150: Ignore Lin Jingshen's love
"Xerox. Lin Jingshen suddenly let go of me, he turned his head to look at Xerox and shouted.
But Xerox's words have clearly fallen into our ears.
Shi Letong's red eyes glanced at Lin Jingshen, and she said in a low voice: "Jingshen, really, you have done enough for me, I can't bother you." ”
"Don't you want to know whose child Lin Lin is? Let me tell you, Lin Lin was born to me by a strong girl, he has no father, he only has a mother, and he will not have a father in this life. Xerox's words were extremely firm, and there was a hint of hatred in her eyes, that kind of chilling hatred.
Lin Jingshen frowned and said coldly: "Enough, don't say it again." ”
"Lin Jingshen is only for my name, for Lin Lin not to be looked down upon by others, so he will admit that Lin Lin is his child, Lin Jingshen and I have always been just a sister and brother, and we have never crossed the line. Xerox didn't stop, but seemed to let go.
She looked at Fu Yi with straight eyes, and she sneered: "Fu Yi, are you satisfied now?"
With that, she glanced at everyone in the room, and then turned away.
Seeing this, Lin Jingshen hurriedly followed.
All of us were shocked by this result, and after a while, Cen Xi came over and pulled me out, and Cen Xi asked me, "You don't know either?"
"I don't know. I shook my head, they repeatedly emphasized that Lin Lin had nothing to do with Lin Jingshen, but Lin Jingshen personally admitted it, so I always doubted more than I believed in my heart.
I have been forcing myself to believe in Lin Jingshen, the rope forced me to be happy, when I didn't do anything, but now I realized the whole truth of the matter, in fact, I was not happy at all, I secretly told myself in my heart, Tang Yan, don't force yourself, happy is happy, unhappy is unhappy.
Don't push yourself anymore.
I left the hotel with Cen Xi and Fu Yuandong, they sent me back to the apartment building, Cen Xi wanted to stay with me, I refused.
After getting out of the car, Lin Jingshen's phone called.
I don't have any ** I want to answer, I want to do what I want to do once.
So I didn't pick it up.
Even though everything is clear now, Lin Jingshen forced me to apologize because of Xerox lingering in my mind.
In his heart, there are always people who are more important than me, and it is inevitable that there will be many losses in his heart.
Back at the apartment, I took a shower and went to sleep.
At night, Lin Jingshen's phone kept calling, at first I let the phone keep ringing, and then I simply blacklisted him.
The next morning, before I could wake up, there was a knock on the door of my apartment.
When I opened the door, the person outside was Lin Jingshen, who was still wearing the windbreaker from yesterday.
I looked at him lightly, then let go of my hand and turned around and walked towards the bedroom, Lin Jingshen hurriedly walked in and closed the door and followed me, he explained: "Xerox was not in a good mood last night, so I kept looking at her. ”
Back in the bedroom, I directly lifted the quilt and lay down, Lin Jingshen stood aside and looked at me condescendingly, he continued: "Lin Lin lost his temper in the hospital in the morning, I went to watch for a while so I came over now. ”
"I called you last night, and you didn't answer, is your phone out of battery or didn't you hear it?"
"You didn't reply to me when you sent a message, did you see the message?"
"Tang Yan, did you hear me?"
Lin Jingshen kept talking to himself, but I looked at him indifferently, and my heart ached, but I didn't want to talk to him at all.
I looked straight at the ceiling, his words, the noise made my head a little annoyed, I simply sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, picked up the remote control and turned on the TV in the bedroom, what was playing on the TV, I didn't have the heart to watch at all, I just wanted to follow the sound to break the atmosphere in it.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Lin Jingshen asked again: "Tang Yan, did you pull me into the blacklist?"
After Lin Jingshen's words were asked, I glanced at him, and seeing that I still didn't speak, he shouted loudly: "Tang Yan, do you hear me if I talk to you again?"
"What do you want me to say?, apologize?" I asked coldly, chuckling.
Lin Jingshen was stunned by my words, he frowned slightly, I withdrew my gaze and stopped looking at him, and the atmosphere suddenly quieted down.
After a long time, he said: "It's not right for me to hide from you about Xerox, but it's ......"
"Say no more, everything you need to know is already known last night. I interrupted him, and I said, "Lin Jingshen, it's not that you have to listen to what you want to say, it's not that you have to say it if you want to ask, you didn't say it when I asked you, and you didn't listen when I wanted to say it, then I won't ask again and won't listen." ”
My words were light-hearted, but they expressed all the thoughts in my heart.
Lin Jingshen was even more stunned, he looked at me intently with an expressionless face, and I said lightly: "I'm sleepy, you can go!"
After speaking, I lay down on my side and covered the quilt and ignored Lin Jingshen.
Lin Jingshen didn't move, he stood aside steadily, I was really sleepy, so I just fell asleep, I don't know when Lin Jingshen left.
When I woke up, I woke up to the apartment where there was no sign of him.
But there is another person, it is Zhou's mother.
She was cooking in the kitchen, and when she saw me getting up, Zhou's mother smiled and said, "Madam, are you awake?" I nodded, and heard her say, "The meal is ready, you can wash up and eat." ”
"Mother Zhou, why are you here?"
"My husband arranged for me to cook for my wife. ”
In fact, you don't have to think about it, who else can there be besides him?
I didn't refuse, but gladly accepted, anyway, I want to eat, it's better to have ready-made.
After eating, I stayed in the apartment all day, and I asked Zhou's mother to make dinner in advance in the afternoon and let her go back first.
I don't know if it's because I'm cold in my heart or the whole city is cold, and there is no New Year's atmosphere at all.
In the next few days, Lin Jingshen would come over every day, but I never talked to him, he talked a lot, and kept talking to me, even if I didn't want him, he wasn't angry.
Actually, I would love to tell him, why did he do this?
The matter between us is no longer as simple as slapping and giving a sweet date.
Some things, what happens just happens.
.....
Another day passed.
Today, Monday, Ye Hansheng returned from Yucheng, and his work officially began to resume.
The completion of the cyclone project is scheduled for August this year, so the workload is very large, and Cen Xi invited me to go to Shen Miao, and I don't have time to go.
I was busy on the construction site when a call came in from my phone and it was from Xerox.
I pressed answer, and Xerox's voice came from the other end, and she said, "Xiao Yan, let's eat together at noon!"
"Good. "I didn't refuse, I just came down.
I haven't seen Xerox since that day, but I was a little surprised to reach out to me today.
After finishing my work on the site early, I rushed to the restaurant that Xerox said on the phone, and when I arrived, she had already arrived.
We sat down with each other's eyes, each ordered two dishes, and ate quietly, I didn't say anything, just looked at her and asked, "Is Lin Lin okay?"
Lin Lin seems to have some kind of illness, I don't know what the specific illness is.
Xerox was stunned for a moment, probably not expecting me to ask so directly, she just nodded after reacting: "It's okay." ”
I hummed and stopped talking, and she suddenly shouted, "Tang Yan." ”
I looked up at her, Xerox put down her chopsticks and she sat up straight and looked at me, and she said, "I'm sorry!"
These three words made me stunned, I naturally knew why she was like this, so I didn't hypocritically say no, but accepted it calmly, I also put down my chopsticks, stared at her, and said, "Xerox, you are indeed sorry for me." ”
I pursed my lips, I looked at her and smiled: "You invite you to this meal today, we are clear, and we will not talk about this matter in the future." ”
After I finished speaking, Xerox stiffened, she frowned and looked at me, it is not difficult to see from her expression that she must have felt guilty in her heart, but I don't care about her guilt at all, what I care about is Lin Jingshen's attitude.
Xerox said: "Xiaoyan, I've caused you trouble during this time, in fact, I thought about it from the beginning, but I can't talk about it, I ....."
"I understand. I interrupted her, a woman was by a strong woman, and she couldn't stand it on anyone, and I said, "Okay, since you're here to eat with me, don't talk about it anymore, I'm also hungry, hurry up and eat!"
"Good. Xerox nodded, she looked at me again and again, but I never let her say it, what she wanted to say was nothing more than to help Lin Jingshen say good things, I really didn't want to hear it.
For Lin Jingshen, I am already a little disappointed.
I can't find a suitable reason to forgive.
Let it be!
I don't want to think about it now, I just want to work hard.
.....
In the blink of an eye, on Wednesday, after finishing work, Lu Feng asked me to have dinner together, and Xiang Zicheng went with him.
Xiang Zicheng recently got a new girlfriend, and I heard that he was happy.
Along the way, he kept telling us about his girlfriend, and it was clear that he liked each other very much.
When we got to the restaurant, the three of us ate and drank at the same time, and I hadn't been so happy in a long time.
After three rounds of drinking, we finished the meal.
Xiang Zicheng looked urgent, he didn't have to think about it and knew that he must be in a hurry to see his girlfriend, Lu Feng asked me to take his car back, I refused, I wanted to walk around by myself, Lu Feng didn't force himself to drive away.
I walked all the way down the road and walked back to my apartment.
In the apartment, as soon as I got out of the elevator, I saw Lin Jingshen standing at the door, his appearance surprised me, but I quickly regained my composure, he will come over these days, so I have become used to it.
I walked around him and took out the key to open the door, but Lin Jingshen suddenly said, "Tang Yan, what do you want me to do?"
He asked me how I wanted him to be.
I smiled coldly, and instead of responding, I opened the door and walked in.
Lin Jingshen also followed, but I blocked the door, and I said, "I'm tired and want to rest." ”
"You'd rather eat with Xiang Zicheng and Lu Feng than deal with me now?"
"Tang Yan, did you hear me talking to you?" Lin Jing shouted coldly.
Seeing that I remained indifferent, he raised his hand and grabbed my shoulders and stared at me with a deep gaze.
I looked up at him, and I said, "Say whatever you want, as long as you feel good." ”
"Tang Yan, I'm your husband, you can't do this to me. ”
"And what do you want me to do to you?"
"Don't meet with any other man but me, and don't laugh with anyone other than me. ”
"Okay, I got it. I answered, and then asked, "Can you let me go now?"
Lin Jingshen's eyebrows furrowed, and after a few seconds, he gradually let go of his hand.
He didn't leave all night, he stayed in the apartment, I got up in the middle of the night, he was already asleep on the sofa, I wanted to bring him a sheet, but after thinking about it, I forgot it.
I turned the heating on, though.
The next day, Lin Jingshen had breakfast with me, and after eating, he said, "I'll send you there." ”
"No, I don't. ”
Tang Yan. He stood up and shouted, and I turned to look at him, "I said no." ”
When I arrived at the construction site, I remained silent, the whole person was expressionless, everything was done according to what Lin Jingshen said, I would do what he wanted.
But he still didn't seem satisfied.
In the evening, Fu Yuandong's birthday, everyone went to Glow to get together.
Cen Xi called me and asked me to go too, I said I was too tired to go, and asked her to help bring a happy birthday to Fu Yuandong.
But Lin Jing was deeply dissatisfied.
He came to pick me up in person and said, "Tang Yan, Fu Yuandong is my brother, you are my wife, you should attend this kind of occasion." ”
"Lin Jingshen, have you forgotten what you said?"
"What did I say?"
"You said, don't let me laugh, don't let me meet other men, do you want me to follow you like a log to where the pestle is? Or are you Lin Jingshen not afraid of being embarrassed?" I recounted what he said word by word.
After hearing this, Lin Jing gritted his teeth and looked at me, as if he was about to be driven crazy by me.