I stood aside and said helplessly to Jian Ting, Lin Rongshen is such a person, there is no way.

Jian Ting also smiled at me helplessly and said, "What kind of person he is, I already know it." ”

Millie was holding a wine glass and wearing a beautiful wedding dress, looking at Lin Rongshen with shining eyes, she seemed to be thinking about something, after a long time, she finally mustered up the courage to take the glass of wine, and he said to Lin Rongshen: "Thank you, thank you very much." Millie was a little nervous, took a deep breath and said, " Although I used to really like you very much, although you never looked at me from beginning to end, although in the end we were not really together, I don't know why, but I still want to thank you, because of you, let me understand what liking is, because of you, I understand who is the most suitable for me, although now I still can't let go of the marriage between you and Sister Lailai, but I don't know why, I am not jealous of Sister Lailai at all, about I have really forgotten you, and I have finally officially let go of you from today。 ”

Although it is somewhat out of place to say such things on such an occasion, I don't know why, but she was shown by Millie to be generous, the smile on her face is free of any impurities, very innocent, no sadness and discomfort, only happiness, as if she has finally let go of something that she has never been able to let go.

Usually as long as Millie and Lin Rongshen have a little eye contact, Jian Ting, but today he stood aside with a very big belly and watched silently, he stared at Millie like this and did not come forward to disturb, and there was a hint of laughter in his eyes, about he also knew that today's Millie was really let go.

Regarding Millie's words, Lin Rongshen was just silent for a long time, and then raised his hand and collided with the quilt on Millie's hand, and he said with a smile: "Well, I accept your words, and by the way, the newlyweds are happy." ”

Although it was just a simple and repeated blessing, it made Millie burst into tears and laughed instantly, because he knew that this was the best gift Lin Rongshen gave her.

In the back, her eyes were a little red, and Millie's sister came up and gently took Millie into her arms, and then Millie suddenly howled and cried, lying on her sister's shoulder, and said in her mouth: "Mom and Dad, sister, I can't bear you." ”

Although getting married is a happy event, it is also a sad thing, because you find that you have finally left the shelter created for you by your parents, and you will find that after getting married, you can no longer encounter a difficult thing like before, no one will bear it silently for you from behind, and you need to support everything by yourself.

Marriage is considered to be the stage when a woman has stepped into the stage of growth.

Millie's crying, her parents naturally couldn't hold back, the family hugged each other and sobbed a little sadly, at this time, Jian Ting's opportunity to please her mother-in-law and father-in-law arrived, and she kept turning around to comfort the family.

I suddenly remembered my marriage with Lin Rongshen, and sighed inexplicably in my heart, and it is still a regret in my heart.

After attending the wedding of Millie and Jian Ting, I was already too tired to do it, and after getting in the car, I leaned on Lin Rongshen and was a little drowsy, and after Lin Rongshen put a dress on me, he looked at the scenery passing by the window.

And so I fell into a deep sleep on him.

The next day of Millie's life, a call came from the countryside about the death of Zhan Dong's mother, and when I heard that this was gone, I stood by the window for a long time without moving, and my heart thumped a few times, and then I resumed a dead silence.

A great sadness came at me, I was a little at a loss, and with trembling fingers, I broadcast a phone call to Lin Rongshen, and I trembled on the phone and said to him: "Rong Shen, Zhan Dong is dead." ”

Lin Rongshen was in a meeting in the company at the time, and when he heard my words, he didn't answer for a long time, and after a while, he said: "Wait for me for two hours, and I'll be back immediately." ”

I said, "You can work in the company with peace of mind, and I will go to the countryside by myself." ”

Of course, I knew that Lin Rongshen would not agree, so I added: "Let me handle this matter alone, because this is what I owe to Zhan Dong, and it has nothing to do with anyone." ”

Lin Rongshen heard me say this, he didn't agree, he naturally had to agree, and finally said: "It's okay to let you go alone, you must let people follow, the countryside is not better than here, the road conditions are complicated, and the funerals in the countryside are all prosperous, Charlele This is my third child with you, and it may be our last, you think clearly for yourself and then give me the answer of whether to go or not." ”

He said, "Give you twenty minutes, let me finish the meeting first, and then I'll contact you." ”

Lin Rongshen hung up the phone.

I naturally know what my situation is now, but I have to take this risk, I owe it to Zhan Dong, during this time I focused on my own life, completely forgot all about what Zhan Dong asked me, and I didn't even look at his children and mother, his life turned out to be so cheap in my eyes.

If he could know everything now, he would probably regret his decision to rush over and save me at that time.

Because I'm so wolf-hearted.

Ten minutes later, Lin Rongshen called me, he asked me if I had thought about it, and I said, "I thought about it, I have to go to Rongshen on such an occasion." ”

He knew my character, and basically no one could change what I decided to do, and he said, "Okay, but Lailai, first of all, I want to make it clear to you, if something happens to the child, I want you to understand that I can't give you a fourth chance." ”

I clenched my phone tightly and said, "I'll take care of my child." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "I will send someone to send you to the countryside." ”

After I hung up the phone, I cleaned up a few times in my room and headed to the countryside.

She said that Zhan Dong's mother had been treated very well in the nursing home during this time, and she had hoped for recovery, but because the old man missed his son too much, he had no desire to survive, and even if the doctor had great ability, he could not cure a person whose heart had already died.

He said that when she died, the name she shouted was Zhan Dong from beginning to end, and this name had been shouted by her for almost a year, and finally she ended with her son's name.

On the phone, the doctor said to me a little sad and weak: "I'm sorry I didn't save her." ”

I couldn't speak, I felt like a fish in my throat, and after a long time, I said, "It's okay, then I'll hang up first." ”

The doctor said, "Okay." ”

On the way to the countryside, I kept looking at the scenery outside, watching the lush trees pass in front of me one by one, I felt something liquid on my cheeks, I stretched out my hand and wiped it gently, only to find that it was all tears.

Assistant Lin Rongshen, who came with me, handed me a tissue and whispered, "Mrs. Lin, the deceased is gone, don't be too sad." ”

I nodded sluggishly, then continued to look out the window with tears streaming down my face.

Because I always remember the time when Zhan Dong and I first got married, his mother lived with us for a while, during that time, she was really good to me, every morning before dawn she got up to prepare breakfast for me and Zhan Dong, whether it was my clothes or Zhan Dong's clothes, she always cleaned all of us before remembering to wash the clothes, and the house was always clean.

Every time I say ask for a babysitter, she never needs it, saying it's a waste of money, what kind of babysitter to hire.

Zhan Dong's mother had never read any books, she was a standard diligent and sad rural woman, during that time, she always felt that her Zhan Dong had climbed me, for fear that I would dislike her and her Zhan Dong, she always served me carefully like an old mother, and used her calloused hands to please me.

Actually, I really don't need her to do so much for me, but every time I see her timid appearance, I think maybe letting her do these things will make her feel better, so I have been letting her take care of the housework.

During that time, Zhan Dong has always been my mother's financial support, so my status at home is obvious, and the table is always my favorite food.

The water in my room is always warm, and this hard-working rural woman takes care of me meticulously.

After living for so many years, it is false to say that there is no emotion, so when I learned the news of her death, I was so shocked and difficult to accept.

I didn't prepare at all, and I suddenly missed the hometown snacks she used to make.

But now I can't eat it anymore.

Death is a terrible thing.

When I arrived at Zhan Dong's hometown, the first place I went to was to go to the hospital to see the body of Zhan Dong's mother, because she died in the hospital, so the body is still in the morgue.

When I got there, the doctor took me to the morgue alone to see Zhan Dong's mother one last time, and that one glance made me almost faint.

Because I almost didn't recognize her, her face was full of wrinkles, there was not a single white hair of black hair, and her face kept the last trace of sorrow and sadness.

What she grasped tightly in her hand was the silver bracelet that Zhan Dong had worn on his feet when he was a child, and the bracelet was almost deformed by her.

The doctor said that they tried to remove it when she died, but Zhan Dong's mother was so tight that she couldn't take it off her hand, let alone now.

Probably buried with this bracelet.

I couldn't speak, just stood there with my might.

When the doctor saw that I couldn't bear it, he immediately asked the body to cover it with a white cloth, and said to me, "Let's go, it's time to go out." ”

I felt a little dizzy, my feet were a little weak, and I didn't know how to leave the morgue with the doctor.

I sat alone in the corridor, trying to keep my eyes open and looking at the people coming and going, telling myself in my heart not to cry, never to cry.