Su Fang's hand slowly stroked his stomach, and it took a long time before he spoke: "How can it be ......?"

"Really, it's been a month. ∵ eight ∵ eight ∵ read ∵ books, ↗ ▲o" Gu Dongjue clenched her hand and pressed against her forehead, "But the doctor said that because you have been injured in the abdomen many times, there are already signs of congenital miscarriage, so you must take care of it well." ”

She really has a baby......

Su Fang touched her stomach, she couldn't tell what her mood was at this time, she couldn't judge it with pure joy or sadness, she thought, five years ago, Gu Nanqian let her lose a child, and now she exchanged her life for her and this child's life...... Is that cause and effect?

Gu Dongjue handed the spoon to her mouth, this time she didn't dodge it again, she ate it all obediently, she had to take care of her body, this child was too heavy, she had to keep it.

Three days later, Gu Nanqian's body was transported back to China, her funeral was very grand, Gu Dongjue said, she was such a lively and face-loving person when she was alive, how could he let her walk lonely in this last part of the world.

Originally, Gu Dongjue did not agree with Su Fang to return to China now, her health was too poor and it was inconvenient to travel long distances, but Su Fang said that she would not return to Washington again if she returned to City A this time, and the Pearl Cup competition was handled by the assistant, Nan Qian's last journey, she must come to send it, Gu Dongjue thought about it again and again, and finally agreed.

On the day of the funeral, the sky was drizzling, and the foggy weather made the atmosphere even more depressing, Su Fang was wearing a long black dress, led by Gu Dongjue, looking at the photo on the tombstone through the rain curtain, she raised her head, forced her tears back into her eyes, put the chrysanthemum in her hand on the steps, her lips moved, and she couldn't say a word.

The ceremony of the memorial was very complicated and heavy, Gu Dongjue was afraid that she would be tired, so she let her rest in the car, Su Fang leaned on the window glass and watched, until the ceremony was over and the guests left one after another, she got out of the car, walked over with an umbrella, squatted down in front of her tombstone, and lit a few photos in her hand and burned them.

"These photos were found from Zhou Zhining's residence, you have been thinking about it before, I will burn it in front of you, don't be afraid. ”

The photo was rolled up by tongues of fire and quickly turned to ashes, turning her regrets about staying in this world into white smoke and taking them away.

Su Fang looked at the firelight a little distracted, and muttered: "Nan Qian, I have been hesitating before coming, I was thinking about whether I should come to see you, you see that your last sentence is to hate me, will you not want to see me?" But after thinking about it for a long time, I still decided to come, I think there are some things that I should tell you in person." ”

"I don't hate you, I don't hate you for a long time. ”

She shook her head and chuckled: "I know, in fact, you are also very guilty about what happened back then, and you have always wanted me to forgive you, not to say it before, it was me who couldn't get over this hurdle, and in the end you kept pulling me to ask if you paid it off, I said that I couldn't pay it off, in fact, I forced you to hold on a little more, if I knew that you really couldn't hold on, I would definitely let you hear this sentence with your own ears - Nan Qian, you paid it off, you don't owe me anything, you can leave with peace of mind." ”

She said with a lower voice, a little melancholy: "If you are still here, we should be able to get along well." ”

"By the way, and the good news, I'm pregnant. Thank you for protecting me and my child, and I will definitely bring him to you in the future and let him call you aunt......"

As she spoke, her voice couldn't help but choke up.

In fact, she has been holding back tears, she didn't dare to cry, the doctor said that she had signs of miscarriage and couldn't be happy and sad, but now she really couldn't help it, her shoulders trembled slightly, she sniffed and said: "You, go over there, don't be so arrogant without your brothers as backers, I want to tell you from before, except for your own family, no one has the obligation to accommodate you, you have such a bad temper, it's easy to offend people, listen to me, can you bear it?"

The wind blew and extinguished a candle, and she looked at the white smoke and smiled: "I'll just say yes to you." ”

She thought about lighting the candle again, tears dripping down her cheeks and moistening the bouquet of yellow chrysanthemums.

Gu Dongjue sent the guests away, stepped on the rain to come to her, and gently put his hand on her shoulder, Su Fang looked up at him, the mist melted the rain curtain, he was hazy behind him, she asked softly: "Mr. Gu, you know everything, right?"

Gu Dongjue was silent and bowed his head slightly: "Hmm." ”

He knew about that kid back then.

When he caught Yu Wen that day, he explained everything, including the child who was knocked out back then.

At the beginning, Su Fang said that the child was Anthony's, he believed it, after all, their relationship was so difficult five years ago, and Anthony was a good person by his side, it was not surprising that they would be together, although he was very sorry about it, but what could he do? He loved her, and he could only tolerate and accept it, until that day Yu Wen said the time when he knocked off the child, he calculated, at that time he and she had not divorced, so the child could only be his.

It sounded really ironic that his sister had arranged for someone to knock off his child, but someone grabbed him and blackmailed him.

He originally wanted to wait for Zhou Zhining's matter to pass and then settle accounts with Gu Nanqian, but he didn't expect that there would be no more chance.

Su Fang took his hand: "Then you also tell her, saying that you don't blame her." Gu Nanqian was so afraid that he would know about this before his death, so he must have hoped to get his forgiveness.

Gu Dongjue looked deeply at the photo on the tombstone, and a half-loud, low voice overflowed from his thin lips: "Nan Qian, I don't blame you. ”

We don't blame you, the road of the world over there is long and obstructive, don't be distracted, go in peace.

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After sending Gu Nanqian on his last journey, Gu Dongjue took Su Fang back to the Gu family's villa, and as soon as he entered the door, the original drizzle turned into a downpour, and the crackling water droplets hit the ground and splashed a few splashes.

Su Fang sat on the cushion with a pillow, his coat on his body, and quietly watched the rain outside the window.

Gu Dongjue poured her a glass of water, sat down on the cushion in front of her, and said casually: "The rain is getting heavier and heavier." ”

Su Fang held the water cup, felt the temperature of the water through the glass, and smiled faintly: "Yes, this season was not originally a rainy season, but I didn't expect it to rain so heavily suddenly, and there are enough people outside." ”

She was referring to the two people who had been standing at the door for more than half an hour with umbrellas.

Gu Dongjue glanced at it and sighed in his heart: "They have all followed you all the way, don't you really plan to see each other?"

Since the incident of Gu Nanqian, Su Fang's already calm temperament has become more and more shallow, and she doesn't know if it is to protect the child and not want to be happy and sad, or if the affairs of the outside world are really insignificant to her.

She didn't answer, but said: "Mr. Gu, in fact, I really don't have the face to send Nan Qian, I don't dare to tell her at all, saying that the person who killed her was me...... Biological father, I dare not say, really. ”

Gu Dongjue got up and walked to her side, gently hugged her into his arms, her body was warm but her body was slightly cold: "Listen to her explanation." ”

Su Fang looked at the black umbrella under the rain curtain for a long time before nodding lightly: "Okay." ”

The two men outside were Anthony and Mrs. Robin, who followed them from Washington to City A, as she knew all along.

Mrs. Robin, dressed in a black skirt with a rain-soaked hem, stood there crampedly shouting, ". ”

Su Fang didn't answer, Gu Dongjue asked them to sit down, and took dry towels to them, the heating in the room made the temperature very different from the outside, people couldn't help but tremble, Mrs. Robin grabbed the towel tightly, looked at Su Fang's side face, and said with a slight trembling lip: "I'm sorry." ”

She stretched out her hand to touch Su Fang, but she was afraid that she would be disgusted, her hand reached into the air, and she stopped, she said sadly: "I know, I owe you a lot, I can't skip it with a word of sorry, and I don't erase your suffering over the years with no explanation, I just hope you can give me a chance to make up for you." ”

Anthony couldn't help but say: ", listen to the teacher's explanation, that incident back then actually had an inside story." ”

Su Fang finally cast his eyes on them, and when he swept over Lady Robin, his expression was stunned for a moment.

The first time she saw such an embarrassed teacher, her eyes were blue, it seemed that she hadn't had a good rest for a long time, and she had lost a lot of weight, her heart ached, she endured the waves, and hurriedly looked at Anthony, she asked: "That time you went to H City, was it to investigate my life experience?"

Anthony apologized: "I'm sorry I didn't tell you. ”

Su Fang changed his sitting posture, faced them, and pretended to smile relaxedly: "Okay, then you can tell me how I, the child that no one wants, came to be." ”

When Mrs. Robin heard this, she shook her head a few times and smiled bitterly in despair.

Gu Dongjue poured two glasses of water and handed them to them, then sat down beside Su Fang, holding her hand, paying attention to her emotions.

Anthony pondered and spoke: "Actually, the teacher is also a victim of Gao Yuankai's subordinates. ”

Su Fang raised his head. △≧△≧，

Gao Yuankai is a native of H City, a well-known local gangster, who does not learn and has no skills, eats, drinks, prostitutes, and gambles all day long, he is not a rich child, and the money he spends is all robbed outside, and he can't count how many times he has been in prison, in short, he is notorious.

Gu Rong and he are two extreme people, she is a famous family, a scholarly family, a good match that the locals want to marry, since she was eighteen years old, people who intend to come to the door to propose marriage have almost stepped through the threshold, but none of them can do it, outsiders only say that Miss Gu has a high vision, and looks down on ordinary people.

It wasn't until she was twenty-five years old that she was bumped into a private meeting with Gao Yuankai, and the crowd suddenly realized that this fairy was not not not eating fireworks in the world, but reserved and debauched inside.

Yes, in that relatively conservative era, in that feudal and backward thinking town, which paid special attention to the style of the door, the 'private meeting' was already debauched.

The commandments were whipped on the thin and weak back, the blood oozed out and dyed the aqua blue cheongsam, the corners of Gu Rong's mouth slowly slid down the blood, but she couldn't hold back the tears, and she couldn't breathe out in pain, the old father asked her to tell her clearly in front of the ancestors of the ancestral hall what her relationship was with that man, and her mother was distressed, hugged her and cried, persuading her to make her clear the ins and outs, and stop being stubborn and angry with the old father, otherwise she might be expelled from the family.

Gu Rong endured it for a long time, and finally completely collapsed in this last sentence, she got up suddenly, snatched the whip from her old father's hand, and cried: "It's all your fault! If you were willing to help me hire a foreign teacher as a tutor, I wouldn't have walked a few miles to the suburbs to eavesdrop on the lectures of the teachers in the new-style school, and I wouldn't have met that hooligan alone!"

It turned out that Gu Rong, who was very interested in new things, had always wanted to learn foreigners' things, but the old father who thought feudalism still had the impression of foreigners when they invaded China, and he was very disgusted, so it was naturally impossible for her to learn, so Gu Rong had to sneak away a few miles away every day to eavesdrop on the teacher's class, and that day, as usual, she took a remote shortcut, where she bumped into the drunken Gao Yuankai.