Chapter Forty-Eight: The Mysterious Child
Xin Xin took Xue Lingling to introduce the situation on campus, and Gu Yan walked around when he was bored. The children here are not able-bodied people, some are born or acquired with dumb diseases like Xue Lingling, some are invisible, some can't stand up on their legs because of illness, and some can't hear.
And although these children cannot hear or see, their physical defects limit their movements, but they cannot limit their innocence. Every child here has the most sincere smile on his face, and he does not stain the sinister heart of the human heart. No hypocrisy, the purest smile.
Gu Yan was also slowly attracted by these innocent children, and couldn't help but think of himself and Xue Lingling, the two of them did not end well in their previous lives, and naturally they would not have children. Now it's different, a new beginning, Xue Lingling's heart has been tightly tied to his heart, in this life, children are no longer a luxury.
I don't know what kind of child he and Xue Lingling will be, whether it is a boy or a girl? Boys are more naughty, too careful, and not good. Girls, when they grow up, they are easy to be deceived by others, and it is not good, forget it, it is better to be a man and a woman.
"You weren't supposed to be here. ”
Who? Who is talking? Gu Yan thought it was an auditory hallucination, didn't care, and walked forward again.
"You're dead now. ”
Gu Yan's long legs stopped, and this time, he was sure that it was not an auditory hallucination, but a real hearing someone talking. Gu Yan looked around for the source of the sound, and the children played with themselves in groups, and no one took care of Gu Yan. Even if he looks at him from time to time, it's just because the children think this big brother is very good-looking, and there are also those female teachers with children, and occasionally male teachers, unlike the nymphomaniac of female teachers, they think this man is a little too good-looking, and they are a little inferior.
In the end, Gu Yan identified a person, not because of how accurate his intuition was, but because this person was also looking at him fixedly. Gu Yan walked up to him and squatted down.
Looking at the age is only 10 years old at most, and the two legs are very thin, which is disproportionate to the upper body. Gu Yan guessed that it was a wheelchair that had been in a wheelchair for many years, and there was no blood circulation for many years, resulting in muscle atrophy. This child's eyes are not as clean and pure as other children, but like a black hole, bottomless. He didn't fit in with the other children, and sat quietly in the corner alone.
"You were talking just now?" Gu Yan squatted down, trying to make eye contact with the little boy's gaze.
"Your soul has changed to a different person, it's you and it's not you. The little boy put his hand on Gu Yan's head, only touched it once, and then withdrew it.
"What do you mean?" this kid doesn't seem to be simple, not an ordinary child.
"You're dead now, right. Just like what Gu Yan had just heard, the little boy repeated it again.
"Who the hell are you?" Gu Yan could be sure that this person was not an ordinary person, and now he should have seen through his secret, and he couldn't help but feel a tightening heart.
"I'll ask you first, you go back to my question first, the reason why you're here. "Of course, it's not about coming to a school for the deaf.
"I don't know how I got back here, and when I woke up, I was back 10 years ago. Gu Yan didn't think of this child as a child at the moment, he gave Gu Yan the feeling of being more like a mysterious old man.
Gu Yan recalled the scene at that time, the moment he fell from the cliff, the rope on his body became Gu Yan's soul hook. He was familiar with the nature of the water, and he could not resist the passage of time, and the sea water poured into his nose, mouth, and even chest. Gu Yan, who was surrounded by sea water, tasted the taste of sea water for the first time, and it was salty.
Having difficulty breathing, Gu Yan gradually lost consciousness, and only thought about revenge. Until that ray of light hit his eyes, Gu Yan thought that he had arrived in heaven, and at that time he was still laughing at him, a scumbag like himself could go to heaven, so Xue Lingling was also in heaven.
The strange thing was that Gu Yan heard a noise, that voice, it was impossible for him to forget the woman he once loved the most. For her, he insulted the innocent Xue Lingling again and again, and even connived at her to drive Xue Lingling out of the door, it was a heavy rainy day, and Xue Lingling stayed stupidly outside the door, drenched in the rain all night.
As a result, Xue Lingling had a high fever and almost fainted, and he had to support his weak body and wipe Yao Lin's accidentally soiled shoes. If Aunt Lan hadn't been able to stand it and secretly took her to the hospital, Xue Lingling would have died a long time ago. Thinking about it now, Gu Yan felt that he was a real scumbag.
Thinking it was an auditory hallucination, Gu Yan was still sneering, scolding himself for being cheap, and not forgetting this slut when he died. But the voice never went away, not only did it not disappear, but it became clearer and clearer. Gu Yan's pupils widened for a moment, he was not dead?!! his body was warm, Gu Yan's nails scratched the back of his hand, this slight pain, this bloodshot clearly made Gu Yan realize that he was not dead.
And the scene he saw overlapped in his memory, he remembered that this was Yao Lin saying that the love necklace he gave to Yao Lin was stolen by the mute woman, and the stupid thing was that he believed Yao Lin, and took Yao Lin with him without real evidence, so he questioned Xue Lingling, forced her to hand over what she didn't take, and admitted the trumped-up charge.
"I see. The little boy nodded with an old man who was not his age, and combined with the antecedents that Gu Yan said, he thought of the reason why he appeared here, and also solved the doubts in his heart.
Tired from half squatting, Gu Yan simply found a place to sit, not too dirty, and his intuition told him that this weird little guy would tell him something he didn't know.
"Back here, of course, there is something you have to do, and your catastrophe has just begun. ”
What does it mean to have just begun? Isn't it considered a catastrophe if he died before? Isn't he reborn after the catastrophe now?
"I've died once, doesn't that count?"
Talking to a child about life and death is, in the eyes of outsiders, a mentally abnormal person. And Gu Yan didn't regard this person as a real child at this moment, but like a hermit, just another soul who lived in this body like him.
"It was indeed your calamity, and from the moment you came back, it changed your trajectory in the future, and you didn't realize that your life was completely different from before. The little boy seemed to know everything about Gu Yan's together, "Everything is out of your control, isn't it." ”
That's right, he was right, Gu Yan originally thought that after getting a new life, he would hold these people and things in his memory with his memories of his previous life, but everything was not under his control, such as Yao Lin, such as Xue Lingling.