Chapter 978: The First Step 378
Why think about trying to convince others?
Does it really have anything to do with what I say or not whether others can be persuaded or not? Is it really related to eloquence and logic?
There is no causal relationship, it's all just the presentation of the elements of the picture. I don't know what the elements of the picture are presenting or how they will be presented.
Even, there is something wrong with this problem itself. What the picture elements present is what the picture elements present at the moment, and what the picture elements are perceived at the moment.
It is these that all the past and future are aware of at this moment. There is no need to ask what picture elements will be presented, this moment is all there is, it is eternity.
When I'm always standing in the moment, I don't ask what was so real before, and I continue to ask what the elements of the picture will present in the future. Because standing at this moment, then this is the moment, and the realism of the past no longer exists.
The illusion of time is the realism that comes from the last moment. Obviously, it felt real before, but this moment is not before, so the linear passage of time seems to be indestructible at all.
Among the pictorial elements, there is no need to distinguish between hallucinatory and non-hallucinatory at all. Because in any case, it is the presentation of the elements of the picture, and distinguishing between illusion and non-illusion will only make people think that non-illusion is real.
No matter what kind of picture element I perceive at the moment, it is the presentation of the picture element, and it has been presented. For characters who want to sleep, the presentation of picture elements is real, whether hallucinatory or non-hallucinatory.
And I, on the other hand, want to wake up, so no matter what the elements of the picture present, are not real. Even if the elements of the picture have been presented, it is only the content that is perceived, and it is only the content that is realized. That awareness, that awareness, is where I should be.
There is no way to deny that the elements of the picture have been presented, even if they are false, even if they are limited, but they have indeed been presented. It's just that these presentations are just presentations, not real ones. It's like a dream, and when you wake up, it will completely dissipate.
There will be nothing left, no one to remember, no one to remember, and even this thinking will dissipate. All that remains is the black truth, infinite, eternal, everything.
Yuan Changwen didn't know why he used black to describe the truth, but when he stared at himself in the real before, the state he felt was black, and it was a little scary. Even, I can't believe that the real existence is like that, how can it be that existence.
I always think of myself as this thinking, as if this guy is the last resort of that inexplicable force. It's hard to deny this kind of free will, and it's hard to think that it's not yourself in control. Even if you know that free will doesn't exist, you still think it as free will because you don't know what you're going to think.
Only at this moment, what I want to think about has been thought, and has become an element of the picture that I am aware of. This continuous fluency makes it impossible for me to think that there is a moment at all. Or rather, you can't stand at this moment.
The movement of the car is rigid and smooth, not stacked at a moment. I can't pause and enjoy it like I did in a movie. It's always so smooth and continuous that I don't have any doubts about the linear passage of time.
And at this moment, what is it?
Yuan Changwen found that he couldn't answer this question, just like the question "What is that awareness?" There must be a moment, right?
And then I don't seem to be able to say anything more at all, and a lot of the words are in the realm of speculation.
There are other people, those who are arrogant in my head, constantly influencing me and constantly pulling me. Any words and deeds of others are just the presentation of picture elements, and have nothing to do with me.
It can be considered that it has something to do with thinking and the role of Yuan Changwen, because it is an element of the whole picture. These include other people's words and deeds, and the role of Yuan Changwen. Moreover, the presentation of the elements of the picture itself will also show the connection between all things.
It's just that this connection doesn't exist, it's not real, it's just a presentation of the elements of the picture. I believe that this kind of presentation is only a means of convenience in life. I can't just not believe it and pretend to believe it.
So, talking about these things right now is just a hindrance. After killing first, cutting off all kinds of beliefs, and then talking about other lives and the like.
Just like the game screen, is the "picture of the moment" really caused by the "picture of the previous moment"? Maybe it's better to understand it with stop-motion animation.
In the picture, it is true that the previous frame leads to the next frame. For example, if I punch an apple, the next image shows the apple shattering. From the picture, it is indeed because "I punched the apple" that caused the "apple to break".
However, this is not the case at all. There is no logic at all in the presentation of the elements of the picture, that's how it is presented, that's all.
Yuan Changwen found that he really wanted to become mentally retarded, and he took the initiative to become mentally retarded. Who's going to kill these things? Those mental distortions, what opinions, it still sounds like that. After all, these things are artificially distorted, so don't believe it.
However, how can something like gravity, mathematics, physics, chemistry, and so on be killed? Could it be that if I punch an apple, the apple will be fine? Will the apple not fall to the ground but will fly into the sky?
It's getting more and more ridiculous, and it's funny that I can't explain these absurdities. Once you find out how you believe, it's hard to keep believing.
Perhaps, this is one of the means to make people sleep. This simple and clear causal relationship, this continuous and smooth occurrence of events, seems to imply the truth of all this.
Am I going to throw apples at random because I can't be sure they're going to be broken?
Distortion is distortion, and the convenience of life is only a kind of protection, a kind of delay. It seems that besides, your own inability to be sure can't be used in life at all, so don't kill it, that's just a mentally retarded act.
There is no need to sort out the details, and there is no need to sort them out, just like a formula theorem. Burn all the fire, and wait for the rest to be killed. Maybe at that time, I was bored, and I had a good seat to analyze the composition of human nature.
But not now, trying to sort out the composition of the characters will only hinder the killing. Vainly trying to integrate slashing into life, vainly trying to find a better self in slashing, these are all hindrances to slashing.
Because I've been distracted, I'm already doing something else, I've fallen into a deep sleep.
Nothing important, and nothing will be left behind. All my efforts will dissipate, all my pain will disappear, and all my happiness will not be left behind. Even, even this memory, this thinking, will not be left.
Nothing.