I don't think my brain is convulsing, because I'm moving a lot...... Unfortunately.

Lu Xudong's previous turn over happened to turn into a side sleeping position with his face facing the middle of the bed, and then I didn't make a reserved move, because it was a stupid thing that my brain did with a hot brain, and I didn't grasp the strength well, so that the amplitude was too large, and I actually rolled directly into his arms.

The hot breath from my waist really embarrassed me, the two-meter-two bed, I was simply blatantly throwing into my arms with bad intentions!

I felt that Lu Xudong next to me was obviously stiff because of my touch, and I wanted to find a piece of tofu to kill again, he hadn't slept at all! I took the initiative so much, what face would I have to face him in the future!

I immediately leaned to my side, trying to pretend that the physical contact was just an accident while I was asleep, and I forgot that I had just climbed into bed.

But a hand suddenly came from behind me, accurately pulling my body back into a flat position, and before I could react, Lu Xudong's kiss with a scorching breath drowned me out.

Although I had been mentally prepared and had been looking forward to this moment for many days, I was still at a loss.

Even though I have been in a relationship for four years, I have no xing experience.

It's not that I have to save the first time until the wedding night, but when I fell in love with Lian Jincheng, he was always very restrained and insisted on waiting for me to marry me before rolling the sheets with me openly.

After the breakup, whenever my mother was worried that I wouldn't be able to get married, I would laugh at myself in my heart, maybe because of that thin membrane, I could still find a man with an NV complex to marry, and I would definitely not be unable to marry.

As a result, I met Lu Xudong.

I have never been so grateful to God and fate for allowing me to leave my best self to this man in front of me who is willing to give me a home and protect me everywhere for my sake.

The pajamas on my body have long been missing, and Lu Xudong's kiss gradually went down, and finally lingered on my chest.

I was so provoked by him that I was on fire, shouting at a desire that I was completely unfamiliar with.

As Lu Xudong's lips and tongue moved downstream, I subconsciously wanted to reach out and grab something, but I could only weakly grab his shoulder, which was already level with my lower abdomen.

Lu Xudong paused because of my movements, and I could feel that he seemed to look up at me, even though I knew that he shouldn't be able to see anything in the dark, but I still felt embarrassed.

But I never expected that Lu Xudong's aggression would stop there, he quickly turned over and left, pulled the air conditioner that covered my body, and then said with a little hoarse and guilty: "I'm sorry!"

I was a little confused, nervous and shy: "Actually...... I ...... "I want to say I'm all set,

But Lu Xudong didn't give me a chance to finish his words, he got out of bed a little loudly, and the footsteps paused slightly in front of the door, and then left a sentence: "Go to bed early!" and opened the door and walked out.

I tossed and fell asleep that night in complete inexplicable anxiety, woke up early the next day, got up and opened the curtains, looked at the red where the river beach met the sky, thought it would be another sunny Sunday, and let out a long sigh.

I don't have any brightness in my heart.

The events of last night lingered in my mind, and I didn't understand, was it because I was too proactive, so I scared Lu Xudong away?

I rubbed my face vigorously and climbed back into bed.

At seven o'clock, Ye Shengyin called me back, saying that she and her colleagues went out to swim around, and the mobile phone was thrown into the bag and did not hear the sound, and when she returned to the hotel, it was automatically turned off when the power was out, and when she was charged, it was early in the morning, so she had to change it to greet me early in the morning.

I was really speechless: "You don't take it easy, you run blindly before your legs and feet are neat!"

"There's no way, the doctor has an explanation, let me exercise more!" Ye Shengyin laughed heartlessly, and then asked: "Say, did something happen again after watching the movie yesterday?" ”

"Don't mention it!" As soon as I mentioned yesterday, I was depressed, and I wanted to cry without tears after telling my father-in-law's phone call and last night's attempt, and I felt that there was no one in the world who was more sad than me.

Who knew that Ye Shengyin didn't understand my sorrow at all, she actually let out an excited scream, and then asked me at the top of her voice: "Is he really sick?" Without waiting for me to answer, she concluded to herself: "He must be sick!"

Me: "......"

Ye Shengyin analyzed for me in an honest manner: "Look, you said that he took the initiative to end the separation, he teased you last night, and at the critical moment he suddenly flinched, isn't he sick, does he think he is cheating? and no one is going to catch your adulterer!"

Speaking of which, it seems to make a lot of sense.

After her analysis, I felt that my life was even more miserable, and I thought that I had married a treasure, but it turned out that I had picked up a grass! If Lu Xudong was fine, how could he possibly take a fancy to me!

He was so good to me because he was guilty, right?

But what if he hadn't been mentally prepared? I was lucky enough to think that I could accept him physically and mentally, so what if he hadn't taken a fancy to me yet? After all, I really didn't have anything to like him!

"Cersser?" Probably because I didn't say anything, Ye Shengyin called me a little worried: "Don't think about it, I'm just guessing casually, besides, even if Lu Xudong is really sick, then you can find a doctor, now that medicine is so developed, this is not a terminal illness, there is nothing to worry about at all!"

She paused, and then continued to comfort me: "Besides, even if it can't be cured, we can still get a divorce and find another one, right?"

"......" I looked listlessly at the ceiling, wanting to sew her mouth shut again.

In order not to let Ye Shengyin chatter around this matter, I had to speak in frustration: "I'm more worried about work now, if Lu Xudong knows that his father suddenly came to interfere in my affairs, I don't know how to make trouble......"

"Stupid you, the two of them quarreled, you can't be caught in the middle and be cannon fodder, you have to tell Lu Xudong about this, do you dare to tell me to tell him!" Ye Shengyin did not hesitate at all: "Besides, he will know sooner or later, how long can you hide it?"

I didn't make a sound, Ye Shengyin paused, and when he spoke again, he hesitated slightly: "Tell me honestly, are you really tempted? Although you were stupid in the past, you weren't stupid enough to do this!"

I don't know that my hesitation is actually just a mystery of the authorities, and a mess of self-interest.

After talking to Ye Shengyin on the phone, I lay on the bed for a while before getting up.

When I went out after washing, I saw that the door of the second bedroom next door was open, and the bedding inside was very neatly folded, and I didn't know if Lu Xudong got up early in the morning, or if he didn't sleep at all last night.

I stood in the doorway for a moment, shook my head again, and ran to the living room to look for snacks.

Bad mood and don't want to cook breakfast.

As soon as I pulled out a bag of biscuits from the drawer, and before I could open it, I didn't think it was right.

I subconsciously turned my head to the right to look at Lu Xudong, wearing the pajamas from last night, standing in the corridor where the corridor and the living room meet, with a slightly unhappy expression on his face.

I was taken aback, and subconsciously dropped the biscuits, closed the drawer, and stood up.

As soon as I stood still, thinking of what I didn't do last night, and feeling that it was really embarrassing to face each other like this, I grabbed my hair, and was about to give full play to my "silence is golden" specialty to escape back to the room, but Lu Xudong suddenly opened his mouth: "You don't have to deal with my dad, he is used to being a leader, and he always thinks that everyone around him has to do things according to his wishes, and if he calls again in the future, you just refuse to answer!"

"You know?" I was stunned, didn't Ye Shengyin agree to let me tell Lu Xudong myself, why did she turn apostasy after this kung fu!

Lu Xudong frowned, and said lightly: "I was about to get my clothes just now, and I just heard you calling!"

My head was confused again, this man ...... He overheard someone talking on the phone, and he looked like "I don't want to hear it at all"!

How could he do that!

I was ashamed and annoyed, feeling embarrassed that my secret had been broken, and I bit my lip and glared at him depressedly.

Lu Xudong glanced at me, glanced at the drawer where I put my snacks, and then said very calmly: "Let's cook some noodles!" and turned around.

I thought he was about to go back to the room, but I didn't expect him to raise his feet and pause again, and a little embarrassed voice came muffled: "What happened last night...... I'm so sorry!"

He looks like this, where is he sick as Ye Shengyin said, but more like what I guessed. I watched in amazement as his back quickly disappeared from my eyes, opened his mouth, and finally obediently went to cook the noodles.

When Lu Xudong came out again, he looked like he was completely fine, as if the previous embarrassment was subtle or something was my illusion. He's so calm, I'm embarrassed to linger on it.

After breakfast, I habitually cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, but Lu Xudong did not go into the small study as usual, he leaned on the door frame of the kitchen and supervised me to wash the dishes like an uncle, causing me to look at him and feel wrong.

He stood for a moment before he asked me unhurriedly, "Do you want to read?"

"Hmm!" I nodded, and while drying the washed dishes and putting them in the cupboard, I said to him as easily as possible: "In the past, my family was difficult, and I had no choice but to drop out of school, and I have been thinking about taking a degree in the past few years, but I ......"

I paused, although Lu Xudong knew about my family's situation from the beginning, but at this moment, I just didn't want to mention my financial embarrassment in the past few years, which would make me feel so far away from him.

Lu Xudong didn't know about my careful thoughts at all, and he didn't seem to plan to listen to me laying out a lot of rhetoric, so I directly interrupted me and pondered: "If you just want a degree, just apply for a correspondence course or a university of electrical engineering, this kind of basically doesn't need to bother to study, and you can get a graduation certificate in two or three years, which is easier to mix than college!"