Enron's desire to help those children has been around for a long time.

Since crossing into this world and becoming the Enron of this world, she has been thinking about this kind of thing all the time.

It's just that she didn't have much money at the beginning, and the most important thing is that she didn't know where to start, after all, she had just crossed over here and was unfamiliar with life.

She didn't think that the original orphanage would still exist in this very different world, and she didn't even have to think about this kind of childish idea.

The key thing was that she didn't have any money at that time.

Later, when I got rich, I was delayed because of various things, and in this case, although I had this idea in my heart, it was also because of many things that made her idea unable to put it into action.

Of course, in a way, Enron has been corrupted by the comfortable life it is now.

This also led to her even if she had such thoughts in her heart, but she did not take action on it.

In very practical and ugly words, it means that Enron has degenerated, become selfish, and is no longer the Enron who couldn't even bear to buy instant noodles for the orphanage, and salted pork porridge all day long.

This change, this depravity, this selfishness is not derogatory.

Because it's just human nature.

In a philosophical parlance, since it has passed, let it go.

In Wei Guangzheng's words, An Ran has let go of the past, and she can live more of herself.

There is nothing wrong with living for others, and there is nothing wrong with living for yourself.

But in the end, it still depends on her own thoughts.

In Enron's heart, she is unwilling to fall like this, or she is unwilling to fall completely, in a certain way, this is also a test for herself.

Although now she has become the safety of this world.

She is also constantly working hard to become a safe person in this world.

Because of this, she will try to accept Tang Yunxuan and take on the responsibility of being Enron.

However, deep down in her heart, she was still in pain.

After all, she is not the real Enron after all.

She is the product of the Enron of this world, the Enron of the previous world!

If it really becomes the Enron of this world, does this mean that the Enron of the previous world will completely disappear? Maybe it is not a bad thing to disappear completely, but for Enron, she is unwilling to accept this kind of thing.

Even if she is constantly using common sense to become the safety of this world, if she abandons the safety of the previous world, then she will lose her true self.

Today's Enron is the convergence of two Enrons.

It is undeniable that the safety of the last world dominates the mind.

But the safety of this world is also constantly affecting this body.

Therefore, the most real Enron is such a contradictory Enron, and this is the reality.

And Enron is constantly becoming more and more similar to the original world Enron under the influence of Enron in this world, this situation is very dangerous in Enron's opinion, once she becomes Enron in this world, then what is she?

Until that time. Enron or Enron?

It may not make any difference to outsiders, but only Enron knows that this is not what she wants.

Therefore, she had to start taking action in order to keep herself.

Today's security is the most fundamental security, and the most fundamental security is the security of tangled contradictions.

And Enron is to maintain this entanglement and contradiction, which is not a constraint for An Ranyan, but an alternative liberation, a spiritual liberation, and people can only achieve liberation by controlling themselves.

Why would she accept Tang Yunxuan with common sense, this is because she inherited the peace of this world.

And why does she reject this kind of thing in her heart, because she is still safe in the last world.

This contradiction? It looks like a contradiction, but it's not actually a contradiction.

If this situation occurs in a normal person, it must be contradictory, but the reality is that Enron is not a normal person.

So this kind of thing is not a contradiction.

And not only is it not contradictory, but it is also normal.

If there is no such thing, that is the real contradiction.

Because at that time, Enron was a pure man, or a pure woman.

And no longer a man who has become a woman.

It may seem very contradictory to outsiders, but without these, it is the biggest and biggest contradiction.

And for his own heart, Enron is also clear.

Because of crossing into this world, although she doesn't subjectively want to be the Enron of this world, this world still makes her slowly move closer to the Enron of this world.

That's why she rebelled.

She didn't realize this before, but after being reminded by the program team, or by mistake, she woke up.

How could she continue like this?

She is Enron, that is, the Enron of this world, and the Enron of that world.

She's not just the world's safety. It's not just the safety of that world, either.

Therefore, she can't completely become the Enron of this world in this kind of thing, but she will not be stupid to become the Enron of the previous world.

Sacrificing herself to save the world, she wouldn't choose to do it.

But if she can contribute her own strength when she has the ability, she will also take the initiative to contribute her strength.

This is the idea of a new Enron that appears to be contradictory, but in fact not contradictory, after the integration and unification of the two worlds.

Once in that world, Enron cared too much about the orphanage, so much so that he didn't really live for himself until he died.

And An Ran in this world used to be a kind girl, but she would not take the initiative to do these things.

Today's Enron has become completely different.

It's definitely impossible to rely on yourself to write novels and draw comics to help others in the first place, after all, no matter how much money you make, it's actually not useful, and the more important thing is to have a company, a company that comes quickly and steadily, which is why Enron proposed to open a company.

Although she could wait for Tang Yunxuan to regain those properties that belonged to her after marrying Tang Yunxuan and then help others, An Ran understood that she couldn't wait that long, since she had only been in this world for a long time, she had already become like this, and when she had those properties again, maybe she would really lose herself at that time.

Therefore, she must strike while the iron is hot at such a time, so as not to let herself be lost, and let herself always be herself.

Lying on the bed peacefully, looking out the window at the bright moon, her eyes were clear.

"Perhaps, this is the real reason why I am safe in this world, maybe this is the real me, maybe......"