When I returned to my room, I sat in front of the makeup mirror, didn't turn on the light, just looked at myself in the mirror by the moonlight, and kept asking myself in my heart, am I old?

I'm only twenty-six years old, how can I be old, but my face has already disappeared childishly, and a little old-fashioned eyes, coupled with the torture of perennial Chinese medicine, my fair skin has also become sallow, such Charlaite seems to be very different from her nineteen or twenty.

Why, he I met was always glamorous, but I was always so embarrassed when he met, which is probably the reason why he would never love me.

Thinking of this, my sleepiness suddenly disappeared without a trace, but this long night will eventually pass.

When I woke up the next morning, Zhan Dong had already gone to work in the company, he left a note for me at the dining table, which said that he went to work, and breakfast was prepared for me on the table, so that I remembered to eat on time, when I saw this, I felt a little relieved and guilty, but this guilt and relief did not have time to last, when my eyes swept to the last sentence: "Remember to go to my mother's, when you are sick, you will be treated." I crumpled the note into a ball.

I sneered in my heart, Chinese men are really hopeless.

But no matter how ignorant and hopeless this man is in my eyes, I can only compromise and compromise in marriage, this is not two people living together, but two big families together, we must take care of many people's emotions in all aspects, mother-in-law, father-in-law, and relatives of his Zhan family.

Everyone must take care of it, but to ignore themselves, this is really not a good errand, but there is no way, the Chinese tradition and the positioning of women is that women must compromise in this regard, if they do not compromise, they are not a good wife, if they do not compromise, they will not be able to maintain their own family, if they do not compromise, you will lose your husband.

But isn't the family sustained by two people compromising together?

After I finished breakfast, I went to my mother-in-law's house, and on the way there, my attending doctor, Dr. Wang, gave me a phone call, and he apologized to me on the phone and said that because something urgent happened at his house yesterday, he asked his colleague to help him take the shift, and I was really embarrassed to run away.

When I heard Dr. Wang's apology, I didn't say anything, just told him that it was okay to make an appointment when I was free.

Dr. Wang asked me on the phone how I was doing and if I still hadn't had my period.

I reported to him truthfully, and then I told him about the latest physical report.

After hearing this, Dr. Wang suddenly remembered something, and he said, "By the way, Miss Xia, my colleague saw your physical examination yesterday and found that you have some physical problems. ”

I frowned and asked, "Aren't you my attending doctor?"

Dr. Wang said, "I'm in my hometown now, I took a month's leave, and I couldn't go to work, so Dr. Lin replaced me, and he took over all my patients. ”

I was about to say something, but Dr. Wang called on the phone, and he seemed to be busy with something and didn't have time to talk to me anymore, so he hung up the phone in a hurry.

I stood at the door with my phone in my hand for a long time, was stunned for a while, shoved my phone into my bag, went to the underground garage to drive, and rushed to my mother-in-law's house.

Sure enough, as soon as I got there, there was a lot of Chinese medicine waiting for me, I wanted to refuse not to drink, but in the face of my mother-in-law's concerned face and kind tone, I couldn't even say the words of refusal, I would rather she be arrogant and blatantly disgusted with my daughter-in-law who can't lay eggs, and I have an excuse and reason to refuse these disgusting Chinese medicines.