123. Xiaoqi, is that you?
Fu Ziya got up again and left in front of me, but she didn't leave for long, almost a meter away, she communicated with her husband in French, I didn't understand at all, I only knew that the smile on Fu Ziya's face couldn't be hidden at all, I don't know what the two people were talking about, chatted for about four or five minutes, about the phone was over, she walked towards me with her mobile phone, and then said happily: "I'm sorry, let you wait." ”
I also smiled and said, "It's okay, look at the smile you and your husband are chatting with, I love each other very much." ”
She was a little embarrassed about my ridicule, and said a little shyly: "No, he said that he would come at ten o'clock in the evening, and he would bring the child with him by the way." ”
I glanced at the time, and now it was almost ten o'clock, and I said, "Then let's hurry up and eat, ten o'clock is almost here." ”
Fu Ziya obviously wasn't in much of the mood to play with me here, so after we hurriedly finished our meal, she said goodbye to me and left the mall with her bodyguards.
After she left, I didn't stay here longer, but left the mall directly, I originally wanted to continue to go to the hospital to accompany Qiao Linran's mother, but I just got in the car and hesitated. Fu Ziya said that her husband came here at ten o'clock, and it should be a plane here, and if it is a plane, the landing point must be at Yingli Airport in this city, since this is the case, maybe I can try my luck?
Thinking of this, I glanced at the time, I should still be able to catch up with Fu Yazi's car, I sat in the car and immediately said to the driver: "Go to the airport, hurry up." ”
The driver didn't expect me to change lanes suddenly, he looked at me, but didn't ask anything, and quickly started the car in my hurry, and the car began to drive in the direction of the airport.
There is only this one road on the way to the airport, and the fastest is only this one, we Fu Ziya came out of the mall, and left not long after, about five or six minutes, if my car is not jammed, it should be able to catch up.
So during the time when the car was rushing to the airport, I kept a close eye on the cars around us, and sure enough, just in front of a traffic light, I vaguely saw Fu Ziya's car, her car was too obvious, because there were two cars behind her.
I hadn't thought I'd be able to catch up with her, or find her, because there were so many factors that no one could say what would happen in the middle and cause both parties to miss out on this wide road, but my luck today was still very good, although there were six or seven cars between me and Fu Ziya, I still found her at a glance.
After the green light passed, the red light turned on, and Fu Ziya's car started slowly, whizzing past the traffic light, followed by the two cars that followed.
After their car left, the car behind naturally started slowly, and our car followed, I was a little nervous, afraid of making a mistake and losing Fu Ziya, so I kept telling the driver over and over again to let him follow closely behind the three cars.
The driver followed my words very cautiously and did not dare to make a mistake.
Fortunately, the first few cars in front of me today drove very smoothly, and it was not a problem to follow Fu Ziya's car, and then we drove directly to the parking lot of the airport with their car, Fu Ziya did not take my car, so I couldn't recognize my car at all, which made me a little relieved.
The first few cars in front of us chose the entrance of another parking lot, so our car followed Fu Ziya's car into the parking lot smoothly, and after her car found a parking space, our car also followed her car and parked on the side.
It didn't take long for Fu Ziya to get out of the car, I could see that she was still very happy, with the bodyguard next to me getting on the elevator, I didn't get out of the car, and I didn't continue to follow her, I just needed to guard her car, because they were leaving, and sooner or later they would have to come back, but it was a little unsafe to follow her.
This time is naturally very long, how long Fu Ziya went, I waited for as long, waited for almost half an hour, I was a little impatient, I just wanted to take out my mobile phone and give Li Luo a call, but who knew that the driver sitting in the driver's seat suddenly raised his voice and said: "Miss, Miss, they are out!"
Hear him say that. My hand shook, and I almost didn't even hold the phone steady, but I still raised my face for the first time and looked out, this time, I didn't see the picture I wanted to see, and there were a few bodyguards who came out of the elevator, and now I didn't even see Fu Ziya.
The bodyguards obviously came down to pick up the car, and when they got to the car, they quickly drove away from the parking lot, and their car went so fast that the driver and I almost didn't react, and even almost lost it.
Fortunately, there were more cars coming down from the parking lot today, and their cars were blocked at the entrance, allowing other cars to pass first, and during this time, our cars followed.
After following them out of the parking lot, their car stopped at the main entrance of the airport, and at this moment two cars suddenly interjected from us, and when none of us reacted, they collided with our car, and when I heard a loud sound of déjà vu in my ears and body, I didn't have time to think about anything, and the fear that penetrated deep into my bone marrow took over my brain.
When the loud noise finally died down with the passage of time, I slowly lifted my face from between my hands, and the driver reacted faster than me, and he sat in the driver's seat and anxiously asked me if there was anything wrong.
I hurriedly replied that it was okay, and looked up to see what was going on in front of us, and the two cars crashed in front of us, and half of our cars were bumped down.
The driver of the car obviously didn't come to his senses, and it took a long time to get out of the car and walk towards us.
I sent the driver down to negotiate with them, and after the driver went down according to my instructions, I suddenly thought of a question, where is Fu Ziya?!
I glanced at the front of the car, except for a few figures walking around, where were their shadows, I pushed the car door and got out of the car immediately, looking around without giving up, a group of people and cars under the pressure of black pressure, I couldn't tell who was who.
I didn't expect that this precious opportunity would be wasted in vain, and it was inexplicably hit by two cars at a critical time, I angrily rushed up to pull the driver who was arguing with the two perpetrators away, and angrily asked them, whether they can drive!
Maybe I was too bad and excited at the time, and I was still arguing, but as soon as my angry words came out, I immediately quarreled at the airport.
Both sides refused to let go, and in the end, they didn't know who called the police, and after arguing for more than half an hour, the police finally came to mediate.
When Li Luo learned that I had a crash at the airport, he rushed over as soon as possible, and the situation was at the height of the noise, and the police were helpless to intervene. And I didn't even want face and image, and I talked loudly to those two men like a shrew.
Seeing this, Li Luo hurriedly walked up, grabbed me, who was still angry, handed me over to the driver, and asked him to take me to the car and sit down, and then he would solve the rest of the matter.
The driver knew that it was not a problem to continue arguing like this, so he forcibly pulled me into the car regardless of my struggles and warnings, and after that, Li Luo was always outside the car and negotiated with the police and the driver who caused the accident.
It was almost half an hour, and after Li Luo negotiated for half an hour, when the reporter arrived, he also quickly got into the car and did not stop at the airport for long.
The car quickly drove away. After walking a long way, Li Luo frowned and looked at me and asked: "What's wrong with you today? Are you so angry? Do you know that your behavior just now is very bad, if the media reporter knows about it, it will be a scribble, but it was accidentally bumped into, and let the insurance company deal with it, why make such a big move." ”
Now that I have gradually calmed down, I know that what I did just now was indeed inappropriate, but I am still trapped in the regret of the opportunity that I finally got and lost because of this sudden car accident.
I wasn't in much of a mood to talk to Li Luo, so I could only rub my brows and say, "Okay, it's okay, let's go home." ”
Li Luo saw that my attitude was perfunctory, and he also became angry. He said, "Can you stop being so grumpy next time? Can you think clearly about what you're going to do when you're doing these things? Fortunately, I came in time this time, otherwise you'll be waiting to be scribbled by those reporters tomorrow." ”
I said coldly: "Four years ago, I was written as worthless and unrecognizable, and I am still afraid of what they will write about me?
Li Luo felt that I was in a violent mood now, and he didn't dare to continue arguing with me, so he could only turn his head to look out the window and ignore me, probably trying to calm me down.
I also realized that I was really too irritable just now, and after a while, I rubbed my brow and said tiredly, "I'm sorry, it's my fault." ”
When I had said this, I sat there and said no more.
There was a brief silence in the car, and Li Luo turned his head to look at me and said, "I don't mean anything else, I just think it's like today." Not your style at all. ”
I said, "I know." ”
He asked, "What are you doing at the airport? Is something happening?"
I didn't want to say too much, I just whispered, "Don't ask, go home first." ”
Li Luo saw that I was not interested, so he didn't insist any longer, so he could only let the driver drive in the direction of my apartment first.
When I got home, I felt that my irritable mood had completely calmed down, and Li Luo went to the kitchen to pour me a glass of water.
After I took it from him, he asked, "Have you calmed down?"
I took a sip of water and said, "I've been on vacation for a few days, and you naturally don't have to go to work, why did you come back from your parents?"
Li Luo said: "My dad is going to follow his superiors to the city the day after tomorrow, and his family will also accompany him, and I will stay at home and be fine, so I will come to accompany you." ”
I held the cup in my hand and subconsciously tightened a little, and I said, "What are you doing in the city?"
Li Luo sank his body into the sofa, he turned on the TV very leisurely and said: "There is a meeting over there, saying that there was a meeting in the past to discuss the reform of various cities. ”
I didn't speak, but subconsciously glanced at the ice water with ice cubes in the cup, Li Luo saw that I didn't speak, looked sideways at me and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
I immediately smiled and changed the subject to say, "I'm hungry." ”
When Li Luo heard me say that I was hungry, he volunteered to stand up and asked, "What do you want to eat?" ”
I sat on the sofa and looked up at him, and said in a somewhat coquettish tone: "Whatever, as long as you do it, I love it." ”
This sentence naturally gave Li Luo a lot of encouragement, and he said: "I'll go and leave you now." ”
After speaking, his eyes were full of clear smiles, when he saw his smile. I immediately shifted my gaze, put down the glass of water in my hand with a little weakness, and said, "I'll help you do it." ”
Li Luo pressed my shoulder and said, "No, your body is just right, I'll go, as long as you want to eat what I made." ”
After he finished speaking, I walked towards the kitchen without waiting for my reaction, I sat on the sofa and watched him busy in the kitchen for a long time, so I could only sit on the sofa and watch TV boringly, but after all, I didn't know what I was watching.
For a while, I was thinking about today's sudden and just right car accident, and for a while, I was thinking about what Li Luo said just now, and then I didn't even realize that Li Luo had prepared dinner and called me to eat.
He called me a few more times, and I could only get up from the sofa and immediately walk over to the table, temporarily discarding all the thoughts in my mind, and talking and laughing with Li Luo.
The next day, Xiao Ruoyun called me early in the morning, saying that I wanted to go back to my home to have a meal together, I stayed in my apartment, and at ten o'clock I drove to Yu's house, and when I arrived there, Yu Manting was talking and laughing with Yu Sheng there, since Du Fengqi insisted on moving away from Yu's house, Yu's house was a lot quieter, and no one made it difficult for Xiao Ruoyun from time to time.
After I got out of the car, Yu Manting immediately greeted me and said with a smile: "You finally know that you are going home, I heard that your mother-in-law is sick, how is it now?"
In response to her words, I smiled and said, "I should be discharged from the hospital in a few days, it's not a big deal." ”
Yu Manting said: "It's not a big deal, mom is preparing your favorite in the kitchen this morning." ”
I didn't speak, but seeing that Yu Sheng had been standing aside and didn't speak, I called him brother.
When I got to the hall, I saw how quiet it was, and I asked, "Where's Daddy?"
Yu Manting, who was packing up the pillows on the sofa, replied to me casually: "Dad went to the city, and I guess I won't come back for a few days." ”
I subconsciously repeated: "City?"
Yu Manting was a little surprised to see what I said. He asked, "What's wrong?"
I reacted and smiled and said, "Oh, it's okay, I'll just ask casually." ”
When she heard this, she urged me to say, "Then let's go to the kitchen and help my mother, she can't see very clearly by herself, so she has to be there to figure it out." ”
I answered, and followed Yu Manting into the kitchen.
After that, I stayed at home all day and never went anywhere else, even Li Luo gave me a phone call, I didn't answer until I arrived in the afternoon, when I finished packing my things and was about to leave, Yu Manting suddenly chased me out from behind and asked, "Don't you sleep at home tonight?"
When I heard her say this, I looked back at her and I said, "No." I've got a few things I haven't taken care of. ”
Yu Manting frowned and said, "Have you been so busy lately? You stayed in the city for so long last time." ”
I smiled and said, "There are a lot of things to be busy with over there, even if it's a vacation, you still have to deal with it by the way." ”
When she heard me say this, she didn't say anything more, just told me to be safe on the way back.
I nodded, and after leaving Yu's house, I didn't go back to the apartment, but booked a temporary ticket to go to the city.
On the way to the airport, I didn't expect to be so coincidental, I actually ran into Chen Su, when he was on the phone, while walking out of the exit, but he didn't find me, he went out of the exit, he went directly down the underground parking lot, I wanted to go with the past to see, but the time is obviously not in a hurry, I booked the ticket, there are just three minutes to start the ticket check.
But when I thought of the opportunity I missed last time, I was unwilling for a while, and I was about to check the ticket, I thought about it, I didn't think about anything, so I turned around and followed Chen Su, and after he took the elevator down the parking lot, I also took another elevator.
After reaching the bottom of the elevator, Chen Su suddenly disappeared, and I glanced around blankly. I thought to myself, am I lost again?
But the moment I raised my eyes, I saw from a mirror above my head that Chen Su was standing behind me and looking at me.
I didn't expect to be noticed by him so quickly, and I looked at him briefly in the mirror for a while, and at that moment, I calmed down my momentary panic and turned to look at him.
He slowly walked towards me with his mobile phone in his hand, and when he arrived in front of me, he pretended not to find anything and smiled and said to me, "Miss Yi, what a coincidence, you are also here." ”
I looked at him, smiled lightly, and said, "Yes, what a coincidence, I didn't expect to see you here." Traveling?"
He smiled and said, "I'll go back from the city." ”
I groaned, not knowing what to say for a moment.
The underground parking lot is very quiet, and there is an awkward atmosphere in the air, and I regret my recklessness just now, there is nothing wrong with following Fu Ziya, and it is obviously risky to follow Chen Su.
He didn't ask, but I knew he could see that I was following him, just to give me face and not expose me.
I tried to calm the atmosphere and smiled and said, "Since that's the case, I don't have anything to do, you can go, it's so late." ”
Chen Su saw that I was carrying a suitcase in my hand, so he asked, "Are you also going on a business trip?"
I said, "I just came home from a business trip, and I'm going home." ”
Chen Su said, "Do you need me to send you?"
I hurriedly shook my hand and smiled and said, "No, my driver has already arrived at the parking lot." I was able to find it very quickly. ”
When he saw me say this, he didn't insist, he smiled politely at me and said, "In that case, I'll go first." ”
I said, "Okay, you can go." ”
He didn't say anything to me here, and after saying hello to me, he naturally turned around and left in front of me, and I watched him get into a car, which should be his own car, and there was no other car next to the car, just his.
After he got into the car, about a minute later, the car passed me and drove out of the parking lot, and I wanted to slap myself in the face. I kept asking myself if I was overthinking it, or maybe it was a coincidence.
Maybe the other half of the necklace was given to a rich lady by Yi Jin as a gift, and then it fell into Fu Ziya's hands after several turns?
But are there really all kinds of coincidences in this world?
Even if the necklace was a coincidence, the car accident that day made me wonder and wonder why two cars collided with my car in just a few minutes at such a critical moment.
Could it be intentional?
But whether it was intentional or not is impossible to verify at all, but the only thing that is certain is that Chen Su was a little cautious after knowing that I was following him.
And that day in the hospital, why did he ask the doctor about my physical condition.
And it doesn't seem to be a casual question at all, but it is very careful, I have nothing to do with him, and he does this, which inevitably makes me suspicious.
But everything was like a fog, and I couldn't tell the direction at all.
But it's useless to think too much about it, I can only go back to the airport hall from the parking lot first, because the time has passed, I can only buy a new ticket, but the next flight to the city is ten o'clock in the evening, which means that I have to wait at the airport for hours, I instantly feel that I have done an extremely stupid thing.
But now I had no choice but to sit at the airport and wait, I waited for about three or four hours in the P lounge, and then finally waited for my plane and flew directly to the city.
It was already two o'clock in the morning when I arrived in the city, and I didn't have any strength to toss anymore, so I casually found a hotel to stay, and I didn't even bother to wash up, so I fell asleep directly.
But the dream is still bizarre, one moment is the cry of a child, one moment is the sound of the sea, and the other is like Xiaoqi is shouting to his mother, I struggled in the dream for a long time, after struggling to sweat profusely, I suddenly opened my eyes and looked at the top of my head.
For a moment, I couldn't tell where I was, and I lay there and watched for a long time, and then I remembered that I had arrived in the city.
I closed my eyes again, and it was only then that I realized that my hands were clenched into fists, and my body was shaking uncontrollably.
That dream was a nightmare for me.
I don't know when he will stop, maybe Xiaoqi has always been there, waiting for me to avenge his blood hatred.
After I got up from the bed, I glanced at today's time, it happened to be Xiaoqi's death day, I took out a pack of dark paper from my bag, and lit it in a flower pot on the balcony, and there were a lot of delicately cut little people in the middle of the dark paper, including Xiaoqi's favorite Doraemon, and three little bears, as well as the black cat sheriff, and his favorite villain book.
The wind was a bit strong tonight, and the fire in the pot tore back and forth in the air, tearing out all kinds of shadows.
I looked at the shape of the fire and smiled, I smiled and said, "Xiaoqi, I'm sorry, Mom left in too much hurry today and didn't bring you your favorite snacks, how are you doing over there?" Mom burned a lot of your favorite friends for you, and if you feel lonely, they will take your place for Mom to accompany you. Speaking of this, I controlled the choking in my voice, and tried to say to him in a normal tone: "Don't blame Mom, I can't go to you for the time being, you must be obedient over there, don't be naughty, and don't quarrel with the children in the sky, if you are bullied, bear with it, and when things settle down here, Mom will go to you, okay?"
The silence was empty and a birdsong was heard. When I heard the call, I slowly stood up and looked at the railing on the balcony, where a robin was perched up, tilting its head and squinting at me.
I stretched out my hand slightly, and the bird suddenly landed on my finger.
They say that every child dies and becomes a robin, and one day they will fly back to their parents, and I never believed in such a thing, because since Xiaoqi died, I haven't even dreamed of him much, and even if I did, I just watched him standing opposite me. He looked at me from afar, didn't speak, didn't call his mother, and didn't cry.
But more of a picture will always be the scream of fear as he hangs from that dead tree, after all these years, could this robin be him?
Did he come back to see his mother?
The bird rested on my hand as if it had stopped for a moment, and I was about to reach out and touch it, but the moment I touched it, it flapped its wings and flew away in front of me.
It flew for a while, and when it reached a tree, it looked back at me, and at that glance, it seemed to say goodbye to me, and called at me twice.
In the next second, it flapped its wings again and went to the wider sky, going from a black dot to a complete disappearance in the dark night.
I just stood like that, didn't move, didn't cry, just looked numbly at the side where it disappeared, and I asked in a low voice, "Xiaoqi, have you come back to see your mother?"
No one answered me in the silence of the night, not even the sound of the birds, but a gust of wind blew, and the brazier was burning vigorously. At that moment, it was blown out, and the scraps of soot that remained in the brazier were carried away by the wind to an unknown world.
I smiled, laughed and smiled, and that smile didn't last a few seconds on my face, and I touched my face, only to realize that I don't know when, it was all tears.
(Tianjin)