Things were almost packed up, and we moved to the bungalow. Grandpa was happy to live here, and turned over the wasteland in the backyard, saying that he could grow beans, cabbage and radishes next spring. It's a person who can't be idle.

I saw that my grandfather was quite energetic, and I was relieved. Mr. Zhao didn't live here, he went directly to work in the provincial capital, and before leaving, we gave him the luggage and clothes he was going to go, and stuffed him with hundreds of yuan. Although Mr. Zhao was rehabilitated, he did not make up for his salary for so many years, and he had no money in his hands. You can't let him tie his neck when he gets there. Nibble on steamed buns every day.

Mr. Zhao sighed: "If it weren't for your daughter-in-law's house, we wouldn't be able to get it, and it looks glamorous." But the foundation is empty, and your mother is a ...... Forget it, let's not talk about her. Thank you, Xiu'er, you're such a good boy. ”

I smiled and said, "What's this, everyone has to do it, if there's anything missing, just call us and write a letter." I'll help you. There is no shortage of money in the family. ”

"I know, when your child is born, I will definitely come back, thank you for your hard work. ”

We sent him off, and when we returned from the train station, we actually saw Fang Ming and Yang Yulan. These two people don't know what to do at the train station, it seems to be a send-off, we saw it at the exit, you can't say hello, it's too narrow here, it's crowded, it's less than half a meter away, and you can't pretend to be able to see it.

Yang Yulan's face is sallow, she looks a lot older, this time the production has done a lot of damage to her spirit and body, and I think her eyes are not right, I used to know that this girl was smart and spiritual, but now the temperament of the whole person has changed, there is a kind of darkness and viciousness. Like a poisonous snake, a woman who can squirt poisonous juice at any time.

However, the relationship between the husband and wife looks good, holding hands.

Fang Ming looked at us and smiled, "Are you two going to give it away?"

"Send me dad. Are you sending relatives?"

Fang Ming was just about to speak, but was held down by Yang Yulan on the side: "How can we have your luck, and our relatives who go to the provincial capital? This is going back. ”

Who would believe it, but I didn't want to ask if I didn't tell the truth, so I exchanged a few casual words and then parted.

Zhao Yunhai said: "What do you think, the expression is scary." ”

I said, "I don't know what the two of them are doing at the train station, I always think it's not a good thing!"

"You're worried that they're cheating on you? It's okay, we don't live in their village now, we don't have a job, what else is there to worry about, what about carrying a child, don't worry too much, it's not good for you. ”

I can only nod, I said to Zhao Yuanhai, I don't think Yang Yulan seems to feel sad because the child is gone, it seems that she is a lot more vicious. Zhao Yunhai said that when some people are sad, they cry every day, but some people can't show it, Yang Yulan is so vain, for fear that others will see that she is not living well, she has been covering it up and will not show it.

"Do you think she will hate Fang Ming?"

"Of course I hate, even the ordinary villagers guessed that he didn't want her to have a baby, would she not know? But now I can't tell the difference, what will happen to the specifics, it has nothing to do with us, just be a bystander." ”

I nodded, Fang Ming did this, not only did he not want her to have a child, but he was afraid that he would have two lives with one corpse? Yang Yulan is not a fuel-efficient lamp, just wait and see.

After that we had a quiet time.

Every day is studying, talking with grandpa, eating and drinking, there are not many things to eat in winter, fortunately, there are corn, potatoes and sweet potatoes, roasted and eaten in the stove, the taste is very good, when the month is big, I fell in love with roasted peppers, put the red peppers on the stove and roast, and then put them in the steamed buns to eat, very fragrant, I can eat several in one meal.

Grandpa and Zhao Yunhai persuaded me on the side, don't let me eat too many chili peppers, it's spicy when I look at it.

"Besides, this hurts your stomach a lot, what if you eat it badly, and you are eaten again?"

I was very aggrieved with the rice bowl: "But I just want to eat it, I think it's very fragrant, but I don't think it's spicy." ”

"I'm used to it. Can't eat it anymore. "My grandfather forced that you could only eat one chili pepper per meal.

I was so hungry that I could only endure it. I also feel that this baby is a girl. Because I have all the phenomena that people say about conceiving a daughter, such as good skin, it doesn't get ugly, and I love to eat very spicy things. I didn't feel depressed at all, whether it's a girl or a boy, it's my child, and I'm going to treat her well.

However, my mother-in-law heard about it, rushed over, and mocked me again, and let me continue to give birth, until the boy was born, I didn't want to quarrel with her, so I went to read without saying a word. She came over and continued to talk about me.

"What's the use of reading books now, you don't have a chance to apply for the exam, take care of it, and after giving birth, you will find a job, whether it's cleaning or cleaning the toilet, there must always be a job. It's not okay to stay at home all the time.,Unless you're giving birth to a son in a hurry.,I'm just this one son.,I definitely can't live without a grandson.。。 ”

I glanced at my mother-in-law, gushing, frowning, with a bitter and bitter face on my face, and suddenly felt ridiculous. She is not as good as my mother-in-law in my previous life, Gao Haisheng's mother is not an ordinary difficult person, if I don't like my eyes, I can directly beat her, and even don't give me food, with her Zhuyu in front, no matter how best this is, there is no way to hurt me.

And my mother-in-law saw that there was no way to hurt me, so naturally she had to make a fuss again, and Zhao Yunhai had to be patient and coaxed, so I didn't participate.

My grandfather felt very angry: "Why is this person like this! Seeing that it is my in-laws, I am embarrassed to say anything, it is getting more and more excessive." ”

"It's okay, just wait for her menopause to pass. "I didn't care at all, picked up the book and continued reading.

Soon it was January of the following year, and it was already 1974.

In the past year, the surrounding environment obviously made people feel the change of events, many things that were not allowed to happen before, and now they are okay, all kinds of exams were not allowed before, but last year, Gu Sisi was admitted to a technical school. Although the college entrance examination is still not allowed, some other unimportant technical schools and the like can quietly recruit students.

In many places, there are spontaneous small markets that sell eggs and non-staple foods, and villagers will sell their home-made fabrics, clothes and shoes, as well as fried goods, fruits and vegetables in the summer.

But in January of this year, I don't know what happened above, and the whole environment suddenly changed again.

Almost overnight, many small stalls were reorganized, and many village women who carried baskets to sell eggs and dried tofu were arrested and criticized and severely punished, and some were fired because they were caught reading foreign documents at work.

Once again, the people were all soldiers, and some yellow, red and bright clothes had already appeared on the street, because such a low pressure instantly turned gray, blue and black, and everyone lived in trembling, for fear that if they took the wrong way, something would happen again.

Many of the applications of educated youths who already had the hope of leaving the village were sent back. Everyone obviously felt that something was wrong, so they all craned their necks to live, and pedestrians on the road rarely spoke.

The street director of the bungalow where we lived came once every three or two days to investigate our state of mind and report to the authorities, because we didn't have any formal jobs and were worried that we were bad guys. Grandpa was angry and wanted to reason with them. I was persuaded by me

"This lady is just here to complete the above tasks. You quarrel with her for a while and change the fabric of everything, and you can't help it, don't be angry. Let's just put up with it. ”

I also told Zhao Yunhai to tell his father, be quiet, live like he doesn't have a long mouth, and don't be driven down. Otherwise, people like Mr. Zhao are estimated to have to fight on the basis of reason, and when the time comes, they will be beaten down, but it will be bad, and there is something wrong with their health, and I am afraid that they will never be able to stand up again.

Once again, the exams we had prepared for were cancelled and we had prepared a lot, but when it came to telling us that we didn't have to take the exams, the frustration and disappointment were self-evident.