Chapter 293: He Yankai, as you wish

He didn't want Mu Jiao to cry for him anymore, and he didn't want her to continue to live with those pains, which he gave them.

He would never resent Mu Jiao anymore, he would become like this now, how could he blame Mu Jiao, what was wrong with her.

Maybe it's because he's figured it out, maybe it's because they've been entangled and tormented with each other all these years, maybe it's because Mu Jiao is suffering from depression, he has figured it out.

He wasn't so devastated, not as hysterical as he imagined, he calmly seemed to accept it all.

After Mu Jiao had eaten, He Yankai asked her to go back to rest, but she naturally refused to go back.

"I'm here with you, it's okay, I can sleep on the bed next to me, I don't have to go back to the hotel to rest. Mu Jiao sat there and refused to move, she didn't know what's wrong, maybe it was her emotions that were at work, she always felt at ease when she was by his side, and she always felt that she could really sleep by his side.

He Yankai felt sorry for her, and he didn't want her to stay in the hospital for so long.

exchanged glances with Meng Zeting, and he said softly: "Jiaojiao, you haven't had a good rest for a long time, I'm fine now, it's okay for you to go back and take a rest, I'm a big living person here, and I can't leave, besides, isn't Meng Zeting here?"

"But it's okay for me to rest here. She was very persistent, and her insistence reminded him of her many years ago, at that time, she was still a college student, and he had just entered the society, and he had become the successor of the He family, and he had become the eldest young master who everyone in Tan City had to praise for two sentences.

When he met her, she was still Wen Qianqian's best friend, standing aside coldly and indifferently, when they were going to eat, Wen Qianqian wanted to take Mu Jiao with her.

But she refused to go, in fact, there was nothing else, she just refused to go, and her expression was as insistent as now.

He Yankai was stunned for a moment, but after thinking about it, he persuaded me two more sentences: "I can rest assured that you go to the hotel to rest, the hospital is always uncomfortable, I am a little tired, you are obedient, let Meng Zeting send you back." ”

His expression was a little serious and serious, Mu Jiao was afraid that he would be really unhappy, at this time, she didn't want to affect his mood, so she had to agree.

"Okay, I'll just go back, but you must get some rest, and if anything happens, tell me. ”

"I know, go back and sleep well, don't worry about me. ”

He Yankai shook her hand and motioned to Meng Zeting, Meng Zeting gave a sigh of encouragement and helped Mu Jiao pick up the bag: "Let's go." ”

After arriving at the hotel, Mu Jiao entered the door, but did not forget to tell Meng Zeting: "You go back and take good care of him later, I am afraid that he has just woken up and will not rest well, and if there is a problem, you must find a doctor." ”

"Know, you can rest assured, I won't let He Yankai have anything to do. Meng Zeting pushed her into the bedroom and patted her on the shoulder: "Have a good rest, don't think nonsense." ”

Mu Jiao nodded: "Then be careful on the road." ”

He waved his hand and turned around to leave, Mu Jiao watched him leave, rubbed his eyebrows, and said that it was fake if he was not tired, and after He Yankai woke up, her tight heartstrings finally loosened a little.

The feeling of fatigue came back at once, and she lay down on the bed, and it was not long before she fell asleep.

When Meng Zeting went back, he bought some fruits and went back, and when he arrived at the ward, He Yankai was closing his eyes and recuperating, and he really didn't seem to have any problems.

Even if the face is not very good, except for the wound on the leg, there really doesn't seem to be any problem, and there is no difference from a normal person.

He probably heard the voice, slowly opened his eyes, looked at Meng Zeting, and said self-deprecatingly: "Last time we were fighting by the river, but I don't think I can fight with you in the future." ”

"How old are you and so naΓ―ve, if you weren't so naΓ―ve, I wouldn't fight with you, just use some civilized tricks next time. Meng Zeting lightly hooked the corner of his lower lip, put the fruit on the bedside table, and took out an apple.

"Do you eat?"

"Thanks, I'm not eating. He Yankai said lightly, he can eat a little, but apart from drinking water, he can't eat anything for the time being.

Meng Zeting raised his eyebrows, wiped it by himself, and put it in his mouth to eat.

While eating, he also complained: "I have suffered with Mu Jiao in the past two days, and I haven't rested for a long time. ”

"No wonder you've lost weight. ”

He Yankai said something calmly, it seemed to be a joke, Meng Zeting smiled, looked at him and said, "I still know that it's a joke, it seems that it's really okay." ”

He Yankai tugged at the corners of his mouth, what could it be?

"It's just that I'm missing a leg, I can walk like a prosthetic leg in the future, and it doesn't matter if it's bumpy, I'm so perfect and excellent, it's normal to have something less. ”

"Is it that people like you are used to comforting themselves like this?" Meng Zeting raised his eyebrows, took a bite of the apple, and said vaguely: "Since you look at it like this, why do you want Mu Jiao to go to the hotel to rest instead of here?"

As if poking his heart, He Yankai suddenly tightened his hand, yes, if you look at it like this, why do you have to leave Mu Jiao.

Why did they have to find a doctor to confirm their condition repeatedly after they left, and called Xia Jingchen again to ask about various situations.

Did he think that these would be able to escape Meng Zeting's eyes?

Mu Jiao cares about chaos, maybe many small details will not be seen so clearly, but he is different, he can see it.

Therefore, when he saw He Yankai looking at Mu Jiao's quiet way of eating, the reluctance in his eyes made Meng Zeting a little puzzled in his heart.

"Ze Ting, you and I have known each other for a long time, what kind of person I He Yankai is, you should also know very well, I do love Mu Jiao very much, but you have also seen our situation. ”

He Yankai is very calm, so calm that people feel as if he is sitting in an office, sitting in his executive chair, his hands on the table leisurely, and knocking casually.

Then he said something innocuous slowly.

But today, it is really not insignificant.

"What do you want to say?"

"I understand that I have become a disabled person. He looked at Meng Zeting and said coldly: "I really never thought that I would have such a day, but since this day has come, I have no way to escape, I don't want Mu Jiao to bother to take care of me as a waste person in the future, so ......"

He said this in one breath, his emotions had reached the peak, his breathing was a little unsmooth, and he exhaled lightly before he spoke again, and said without doubt: "So I hope that you can take her out of the United States as soon as possible." ”

"What do you mean by this?" Meng Zeting looked at him with a straight face: "Do you know what you're talking about, I don't think this has anything to do with Mu Jiao's relationship with you, you won't blame her, and she is willing to be with you, why do you ......?"

"I'm ...... too" Before he could say a few words, Meng Zeting raised his hand to interrupt him and said coldly: "I don't think this is a good way, you can think about it again." ”

He Yankai, since he is the pride of the sky, he has his arrogance, but he can't admit the fact that he no longer has a calf.

Maybe he really has his own considerations.

Later, they never talked about it again, Meng Zeting actually understood that their relationship had reached a certain level, and he couldn't do anything bad in the middle.

He couldn't do much to get the push either.

He can only be a good bystander, and everything else is their business.

The next day, Mu Jiao got up early, went to a Chinese restaurant to buy breakfast, and specially asked the chef to make soup and bring it over.

He Yankai has been lying in bed all the time, sometimes sitting up, drinking soup, eating, and has always been very cooperative, but maybe he is too cooperative, maybe everything is too smooth.

At noon that day, Mu Jiao received a call from Xia Lan, and the two of them talked in the room for a while, He Yankai was reading the newspaper, she couldn't bear to disturb, so she ran out to answer the phone.

When she hung up the phone and came back, she heard He Yankai say: "Yes, next Saturday's ticket, two, one-way." ”

Mu Jiao was surprised, pushed the door in, and when he saw her coming in, he didn't dodge, but still said very calmly: "Yes, it's the two of them, and then contact me." ”

Hanging up the phone, Mu Jiao sat down, he raised his chin and asked her, "What did Xia Lan say?"

She said that she hopes you will recover soon and return to China as soon as possible, although everything is going well at home, but the undercurrent is surging, and she hopes that you will go back to preside over the overall situation. ”

He Yankai smiled faintly: "When does she still care about this, with her eldest brother here, I have always been very relieved." ”

"Then who did you just book a ticket for, for me and Meng Zeting?"

Mu Jiao's first reaction was like this, otherwise why would he book a ticket, there are only three of them here, not the two of them, who will it be.

He Yankai didn't plan to hide it from her, some things would be known sooner or later.

He pursed the corners of his lower lip and said lightly: "I did book a ticket for you, next Saturday, there are still four days, you can go back with Meng Zeting then." ”

"Why do you want me to go back? You haven't gone back yet?" Mu Jiao couldn't help but hold his arm, grabbed his sleeve, leaned over to look at him, and looked at him seriously: "He Yankai, what do you mean? I can't just leave you, do you know?"

"Kyauk-kyauk, calm down, if you don't want to go back next Saturday, then we can book a later flight. ”

"So, I'm going back anyway?" Mu Jiao was a little confused, she was indeed a little confused.

In the past few days, she has been taking care of He Yankai by his side, taking care of his food and clothing, being patient and careful, working hard in many things, and devoting herself to He Yankai, a man.

She would not have imagined that this man would personally book a plane ticket for her and ask her to return home.

Didn't she say that she wanted to be with him forever, and didn't want to be separated again, but he clearly didn't listen, remember it?

She wanted to say something more, but Meng Zeting pushed the door in, and some words were like a fish in her throat, she closed her mouth tightly and looked at He Yankai like this.

The under-eyes gradually moistened.

As soon as Meng Zeting saw that the atmosphere was not right, he knew that He Yankai had made his own choice after so many days.

He restrained his expression and whispered, "Mu Jiao, you go out first, I have something to tell He Yankai." ”

"Good. ”

She also wanted to calm herself down, and she didn't want to quarrel with He Yankai at this time, so she got up and went out, Meng Zeting took a deep breath and turned around to close the door.

walked up to his bed and said word by word: "You don't have to do this at all, she is willing to take care of you here, why do you have to drive her away." ”

"I can't bring her happiness now, all I can bring is a greater disaster, and before a greater disaster comes, I want her to leave me, hide away, and live the life she wants. ”

He Yankai said calmly, but his heart was not calm at all, he knew what he was talking about.

"I lost my calf in the end, I can't live like a normal person, I don't want to bring more trouble to Mu Jiao, long pain is better than short pain. He looked at Meng Zeting and said firmly: "You take her away, no matter what, take her away, if you can, if you give her a happy life, I will, I will bless you." ”

"Okay, can you leave her?" He Yankai, this is just an accident, Mu Jiao doesn't want to leave you, don't force her. ”

Meng Zeting's face was a little bad, he couldn't understand Mu Jiao's thoughts, no matter how hard he tried, it seemed that there was no way to make He Yankai erase it in her heart, so since he couldn't erase it, he hoped that Mu Jiao could embrace the love she wanted.

However, He Yankai is now going to push Mu Jiao out, where is it?

She woman, doesn't he know yet?

However, He Yankai also has his own considerations, over the years, it has been a problem in his heart over and over again, his leg has been injured so badly, Cen Yun and the people of the He family will not forgive Mu Jiao, even if it has nothing to do with Mu Jiao, they will sprinkle all their grievances on Mu Jiao's body.

And he, even if he tries his best, he will still let Mu Jiao suffer such a more or less blow, he doesn't want that to happen again, so no matter what, he also hopes that Mu Jiao can live a healthy and happy life.

Her depression is not so simple to treat, he is more afraid that there will be a seizure in the future, what if she can't bear it, suicide, or other extreme behavior.

When he could still talk, he hoped that he could make such a decision to free Mu Jiao and free himself.

He is already a waste person, and he knows that the waste person can no longer bind Mu Jiao, so let her go.

Meng Zeting shook his head and sighed lightly: "He Yankai." ”

"If you were me, maybe you'd make the same decision as I did. ”

After He Yankai finished speaking, Meng Zeting was silent, right, if this kind of thing happened to him, he should also let his beloved woman leave him.

He was always an outsider, and there was no way to say anything deeply.

"You take her away, next Saturday's plane, it's still a few days away. ”

Meng Zeting didn't speak, after a while, he went out, Mu Jiao was not outside, he called Mu Jiao's mobile phone, she hugged the phone and said lightly: "I'm back to the hotel." ”

Meng Zeting was stunned for a moment: "I thought you would accompany him in the hospital." ”

"I want to calm down. ”

Meng Zeting comforted him a few more words, sat on the bench outside, and didn't enter the door to say anything to He Yankai.

In the hotel, Mu Jiao was lying on the bed, she thought about a lot of things, a depressed patient, no matter how many things she wanted, she was pessimistic, I am sorry, there is no way to face life optimistically and positively.

She had a time when she wanted to face it positively, but He Yankai had already told her to leave.

She felt so guilty and wanted to take good care of him, and she never thought about leaving again, but ......

Shen Jingyi's call came in time, she hadn't taken medicine for several days, and it was not so much that she was resting when she went to bed every night, but that she was torturing herself.

"Keiichi, what time is it over there, and you're still calling. ”

"I heard Xia Lan say that you were in the United States recently, I'm sorry I only found out about this matter, I'm worried that you forgot to bring the medicine over, haven't you taken any medicine recently?"

"I'll eat it when I go back, and there's been nothing wrong with me lately. ”

Her voice was faint, she didn't have any energy at all, and Shen Jingyi said worriedly: "I know, you usually have to rest more, don't think too much, okay, don't be unhappy, everything will pass." ”

"Know, everything will pass. ”

It's as if spring will come, summer flowers will bloom, autumn winds will always blow into the distance, just as winter snow will always fall on her shoulders.

Everything will pass, and everything good will come.

I understand the truth, but she is still the one who is still having a bad time.

In the evening, Mu Jiao calmed down and went to the hospital with dinner, Meng Zeting was still sitting on the bench, she walked over, Meng Zeting got up and carried things over.

"You don't wear a little more, it's still cold at night. ”

"I think it's okay, I came by taxi, I don't feel cold, how is he?"

Mu Jiao said, pushing open the door, He Yankai was reading a book, and when he saw her coming in, he put the book down, raised an arc lightly, and said softly: "You are here, I thought you would be angry and refuse to come to see me." ”

"I can't see each other a few times, I always have to come. Mu Jiao's tone was a little cold, and he was still minding, He Yankai smiled dotingly: "What delicious food did you bring?"

"The ones you usually like to eat, and the soups. Little by little, she set it up and handed the spoon over: "Be careful." ”

He Yankai sighed and ate seriously, Mu Jiao watched him eat, and then looked at the leg he amputated, and his heart was fierce.

"So you really want me to leave on Saturday, don't you want me to come back to see you after you leave?"

She asked directly, and her cold eyes looked at him fixedly.

He Yankai held the soup spoon in his hand, lowered his expression, and his angular face was stained with a touch of sadness, but in an instant, he nodded and said, "Jiaojiao, I have professional nurses and doctors here, and they will treat it very well, and you are not around, and you ...... it."

"Just get to the point. Mu Jiao smiled: "Didn't we always say everything straightforwardly before?"

"Kyaukyao ......" was silent, he put down the spoon and looked at her seriously.

"Go back, go back to Fei City, continue to do your job, go find a new relationship, and hope you live a normal life. ”

Mu Jiao's heart sank uncontrollably, her eyes tightened, and she had the urge to cry, but she endured it and took a deep breath, she said: "I said it, I will always be with you, I will never want to leave you, I will accept all the bad and bad, I can bear those, I can ......"

"You can't!" He Yankai closed his eyes and said without doubt: "I won't let you bear those anymore, when they haven't come yet, just run away, stay away from them, this is what you did to me, the happiest thing I am." ”

When Mu Jiao heard this, he looked at him with red eyes, choked up and said, "Do you think this is for my good? You lost your calf for me, and now you want to drive me away, what do you think of me Mu Jiao?"

He Yankai looked at her painful appearance, and felt very uncomfortable in his heart, and stretched out his hand to comfort her, but they were too far away for him to reach, and his hand was in the air, and then slowly fell.

"Kyauk-kyo. He slowed down, didn't know what he was thinking, as if he had made up his mind, and said in a deep voice: "I don't think I will love you anymore, people like me are destined to not be able to give you happiness, you deserve a better life, you go." ”

"You go, never come back. He raised his eyes to look at her, obviously his heart was dripping blood, but his face was still indifferent and persistent.

Mu Jiao shook his head and said word by word: "You love me! You love me! We will not be separated, I will not leave!"

"No matter what you become, I want to be with you, I will never leave you again, I will not dislike you for being like this, I don't think there is anything wrong with this, it makes no difference to me, He Yankai, please take back those words, take back!"

Mu Jiao stood up, clenched his fists tightly with both hands, and made a straight face, seriously asking He Yankai to retract those hurtful words.

He Yankai watched her shoulders tremble fragily, she was holding back, he knew that she had depression, and instead of suffering more, just this time, there would be no more pain.

He didn't answer, but turned his head to look at Meng Zeting, and said coldly: "What are you still doing in a daze, I left the opportunity to you, and you still don't take her away?"

Meng Zeting shrank his pupils, he really didn't want to participate in this matter.

And Mu Jiao stepped forward and held He Yankai's cheek, looked at him with teary eyes, and said in a muffled voice: "You say it again, He Yankai, do you really want me to go?

He Yankai stretched out his hand to hold her hand, her hand was so cold, after that, there would be people who cherished her more to cover her hands.

He took her hand away, and said in a deep voice: "Yes, I really want you to go, let's go, go as far as possible!"

"As you wish, He Yankai!"

With a bang, Mu Jiao turned around and kicked the chair, left with his bag, He Yankai looked at her back, and could only see her stretching out her hand to wipe her tears.

Soon, she pushed open the door and left, Meng Zeting exhaled lightly, and swept to He Yankai with cold eyes: "This is what you want." ”

"Take good care of her and don't make her sad again. He Yankai didn't look at it again, but he still told Meng Zeting, his beloved woman, was finally forced by him to leave him in advance, and finally ......