lin Jingshen.

I was afraid that I would quarrel with him again if I didn't agree with him.

I'm tired, and I don't want to quarrel over such trivial messes.

Just enough to go to the mountains for this time, let us calm each other, I even wondered, was it a wrong decision to rush to get the certificate with him in the first place?

And Lin Jingshen's purpose for marrying me is also very clear, just like Gu Zhizhi said, he doesn't love me at all, he likes it a little bit, in fact, he just likes my character, I can ignore who he is dealing with, I can also do it to forbear.

If Lin Jingshen really thinks like this, then he is wrong.

I'm not a generous person, we didn't interfere with each other before, because I didn't think I had the right, but now it's different, we're married, even if it's not because of love, then at least there is a red book, and I have the right.

I sat at the dining table and ate breakfast by myself, Wu Yan and Xiang Zicheng came down with luggage and saw me alone, Wu Yan asked, "Where are you going?"

"I'm going with you to the mountains. I replied as I ate.

Xiang Zicheng asked in shock: "Xiao Yan, are you going too?"

"Hmm. I nodded.

After hearing this, Wu Yan stretched out his hand to pull away the seat next to me, and he asked, "What's your situation?"

"You like us arguing so much?" I turned my head to stare at Wu Yan.

"Your words and deeds are very abnormal, Sister Xiaoyan, don't go to the mountains with us for anger, the conditions in the mountains are really not good, we are not going to travel but to work this time, I heard that it is quite hard. ”

"Xiao Yanyan, thank you for your concern, but I'm not afraid. After saying that, I didn't pay attention to it, but continued to eat.

When I was almost finished, Lin Jingshen and others also came to the restaurant one after another.

I stood up, carried my suitcase and said, "You eat slowly, I'll go to Cheshan and wait for you." ”

"Secretary Tang, where are you going?" asked Yu Shuqing.

I smiled and said, "Go to the mountains, do you want Miss Yu to experience life with me?"

"No..... No need. Yu Shuqing shook her head, she glanced at Lin Jingshen and said softly: "Secretary Tang, girls should stay in the city!

"I don't know what to do, just let her go. Lin Jing said coldly.

When he said it, everyone understood that I was having a conflict with Lin Jingshen, and everyone here, except for Yu Shuqing, knew that Lin Jingshen and I had obtained the certificate, but in Yu Shuqing's eyes, she also thought that I had a great relationship with Lin Jingshen.

After Lin Jingshen's words were finished, Gu Zhizhi took over the sentence: "Secretary Tang, have you really decided to go to the mountains?"

"Of course. I held the suitcase tightly, and I said, "Miss Gu, your feet are much better under the careful care of Mr. Lin, right?"

"It's good to care more about Secretary Tang. Gu Zhizhi looked at me, and she said meaningfully: "Since Secretary Tang has decided to go, then be careful all the way, but Manager Xiang and Assistant Wu are here, I believe that they will take care of Secretary Tang, Jing Shen, do you say yes?"

"It's natural, who calls me charming!" I felt uncomfortable in my heart, and I turned around and walked away after I finished speaking lukewarmly.

I got into the car bound for the mountains with my suitcase, and I waited in the car for almost half an hour before they came out of the hotel.

Accompanying me to the mountains were Wu Yan, secretary of Xiang Zicheng and Zhao, and Gu Yu and his family also arranged an assistant to accompany us.

Lin Jingshen stood at the door of the hotel, he didn't look at me from beginning to end, I felt a little awkward in my heart, and I turned my head willfully and stopped looking at him.

That's how I left.

Although I had been mentally prepared for a long time, I was still a little uncomfortable and reluctant when I left.

I wonder what our relationship will look like when I get back?

.......

After a bumpy ride, we arrived at our destination this time, Ba County.

Then Director Chen from Ba County led us to the poorest mountainous area here.

According to the data we have investigated before, there are many left-behind children here, and most of them are of primary school age, but schools are scarce, and they have to go five hours away to study, and the mountain roads are steep and dangerous, and the school environment is also very simple.

The main purpose of our visit was to survey the situation and then choose a suitable place to build a school, which included changing the steep mountain road into a safe and easy to walk road.

So it's a big project.

The car couldn't get into the mountains, so we had to walk and trek.

We arrived in Ba County in the afternoon and did not arrive at the designated mountainous area until after eight o'clock in the evening.

The village chief has already packed up a few simple houses in the village and arranged for us to live in temporarily.

For dinner, we ate at a fellow countryman's house, although there were few dishes, but very warm, but when I first came, I was still not used to it, so I basically didn't eat enough.

After dinner, Director Chen told the village chief about what to do tomorrow, and tomorrow they will lead us to the nearby villages, and then give us some places that they think are suitable for the establishment of a primary school, and finally we will choose from them.

After the village chief and Director Chen left, Secretary Zhao, Wu Yan and Xiang Zicheng also got up and went back to the room, and I was the only one sitting on the bench alone in a daze.

As far as the eye can see, it is pitch black.

Looking at the starry sky, I suddenly missed Lin Jingshen very much, I don't know what he is doing at the moment? I think, I must be very happy, right? He has so many people around him, how can he miss me?

Although my mouth is hard, my heart is very weak, I just don't want to show my weakness, I am afraid that I will be injured if I don't have a hard defense.

Thinking of what happened during this time, I will inevitably feel uncomfortable, my eyes are wet, I took a deep breath, and was about to raise my hand to wipe it, when I heard Xiang Zicheng's voice, he asked, "Why are you sitting here alone?"

It was pitch black, we couldn't see each other's expressions, I looked up at him and said softly, "I'm not sleepy, I want to enjoy the night view." ”

"Night view?" Xiang Zicheng smiled, he said: "The night view of Yucheng is also beautiful, why don't you appreciate it?"

"I'm too busy in Chongqing, I don't have time at all. ”

"Xiao Yan, you ..... with him Is it because of my awkwardness?" Xiang Zicheng didn't respond to my words, the one in his mouth who deserved to be Lin Jingshen was naturally Lin Jingshen.

"Why do you ask?"

"If not, why are you here again? Is it because of me?" Xiang Zicheng asked as he laughed at himself.

I said, "Manager Xiang, you're thinking too much. "My character is like this, no, no, no, I will not deliberately obey your will to answer because I want to save face for you.

Xiang Zicheng was stunned for a few seconds after hearing this, and then said, "Tang Yan, you are really different from other people's girls. ”

"Yes, I am me, a different me!"

"Yes, the one-of-a-kind soup words. ”

"Hahaha. Xiang Zicheng's answer made me laugh out loud.

We chatted without a word, and Xiang Zicheng suddenly asked me again: "If it weren't for him, would you accept me?"

"No, it won't. "I'm straight to the point.

"Why?" Xiang Zicheng was a little excited, he said, "Am I not good enough?"

"It's not. I denied his claim, I explained, and I said, "I don't want to harm you, but I'm not as good as you think, I've said it before." ”

"But I don't think so, I ....."

"Well, no more. "I didn't let Xiang Zicheng finish interrupting him.

Xiang Zicheng said: "He is not worthy of you at all, he doesn't know how to care about you, the conditions here are so poor, you are not suitable for a girl at all." ”

"To the manager, men and women are equal, no gender discrimination against girls, you can do it, why can't I?" I don't want to explain too much, of course, even if I have a temporary conflict with Lin Jingshen, I don't want others to say that he is not, I am extremely protective of everyone knows, after I finished speaking, I got up from the bench, I stretched out my hand, and then continued: "It's not early, I have to get up early tomorrow, rest early! Good night!"

I turned around and walked towards the room where I lived, and Xiang Zicheng suddenly called out to me: "Xiao Yan." ”

I didn't stop, but asked as I went, "What's wrong?"

"If there's anything you're embarrassed about, you can tell me. ”

"Thank you! I know. With that, I closed the door.

......

The next day, we set off very early.

The village chief and Director Chen took us to the top of the highest mountain here, and the village chief said that there are more than a dozen families living on the top of the mountain, and most of them are elderly people and children.

The weather was not very good today, it was raining lightly, and the road we climbed to the top of the mountain was all rocky mud and very steep, I fell several times along the way, and my pants and clothes were covered with mud, but luckily, before coming here, I left all my high heels at the hotel, and brought two pairs of flat sneakers.

It was almost noon when we climbed to the top of the mountain, and we saw some left-behind children still wearing sandals in winter.

After we discussed it, we decided to put this path as one of the most important things.

I hope to give them a better road environment to and from school, at least there is no danger.

Near the afternoon, we came down from the mountain, the villagers on the mountain wanted to cook and entertain us, and made the bacon that their family had been reluctant to eat for nearly a year to eat, and the village chief and Director Chen also agreed, but Wu Yan and I thought that it was not easy for the old man to leave something so he still refused.

We came down from the mountain, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the raincoat on our body was already a little leaky.

Because the road was too steep, we could only hold hands and go down, the village chief and Director Chen were in front and the other was behind, Secretary Zhao walked in front of me, he took my hand, Wu Yan walked behind me, and then Xiang Zicheng.

We walked down hand in hand, thinking that nothing would happen, but who knows, I didn't stand firmly, my feet slipped, and I dragged Wu Yan down the hill.

Because I was in front, I slid down and was stuck in the tree, and Wu Yan was trapped on a rock, but he could climb up, but he kept holding my hand and refused to let go, I know, he was afraid that I would fall.

Secretary Zhao asked Xiang Zicheng loudly above, "How are you doing?

I have no strength, I can't move, I can't think about it, and the whole person is in a state of suspension.

Wu Yan hurriedly responded: "It's okay, it's okay, I'm stuck by the tree." ”

After listening to Wu Yan's words, Secretary Zhao hurriedly called the village chief to run back to the village to move the rescuers, Director Chen and Xiang Zicheng were looking for a tree and vine nearby, and Secretary Zhao tried to find a way to rescue me and Wu Yan.

But God didn't make it beautiful, the rain kept falling, and I just felt tired, tired and sleepy, and hungry.

Wu Yan saw that I was silent for a long time and asked me, "Sister Xiaoyan, what's wrong with you?"

"I'm fine, I'm just tired. Wu Yan always grabbed my hand and refused to let go, I said softly: "Xiao Yanyan, you let go of me, my hands are numb, you quickly climb up, I'm stuck here It's fine, I won't fall down." ”

I don't know if I'm going to fall down, but I'm worried that if I fall, I'll fall along with Wu Yan.

Two people are better injured than one.

But Wu Yan said: "Don't speak, save some strength! I'm so hungry now, be careful when you talk, I don't have the strength to fall down and press on you, and then we will fall off the cliff." ”

Wu Yan still had the heart to joke at this time, but I couldn't laugh, because I felt that my feet were very numb and a little stinging, and I didn't dare to say it, so I could only grit my teeth and endure it.

Gradually, I felt that my consciousness was getting more and more blurred, and vaguely, I seemed to hear someone shouting for me to hold on to the rope, but I didn't know if I did it, I just felt cold all over my body, and my feet were even more painful and I couldn't move.......