Lin Rongshen asked, "What does that mean? ”

I hurriedly explained: "I was going to dispose of these things, after all, it wasn't worth it for me before, but I didn't expect to be seen by you today." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "So, what are you going to do?" ”

I said, "Throw it away." ”

Lin Rongshen picked up the things on the table, handed them to me and said, "Then you throw them." ”

I looked at the leather bag in his hand for a long time, and finally took it according to his words, and walked towards the garbage can, and at the moment of throwing it down, I still took a deep breath, and with a slight release of my fingertips, the kraft bag sank into a pile of waste paper.

I took one last look before turning to look at Lin Rongshen, he saw my appearance, suddenly chuckled, and then got up from the desk and came to me, he bent down and picked up the cowhide bag that I threw away from the trash can, handed it to me and said with a smile: "Teasing you, fool, you really threw it." ”

I craned my neck to look at him.

Lin Rongshen said: " Although I do mind the things between you and Zhan Dong, because he has owned you for five years, although your cooking skills are for him to improve, although he is your first husband, although he is the first person to give you a wedding, although these things make me jealous every time I think of it, but I know that I can have your future, and marriage is not as good as love, after marriage, we need to tolerate each other, even the other party's past has to be accepted together, so, I will not be angry with you because of this matter, and I am not as narrow as you think, Lailai。 ”

He sighed lightly and said, "After getting married, I will give you the greatest freedom, so don't be so careful, okay?"

I said, "You know what?"

"Huh?" he looked at me.

I said, "Actually...... For the person who used to be obsessed with me, I was always worried that I was not worthy of you, I was always worried that you would dislike me, and I was always worried that you would not be able to accept my past, when we were too young and I was too reckless, so I let things evolve like this. ”

Lin Rongshen hugged me into his arms and whispered: "How come, I can accept everything about you, not to mention that it is just a marriage that is not worth talking about." ”

I leaned into his arms and whispered, "Thank you." ”

Lin Rongshen didn't give me an answer, but gently stroked my head, and after a long time, he asked, "Are you ready to be my wife?"

After the invitations were sent one after another, all the things in this aspect of the banquet were planned by the wedding company, and the only thing Lin Rongshen and I had to do was to choose the dress of the day, although Lin Rongshen was very busy, but he still took the time to accompany me to decide this matter, and on the day of choosing the wedding dress, Millie also followed, when she watched me walk out of the fitting room wearing each wedding dress, she always felt so beautiful, and said with a yearning face, so that she had plans to get married.

Lin Rongshen, who was sitting in the rest area waiting, heard Millie's words, so he said a sentence: "Shouldn't I inform Jian Ting to prepare too." ”

When Millie heard Lin Rongshen's words, her face was full of shyness and retorted, "Who said I was going to marry him." ”

Lin Rongshen put down the magazine in his hand and got up from the sofa, came behind me, he looked at me in the mirror, sorted out the somewhat stranglesome skirt for me, and asked me in a low voice: "It seems to be too tight." ”

I saw myself in the mirror and found that this wedding dress was quite good-looking, at least it covered my belly that was a little pregnant, and all the lines that should have it were there, it didn't look like pregnancy at all, although it was a little tight, but for the sake of the beauty of the wedding day, I thought this discomfort was bearable, for fear that Lin Rongshen would not agree with me to take this wedding dress, I lied and said: "No, it's just right." ”

Lin Rongshen lowered his eyes and asked, yes? Then he pulled the cart around my waist and wrapped the skirt of my lower abdomen very tightly, and said to the staff standing on the side: "Change it, it is mainly loose and comfortable." ”

I hurriedly said, "Why do you want to replace it?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Not suitable. ”

I said, "I like it and I think it's a good fit." ”

Lin Rongshen ignored my rebuttal at all, and continued to say to the staff: "The rest of the clothes are also selected according to the request I just made. ”

The staff immediately smiled and said, "Yes, Mr. Lin." ”

Millie, who was sitting on the side, couldn't bear it anymore, she opened her mouth to help me and said, "You're too domineering, aren't you?" This wedding dress is so good-looking, why should you change it, and the wedding dress is the bride's dream, you don't allow Sister Lailai to wear your favorite wedding dress at that time, you can imagine how excessive you are after getting married." ”

Lin Rongshen turned a deaf ear to Millie's words, and just asked the staff to take me down to replace it.

Millie rushed over and grabbed me and said, "I don't agree, I think Sister Lailai is right, you and him are too much, why can't Sister Lailai choose the clothes she likes?"

Lin Rongshen asked, "Millie, are you provoking feelings between me and your sister-in-law?"

Millie denied it, saying, "I just think you're too domineering. ”

Lin Rongshen seemed to think so, he nodded approvingly, and then said for a long time: "Your father contacted me yesterday and asked when you plan to go back abroad, and he is still asking me at the end, I must send you back abroad this month, what do you think I should do about this matter entrusted to me by your father?"

Millie stomped her foot angrily and said, "Villain!"

Lin Rongshen completely ignored Millie's thunderous outburst, and said to me, "This is for your good, so, don't be stubborn with me anymore." ”

The staff also said on the side: "Yes, Mrs. Lin, we have other styles of wedding dresses here, which are also very beautiful, if you don't try it again, the wedding day will be really tiring, especially if you are pregnant now, it is better to change to a loose one and it will be safer." ”

I could only say with some reluctance, "Okay." ”

This wedding dress was naturally not chosen in the end, and all the wedding dresses were selected according to Lin Rongshen's intentions.

On the way back, Millie still held a grudge against Lin Rongshen's previous threats, and kept saying bad things about him to me, saying that in the past few years abroad, Lin Rongshen had spent a lot of time drinking, and his girlfriend had changed one after another, and she knew it best.

She also said that in order not to let me jump into this abyss, she decided to tell me anyway after hiding the fact that I had been hiding it for so many years, and also instigated me to run away from marriage with my children.

After the car finally stopped at Millie's residence, she finally got out of the car, and when she left, her expression was extremely solemn, let me think about what she just said.

When the driver sent me back, I asked Lin Rongshen if what he just said was true.

Lin Rongshen closed the document in his hand, rubbed his eyebrows, and said in a light tone: "You also believe her words." ”

I said, "Why don't you believe me?" If you're such a person, I'll really have to think about whether or not to marry you. ”

Lin Rongshen stretched out his hand and pouted my face, and said with a low smile: "It was so easy to be abducted and taken away, it seems that you will have to take good care of my Mrs. Lin in the future." ”

After I held his face, I kissed his left cheek fiercely, Lin Rongshen held me in his arms, and said a fool with a smile.

I nestled in his arms, raised my face and whispered in his ear: "Mr. Lin, Mrs. Lin said she would love you for the rest of her life." ”

When I finished saying this, Lin Rongshen didn't respond to me, his eyes looked at the front of the car with slightly complicated eyes, and it was only after a long time that he responded to me: "Well, I received." ”

At that time, I may have been too happy, or I may have been too defenseless, or I may have really loved Lin Rongshen too much, and I would rather be an idiot for him, so I have always ignored, ignored, and always ignored those subtle changes in him.

After the wedding dress was selected, the wedding was naturally ushered in quickly, the day before the wedding, I was as nervous as Zhang Xiaoya at the beginning, I couldn't sleep at all, that night, Lin Rongshen comforted me until ten o'clock, and after I hung up, my mother came to my room.

She came to my room very seriously, and she said, "Lylai, my mother asks you once again if you have really decided." ”

At that time, I was already nervous, and when I heard my mother ask, I was a little excited and said, "You don't agree again?"

My mom said, "No, I'm asking if you're ready." ”

I said, "I'm ready." ”

My mom looked at me carefully and asked, "Are you ready?"

I said, "Yes." ”

My mom suddenly had tears all over her face, and I was a little caught off guard by these tears, and I rarely saw my mom cry like this, and when I hugged her and asked, "What's the matter? What are you crying about?"

My mother hugged me back, and she said to me in a choked voice: "Lailai, you are the work of my life, I will try my best to satisfy you with whatever you want since I was a child, I know that you have always blamed me for the incident in Lin Haixin, and my mother also knew that I was a ghost at that time, so I would do such a thing, but it has happened and no one can undo it." ”

I didn't expect her to suddenly mention it to me, I patted her on the shoulder and said, "You're my mom, I never blamed you." ”

My mother hugged me tightly and slapped me on the back and said, "Why don't you listen to your mother, your marriage is a tightrope walk, do you know? Why do you have to marry Lin Rongshen? Do you understand him now? There is such a big hatred between our two families, since you decided to get married, I can't sleep all day and all night, you know? Your mother and I are simply gambling with you. ”

When my mother said these words, I never spoke, just hugged her, let her beat me, let her cry.

Say over and over again in my heart, Mom, forgive me for my selfishness, please forgive me for my selfishness.

I don't know why, maybe getting married was originally a mixture of joy and sadness, and my mother and I hugged each other and cried.

I suddenly felt that in this world, the last person I want to get married is my mother, no matter who the marriage partner is, our mother and daughter depend on each other until now, I was raised by her, and getting married is equivalent to cutting off a piece of meat in her heart, and after marriage, she is the only one left in this family.

She'll feel more and more lonely.

Sure enough, in the next second, my mother cried and said, "You have to come back to see me often in the future, don't remember my mother if you get married." ”

I said, "How is it possible, you are my mother, this life is my responsibility, I can leave everything behind, but I will not leave you." ”

My mother said, "Lailai, my mother is so reluctant to let you, my mother is really reluctant to give you away, my daughter is just like this." ”

My mother cried like a child the night before I got married, and she had always been worldly and sharp, and she had never been like others in her life, and she cried so much that she couldn't even finish her words at the end.

Getting married is really a sad thing.

I comforted her until one o'clock in the morning, and then she touched my head with red and swollen eyes like when she was a child and said, "Sleep, tomorrow you must be beautiful and get married." ”

I nodded with my eyes red and swollen as well.

My mom didn't seem to want me to get infected with her sadness, so she didn't stay in my room any longer, covered her lips and pushed the door open and walked out.

I looked at her back, and inexplicably, cried again.

Less than three hours after I fell asleep, Zhang Xiaoya came to my door and knocked on the door, and howled loudly while knocking: "Charlailai, you open the door for my mother, when will you still sleep for me, do you know what day it is?

Zhang Xiaoya's sudden appearance and loud shouting frightened me and my mother quickly ran out of their respective rooms, as soon as my mother opened the door, the ribbon went down, Zhang Xiaoya stood at the door wearing a red windbreaker and laughed and said: "Charlelai, happy newlywed!"

Her sudden appearance made me so excited that I didn't know how to express my emotions, so I rushed up and hugged her, so excited that I almost cried, and I said loudly: "Didn't you say that you want to break off your friendship with me? Didn't you say that you won't be my bridesmaid? What are you doing here, my bridesmaids have invited someone else! Who invited you at this time, who let you come!"

Zhang Xiaoya said: "This can't be done, the two of us have agreed since the first year of high school that the two parties will be each other's bridesmaids when they get married, and who the hell said that they want to break off their friendship with you? I can tell you Comrade Charlailai, we can't break off our friendship in this life, the bridesmaids you have booked will be replaced for me immediately, and I tell you that no one in this world is qualified to be your bridesmaid, except me." ”

At this moment, I suddenly felt that Zhang Xiaoya and I were back at the age of eighteen, when we always talked about the words long live friendship arrogantly, and at that time we fantasized every day about what we would become in the future and what kind of person we would marry.

Time is like flowing water, we have not been dispersed by the crowd, and we are still as firm as we were at the beginning.

And the fantasy of the year has finally crossed the river of time, and it is extremely concrete in front of us.

I finally got my wish to marry Lin Rongshen, and she Zhang Xiaoya married Zhang Ze, the things we have been fantasizing about in our youth finally have an answer at this moment.