Chapter 1 The Present from Scratch
"Yicai, wake up, the old class is here. ”
Cheng Yicai was slapped by the person next to him, and his originally groggy consciousness gradually became sober.
She sat up blank and rubbed her eyes, and when the world was clear, she happened to meet the eyes of the person standing on the podium, and instantly Cheng Yicai reflexively quickly looked away and lowered her head.
"Now that the students are leaving the classroom, I call my name and come in and pick a seat, hurry up. After the teacher on the podium said this, the people in the class walked out of the classroom one after another.
"I did so badly this time that I definitely didn't have any good position. ”
"I seem to be behind you, so let's sit together. ”
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The words of complaint and remorse spread to her ears, which made her very puzzled, and her brain was confused, what was going on!
"Colorful, colorful. Why don't you move, hurry up and get out. The girl sitting next to Cheng Yicai said a little anxiously.
Hearing the words of the girl next to him, Cheng Yicai's body stood up obediently under the control of unclear consciousness and walked out of the classroom.
Looking at the students gathered in the corridor outside the classroom, Cheng Yicai put his right hand on his left arm and pinched it fiercely.
Hurt!!!
Cheng Yicai rubbed the place where he was pinched by himself, and looked around helplessly. Isn't she going through divorce procedures with Liu Guang?
But the surrounding environment is obviously a high school when I was a student.
So this is a rebirth?
Cheng Yicai looked at the immature faces around him, and couldn't remember who was who at all.
Watching them happily discuss the freshly issued rolls, or lamenting weakly about the system of adjusting seats according to rank, Cheng Yicai felt that she was completely different from them, and what they were talking about seemed so distant and strange to her.
Cheng Yicai took his eyes off his classmates, leaned on the railing and looked at the irregular white clouds in the sky, his mind was blank, and he didn't know how to face the current situation.
Do it all over again.
Such a wonderful opportunity fell on me, but why am I not happy at all?
Cheng Yicai pinched his sour nose, resisted the urge to cry, and couldn't help but look at the classmates in the corridor who were once familiar, and he was one of them, what a beautiful time.
She has fantasized about going back to the past countless times, but it really came true, she was more at a loss and panicked, what she experienced, what she liked, and what she remembered should not exist.
With the sound of the head teacher's name, there were fewer and fewer students in the hallway, and some of the remaining people were holding the door frame of the back door with both hands to look at the seats in the class, occasionally letting out a heavy sigh, presumably because their favorite position had been picked away.
Cheng Yicai suddenly remembered that she hadn't seen Liu Guang, Liu Guang when she was a teenager, although she couldn't remember what it looked like at all, but she could recognize it when she saw it.
According to the vague memory, this should be the back seat of the first monthly exam in the first year of high school, Cheng Yicai still remembers that Liu Guang sat in the penultimate position on the far left of the class at that time, but there is no one there now.
Cheng Yicai's gaze moved to the right, and sure enough, the bad tablemate who impressed him in his high school career was already sitting in the place in his memory.
"Cheng Yicai. ”
Hearing the head teacher call his name, Cheng Yicai walked into the class and walked straight to the position where Liu Guang should be and sat down, as for where Liu Guang came to sit, that was something he should consider.
Report. ”
Cheng Yicai subconsciously looked at the door when he heard the voice, and the young man in his prime stood at the door panting slightly, and the warm sunlight sprinkled into the classroom from behind him, depicting the silhouette of the young man.
The young man tilted his head slightly as if he had a sense and cast his gaze in the direction of Yicai, and he happened to bump into Yicai's line of sight and smiled at Yicai.
Cheng Yicai looked at his smile a little stunned, Liu Guang laughed so relaxed and wantonly, she hadn't seen it for a long time. After graduating from university, they entered the society and gradually lost all their enthusiasm to the burden of life.
Cheng Yicai once thought that she would have a trivial and happy life with Liu Guang, but how could life be as simple as imagined, she and Liu Guang, the person she thought would be with her for the rest of her life, finally embarked on the road of divorce.
Cheng Yicai looked away at the plane tree outside the window, the emerald leaves swaying in the occasional passing breeze.
She didn't know what she was supposed to think, so she didn't think about anything, so be it.
Go with the flow.
"Rabbit?" The clear juvenile voice sounded in Cheng Yicai's ears, and Cheng Yicai subconsciously turned his head in response when he heard the voice.
"Rabbit" is a nickname she has had since junior high school, and this nickname has been with her for more than ten years, and everyone she knows knows knows her as such.
However, Liu Guang at this time should not know her, let alone this nickname.
Cheng Yicai looked at Liu Guang, who was sitting next to him and looked at the book in his hand seriously, and wondered if he had auditory hallucinations just now. The people around her didn't show any signs of calling her just now.
Cheng Yicai was a little hesitant, she wanted to ask him if he was also reborn, but looking at his face, Cheng Yicai couldn't make any tone.
She had considered not having any more contact with him, but she really couldn't bear it, she couldn't do it.
If Liu Guang is also reborn, then they ......
"I'm sure you're like this, Rabbit, and you're back. ”
Liu Guang closed the book in his hand, threw it into his desk pocket at random, and continued: "I'm not sure, and I'm afraid it's not you, so I'll take the book and pretend to be it, it's okay." ”
Cheng Yicai was about to ask him, what was okay, their homeroom teacher stood on the podium and clapped his hands to quiet the class, Cheng Yicai had to suppress his doubts.
The head teacher glanced at the seats in the class, asked three or four students to switch places, and asked, "Is there anyone who can't see the blackboard clearly?"
After waiting for five or six seconds, no one raised their hands, so the head teacher asked the students to move their books to their current seats, left the classroom with the phrase "Hurry up, don't delay the next class".
"Don't be stunned, go and move the books. Cheng Yicai stared at the table of sight and saw a slender and white hand, with her index finger bent and the back of her hand facing down, gently knocking on the table in front of her.
Cheng Yicai's attention focused on the owner of that hand, she tilted her head to the right, looked up at Liu Guang with a smile on her face, and suddenly felt a sense of grievance in her heart, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.
Cheng Yicai quickly lowered his head and wiped away the tears on his face, got up and walked to the seat in front of him.
After taking two steps, he realized that there was something wrong with his actions, so he stopped, tilted his head slightly, and captured Liu Guang's figure with the peripheral vision of his eyes.
He was looking at himself.
Cheng Yicai was entangled for a moment and continued to walk towards the previous seat, faintly hearing the sound of Liu Guang talking to others.
"Lao Liu, what are you doing with the pestle, moving books. ”
", you're going to slap me to death with this palm. ”
"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt!"
Cheng Yicai looked in the direction of Liu Guang and saw him hammering the back of the classmate next to him.
That person Cheng Yicai recognized that he was Liu Guang's good friend since childhood, called Jiao Chenying.
Speaking of this name, there is really a story, which was told to her by Liu Guang as a joke.
Originally, Jiao Chenying's parents originally set the name Jiao Shenying, which was taken from "Floating Light Leaping Gold, Still Shadow Shenbi".
At that time, because Jiao Chenying's mother dreamed of a little girl when she was pregnant, the couple agreed that their unborn child must be a girl, so they struggled to think of a girl's name.
As a result, the child was born as a boy, and it was a little feminine to get that name before, but neither of the husband and wife wanted to bother to choose a name anymore, and it happened that Jiao Chenying's mother's surname was Chen......
Then Jiao Chenying's name was decided so casually.
Cheng Yicai sorted out a stack of books and moved them to his seat, only to see Jiao Chenying leaning towards Liu Guang's side, and said a word in a suppressed voice.
Then I saw Liu Guang look at him with a smile and said, "Yes, I have seen it." After that, he threw down the stunned Jiao Chenying to tidy up his things.
Cheng Yicai's eyes couldn't stop falling on Liu Guang while packing up her things, and from Liu Guang's words, she roughly guessed what Jiao Chenying asked, and she was very surprised by Liu Guang's refreshing answer, which shows that she still wants to be with herself.
After ten minutes, the class fell silent, except for the occasional small sound of cleaning things and the sound of turning books.
Cheng Yicai took an English workbook at random and planned to start learning with the flow, she didn't know how to talk to Liu Guang about them, not to mention that now was not a good time to talk.
In my impression, the head teacher will come to the class from time to time to check around, whether it was before or now, it is better to talk to the old class about it.
Before she finished reading the first sentence of the reading question, Liu Guang passed her a small note, Cheng Yicai turned her head to look at him, and after a little hesitation, she got it to herself.
Cheng Yicai didn't pay attention to the content, her first reaction when she saw the note was that the words were really ugly, and it was okay to take out a single word, but if you put a line of words together, how ugly it looked.
She used to jokingly call his character Liu Guangti, ugly and unique, and others can't learn it.
At that time, Liu Guang was not ashamed but proud, and said to her: "Little girl, do you want to buy a few words, my girlfriend said, this word is unique in the world." ”
She didn't react in her mind at the time, and continued to hurt him: "Then your girlfriend either has a problem with her eyes, or she can't bear to hit you." ”
"My girlfriend's eyes are beautiful. ”
At that time, Liu Guang was lying on the table, resting his arms and staring intently into her eyes, speaking seriously word by word.
Cheng Yicai's arm was poked by Liu Guang, and his distant thoughts returned, and another note was handed over, which read, "My girlfriend looks so good when she smiles."
Seeing this sentence, Cheng Yicai's heart was filled with joy and sadness, the smile between her eyebrows gradually dissipated, she looked at Liu Guang beside her, at this time he was the same as in his memory, lying on the table, pillowing his arms, and looking at her with a smile.
Cheng Yicai looked down at the note in front of him, and was suddenly relieved.
Now, everything is unknown.
Tearing up a post-it note, Cheng Yicai wrote his answer on it: Of course.
It was like her own answer a long time ago, when she was shy and happy, and said to Liu Guang very narcissistically: "Of course."
The time of a class passed quickly, and after the class bell rang, Cheng Yicai and Liu Guang did not get up in unison, and refused to shout to go to the cafeteria to eat together.
Liu Guang took out two breads from his bag and handed one to Cheng Yicai, and the two of them ate the bread silently, and the atmosphere was so quiet that people were overwhelmed.
Cheng Yicai thought about what to say to break the quiet, and preset several opening remarks in her heart, all of which were rejected by her one by one, and in the end it was the worst one.
"Are we still going to be together?"
After saying this, Cheng Yicai was a little apprehensive, she didn't know what answer she wanted to hear, although the communication between the two of them just now had given a positive answer to this question, but she didn't just ask an answer.
After going through so many of them, how could they let go of everything in a few words.
Liu Guang silently put down the food in his hand, and the plastic packaging bag made a small crumbling sound between his kneading, and it was disorganized.
After a long time, he breathed a sigh of relief and said softly: "Rabbit, I never wanted a divorce. ”
Liu Guang's gaze fell on the sycamore leaves outside the window, as if he was saying to himself, "Who can be sure that this is the future." ”
This answer let Cheng Yicai know that Liu Guang also had the intention of covering up everything, so it's okay, nothing has happened now, those bad things won't happen again, in the future, just change it.
Cheng Yicai looked at Liu Guang with a blank expression, only feeling heartache, she stretched out her hand and shook it in front of Liu Guang's eyes, pulling back his attention: "Classmate, can we change positions?"
Let's start over, this is the opportunity that God has given them.
Cheng Yicai looked at Liu Guang's smile instead of a stunned expression, and replied to her: "Yes." ”
That was their real first acquaintance, in the second row of seats in the class, Cheng Yicai did not choose to sit next to Liu Guang, that seat was on the far right of the last row, the closest to the back door of the classroom.
In order to stay away from the back door, Cheng Yicai poked the arm of the new tablemate with a pen and asked him, "Classmate, can we change the position?"
After the two classes of evening self-study, the students who had finished the day's classes were like birds returning late, quickly packing up their things and rushing to the dormitory.
At half past nine in the evening, the high school was very noisy, and the crowd was dense with the Spring Festival, and Liu Guang and Yicai walked side by side in the crowd.
Cheng Yicai's hand was held by Liu Guang as soon as he got out of the teaching building, and Cheng Yicai wanted to withdraw his hand, but Liu Guang didn't mean to let go at all, but leaned closer to her and said to her: "What are you afraid of? ”
This joke made Cheng Yicai couldn't help but stare at him, but he also followed him, anyway, they had done this once or twice before, thinking of the past, Cheng Yicai couldn't help but look around, in their school, every night after self-study, there will be patrol teachers mixed in the crowd from time to time, if you find a little couple, turn on the flashlight to lock the target.
Because from the teaching building back to the dormitory building, you need to pass through the square in front of the school complex, and that square has no lighting facilities, so the light of the flashlight is comparable to the light on the concert field, as long as you are illuminated by the light, you are the brightest star in the vast sea of people.
In fact, the students discussed this measure of the school, and agreed that those inspectors were just decorations, since they found people in the dim environment, it would be good to go up and arrest them, but they didn't, instead of lighting a beam of light for them, they just took a loudspeaker to remind them: Run, run, you have been discovered.
Ridicule is ridicule, for such an inspection teacher, the students are happy to see it.
Walking all the way to the outside of the women's dormitory, the simple and respectable light did not appear at all, and there was no doubt that the patrol teacher had skipped class.
Throughout the journey, except for the first two sentences of exchange, Cheng Yicai and Liu Guang did not speak again, which was very similar to the night when they first confirmed their relationship.
The same hand-holding, the same wordless all the way. The difference is that at that time, the two walked together, even the night could not hide the joy between them, and this time it was just silence, pure heartache.
Cheng Yicai desperately wanted to escape from such silence, and as soon as he saw the door of the bedroom building, he gently pulled his hand away from Liu Guang's palm.
She didn't dare to look at Liu Guang, pointed in the direction of the dormitory building, and hurriedly said, "I'll go first." He fled and rushed into the dormitory.