Chapter 68 The Coming Day is Long
Gu Nanqiao really regretted that he told Su Yiyang about the breakup some time ago, so that now he can't even find an excuse to say that he has a boyfriend and prevaricate his whimsical pursuit.
Isn't this a realistic version of the disaster that comes out of your mouth and digs a hole for yourself?
Recall, Su Yiyang's reactions were very normal when they met for the first time, he was just the norm when he showed frivolity and casualness, there were no superfluous hints, and he deliberately pulled the distance far behind the decent and calm, and there was no such thing as being willing to be ambiguous with others, and discharging indiscriminately when he saw a beautiful girl.
Gu Nanqiao felt it, so he didn't regard Su Yiyang as a rich second generation who was out of tune, but naturally placed it on the identity of "a like-minded investor", without any other thoughts.
After that, Su Yiyang gradually revealed an inexplicable favor.
Although such emotions were well restrained by Su Dashao, Gu Nanqiao could still vaguely spy on some deeply buried overtures through the unconcealed cracks - of course, such a good feeling did not know whether it was true or not, Gu Nanqiao didn't believe it at all.
It was love at first sight, probably just because of impulse.
Therefore, Gu Nanqiao only thought that this was Su Dashao's whim, and he had nothing to do when he was full, so he would be idle and flirtatious to pass the time. She didn't plan to pick up the stubble from the beginning, deliberately avoided too much involvement, pretended not to see his more and more explicit overt overtures, and would rather fall into the charge of being too uninformed than getting involved in this muddy water.
The high-sounding reason is that he is not happy to play those ambiguous games with Huaxin. But in fact, in the deepest part of Gu Nanqiao's heart, no matter how unwilling she was to admit it, she had to admit that Su Yiyang was the type she liked the most and didn't want to provoke.
Behind the resistance, there is a fatal attraction.
However, who knows what Su Yiyang thinks. The likes in his mouth, how many points does he really give, is it ignorant and good, or on a whim, is it serious and determined, or is it a scene on the spot?
Is it true or false?
Gu Nanqiao couldn't find a reason for these things, and he felt that there was no need to delve into them, so he never thought about it.
Who knew that she originally wanted to break off, but forced Su Yiyang to take another step forward.
"Why don't you speak, think what I said makes sense, and acquiesce?"
Su Yiyang watched the girls around her remain silent after hearing the confession, but many considerations in the depths of her heart were leaked by the changes in her expressions, and she couldn't help but chuckle.
"There are not many high-quality varieties in this world, and there are fewer who can understand you spiritually and support you materially. Even if there is such a person, he will not be better than me to you......"
For Su Yiyang's sultry gesture of opening his mouth, Gu Nanqiao can be regarded as convinced.
She didn't say much, just left a sentence very perfunctory: "Whether it's my own business or not, I don't need you to worry about it." ”
"What if I have to worry about it?" Su Yiyang's smiling eyes narrowed slightly, and his words seemed to be precipitated with thick and undispersed honey, and the sweetness was permeating one by one, as if with demagogic magic.
"So Xiao Nanqiao, don't you really think about it, be with me?"
Anyone who is faced with a sudden confession will inevitably have mood swings. This is human nature, and Gu Nanqiao is of course no exception, especially if the confession object is a high-quality player like Su Yiyang, it is simply full of damage.
After a while, Gu Nanqiao finally settled down and opened his mouth lightly: "Su Yiyang, I don't know what kind of attitude you have towards feelings, but I'm not the kind of casual person, and I'm not interested in playing a game of love at first sight with you......"
It was as if I was such a casual person. Su Yiyang bit the cigarette holder and turned his head slightly, "I said it just now, I don't lack ambiguous objects, and I don't want to play with you, don't you believe it?"
"It's not a question of believe it or not, Su Yiyang. Gu Nanqiao's tone increased slightly, and he spoke lightly, "You listen to me finish speaking." ”
The signal lights were very long, there were countless vehicles blocked on the road ahead, the command of the traffic police did not make any difference, and countless vehicles were stuffed like sardine cans, and a few minutes passed, and there was almost no movement.
Su Yiyang did not show any impatience on his face, showing great patience.
"I broke up with my ex some time ago, I don't hide this from you, and there is no need to hide it. As for the inside story, I don't want to say more, it's not interesting to talk about people behind my back. It's just that my ex and I have gone through more than two years from realizing that we broke up, during which we have separated and reunited, if not...... In short, I didn't even think about separating. ”
Su Yiyang's smiling eyes were half-narrowed, and he flicked the cigarette ash casually, waiting for Gu Nanqiao's next words.
"You don't lack ambiguous objects, and I also don't lack stand-ins for emotional transfer, you don't need to find new emotional sustenance as soon as you fall out of love, so it's irresponsible to you, and it's not responsible for me, and it's ......"
Speaking of this, Gu Nanqiao's tone was stunned, and his clear and bright eyes looked straight at Su Yiyang.
"In all fairness, Su Yiyang, you don't meet my criteria for choosing a mate. People who understand me spiritually, uncles and uncles who are full of spring have grabbed a handful, and I don't have to talk to you about ideals. The person who supports me financially, I have my own hands and feet, and I haven't been crippled to that point, and I have no intention of being fostered for the time being - the two things you said don't meet my just needs to choose a boyfriend, and you are really not suitable for me. ”
Gu Nanqiao's words didn't leave any emotion, and he refused quite simply. If it was said that just now he barely maintained a layer of window paper and did not pierce it, but now he directly tore the paper to shreds, and took out a knife casually, and poked Su Yiyang's heart a few times mercilessly.
Then, Su Yiyang glanced at Gu Nanqiao meaninglessly, and her slightly lowered eyelashes seemed to hide a fleeting gloom. Gu Nanqiao sighed lowly, and couldn't help but reflect on whether he had said too harshly and hurt a little.
But before she could come up with a reason, the silence was broken by Su Dashao's low laughter.
"Finished?" Su Yiyang looked at Gu Nanqiao.
"That's it. Gu Nanqiao responded.
"Now that you're done, I can start expressing my thoughts, right?" Su Yiyang raised his eyebrows and said lightly, "No matter how deep your relationship with your ex is, since you have come to the step of breaking up, it means that there are irreconcilable contradictions between you, to put it bluntly, the relationship is broken, and there is no such fate between each other." ”
Su Yiyang's voice came slowly, and the slightly curved eyes made Gu Nanqiao a little dazed.
"There are many reasons why a relationship can't go on, and since you don't want to talk about it, I won't ask more. However, people don't reject all future attempts because of accidental failures - what's the matter, you are so persistent when you treat the spring garden, once you decide something, the eight horses can't pull it back, and when it comes to your own feelings, it's not you?"
Gu Nanqiao frowned slightly: "These two pieces are not comparable. ”
"You need time to digest, I can give you time, if you think I'm not sincere enough, you can take your time, as for any other concerns, as long as you can say it, I can solve it for you...... Don't prevaricate with the so-called ex, let me bear the mistakes he left behind, and don't even give me the opportunity to pursue, it's reasonable, there's no reason for that, right?"
"No, Su Dashao, can you not avoid the point. Gu Nanqiao was laughed at by Su Yiyang.
She didn't want to admit that behind her external and internal strengths, there was actually an indescribable panic and entanglement hidden - although she didn't know where the love started, Gu Nanqiao could clearly feel the true feelings and sincerity revealed in Su Yiyang's words.
She could hear the resoluteness in Su Yiyang's words.
If the last concern no longer exists, what excuse does she have not to accept Su Dashao's pursuit?
Such thoughts turned back and forth, eating away at Gu Nanqiao's reason in just a few seconds, so that some of the deepest feelings in her heart gradually became irrepressible, like ripples that slowly dispersed.
After holding it for a long time, Gu Nanqiao finally spoke: "Don't waste your time, I said I don't like you." ”
She repeated what she had just said, and she didn't know if she was convincing Su Yiyang or herself.
"Are you so anxious to draw a line with me, are you panicking?"
Su Yiyang's voice was full of laughter, the cigarette between his fingertips was still burning, and a faint circle of smoke spread out in the small carriage, and the smoke separated his sight, making the banter in his eyes a little real and illusory.
"Xiao Nanqiao, what are you running away from, are you afraid that if you get along for a while longer, you can't help but like me?"
Gu Nanqiao avoided his gaze and sneered: "You are too good at putting gold on your face." ”
"I didn't expect you to be such a frank person. Su Yiyang's deep and beautiful voice was still coming, and because Xu had only smoked, his voice was lower than usual, sounding sexy and hoarse.
"Is it so difficult to admit that you are interesting to me, and you dare not accept my overtures, because you are afraid that you will like me?"
The heart was suddenly punctured, Gu Nanqiao's lips touched, and she didn't say anything, of course she refused to answer this question, her slightly hot cheeks were as embarrassed as the sudden silence.
At this moment, a whistle broke the subtle silence.
The red light turned green, and when he saw Su Yiyang's car not moving, the driver blocking behind him honked his horn several times in a frustrated manner, and deliberately rolled down the window to leave a sentence when passing by.
"If you drive a luxury car and take your girlfriend around, don't consider our mood for working overtime on weekends? If you want to fall in love and go to the café, you want to hold a little hand and kiss a small mouth, no one can care about you, don't harm people on the side of the road." ”
Su Yiyang chuckled lightly and didn't say anything more.
His gaze stayed on the girl beside him, watching her tangled her slender fingers together, her clear and beautiful eyes drooping slightly, her face showing panic and confusion, and the negative emotions forced joy and emotion into the corner, and finally these emotions were mixed together, and they were completely silent.
This confession was a bit abrupt, and I was anxious after all.
Su Yiyang thought like this, and there was a faint helplessness in his smiling eyes, but he was soon replaced by his usual casualness, and the corners of his lips raised slightly, snuffing out the last cigarette tail.
- But it doesn't matter, there will be time in the future.
After that, neither Su Yiyang nor Gu Nanqiao mentioned the topics just now, and the showdown about feelings came to an end, and no one persuaded anyone, so it was over.
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