I don't want to rely on him completely, I still, I really hope that I can be a little better, a little better, and then I can stand in front of Lu Xudong with confidence and tell him, I am not the shield you marry, I am a veritable Mrs. Lu.

But God is obviously going to play me on purpose. I finally took the initiative and was smart again, although the speed was a little slow, but the effect was not impossible, but it took back my work.

It gave me the illusion that my plans had been completely disrupted.

My head was a mess of what I was supposed to do next. Looking for a job? Well, yes, looking for a job!

I put down what I was holding and walked around the living room like a fly without a head, finally remembering that maybe I should turn on my computer and get my resume first to find a job.

When Lu Xudong opened the door and came in, I was about to go to the small study, and the movement behind me made me subconsciously stop, look back, and after seeing clearly, I habitually greeted: "You're back!"

Lu Xudong glanced at me, frowned slightly, said "um", turned around and took out slippers from the shoe cabinet.

I immediately remembered that I should have made dinner at this point in time, not to turn on the computer to get my resume, so I turned around and went to the kitchen.

When he took the food out of the refrigerator, Lu Xudong's unhurried voice floated over faintly: "I'm sorry!"

I looked back at him suspiciously, "What?"

"As soon as I got a call from my sister, I quickly dialed you, but it didn't seem to be too late. Lu Xudong leaned against the door frame of the kitchen and explained very seriously: "My sister also found out when I went to the company in the afternoon, and my dad ...... him."

He took a deep breath before continuing: "My dad is used to being arbitrary and domineering, and sometimes he is more ...... in handling things All in all, really sorry!"

I looked at him with a sudden realization, then shook my head, and smiled nonchalantly, "It's okay, I've wanted to change jobs for a long time, but I've been scrupling about this and that, and I've been delaying it until now, in fact, it's good to save me from hesitation." ”

Lu Xudong stared at me intently, and his face obviously said "I don't believe it".

I pursed my lips, closed the refrigerator door, and honestly admitted: "Okay, I'm really depressed, my job suddenly disappeared for some reason, and now you tell me that your dad made it, but why is that, because I didn't listen to his arrangement last time?"

Lu Xudong opened his mouth, and spit out three more words after a while: "I'm sorry!"

Sorry for the use. I glared at him and went to frustrate myself to pick up rice.

Lu Xudong stood for a while, and then came in silently to help choose the dishes.

We were very silent about the meal, and we ate very silently.

My mind was a mess, thinking about work, how my father-in-law had made our boss compromise, and what Lu Xi said that night.

She said that Lu Xudong talked about a girlfriend when he was in college, but her father-in-law didn't agree, and then only spent 50,000 yuan to let the girl dump Lu Xudong.

So my father-in-law actually knew that he deliberately blocked him when Lu Xudong married me, he never looked at me squarely, nor did he take me seriously, until Guo Yuqing came back, Lu Xudong also deliberately dressed me up before taking me to see her, and then quarreled with my father-in-law for me, and didn't even go home because of this......

Does my father-in-law think that Lu Xudong's angry marriage has deteriorated? So he is going to find a way to let me leave Lu Xudong?

I had a rare clear mind and let out a long sigh.

What kind of life do I have, my father was gone before I was born, and my mother saw that I was a girl after giving birth to me, although she still pulled me up, but her patriarchal feudal thinking also made me feel wronged.

Later, he fell in love with Lian Jincheng, although his family objected, but he was really good to me, okay, I am so yearning for marriage and longing to have a home of my own, I am willing to wait, and as a result, he is engaged to someone else.

I got married on a blind date in frustration, thinking that I was stepping on shit luck, and what happened?

The more I think about it, the more I feel that my life is miserable.

After eating with a sigh, I was about to clean up the dishes and chopsticks when I was stopped by Lu Xudong, he looked at me, and some awkward worry flashed in his eyes.

He took the chopsticks in my hand and said in a light tone: "I'll do it anyway!"

I wouldn't be naïve to think that Lu Xudong was worried about me, at best, he felt that his father had wronged me, and he was the victim, so he felt guilty.

I stared at Lu Xudong's figure in the kitchen in a daze, thinking how good it would be if he wasn't gay/sexual/sexual, at least it would be easier to pounce on him.

Life is so hard!

I sighed, got up and moved slowly to the living room, and while sitting down on the sofa, I grabbed a pillow and hugged it in my cup.

The empty heart seems to be a little better.

When Lu Xudong finished cleaning up, I still held the pillow and didn't move.

He sat down on the couch next to him, ready to have a long talk with me, but I waited for a long time and he didn't say anything.

I glanced at him whimsily, just in time to meet his thoughtful eyes, and for a moment both of them were stunned.

In the end, it was Lu Xudong who took the lead to break the embarrassment: "Sad?" He looked a little unnatural, lowered his head to add water to the kettle on the coffee table, and pressed the heat button.

"What do you say?" I asked him, looking at his awkward appearance and feeling a little more relaxed, "Actually, it's not sad, it's just quite frustrating, ordinary people like us, it's not easy to find a job, it's okay now, it's going to sit and eat......"

Lu Xudong pursed his lips, and then looked at me a little amusefully for a while before saying, "Are you worried about being hungry?"

I glanced at him listlessly, "I'm hungry for a few meals!"

"It's okay, you have someone to raise now!" he smiled, his expression was faint, but his words were serious: "We are husband and wife, don't you women call marrying people to find long-term meal tickets?" And...... Even if it weren't, my dad didn't get your job, and I'll be responsible for you!"

Seriously, Lu Xudong's serious appearance easily reminds me of him who took me to Mu Jie to draw a line.

And the words he said when he came back from the hospital. He told me at that time that we were married and that we were both responsible for each other.

Although he had other motives for marrying me, he was the perfect husband for everything else.

My heart is warm and full, but also a little sour.

I bit my lower lip and asked in an almost inaudible voice, "Are you responsible for making me happy?"

Only then did he realize the coquettishness in his tone.

Fortunately, Lu Xudong didn't seem to feel that something was wrong, and smiled, and asked me in a humble and gentle tone: "Okay, how to coax?"

A flash of inspiration flashed in my mind, and I immediately sat up straight and looked at him with bright eyes: "Why don't you tell me about your ......?"

Before he finished speaking, Lu Xudong raised his eyelids and refused unceremoniously: "No comment!"

"I didn't even say what I wanted you to say......" I froze, meeting his eyes.

He looked at me and looked like he knew what I wanted to ask, and I was deflated again, "Don't talk about it!"

Lu Xudong chuckled, "I suddenly feel that you really look like a scoundrel child!"

I was stunned, his tone was tinged with doting, a bit of a tone when talking to the same road.

He obviously realized that his tone just now was too intimate, coughed a few times, and while washing the teacup with freshly boiled water, he said casually: "Actually, it's nothing, I talked about girlfriends when I was in college, and then I broke up, I think women are really boring, he and I are in the same dormitory, and I also don't have a good impression of women, and gradually get closer." ”

He understated, and I couldn't get enough of it: "That's it?"

He looked at me with an eyebrow, and although he didn't speak, the meaning was obvious.

I muttered, "Shouldn't I tell me about his background and who his name is?"

Having said that, there is inevitably a little joy in my heart, and I always feel that I have taken a small step towards success.

The next day I woke up early, got up and washed up and went out to make breakfast.

Lu Xudong unexpectedly didn't get up very late, I made soy milk steamed dumplings and fried two finger cakes, and when I was done, I stared at his door hesitantly, wondering if I should eat first or eat first.

After thinking about it for a while, I decided to knock on the door, what if he accidentally overslept?

As a result, I walked to the door and was about to raise my hand, when there was a sound of the door opening from the entrance. I was stunned and kept the posture of preparing to knock on the door, looking at Lu Xudong who pushed the door in.

He closed the door, looked at me, and then smiled clearly: "I got up early in the morning, thinking that you might not get up so early, so I went downstairs for a while." ”

Lu Xudong also has a habit of running on weekend mornings, so I nodded, and then looked at him suspiciously: "You don't go to work today?"

"Well, I'm on leave. He slowly put away the smile on the corner of his mouth, changed his slippers expressionlessly, and threw out a sentence without emotion before turning around and going into the bathroom: "I'm going back there after breakfast!"

I was stunned, he wanted to go back over there and find his father-in-law? Thinking of the quarrel between father and son that day, I shivered silently.

He washed his hands and came out, glanced at me strangely, and said understandingly, "It's okay, I won't take you there!"

I twitched my head, licked my lips and said, "Take me with you, I haven't been back for a long time, and I really miss my mother's braised pork." ”

Lu Xudong didn't speak, but the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and a very strange expression flashed on his face.

I gave him another strange look, how did I think he seemed to be blushing just now?

I vaguely remembered the first time I had a cold war with him, and then my mother-in-law called me the next day, and then smiled clearly, Lu Xudong wouldn't think I was deliberately ridiculing him, right?